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Michael Jackson Justice: November 2010

God: Reconnect to Him

The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael's story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Chasen Connection to Michael - More than Just Music

November 25, 2010 – More Chasen Murder Mystery

Ronni Chasen was murdered with five bullets through her chest, shoulder and back by a vehicle which pulled up to hers at a red light, as she was on her way home from the premiere of the film “Burlesque”.  A film in which two actors from “This is It” were characters and which many including myself, believe had a connect to Michael Jackson.

I have been looking for something other than indirect connections because there are tons to be had in this industry.  A friend of mine has been sending me links to help in my research and since someone has taken upon themselves to search for the names of people connected to me (found in my stats on this blog), I have chosen to just call her “Miss J”.  Most of the links below are supplied by her.

"There are many other rumors, from an art deal gone wrong to jealousy over her successful Oscar campaigns." A different source even suggested it could have been a gang initiation, citing recent, unreported violent episodes in Beverly Hills.”  Source 
This article describes the “wild theories” surrounding possible motives for her murder, all of which make no sense when you take into consideration the anger involved in shooting someone in the chest five times and evidence of a planned hit.

“Experts have stated that Chasen's murder looks to be the work of professionals who were hired to kill the publicist, rather than a random act of violence . . . One local resident said they heard "motorcycles travelling around the area" at the time of the shooting, but Michael Sands, an officer who has spent decades working with the police and FBI, said, "Never before in my 40 years have I seen motorcycles pacing Whittier Drive".  Source 

These reports above have been covered over with reports that police have called it a “crime of passion” and that police thought that it was possibly an attempted robbery or car-jacking or even a gang initiation as mentioned in the article above.

“It was not her car,” says Hoshino. “She is driving someone else’s car.”
The footage raises the question now about whose car the publicist was driving? And whether that person was a possible target?

Hoshino says the footage was given to detectives by TMZ who procured the videotape from a private investigator who was staking out the building in an unrelated case involving another person that lived in Chasen’s apartment complex.”   Source
This article above states that there is a possibility that the car Ronni was as she was “surveilled” coming out of her parking garage for her apartment complex was not hers and that whoever owned that car was the possible target.  However, it contradicts the evidence in the case that Ronni herself was targeted, the “anger” which was involved in the five close-range shots to her chest to make sure she died and the fact that the murder left her face untouched so that she would be recognizable.

Michael’s TII Connection with Ronni . . . Is there One?

Robert Wittman, a former senior investigator for the FBI, believes that the murder — Chasen was shot five times in the chest — could have been a result of conflict in the publicist’s business or personal life.
“It would be a business-related situation or something that is personal, where she upset somebody or shrugged off a suitor, or a client who felt she did them wrong,” says Wittman, who spent 20 years with the FBI and specializes in art-related crimes. “It’s obviously a premeditated killing.”  Source

Mark Furhman had also been quoted in this article on some very good points.  “If it’s a failed robbery or carjacking, you don’t pump more bullets into someone, and you don’t leave the car,” says Fuhrman, now an author. “Five shots — they wanted her dead.”

Fuhrman dismisses speculation that the shooting was part of a gang-initiation ritual, a notion that has been bandied about since the publicist was killed.

“They aren’t that stupid,” he says. “That’s for movies. An initiation in a gang is a young gang member that wants to make his bones in the gang: He kills somebody in the gang so [senior gang members] don’t have to do it.”

No, they are not that stupid and neither are most Michael fans.  Most know poor Ronni was a target, but why?  What did she do?

There is no doubt they wanted her dead as this preliminary coroner’s report released.

“Whoever shot her might have been regulating the 9 mm handgun installed during slightest in partial with hollow-point ammunition, according to the inform cited by Fox 11.”  Source

Hollow point bullets are designed to spread out once they penetrate their target.  I know first hand the damage they can do, this is what was used to kill our show dogs when I was a child.  In many states they are illegal.  This is also another reason to believe the specifically stayed away from her face, wanting her recognizable but dead.

My friend “Miss J” searched and found what may very well be a more concrete connection between Chasen and Michael besides the two “TII” dancer/actors in “Burlesque” . . . Howard Weitzman.

