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Michael Jackson Justice: August 2010

God: Reconnect to Him

The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael's story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Monday, August 30, 2010

Sony Strikes Again, this time their Victim is a Church

August 28, 2010 – Sony Strikes Again, this time their Victim, a Church!

My husband and I were looking through the internet and he was showing me a spectacular movie that was coming out. It is called “The Mysterious Islands, Surprising Journey to Darwin’s Eden”. Source

I want you to go to this link and watch the trailer of the movie on the video there. It’s a beautiful movie and a testament to God’s creation. Listen to the words in the narrative during the video. Wonderful!

I watched this with my husband and I immediately wanted it, but they are not releasing it until August 31st. My husband says, “You can pre-order it”. I whipped out my card, practically threw it at him and told him, “order it! I want to see that! That is BEAUTIFUL!”

This movie was made by the same people who made “Fireproof” which we have, “Facing the Giants” and “Flywheel”. I am quite familiar with the Kendrick Brothers Alex and Stephen, and how they turned the congregation of their little church in Albany, Georgia into a cast and crew of several movies, naming their company “Sherwood Pictures”. I had even sent an idea for a story in to them when I first saw Flywheel. I thought to myself “How needed are movies like this!”


I was elated that another movie was coming out “by the makers of Fireproof” and when I saw the quality of “Courageous” and “The Mysterious Island”, I thought to myself, “wow! They have really matured!” I asked my husband as I watched this trailer, “Where did they get the funding to put out a quality film like that?”

The film distribution company was “Provident Films”, not Sherwood Films and just as I thought they may have partnered with another film company I hear my husband say “Uh-oh . . . Provident Films, a Unit of Sony Music Entertainment”.

I spun around in my office chair (it spins, and my husband’s desk is behind mine on the opposite wall. This happens a lot), and looked at his computer screen.

You know that sinking, agonizing dead feeling in the pit of your stomach that pulls all the blood in your body to the floor, similar to the day you heard on the T.V. or radio that Michael Jackson died? Well that is the feeling I got. I leaned closer to the screen. Sure enough on the bottom of the web page where they usually have that “copyright” © sign, was the “Provident Films” Sony Music Entertainment claim.

So my lil’ buddies from Albany Georgia sold out to murdering Sony! That is a crying shame. Did they know Sony’s history or just go with the highest bidder regardless of how much or who’s blood that money had been soaking in?

I told my husband, “Give me my card back, please. We are not getting the movie.” Then on second thought I asked him, “Would you please email me the links to both those web pages? I’m telling others about this.”

I am devastated. Of all the people Sherwood had to sell their beautiful movies to and it had to be a thieving, art-destroying mob-run company. No wonder their movies were so much more professionally done . . . It was probably backed with MICHAEL JACKSON BLOOD MONEY!!!!

The article talking about how this little homespun church and two of its parishners became inspired to make faith-based movies, found encouraging success distributing through church networks and the internet grew into “Sherwood Pictures” with their first movie “Flywheel”. Then they made “Facing the Giants” then “Fireproof” with Kirk Cameron. Now with “Courageous” and “The Mysterious Islands”, I am going to have to ask you all to help me. Article Source

Stephen and Alex Kendrick, you may be next!

The section about Sony:

“Alex Kendrick and Michael Catt took Facing the Giants to some distributors in Hollywood. Their best offer was a deal to go directly to DVD, with no theatrical run. They went home discouraged, feeling a door had been shut.

A few days later Stephen called Provident Music Group in Franklin, Tennessee, to get formal permission to use a popular Christian rock song that was in one of the scenes. The money Provident wanted—“tens of thousands,” Stephen said—took his breath away. “We’re a church,” he pleaded. “The movie’s a ministry! Can’t you give us a break?”

They would have to see the movie first. When the DVD arrived, Terry Hemmings, president and chief executive of Provident, said he would give it a few minutes while he ate lunch, but that he had a one o’clock meeting. After 15 minutes, he canceled his one o’clock and called his staff in to watch with him. After 30 minutes, he told his assistant to book him a flight to Albany. By the time the movie was over, he called Stephen Kendrick, who was fishing with his son.

“We’re in,” Hemmings said simply.

“In?” Stephen asked. “What does that mean?”

“Not only can you use our song but we will help you get distribution.” Could Stephen please send a DVD to Provident’s parent company, Sony?”

I am writing a letter to the Kendrick brothers, Sherwood pictures, and Kirk Cameron about Sony and the mistake these people have made.

Sony’s REAL HISTORY with Michael Jackson!

Article about Sony and what they did to Michael

On one of Charles Thomson’s recent updates, he talks about and belittles my blog and its history of this CONSPIRACY dating back through the first child molestation allegations in 1993. What does Charles know about this conspiracy? Of course he would deny it. Sony is his livelihood. Charles was all of five years old when THAT was going on. Charles was 13 when Michael was battling Sony over the catalog and his album “Invincible” and Charles was 15 or 16 when Bashir’s nasty little crock-u-mentary was released and about 17 when Michael was going through his trial in Santa Maria. Charles has said himself that his focus was on how the press covered the trial, not Michael’s personal life . . . Yet he’s an admitted “paid Michael Jackson Expert”.

Just because Charles has neither focused nor investigated what was behind the trial that the press reported on does NOT mean the evidence didn’t exist. The Sony Speech happened on Charles’ Side of the pond in 2002. I guess Charles was too young for Sony to get him in on THAT press conference.

Charles, remember this? Michael’s Speech?

And this?

Surely Charles, you have an explanation for this? The Speech

Charles doesn’t believe there was a conspiracy. So what. I don’t believe Charles is a journalist. If he was, he would investigate instead of repeating what he is told to repeat by the provider of his snorkeling trips to Cyprus. That makes Charles a paid pundit, not a journalist. It is Charles job to make sure that Sony’s past is whitewashed and that people that follow him believe everything Michael endured because of that company was Michael’s fault. Unfortunately, court transcripts, Michael’s own speeches and the Jackson family know better and Charles is only revealing himself by blanket-denying Sony’s attempts to financially rape Michael to get their greasy little mitts on that catalog. But I guess we shouldn’t beat on Sony about that. After all, they do that to every artist. It’s an industry art form. They know how to market stolen property. That is a syndicate art form, but I digress . . .

Back to Sony and their movies, I want you to know we are going to run into a lot of this. We’re going to see movies advertised that are fantastic and inspirational, and they’re made by reputable, smaller, sometimes home-grown movie makers. But they are distributed or the company is bought out by one of Sony’s companies. There are other ways to get a screen play made into a movie and there are other ways to get it distributed and into theaters. And If I were Sherwood pictures, I would go with a Christian based, family oriented company that has its own string of theaters throughout the country. (wink-wink)

And if I were a certain, Christian-based, family-oriented owner of a chain of Movie theaters, I would forbid even one Sony picture to be shown in my theaters. As a matter of fact, I would even venture to contact Sherwood myself, buy out their Sony contract and persuade them to work with me, because their movies are good and I would not want them to compromise their values or lose respect because of their affiliation with Sony. They tried to rescue Michael, maybe they can rescue Sherwood films before someone else is driven to the brink of bankruptcy. Sherwood needs to be careful who they are dealing with. They don’t know, and they should be told.

The two links below lead the web sites of both Provident and Sherwood Films. I believe the name of the church that makes the films is Sherwood Church.