Howard Weitzman has two sons,  Jed and Armen Weitzman. 

Armen Weitzman is a theatre Actor.  Source

Armen Weitzman

 Jed Weitzman is talent manager, known in the industry.  Jed had to have known Ronni Chasen.   Jed also works on music for films. Source  

 Jed weitzmans step-father is Henry Winkler a very well known actor from the show Happy Days.  Source

Jed Weitzman
Jed is the dark haired lil' fellow on the far right (our right)

Chasen – “In September 1989, Chasen left to form her own company, Ronni Chasen Associates. In 1992, she was hired by MGM, a stint that did not work out. A year later, she reopened her eponymous firm and kept a loyal yet not-so-hip client list: Irwin Winkler, Hans Zimmer, Richard Zanuck.”   Jeff Bridges, Morgan Freeman, director Danny Boyle. (Matthew Boyle)  “She still needed to get her other hip replaced, but she refused to slow down, having attended the "Burlesque" premiere to support her friend, songwriter Diane Warren.”  Source

I have found no relation between Irwin Winkler and Henry Winkler, but I did learn that Irwin Winkler (a director/producer with the Rocky movies amongst others), has worked with both Jane Fonda and Elvis Presley with their movies.  Both connected to Michael (Elvis through Michael’s ex-wife Lisa Marie).  The closer connection to Ronnie however, is through Henry Winkler and Howard/Jed Weitzman.

The Winklers provided a remarkably normal upbringing for their children—talent manager Jed Weitzman, 29, Stacey's son from a previous marriage (Howard Weitzman).” Source

“Her latest Oscar clients were Michael Douglas for his part in "Wall Street: Money Never Sleeps" and "Alice in Wonderland 3D."

Other celebrity clients included the late actress Natalie Wood, composer Hans Zimmer, and movie producers Dick Zanuck and Irwin Winkler. Chasen also worked as a publicist for worked as a publicist for high-profile films, including "Driving Miss Daisy" and "Lolita."

Interesting here.  Alice in Wonderland
Down the Rabbit Hole....

“Principal photography was scheduled for May 2008, but did not begin until September and concluded in three months.  Scenes set in the Victorian era were shot at Torpoint and Plymouth from September 1 to October 14. Two hundred and fifty local extras were chosen in early August. Locations included Antony House in Torpoint, Charlestown, Cornwall and the Barbican, however, no footage from the Barbican was used. Motion capture filming began in early October at Sony Pictures Studios in Culver City, California, though the footage was later discarded.  Filming also took place at Culver Studios.”  Source

Also on this same source an interesting and familiar marketing technique? (for Sony):

“The leaked version [of the trailer] was originally to be shown to one of the three Facebook groups used to promote the film that had the most members. The groups used to promote the film are "The Loyal Subjects of the Red Queen", "The Loyal Subjects of the White Queen" and "The Disloyal Subjects of the Mad Hatter"

Michael Jackson Timeline – October 2008

“Michael's spokesperson, Dr. Tohme, in response to recent rumors regarding Michael's participation in a Jackson 5 reunion, has issued the following statement from Michael Jackson:"My brothers and sisters have my full love and support, and we've certainly shared many great experiences, but at this time I have no plans to record or tour with them. I am now in the studio developing new and exciting projects that I look forward to sharing with my fans in concert soon." SOURCE: Scoop MarketingScoop MarketingLarry Solters, 213-639-6160

And also this:

“The touring deal with concert promoter AEG Live was arranged by a Colony Capital associate Dr Tohme Tohme who has been Michael's manager and president of MJJ Productions for a year.As part of the deal, AEG's corporate parent, Anschutz Corp., agreed to invest in a pet project of Mr. Jackson's, a 3-D feature film based on his song and music video "Thriller."  Source last two paragraphs

“In Culver Studios in Culver City, Michael shoots The Dome Project which consists seven works…”  - This happened June 1 – 11 of 2009.

Remember this?

“The 3D footage Michael Jackson intended to be shown in his “This is It” stage show before he died is finally being made available to consumers in an enhanced Blu-ray Disc of the documentary of the same name.