The Mysterious Islands

Courageous, The Movie

This is where you can write to them and let them know that Sony is a mistake and tell them why. Keep your letters professional and let them know that faith based movies should be promoted through more reputable companies and not those that steal from artists while driving them into bankruptcy. Contact

More about Provident Films . . . Check their lists, make sure you don’t patronize any of their movies.

Michael’s Birthday

And on a lighter note, I want to tell you how I spent Michael’s Birthday. I had posted a birthday blog for him, dedicating an allegory to him, here

Sunday, I did not go to church. My step son was visiting us and considering he started his senior year on Monday (today), we wanted to take him out to dinner. I did not hear any Michael music but on the way back home, I was listening to the Christian Contemporary station in my car. I was driving (always. My husband gives me heart attacks when he drives), and the song “I can’t Do this Alone” came on. I was humming it to myself. When it was over a commercial came on and I began humming “Human Nature”.

My husband asked me, “What song are you humming?” I told him and he said nothing. I continued humming it.

For some reason I looked down at my odometer. It read 77,777 miles. I said, “Ed! Hey look!” He did and uttered a “wow”. Then he said, “look at the time!”

The time on the car clock was 7:07pm.

When we got home, my husband was checking messages on his cell phone. He called me upstairs. He said, “I wanted to show you who called and left messages on my cell phone . . . Michael Jackson.”

I looked and sure enough, two calls logged from “Mike Jackson” for August 29, 2010 but they were in the morning. I took a picture.

The Cell Phone Picture of a Cell phone

Before you freak out . . .

Mike Jackson is my husband’s cousin out in California. :o)

God Bless you and sorry for the heart attack!

Tomorrow, I will finally get to Michael’s siblings, the outrage over their behavior and some things you should know about the Jackson “kids”.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Curtain Call for Norma Jean, God Bless you. A Short Allegory

Shadows and Light

August 26, 2010 – Curtain Call for Norma Jean, God Bless you
A Short Allegory For Michael's Birthday.

In the midst of a 14 month search for the eloquence of subtle suggestion captured in the every day events of an eclipsed illusion, I find myself with the ever so slight pull to either side of my face. It’s called a smile. As events unfold, the smile widens and it carries the hint of suppressed knowledge. The show must go on. The art of creation has its originator and he has always been in charge.

As the back end of the better half of a performance unfolds before millions, some have eyes to see and ears to hear, leaving others to question the plot. No one can force the awakening of the senses. Some have eyes and ears closed to anything other than their own, self-generated stimuli. The show, after all, has become about them while the star stands beyond the curtain of his Heavenly Haven, awaiting the next cue. Some see the shadow against the curtain. Some see a mirage before it. The star has prescribed their misinterpretation, as it is one of his shields.

The slight-of- hand shell game has not yet seen its last patron. The star, bemused, bides his time. He knows the game of chess and knows it well. After all, aren’t we all pawns jockeying for position before the castle, bishop or queen plows us down in their rush to get to the king? The star is well protected. The players are experts and it will be a long game. The victor will be the creator of illusion, with whom God has been all along, assisting in a show that was, was not, yet is. There is genius stuff going on in the wings that none can see.

Illusion of Light and Movement

The curtain opens. In the din of the carnival grounds, a lone soul walks. She’s been here before. She looks around the dream at people with nothing behind their eyes. She knows her pre-ordained destination and she continues. The two in cloaks following her are not strangers, but they maintain their distance, watching her from afar. They know she knows. They whisper amongst themselves but she has ears that hear, and eyes that see. She is aware they know that she knows. A chess game on a different board. The pieces moving are events in an act that link the scenes on the script.

As the sun goes down the people fade away, one by one. The sun slowly touches the horizon, and soon only three lone entities remain on the carnival grounds. The one with eyes that see and ears that hear, and the two in cloaks who are not strangers and know that she knows.

They follow her through the curtain, but one cannot go. He is defeated before he reaches the veil. Down the stairs and into the room, under the chandelier on which hangs the golden cord. It is there they stare each other down: One fighting for innocence, the other looking to devour it.

The last two chess pieces on the board stand their ground. No checkmate. There is only the golden cord before her forehead as she looks up in acceptance. A moment of uncertainty and he advances, giving her the cue for her to reach up with every bit of faith she has and pull the cord that before was forbidden. The golden cord. The final curtain call.

As she pulls the cord, the curtain falls. Brilliant light overtakes everything, disintegrating the room and the one devouring innocence. Soon his screams disintegrate as well, leaving the one who knows paralyzed and blinded by the countenance of His presence. She is not afraid. Cradled by rapture she is gathered up, feeling neither heat nor cold, hunger nor discomfort, contentment and peace is filling her child’s heart.

Michael's Earthly Mission - Children

Transitional stages of being increases her prescient sense of truth as she is lifted up. She is engulfed by it. She understands the reasons for every delay in the answers. She no longer knows fear, only resolve that truth has always been there like a fortress, and the Creator of all things watches over his children in omnipotent protection, supreme power.

Upon opening her eyes to what was once painful, she sees with the eyes unveiled by worldly burdens she feels, smells, lives for the first time in child-like newness.

The first vision is of the leaves of the vine. She smells, tastes, sees and feels them all at the same time, knowing the leaf on the vine intimately; it moves through her veins . . . the presence of it. The experience is acute, as if this is the first time her senses have really worked.

Next she sees the bird in the tree. The Golden Finch. The fiber of every feather she instantly knows. She hears its heart as if the sound were coming from within her. The bird blinks twice in acknowledgment then flies off. She loves. Her heart is open with free-flowing exchange of energy and emotion . . . the likeness in which we were created, she is now complete.

The star, the King on the chess board, the creator of illusion turns over his crown to the one who gave it to him. As the last enemy falls, he whispers in humble recognition, “It is done and I praise you.” He says. “Thank you for bringing me this far . . . The children are taking it from here.”

Michael in "Stranger in Moscow" Another Lyrical Prayer

The star appears for The Final Curtain call. He bows as they call Norma Jean. Only those with eyes that see and ears that hear will know what has just happened. Only those who knew his heart will understand that he had yet to scratch the surface of his true purpose, which has just begun.

We almost made it . . . didn’t we? We are almost there.

“Don’t be nervous. I’m going to need your time and your patience.” “We want to take them to places they’ve never been before. Show them talent they’ve never seen before.”

You’ve been doing that for decades.

Happy Birthday Michael.

Revelation : 3 – 5, “They sang as it were a new song before the throne, before the four living creatures, and the elders; and no one could learn that song except the hundred and forty-four thousand who were redeemed from the earth. 4 These are the ones who were not defiled with women, for they are virgins. These are the ones who follow the Lamb wherever He goes. These were redeemed[c] from among men, being firstfruits to God and to the Lamb. 5 And in their mouth was found no deceit,[d] for they are without fault before the throne of God.”

Revelation 2:26 – “And he that overcometh, and keepeth my works unto the end, to him will I give power over the nations”

Michael Performing "Earth Song" Emotional Finale

From Micheline James on Your Birthday. And from everyone else in comments below.

"Precious Michael - you always were the beautiful dove soaring above adversity. Many attempted to clip your wings, but nothing could keep you from being free. I often cried with you, and struggled with you on this journey of discovery. One day I will savor the joy with you as you land on the winds of truth and victory! Here for you always." - Micheline

Michael, from all of us here at Michael’s Guardian, we love you. We miss you, and we will continue to dig for the truth, defend you, and help others get to know who you really are.

My gift to you . . . Find one child who needs love and hope, and answer their prayer.

"God, my God, I cry out
Your beloved needs You now
God, be near, calm my fear
And take my doubt

Your kindness is what pulls me up
Your love is all that draws me in"
Bebo Norman Song

Michael Joe Jackson

Michael in Deep Thought

Michael Crying during performance amidst 1993 Child Molestation Allegations

Michael and his Daughter Paris

Saturday, August 28, 2010

What We DON’T Know about TMZ

August 27, 2010 – What We DON’T Know about TMZ

It is Friday night as I am typing this. No, I don’t have a life, but thanks for asking. I never got out anyway and since the closest action to where I live is the “other” murder capital of the world, I much prefer to stay home.

Yesterday was a bit of an emotional one. Every time I have one of those days something breaks (aside from my heart) and I find new information. Tonight I had planned to connect with Michael’s siblings, but as I was researching the various stories that the press had put out about them, I came upon some interesting information that pulled me back over to TMZ.

Remember back in March, I had written a blog about TMZ and how they seemed to be the only online tabloid with an inside track on all things Jackson. I even joked that maybe someone in the Jackson family hired TMZ to leak information for them, hoping to somehow control the rampant rumors. The old link to that blog update is here, Should you need a refresher.

I don’t like tabloids. I don’t read them. However TMZ has been rather calm compared to some of the other online tabloids like Radar Online, E! As I was searching for some of the rumors that had been printed about Jermaine Jackson, a TMZ article popped up in the search results. It wasn’t related to what I was looking for, but something caught my eye . . . the year 2005.

So I thought to myself, “When did TMZ launch?”

“ is a celebrity news web site which debuted on November 8, 2005. It was a collaboration between America Online (AOL) and Telepictures Productions, a division of Warner Bros.,[4] until Time Warner divested AOL in 2009. The site is now under the sole control of Warner Bros.[5] The letters TMZ stand for thirty-mile zone, referring to the "studio zone" within a 30-mile (48.3 km) radius of the intersection of West Beverly Boulevard and North La Cienega Boulevard in Los Angeles.[6] Shooting within this zone is considered local. Locations outside this zone are subject to mileage and travel time charges by the talent and crew.”

Early TMZ History:

“Seven months prior to the official launch of, America Online (AOL) had 'hinted' that they were planning on launching a Hollywood and entertainment-centric news site that would be produced in conjunction with Telepictures Productions and had shown interest in launching a website featuring a focus mainly on celebrities.”

Back when I wrote the original blog on it, I had thought that TMZ launched in 2007 which made me suspicious, but upon a deeper look at the timeline, TMZ on TV is actually the one that launched in September of 2007. actually launched in November of 2005. I looked at the date, almost five months after Michael is acquitted in his trial. Seven months prior as this article states, AOL had discussed plans for such a web site. That would take original conception of TMZ back to April of 2005, which was right in the middle of Michael’s child molestation trial. Source

TMZ launched after Michael’s trial. That was a pretty big story to miss out on. I had read previously that Harvey Levin was a lawyer on “The People’s Court” before he started TMZ. I wanted to find out what else was in his background.

Harvey Levin -

“In 1996, Levin moved to New York to work as a legal analyst for the 1997 revival of The People's Court (he appeared on the show during the 1980s and first half of the 1990s as a legal consultant during Doug Llewelyn's years) and deactivated his California bar license. He became host of the series in 1998 as well as continuing to serve as its legal analyst. Levin served as creator and executive producer for Celebrity Justice from 2002-2005.” Source

To simplfy Levin’s career timeline, I condensed Wikipedia a bit:

1975 - Levin passed the Bar exam
1977 – 1996 – taught at the Whittier Law School in L.A.
1994 – 1996: Reported on the O.J. Simpson murder trial. During this time he was also a legal analyst for KCBS TV in Los Angeles.

1996 – 1998: Became a legal analyst for “The People’s Court”.
1998 – 2002: Took over as host for the series as well as served as legal analyst.
2002 – 2005: Creator and Executive Producer of “Celebrity Justice”.

Through the time of the first surfacing of the allegations against Michael through the trial and acquittal, Levin was with Celebrity Justice. Did Celebrity Justice every cover the trial? I did some searches.

Celebrity Justice –

“Celebrity Justice was an American news show which ran from 2002 to 2005. It was produced by Harvey Levin Productions, and directed by Brad Kreisburg, and Rob Dorn for one episode in 2005. It was hosted by Holly Herbert and Carlos Diaz.” Source Interesting to not that both Celebrity Justice and offices are located in the very same “Victory Studios” in L.A. using the very same photo of the building.

Also noted is that Celebrity Justice was winner of the 2005 Genesis Award for Syndicated News Magazine. The Genesis Award is given in different categories for producing outstanding works which raise public understanding of animal issues, presented by The Humane Society of the United States. Source For a Celebrity Justice show, I thought that was a bit unusual.

Telepictures Productions: Produced The People’s Court in which Levin began as a commentating lawyer. Source Prince Al Walid is also involved in ownership of Warner Bros. and owned stock in Telepictures and AOL. Source

Michael Garin: of Telepictures founder of Lorimar Pictures started as a television syndication firm, which became Warner Bros Television in 1989. Source

Article where the show “Celebrity Justice” is mentioned in relation to Michael Jackson Trial.

I found this link, which only shows part of an interview Harvey Levin did with Greta Vansusteren where Levin talks about the prosecution pulling airline records to determine if Michael ordered wine poured into soft drink cans so children he was traveling with wouldn’t see him drink it. It wouldn’t let me see the rest of the interview, so I went looking for others. Source

Here Levin is interviewed shortly after Michael’s death in regard to TMZ’s new prime status as the news show that broke the story of the death of Michael Jackson before any other network. Under the paragraph bolded where it mentions Debbie Rowe, Levin talks about his predictions that Katherine would get the children, the executors would control the will and the twists and turns with the will and the creditors. This interview was given July 8th, or it was published July 8th, 2009. And Levin was aware of this already? Source

Levin also defends Michael during a snide remark by the interviewer that Michael and Princess Diana’s deaths were not on the same world-wide level of awareness. To that remark, Levin replies, “Jackson was a world figure. That comparison doesn't stun me.” Doesn’t stun us either.

Levin also talks about the drugs issue and the doctors that would be called onto the carpet about prescription drugs. We now know that these other doctors were released of responsibility due to lack of merit, probably because there was no evidence in the autopsy that Michael was an addict. Levin carefully words his answer in the paragraph above, stating “With all we know, he had a problem with drugs -- a big problem. The question is, how did he get them?” With all we know. He never comes out and states that he is an addict or that he had a problem with drugs. (Yes, I like picking these sentences apart. I was the queen of sentence diagramming in school).

What else I find surprising is Levin’s surprising approach to news about the celebrities in that he said he was more interested in the “mundane” everyday happenings with celebrities. I have noticed too, if you go back over reading, that the coverage since Michael’s death was reported by them that the coverage was more on the people surrounding Michael than any negativity on Michael himself.

The comments if you scroll to the bottom of that link on suggest that Levin was Michael’s ally. How did this happen?