Buried among the many announcements today by Sony Electronics at the IFA conference in Berlin was the news that Sony Pictures Entertainment will be bundling “Michael Jackson’s This Is It – 3D Enhanced Edition” with the purchase of a 3D electronics products.
" I posted about back in October.

Yes, the same “Alice in Wonderland 3D” that Ronni Chasen worked on.

This post in my searches I just ran across.  Get your barf bags because you are going to need them.  A good valium may also be in order when you see this.  I was searching for the Sony “This is It” 3D that was supposed to be boxed with “Alice in Wonderland” 3D for Sony's "3D home system" they are trying to market for Christmas, which I eventually found here.

However, when searching online (instead of my blog) for this info, I came across this April 2010 post by whoever secret crustacean is working on additions to “This is It”.  You are going to love this.  If believe for one minute that Sony didn’t recreate Michael’s voice on that crummy CD that is coming out, get a load of the macabre tricks they are now using to get you to buy “This is It” – round 2!  Source

I am asking, very politely, for some pain killer from someone. This is beyond sick.  This is evil.  Sony is now into necro-entertainment?!!  I can’t even tell you how ANGRY I am!  This by the way, is to superimpose Michael’s computerized face over another dancer’s.  (Like they super-imposed another VOICE over Michael’s in “Breaking News”).  God, give me strength, PLEASE!!!

Tricky Videography Illusion – Layers Sam into a Telethon she did not photograph

Not only does SONY think fans are going to fall for a FAKE Michael voice on a cheaply produced album, they have the ARROGANCE to believe that you will also shell out for a FAKE MICHAEL FACE!

Sony’s Frankenstein, 3D

Is THIS what you want your hard earned dollars to finance? Criminal Theft?

I will leave you all to chew on that for a while (Thank you Miss J . . . you know who you are!) while I am going to TRY to swallow some dinner . . . it won’t be easy. 

Michael . . . wherever you are, stay there.  Don’t let them get to you with this garbage.
Fans . . . DON’T BUY IT!  You are paying for Michael’s suffering if you do!

Monday, November 29, 2010

What Is the Real Deal With "Michael" Album?

November 29, 2010 – Sony Seems to Have Multi-Tiered Agenda

There are several issues vying for my attention in this blog and I want to hit on all of them.   While it may seem like a bunch of topics thrown in one blog, it is really not, because it is all related and intertwining with each other.

I was alerted to a Bonnie-bashfest over at Deborah Kunesh’s Facebook page and of course among them, the predictable Taymoor Marmarchi.  This is what one of my friends sent to me:

“Hi, Bonnie,  Deborah posted a long winded commentary in her FB notes section dealing with recent personal attacks made against her, and your name is all over the place!  She claims you accused her of working for Sony and having something to do with Michael's death...say what?!?!  If you can get through her entire commentary, where she repeats herself at times,  this seems to be all about promoting that Michael CD!  The discussion thread that appears below her note includes extensive comments by Taymoor, who, along with some others, are accusing you of being "unwell" and attack you for quoting the Scripture while at the same time trashing and spreading lies about Deborah, saying that you are doing exactly the same to others that was done to Michael.  They must be joking!  It's getting melodramatic. 

I have never seen you "go after" people, and any issues you have addressed on your blog are always after someone has attacked you first or shown themselves to be two-faced in their support of Michael.  

They claim you're not focused on justice for Michael...not focused???   Here's the real thorn in their side.  They take issue with your belief that Michael is alive!  Once again, I see the same hostility (from Taymoor especially) that we saw from DeGossen, Taaj and TINI for the same reasons.  Taymoor is babbling on about  how well he knew Michael personally and how you never met him, just like Sam, remember?  Why should that give him more credibility than you in processing facts?  A lot of people knew Michael personally, but unlike many of them, you did not conspire to destroy him!  Just like Schmuley was accused of stealing funds from Michael's charity, for all we know Taymoor was a shady character.  But hey...he knew Michael personally, so that's all that matters, right!  I'm so sick of hearing  these arrogant creeps spew their ego and phony affection for Michael.  Taymoor claims the only information you post on your blog is what everyone knows publicly anyway.   Do you sense the same weak defense as with Taaj, Yazmeen, DeGossen, etc. in trying to silence you?