I had trouble finding if any episode of Celebrity Justice covered the Michael Jackson trial at all. There was a list of episodes here for 2004 to see if any of the allegations against Michael were discussed. Source

I did not find anything on Michael Jackson being covered on Celebrity Justice, but I did find references to Celebrity Justice commenting on lawsuits against several tabloids by various celebrities as was referenced on this website (little over halfway down). Source

“Celebrity Justice reports the lawsuit says that the defendants, including the Enquirer and Morris, acted reprehensibly and must be punished before they callously destroy another private persons life in their race to profit and to sell tabloid magazines.”

“A Half-hour show which chronicled celebrities and their legal woes.” Source

This article was about a Dancer in Vancouver being accused of performing prostitution on Ben Affleck. Celebrity Justice reported on the case, condemning the “National Enquirer” for it’s use of unauthorized photo’s of a private person.

Here was an interview with Harvey Levin, condemning the Juror in the Michael Jackson case who said he really thought Michael was guilty. Source

TMZ gets it’s start in November of 2005, AFTER Michael is acquitted of child molestation charges. (I still HATE that word). Before that Levin produces Celebrity Justice from 2002 until 2005, then starts up TMZ, essentially a tabloid . . . the very thing Celebrity Justice had a particular disdain for.

Levin worked as a law teacher and a law analyst on radio and as a guest on news shows, but never really performed in a court room.

Before Celebrity Justice, Levin was an analyst and then host of “The People’s Court”.

So is Harvey Levin a good guy or a bad guy?

Do you think the Jackson Family could be using TMZ as a press outlet to control the worst of the rumors about Michael, his children and his family?

This is a topic I want to revisit later on and I am running out of room in this blog update.

Tomorrow I am taking a break (really, LOL!) and Sunday, I have a special, birthday tribute message for Michael. I will also have a contribution by Micheline James for Michael’s birthday as well.

Sunday . . . Nothing negative, all positive, inspiring and all about Michael. :o)

Friday, August 27, 2010

It’s August 25, 2010 and We Still Hurt

Dear Michael, It’s August 25, 2010 and We Still Hurt

Dear Michael,

If you would have said to me two years ago, that I would be writing a letter to a man I never met who had passed away, I probably would have laughed and rolled my eyes.

Many of us envy you, to be able to step out of this world and drop your pain off at its doorstep. But we also consider it an honor to open that door, look down, see it there in its bundles of tattered cloth, pick it up and put it on to carry with us until God directs us to drop it off at yet another door.

Because of you, I know more about God. I know more about love. I know more about my capacity to feel it and give it. I know more about you and I also see what God was showing us through every trial you endured . . . that you were the person we were meant to be. Not perfect, but genuinely trying. Without apologies or excuses, you announced to the world that you were trying to be “Christ-like” in your heart. Like a child with no reason to be inhibited about that very possibility. Wonderful example and I want you to know I am proud of you.

I am writing this on the 26th, because Dr. Conrad Murray took the time I set aside for you yesterday. It was worth it, I think.

None of this is easy Michael. What are we to learn from all this that we haven’t already learned? Patience? Is it any easier on the witnesses of the destruction of the innocent, than it is on those suffering the destruction? We see what is happening, feel the pain and shoulder the guilt that we can do nothing about it. The guilt exists after they are gone.

The burden foisted upon us by those who delight in that destruction gets ever heavier. We too want to dump the rags of our burdens but just can’t seem to bring ourselves to burden the doorstep of yet another being. Somewhere, somehow it has got to stop.

You may have been a “Stranger in Moscow” but thanks to that song you are no stranger to me. “How does it feel?” It leaves me “Speechless . . . That’s How You Make me Feel”. That you ever thought you were “Missing A Friend”, or that you thought “I Can’t Do It By Myself.”

You asked people to “look within their heart” before they judged you, to try hard to love you. Maybe they should have looked within your heart first, so they would know what one was supposed to look like. Those of us that have also had a “Painful Youth” seem to be the only ones who feel the “Lost Children” while “Counting Their Blessings and Biding Their Time.”

“Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground”

The words to the song above should be a hymn. I run into the signs in my daily reading of the Bible, cradled in the verses, sometimes in songs, sometimes in more physical ways like the four white feathers I now have attached to my computer monitor frame to remind me that angels exist and work for God, with us.

Psalms 91: 3 – 12:

Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler[a]
And from the perilous pestilence.
4 He shall cover you with His feathers,
And under His wings you shall take refuge;
His truth shall be your shield and buckler.
5 You shall not be afraid of the terror by night,
Nor of the arrow that flies by day,
6 Nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness,
Nor of the destruction that lays waste at noonday.

7 A thousand may fall at your side,
And ten thousand at your right hand;
But it shall not come near you.
8 Only with your eyes shall you look,
And see the reward of the wicked.

9 Because you have made the LORD, who is my refuge,
Even the Most High, your dwelling place,
10 No evil shall befall you,
Nor shall any plague come near your dwelling;
11 For He shall give His angels charge over you,
To keep you in all your ways.
12 In their hands they shall bear you up,
Lest you dash your foot against a stone.

I trust you are under his wings. Maybe the burden left on my door step wasn’t a burden after all. Maybe it was the very feathers on my computer monitor, reminding me of the road in front of me and the purpose in which God put me on it.

Every once in a while, a weak moment gets me. I can’t be strong indefinitely and when those weak moments come, I let them take me because there is no denying them. You get it done, shake it off, put those rags back on continue on.

I wrote a poem about a dream I had back when I was a teenager. The full length dream remains on my hard drive under “weird dreams” folder. But the poem format is new as I did not being writing poetry until after my prayer about you in October of last year.

Eyes of Faith

Running through the house of halls
Closed doors line unending walls
Evil follows from behind
For my everlasting soul to bind

Swiftly I run door to door
Through empty rooms on helpless floors
Never dare to look behind
Lest my fleeing soul they find

Another room another door
More long halls, more cold floors
Running, opening, through and close
Down halls, through rooms my soul goes

Through one door and this I see?
One door finally, open before me
In that room I see him stand
In white robes, the Son of Man

Stop before the open door
I feel his love, but I want more
Evil just beyond my sight
For my soul they fight

Turn to see them I do not dare
My eyes fixed to Him in there
Move to touch him as I fall
Righteous need I start to crawl

Growing burdens hold me down
Weighted as I move
Son of Man is watching me
His eyes are all I see

Progress slow and aching pain
I cross into the room
Looking up into his eyes
The church-bride sees her groom

Inches only now I have
I stretch to touch his foot
Light of love and rapture gave
This withered soul new root

Lifted up into his arms
The Rapture now complete
I smile into his loving eyes
As the evil ones retreat

“I love you” spoken without words
I said, “do you know that?”
Jesus Smiled right back and me
Replied “My child, I do”

I asked of him while he was there
To show me an escape
He replied through serene stare
My child where was your faith?

There was more to this dream Michael but it is on my hard drive in story form. I don’t know if this is how you experienced your rescue, but I think about this whenever things get me down.

How many more 25th’s will we have to endure without knowing what happened to you and if the murderers will pay? You know. God knows. We don’t. And we are getting tired. This is my written prayer and I know God sees what is going on. The fighting, the profiteering, the betrayals and the hatred, all in the name of Michael. This is not a legacy, this is a curse. We have learned nothing and I am disgusted and discouraged. I thank you for the signs and the promise.

What a testimony it would be to see that God’s special witness prevail.

Child, where is your faith?

Goodnight, Michael

History and Prophecy Repeats Itself. Month 14

August 26, 2010 – History and Prophecy Repeats Itself. Month 14

As I tunneled my way down into the information I wrote about yesterday, the fact that the 25th of another month was passing all but escaped me. “Missingyousodeeply” sent me a link to a note that I thought very fitting to recognize month 14 without justice. The note reminded me of the saying:

“Those that don’t know their history are doomed to repeat it.” ~ Edmund Burke

In 14 months, and all the time I have spent on this, I keep asking myself . . . am I looking for justice, or looking for hope? I am happy to say that despite the twists in this aggravating event, I believe I am looking at both.

I want to include a piece that those of you know as “missingyousodeeply” sent to me. It reminds me of both the 2005 Case against Michael AND the case now against Murray. I want to caution you against the media and the press as many of us seem to revert back to them for our sources. Listen to the spoken words of the people during interviews. Michael told us who was guilty before he was taken from us. Everything in the media has an ulterior motive. It is either to distract you from the truth, or put out there to distract the guilty from the target.

Final Speech DA Attorney in Oliver Stone's JFK film.

“False statements and press leaks about Oswald circulate the globe.
The official legend is created and the media takes it from there.
The glitter of official lies and the epic splendor of JFK's funeral confuse the eye and confound the understanding.

“Hitler said: "The bigger the lie, the more people will believe it."
Lee Harvey Oswald, a crazed, lonely man who wanted attention and got it by killing a President was only the first in a long line of patsies. In later years, Bobby Kennedy, Martin Luther King, men whose commitment to change and peace made them dangerous to men committed to war, would follow also killed by such lonely crazed men.

Men who remove all guilt by making murder a meaningless act of a loner. We've all become Hamlets in our country, children of a slain father-leader whose killers still possess the throne. The ghost of John F. Kennedy confronts us with the secret murder at the heart of the American Dream.

“He forces on us the appalling questions: Of what is our Constitution made? What are our lives worth? What is the future of a democracy where a President can be assassinated under suspicious circumstances while the machinery of legal action scarcely trembles?

How many more political murders disguised as heart attacks suicides, cancers, drug overdoses?
How many plane and car crashes will occur before they are exposed for what they are?
"Treason doth never prosper," wrote an English poet. "What's the reason?" "For if it prosper, none dare call it treason."

Why are we financing Sony's Terror?

“The American public has yet to see the Zapruder film. Why? The American public has yet to see the real X-rays and autopsy photographs. Why? Hundreds of documents could help prove this conspiracy. Why are they being withheld or burned by the government? When my office or you, the people, asked those questions, demanded evidence the answer from on high has always been: national security. What kind of national security do we have when we're robbed of our leaders? What national security permits the removal of fundamental power from the people and validates the ascendancy of an invisible government in the US? That kind of national security is when it smells like it, feels like it, and looks like call it what it is: Fascism!

“I submit to you that what took place on November 22, 1963, was a coup d'├ętat. Its most direct and tragic result was the reversal of Kennedy's decision to withdraw from Vietnam. The war is the biggest business in America worth $80 billion a year. President Kennedy was murdered by a conspiracy planned at the highest levels of our government carried out by fanatical and disciplined cold warriors in the Pentagon and CIA's covert-operation apparatus.

“Among them, Clay Shaw, here before you. It was a public execution, and it was covered up by like-minded people in the Dallas Police, the Secret Service, the FBl, and the White House up to and including J. Edgar Hoover, and Lyndon Johnson who were accomplices after the fact.

“The assassination reduced the President to a transient official. His job is to speak as often as possible of the nation's desire for peace while he acts as a business agent in the Congress for the military and their contractors.

“Some people say I'm crazy. Southern caricature seeking higher office. There's a simple way to determine if I am paranoid. Ask the two men who profited most from the assassination former President Johnson and your new President, Nixon to release the 51 CIA documents pertaining to Lee Oswald and Jack Ruby. Or the secret CIA memo on Oswald's activities in Russia that was destroyed while being photocopied. These documents are yours. The people's property. You pay for it. But as the government sees you as children who might be too disturbed to face this reality or because you might lynch those involved you cannot see these documents for another 75 years. I'm in my 40's, so I'll have "shuffled off this mortal coil" by then.

“But I'm telling my eight-year-old son to keep himself physically fit so that one glorious September morning, in 2038 he can go to the National Archives and learn what the CIA and FBI knew. They may push it back then. It may become a generational affair. Questions passed from parent to child. But someday, somewhere, someone may find out the damn truth. We better. Or we might just as well build ourselves another government like the Declaration of Independence says to, when the old one don't work. Just a bit farther out West.

“An American naturalist wrote: "A patriot must always be ready to defend his country, against its government." I'd hate to be in your shoes today. You have a lot to think about. You've seen evidence the public hasn't seen. Going back to when we were children I think most of us in this courtroom thought justice came automatically. That virtue was its own reward. That good triumphs over evil. But as we get older we know this isn't true. Individual human beings have to create justice, and this is not easy because the truth often poses a threat to power and one often has to fight power at great risk to themselves. People like SM Holland, Lee Bowers, Jean Hill, Willie O'Keefe, have all taken that risk and they've all come forward. I have here some $8,000 in these letters sent from all over the country. Quarters, dimes, dollars from housewives, plumbers, car salesmen, teachers, invalids. These are people who cannot afford to send money but do. People who drive cabs, who nurse in hospitals, who see their kids go to Vietnam.

“Why? Because they care. Because they want to know the truth. Because they want their country back. Because it still belongs to us as long as the people have the guts to fight for what they believe in. The truth is the most important value we have because if it doesn't endure if the government murders truth, if we cannot respect these people, then this is not the country I was born in, or the country I want to die in.

“Tennyson wrote: "Authority forgets a dying king." This was never more true than for John F. Kennedy whose murder was probably one of the most terrible moments in the history of our country. We, the people, the jury system sitting in judgment on Clay Shaw represent the hope of humanity against government power.

“In discharging your duty to bring a first conviction in this house of cards against Clay Shaw, "ask not what your country can do for you but what you can do for your country." Do not forget your dying king. Show this world this is still a government "of the people, for the people and by the people." Nothing as long as you live will ever be more important. It's up to you.”

Michael During 2005 Trial

Before you comment, sit back and think about this dialog in the movie. Think about the similarities between Michael’s 2005 trial, the onslaught of attacks he sustained from the press and the media, the ability of corporations and “The Establishment” to use what is no longer a “free press” to “form” society and it’s values, morals and opinions – And relate that to what is going on now with Murray, AEGLive, the battles between the different camps of fans.

Every single piece of information out there is suspect and can be interpreted, manipulated and twisted to mean something it does not. Sony has been at this for a long time. And it's not just Sony, it is the music industry that has for some reason, escaped the typical policing endured by other industries.

Whenever you see a news item concerning Michael Jackson, New Songs, New Album, John Branca's amazing deals with Sony to fatten up the "Sony Estate" for himself and McClain and Weitzman, you remember that speech above! You remember that what is going on now in California, the justice system out there, The Sony/ATV catalog now run by Marty Bandier and their slimey, theiving RAPE of every artist they represent. This is BIG money. And since our own government has laid such a classy example to follow, our corporations are now following in their footsteps.



You are killing the very artist you enjoy every time you purchase one of their songs. If they can get away with doing this to Michael Jackson, you KNOW other artists will not be far behind. Michael tried to fight. STOP KICKING HIS LEGS OUT FROM UNDER HIM!