Bonnie, this is all agenda driven!   They want fans to buy that blasted CD!”


Yes, it is agenda driven.  First, I did not accuse Deborah of having anything to do with Michael's death, but if she wants to put that out there before she is even accused, I just pray that she doesn't hit head first when she trips over her own words.  Taymoor claims that he knew Michael personally.  Well, so did Tommy Mottola, Tay, for longer than YOU did.  Doesn't make him a good guy, does it?  While I'm at it I may ask as a DIRECTOR of "Heal the World" where were YOU when Schmuley was robbing the till blind?  Holding the sack?  You did a bang up job making that charity a success.  Michael would be proud! (not!)

Will “Michael” Destroy Michael’s Legacy?

Many of us agree that Sony has been over-defending this “Michael” album, lying about the vocals present in many of the tracks, attempting to sell unfinished work, finished by OTHERS as “Michael’s work”.

Fans are not buying Michael’s produced music, they are buying Michael counterfeits produced by Sony.  Now why would Sony even spend $250 million dollars for the rights to develop albums from Michael’s unreleased music if there really wasn’t that much material to produce music from?

Back to Ted Riley and Corey Rooney –

Corey Rooney and Ted Riley were last seen arm-wrestling on Twitter, countering each other but not directly responding to each other.  Riley has jumped aboard the “believer” bandwagon and those who were supporting him have now dropped him like a hot potato.  Shocked the daylights out of Thomson and the gang!  Now what do they do?  Heck, Deborah Kunesh swore up and down that Twitter Ted was the real deal.  Now that he’s twittering that Michael is alive, what is Deborah doing?  She is bashing me on HER facebook page over my revealing that I believe he’s alive.

Deborah – the definition for hypocrite is located here.  It’s a short read so you should get through it.

At the center of the Ted Riley controversy is Twitters like this:

TeddyRiley1 @BurcuAkay I don't drink.   about 2 hours ago  in reply to BurcuAkay            
TeddyRiley1 @shonblak God say love thy enemy...I love my haters. W/ a big smile.   about 2 hours ago  in reply to shonblak            
TeddyRiley1 On my way to church, gonna pray for my friend MJ and the jackson family. The believer!!!! Yep yep!!   about 2 hours ago            
TeddyRiley1 @BHowardGENESIS Thanks my lilbrother!!!   about 22 hours ago  in reply to BHowardGENESIS            
TeddyRiley1 @bunnieroe You'll never know if you don't.   about 22 hours ago  in reply to bunnieroe         TeddyRiley1 @Dangerous_Inc No.   about 22 hours ago  in reply to Dangerous_Inc
Slim_Tito @TeddyRiley1 People always hate what they envy, that is why I pity my haters. So enraged, cuz they covet what we've got & they'll never be.   1 day ago   Retweeted by TeddyRiley1

Remember last blog update I did mention that Sony quite possibly may know that Michael is alive (for those  of you fighting against this possibility, just look at it as Sony believes this).  Now keep reading.

The Album Cover

There was a very good thread on someone’s facebook page dissecting the artwork on this “Not-Michael” album.  The cover of this album is distracting to say the least, but there is a specific purpose to both the music put on this album and the artwork on the cover.  Only one of my other friends noticed this amongst all the other distractions going on around its release.

That perhaps there is a bigger agenda here.  If you wrap this into the context of everything else that has gone on this “agenda” is a strong possibility.

Of course Sony wants to sell the album.  But the controversy surrounding the album, the battles between the “fake Michael voice” vs. the “over processed” voice, the sparring between Corey Rooney and Ted Riley, the over-acting of some of  the gang-stalkers and the openly brazen way fans are treated at even MENTIONING a suspicion that Michael is alive.  What about the murders?  Doesn’t Sony and Branca already have what they want?  Why the murders?  If these were people that knew something about Michael’s murder, wouldn’t they have already come forward before they were killed?  I wouldn't wait a year if it were me!