I am still fighting the same headache today that I developed yesterday. This means an early bedtime for me (at 1:33 am). Again I want to thank “Missingyousodeeply” for contributing the speech from “JFK”.

Michael Shopping just a couple of months before he was taken from us

Tomorrow is the 27th. I know some of you have things planned for Michael’s 52nd birthday on the 29th. My own brother’s birthday is also coming up. He will be 40 years old . . . another “baby” Michael. :o) For Michael’s birthday I will have a special Blog up with a contribution from Micheline James. Tomorrow, I want to blog on the Jackson Brothers, and the rumors surrounding them.

God Bless you and Thank you so much for your support. :o)

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Dr. Murray Wants Fluids, Fans Want Handcuffs, I want the truth

August 25, 2010 – Dr. Murray Wants Fluids, Fans Want Handcuffs, I want the Truth.

Stepping from the cacophony of the trials OUTSIDE the courtroom to the one inside and we learn that Michael’s family and fans were to again be disappointed.

“As we previously reported, Murray's legal team scored a minor victory today -- as the judge granted their request to get fluid samples from Michael Jackson as part of their defense in his involuntary manslaughter trial.” Source

There has been some confusion as to why the defense would wait until a year after Murray has been formally charged, to ask for samples they could have and should have requested back when they were first building their case. Also curious is just how they expect to get fluid samples from a body that for all intensive purposes, is preserved and buried. First, I find it ironic that in the searches I have done regarding this, ONLY the gossip blogs and tabloids have this information? We can get those answers from these two different explanations here:

Here Murray says he is not upset about those chanting and calling him “murderer” Source

Conrad Murray: Photo Credit TMZ

Here Murray’s lawyers ask for Samples FROM MICHAEL JACKSON for retest of propofol levels. Source

Here Murray is GRANTED the request to test samples HELD BY THE CORONER. Source

The above link also mentions the preliminary trial date set for January 4, 2011. So far we have had an August Preliminary trial, a June preliminary Trial and an April preliminary trial. Is this a Jackson family ploy to get the fans to devote all their money to paying for airplane flying banners over the courthouse so they will have no money left to buy Sony products? (Okay, I am just kidding).

Preliminary trials and reasons for delays . . . a short timeline.

April 5, 2010 Preliminary – Described as a procedural hearing to assign a judge to the case. Here Judge Peter Espinoza turned the case over to Judge Michael Pastor for reasons of conflict of interest with prosecutor and Judge Pastor set another preliminary for June 14, 2010 to determine the status of Murray’s medical license.

June 14, 2010 Preliminary – Here was argued that Murray could keep his California medical license. Another Preliminary trial is set for August 23, 1010.

August 23, 2010 – Request is made for, and granted, that Murray’s defense be given fluid samples from Michael Jackson to determine levels of propofol in Michael’s system. New Preliminary trial date set for January 4, 2011.

January 4, 2010 – to be determined. This will make Preliminary hearing number four. Anyone want to make any predictions? I predict that either another preliminary trial date will be set, or for some reason not enough evidence will be offered for a decision not to bring this to trial. However, I lean toward another preliminary trial, which will probably be scheduled for March sometime, which will lead to a discovery that will begin to turn this case around in a direction we never expected.

Some things I learned about Conrad Murray lead me to believe that there are some entities that even more than the Jackson’s, would like to see him prosecuted and in jail.

In the beginning of this, Joe Jackson supported and represented by Brian Oxman, began trying to challenge the estate executors on the will after Katherine and her lawyer pulled back. Then suddenly, after being told that Joe could not challenge the estate (and Katherine couldn’t either?) they decide to just go after AEG and forget Branca?

What is Leonard Rowe’s background, and just who is representing Joe Jackson?

Leonard Rowe is a concert promoter. Source

In a June 15th Examiner article Rowe is quoted as saying that Michael told him that “they” wanted his music catalog and they would kill for it. But Rowe says NOTHING about this in his book which was released on (surprise!) June 25, of this year, the anniversary of Michael’s worldwide publicized death. Ironically the title “What Really Happened to Michael Jackson, The King of Pop: The Evil Side of the Entertainment Industry”, covers only the evils of AEG Live and mentions nothing at all about Sony and the decades long battle Michael had with them. Source

However, several interviews in PRINT do quote Leonard Rowe talking about Michael’s ATV catalog, the conspiracy and even quotes Rowe as saying that Michael himself spoke of “them” wanting to “kill for it” (the catalog). If I was going to spend $24 dollars on a paperback book to delve into the depths of the music industry conspiracy and came back with a concert promoter’s interpretation of one contract between Michael and another concert promoter, I’d be a little ticked off! Source

At first, my thoughts upon hearing what this book contained (or didn’t contain) had my brain working toward another Sony propagandist. Why would Rowe want to sweep 20 years of brutal, intellectual property theft by an international industry under the rug? Do any of you feel like you paid for a steak dinner and got a stick of gum instead?

The press release linked above, states in one paragraph,

“In the book, Rowe, who was with Michael just a few days before he passed, writes that he believes there was a conspiracy behind the murder of Michael Jackson relating to his 50 percent ownership of the entire Sony catalogue, which is now worth billions of dollars.” Source

This is not covered in the book at all, and according to one friend who says she read the book, seems to take the focus OFF of Sony and land the responsibility for Michael’s death squarely on the shoulders of AEG. It doesn’t mention the catalog or the conspiracy at all. I don’t know what FastPencil’s rules are, but that is false and misleading information to sell a book. And for $24 dollars, I’m sorry, but even I HAVE more information than what Rowe has in his book.

The sources that quote Rowe talking about the Sony/ATV catalog are mainly with the tabloids and not directly quoted as in this TMZ article.

I want to know why Leonard Rowe would advertise a book saying one thing yet SELL a book saying something completely different.

Michael during his 2005 Trial

I would also like to know how Leonard Rowe managed to put together the Allgood concert deal, as he states in his book, yet manage to escape the lawsuit lodged against Michael’s estate and Frank DiLeo for the failure of same said concert series. The lawsuit was dismissed on the 20th of this month due to lack of merit and an unenforceable agreement which was not a contract. In the article listed at this source, the article states:

“The federal judge ruled today that Jackson's agent Frank Dileo merely struck the deal with AllGood in principle, that couldn't become binding without the sign-offs of MJ and his brothers. The judge also said the deal was just too sketchy to be enforceable.” Source

I don’t see Leonard Rowe’s name anywhere on here. Leonard’s book was the first I heard that he had anything to do with Allgood. It also said in that same article:

“The case had been partially dismissed last month and now it has been closed forever. "This case never had any merit and the claim was frivolous from day one,” TMZ quoted Howard Weitzman, the lawyer
for the Michael Jackson Estate, as saying.”

When did Howie become the spokesperson for the estate? Is he getting 10% now too? And why would Leonard Rowe perpetuate Joe Jackson blaming Katherine for Michael’s death? Is Leonard Rowe now in the “divide and conquer” game? What is his REAL job? Fight for Michael or divide the Jackson family against each other?

Back to Dr. Murray, it is getting very interesting to see where the dividing lines are now being formed. This is going to hurt:

Search Texas for Medical License Dr. Murray Source reveals active license with original license date 02/04/2005 and EXPIRATION DATE 08/31/2010.

CONRAD ROBERT MURRAY: License Status – ACTIVE/ License Number - M0502
License Type – MD/ Address - ACRES HOME HEART & VASCULAR IN/Address - 6826 WEST MONTGOMERY, HOUSTON, TX 77091/ Birthdate - 1958 /Original License Date - 04 Feb 2005
License Expiration Date - 31 Aug 2010/ Education - MEHARRY MED COLL SCH OF MED, NASHVILLE Specialty – 1 CARDIOVASCULAR DISEASES/Specialty2 - INTERNAL MEDICINE

Search for Nevada Medical License Dr. Murray – Source

According to this Murray’s medical license in Nevada expires 6/30/2011
Expiration Date: 6/30/2011

Search for California Medical License for Dr. Murray Source

According to this Murray’s license expires in February of 2011.

Murray’s next court date is January 4th of 2011. Murray is currently practicing in the Houston office, where he was graciously hired back by his clinic and in the only state where he is operating without any restrictions on his license . . . You would think that Murray was paying close attention to his expiration date. Upon searching California's records, it shows a restriction for Texas, but not on the Texas Medical Board web site.

Under personal physician information tab on this California search, I found:
Board Certification(s):No board certifications identified (no certifications?) and that all information was reported by the licensee. What does that mean?

Board Certification(s):No board certifications identified

Dr. Murray’s real name is Robert Earl Carter and he is married to Blanche Yvette Bonnick Murray. Remember this rumor?

I did a search on Robert Earl Carter and found a bunch of links leading to blogs, hoax sites and web pages. Have to address these because they exist and people see them. I also did a search on the name for Dr. Murray’s wife and I now regret embarking on this path. This is what I found:


If this is Dr. Murray’s wife or previous wife, then she is also a Doctor. However interesting to note is the fact that they both seemingly went to and graduated from the same medical school, Meharry Medical College School Of Medicine and graduated the same exact year, of 1989. What are the odds?

Further alone this site also lists residencies completed at Ghent Family Practice Center. Family Medicine, Completed: 1992 and Eastern Virgnia School of Medicine Family Medicine, Completed: 1992. Her practice is listed as Kindred Hospital - Las Vegas, 5110 W Sahara Ave, Las Vegas, NV and her board certifications (which oddly enough, Dr. Conrad Murray has none) is American Board of Family Medicine. Going to the Nevada Medical Board listed no one under than name, so I searched for a Dr. Bonnick Murray in California.

This site also lists Ms. Blanche Murray as a doctor in California. Source A search for a California medical license for her shows no listing either, yet she is all over the searches in Google.

In California she is listed as working with SCRIPPS CLINIC MEDICAL GROUP. A search on that reveals several centers throughout California. Other links with Blanche Yvette Bonnick Murray include: She gets around! Ironically on this link, her expiration date on her license is 8/31/2010 . . . same as Dr. Conrad Murray’s license for Nevada. Primary address on general information tab lists 2500 wigwam parkway, Henderson, NV 89074. She is listed with the Virginia Board of Medicine.

So Dr. Conrad Murray and Dr. Blanche Yvette Bonnick Murray share a last name, a graduating medical school, a year of graduation and an August 31, 2010 license expiration date.

Coincidence? (No wonder I have a migraine).

So did Ms. Bonnick Murray borrow Mr. Conrad Murray’s info or visa-versa?

I am going to go out on a limb here (been doing that a lot lately) and venture to say that Conrad Murray is NOT a medical doctor. I am also going to lay my blog on the line and say that Conrad Murray is NOT guilty of murder.

Michael during HIS trial. Do we want this happening again?

I am sick to my stomach. Everyone shouting “murderer” (including myself early on in the beginning of this blog) is doing to Conrad Murray exactly what the press and the public did to Michael Jackson during his trials (throughout his whole life . . . guilty, guilty, guilty . . . of nothing).

Does this mean Conrad is not guilty of murder? I’m not sure. I do know that it could very well mean that Conrad Murray is not who everyone thinks he is.

I know I’m going to get attacked over this, but read the information on the links for yourself. Then ask . . . Are we possibly condemning another innocent man before he has a chance for trial?

If Murray is indeed a doctor, why would his wife share the same credentials, medical school and graduation date and license expiration date?

If Murray is NOT a doctor, why and how would he manage to get involved with Michael AS HIS DOCTOR? His license origination date is February of 2005. That is almost a month into Michael’s child molestation trial. If Sony is behind this (or AEG), why would they wait until 2009 to use Murray to kill Michael?

If Murray is NOT guilty of murdering Michael, then what exactly is going on?


This makes me just want to give up. I'm sorry Michael . . .what else was I supposed to do?

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

They’re Back, They’re Spinning, and They’re on the Attack

August 24, 2010 – They’re Back, They’re Spinning, and They’re on the Attack

Revelation 13: 9 & 10 “If anyone has an ear, let him hear. 10 He who leads into captivity shall go into captivity; he who kills with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints.”

Revelation. I had one last night. Two answered prayers in one day. I don’t know what the future will bring but I do know it holds promise.

The attacks are getting vicious now. A friend of mine was accosted and harassed by (okay, I’m naming names because I want you to know who they are) a group consisting of Cowboy Amy, Hulya Julie Tippi (who was not present at court but has been on the attack), Erin Jacobs, Stacee Brown, Karlene Taylor and others who have also been targeting Taaj's daughter. As several reliable witnesses who were there told me, this group followed Taaj, then tried to get her arrested for breaking the protective order that they fraudulently obtained against her. I talked to Taaj this afternoon by phone and I am just beyond disgusted with the behavior of people I used to talk to, one of which sent me a private message trying to get me to cut my ties with Taaj, suggesting that my mere association with her would diminish the integrity of my blog. The perpetrators are on video and they are fooling no one except maybe the few that believe for some reason this behavior is acceptable.

Believe you me, Taaj knows who and what is behind this as do most who witnessed this harassment. This behavior has NOTHING to do with Michael and EVERYTHING to do with themselves! Taaj is my friend! I wish I could have been there because they would NOT have made me move! I know who and what is behind this and those of you following blindly need to know where it is coming from.

Sony and Branca have been at this for a long, long time. I don’t care what other blog out there is trying to discredit THIS one, I don’t care who is trying to attack me from beneath the cloak of anonymity in their gutless attempts to splinter the fans and put the blame on people like Taaj, me, Muzik and others who aren’t doing this out of some sick need to win a popularity contest, but for justice, where it SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALL ALONG!

The blog put up in June of THIS YEAR, which is written like John Branca’s best friend, has been falsifying court documents, twisting interpretations of news items and yet refuse to reveal who they are under some fear of having done to them exactly what they are doing to others. The blog I speak about is JUSTICE4SOME (meaning not for Michael, I guess). I’m not hiding. And just to throw some possibilities out there, could JUSTICE4SOME possibly be . . . (taken from his facebook page which was sent to me by someone who cares):

Taraborrelli: "Yes, and thanks for pointing this out, Brandy. Branca is a very good friend of mine and has been for 30 years. It's upsetting that there's a movement trying to point fingers... when, Brandy is right, it's Conrad Murray who is to blame. I'll ... leave this up for a few hours, though. I know that people have strong differences of opinions about this thing and I try to respect that but personally, I don't believe in conspiracy theories, pretty much across the board. That's my truth. I think all of this finger-pointing only serves to take the focus off of where it really belongs - the prosecution of Conrad Murray."

So now we have a three-some . . . Taraborrelli, Branca and Charlie, who are all just so buddy-buddy. Isn’t that nice? I bet Michael is SO PROUD OF YOU ALL for getting along the way you do on his wallet, name, blood, sweat and TEARS!

Newsflash – Taraborrelli wants us to concentrate on the prosecution of Conrad Murray. Isn’t that rich? Taraborrelli says he “doesn’t believe in conspiracy theories” . . . “pretty much across the board.” And “That’s HIS truth.” Wow . . . did Sony buy him that too? I’m going to put my neck and say that, until proven innocent (as Terrible-ellie wants to do with Murray), Terrible-ellie is most probably the justice4some blogger. Surmising is just one of those American rights in which not just the bad guys get to share.

Taraborrelli stated in his blog post (which may have since been removed as per his post above), that Branca has been a very good friend of his for 30 years. Funny he said the same thing about Michael after meeting him a couple of times and a book that was an unauthorized biography? That means that Branca and Taraborrelli have been “very good friends” since 1980, consequently the same year that Branca and Michael reportedly met (are these two sharing the same script? Confused? Maybe they are the same demon just jumping bodies?).

Then we have June Gatlin who not only befriends Branca and Sony in a facebook note on her page, she then launches her own attack on Taaj and for what reason? What did Taaj do to her? Nothing!

June must be another “very good friend” of Branca’s for the “last 30 years.” We see how these people are pooling together and we see what they are doing to the fan base.

Just remember one thing when these people launch their attacks on certain individuals about their stance on Sony and the boycott and Branca – Michael Jackson is the one who spoke of the conspiracy back in 2003, 2004, 2005 and 2006. This is NOT a new concept conceived by fans, this came from MICHAEL HIMSELF!

If these people are belittling your stance on the “conspiracy” they are belittling Michael.

Here Abandoned in his Fame

The Lowly Newshound –

Thanks to an industrious friend of mine who has also been the subject of attack, the Lowly Newshound is back up for anyone wanting to read what Charles Thomson originally posted about Michael Jackson between 2007 and September of 2009. I believe they left out the uninteresting posts about local politics, but here it is: Source

Branca and his campaign in the early days!

The Plot from the beginning? (links contributed by David Edwards. Thank you David <3) I will include David’s commentary as I thought what he had to say was very complimentary to Michael and he made some astute observations:

“Even before the "Wacko Jacko" nonsense, he was rumored to be gay and to have had a sex change! There was a groupie who tried to make him kiss her, and when he didn't kiss her she called him the "F" word! MJ's decision to remain celibate was... probably the #1 reason that people questioned his sexuality!

Those rumors hurt him deeply, and he had to tell little kids not to believe them! Unfortunately, that was just a prelude of things to come!”

“He also talks about the racism he experienced traveling in the South, and how the USA's attitude toward race is different than from other parts of the world.”

“Ironically, the girl who tried to force him to kiss her was white! That just shows how transcendent he was! That girl wasn't prejudiced based on race, but judging by her using the "F" word in such a casual manner, she was obviously prejudiced based on sexual orientation!”

“Bonnie, Here's another suggestion for you: you should watch "Robin Hood: Men in Tights" (which is available on Netflix, but not Blockbuster). This was the movie that both Evan AND Jordie Chandler co-wrote together. In fact, it was Jordie's idea to write this movie after watching "Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves"! Actor Mel Brooks, who produced it, felt that Jordie should have been given a film credit for his contributions!

The movie is filled with sexual innuendo, and this is crucial evidence that debunks the myth that Jordie was some shy, naive, clueless kid when it comes to sexuality. The script that he wrote for this movie was a prelude to the script that he wrote for his "declaration" against MJ, which is available online (just google it.)”
Source (if you can stomach the reading)

“This article talks about Jordie's contributions to the movie. If anyone says "how could Jordie make up such a detailed story about being molested?" after reading his declaration, you can reply by saying "the same way he wrote that detailed script for a sexually driven Hollywood movie!" You should add this to your website!” Source

“Larry Feldman tried to get the court to EXCLUDE the photos from the civil trial? Why would he want to exclude his "smoking gun"? BECAUSE THE PHOTOS DIDN'T MATCH!”

“He also wanted copies of the photographs (so Jordie could alter his description), and he wanted MJ to do a SECOND strip search! This proves once and for all that Feldman was just a sleazy extortionist along with Evan!” Source

Contributed by Vanessa Jors

Tommy Mottola and Abe Foxman

- Mottola & rothman both worked with Warners.
- Rothman worked with Warners in the 70s & Mottola fought with Warners chief Bob Daly about Celine Dion.

- One of Rothmans clients is John Daly of Hemdale Pictures. I dont know if he’s related to Bob Daly.
- One of the estate lawyers Katten, Muchin & Rosenman used to represent CBS records and is connected to Yetnikoff and Mottola.

- Katten, Muchin & Rosenman llp are Howard Weitzman’s legal reps for the estate.

- They were also sponsors for the New Yorkers for Childrens 10th annual gala, where Mottola & his wife were guests.

Listen to Michael. He knew the Truth

A very tightly knit group which links Branca, Mottola, Weitzman, Gatlin, Taraborrelli, Thomson, the author of Justice4some, Chandler and his lawyer for the 1993 allegations. The players did not change much during the course of the 1990’s through 2003 when the second set of allegations topped off Michael’s two years of battle with Sony during the “Invincible” sabotage. Same players were involved, only the “victim” was another “witness” that at first defended, then turned and implicated Michael after people got to him or his parents, changed. I hightlight all that on this blog entry back last month. Source

Sony has been working through the press for what is now decades, orchestrating and manipulating public opinion on Michael. They continue their campaign. They are still working through Facebook, fake accounts, anonymous bloggers, paid pseudo-journalists and some fans are falling for it hook, line and sinker.

I took a look at the little blog over at Justice and saw who was posting comments. Among those that I saw were someone who used to call me on the phone who posts on TMZ all the time, another who wanted me to keep a secret about a book she is publishing (which I will keep the promise, but when it comes out in print, you will know who she is) and the same obnoxious cheerleader who I deleted off my facebook page for trying to start a political war on my comments and notes.

These are the same people who are behind the attack on Taaj this past Monday. Tomorrow I will be posting on that court hearing and I will go into detail about Dr. Murray. Some worries need to be alleviated. Keep this one thing in mind . . . if someone like Taraborrelli is calling for prosecution of Dr. Conrad Murray, and this group of people were so venomously calling him “murderer” and acting like the rabid mob that they are, I’m beginning to wonder . . . Maybe the Jackson’s are right and Murray IS the fall guy? We know who was behind the conspiracy, would Sony attack their own fall guy? Wouldn't they be afraid of the risk of him talking?

This is what happens when the predator becomes wounded and is putting up its last, vicious fight for survival. The attacks will get worse before they get better, but they WILL get better. You know you are going in the right direction when people like that are attacking you. Taaj must be really close to something and I fully support her and her efforts.

Remember what Michael said. There was conspiracy all around him. Now it is all around us and we have to hold fast to the truth. You know what the truth is, Michael told you. The same people who tried to turn you against me will attempt to do the same thing regarding Taaj. Know thy enemy.

Tomorrow, Murray and until then, something to give you strength and put you in a good mood.

If We Ever Needed You

Michael in Concert Form

Revelation 12: 11 & 12 – “And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, and they did not love their lives to the death. 12 Therefore rejoice, O heavens, and you who dwell in them! Woe to the inhabitants of the earth and the sea! For the devil has come down to you, having great wrath, because he knows that he has a short time.”