Or  . . . do they know something else?

The truth will prevail . . . I believe in the truth, I believe in God, you know?”

The gang-stalker club of America is busy attacking the Jackson family members with brutal Twitters and  starting blogs specifically to attack other blogs DEFENDING the Jackson family while at the same time trying to mass-convince “new” fans coming to their pages that they are “in” with the Jackson family.

Then there is the timing of the Oprah interview with both Katherine and Lisa Marie?  Putting Michael’s children on T.V. and the splattering of the occasional “hate Michael” interview on daytime t.v. talk shows and in online tabloids.   What was all this about?

What if Sony’s objective has more to do with trying to anger Michael to the point of flushing him out?  They got Teddy Riley to crack why not aim for Michael?  Is it really Ted Riley?  What about Oprah running that special on pedeophiles the day before his children are on T.V. being interviewed?  Wouldn’t that be enough to get a reaction from him?

I would love to post the private messages and emails I am now getting concerning this, but I don’t feel like wasting my space.  They know I will do it if they get out of hand since I’ve done it before.

For the record, the “Michael” album is not Michael.  As Akon said there is only one song that he did that was complete.  Michael’s family is convinced most of that album is not Michael.  Most fans are convinced it is not Michael and it is not.  It is not his work.  It is Sony’s processing.  Nothing on there save for “Hold My Hand” was even completed. 

It is not Michael’s work.  You cannot destroy what Michael did not do.  This is not Michael's legacy.  Michael's legacy has already been created.

Those of you worried about Michael’s legacy can relax.  Michael said himself he was a veteran before he was a teenager.  His legacy has already been written by the time he was 30 years old, as Spotlight told me during a previous conversation over the phone.   Sony try as they may, is not going to destroy that and neither will you if you decide not to buy the album.

Sony could care less about this album or Michael’s music.  It is evident in the album cover what Sony thinks of Michael.  Sony is after the catalog and for some reason, they can’t have it.  If Michael is gone, this should be easy.  What are they so angry about?  Why are people still dying if they got what they want?

Michael works up a song as he tells it below during a deposition.  I found this on another  fan forum with the links so I copied and pasted here.

“These videos are actually a small part of a very long session (almost 4 hours long) - a legal deposition actually - where the interviewer (an attorney) is questionning Michael about his songs, in order to determine the validity of a claim against him: that he didn't actually write The Girl Is Mine and P.Y.T. - someone else did.
It is actually the second deposition on this matter... the first having taken place a few years earlier. His answers are being compared to his original answers to the same questions... (trying to catch him in a lie, I suppose...)
Although he is hoarse and coughing a fair bit from having performed one of his Dangerous tour shows the night before, and he had just come from having oral surgery before going to the courthouse for the questionning, Michael is quite coherent and amazing to watch... despite lisping from a frozen mouth! He explains and demonstrates in great detail, how he composes a song, how he gets his inspiration, how he puts down his ideas on tape, how he uses just his own voice and hands to record the various instruments for the song, etc. He shows his musical genius, despite being frozen, able to sing every note, every instrument, every nuance, every musical layer!
After the first hour or two though, the local anesthetic begins to wear off, and you see Michael get increasingly agitated by pain. The deposition is recessed for a few minutes, so that he can go take a pain killer.
The videos here are taken after the pain killers have been taken, so he's a bit slow in answering the questions, but you can tell he is still able to think clearly, and that he is playing each song in his head before answering! Sometimes, he is so cute! Other times though, like you said, its sad to watch... he is so in pain and sooooo sleepy... poor thing! You think, "How can this be a fair way of interrogating someone? When they're half asleep and in pain?!" Your heart just goes out to him! You just want to shake the interviewer and say "Enough's enough! Can't we do this tomorrow?!"
ANYway, I just wanted everyone to know the proper context of the video, to prevent people from getting the wrong impression... he was not "stoned"!!”  Source

Another look at a perfectionist with a heart

Michael doesn’t know the word “no”.  Where have we heard this before?  (everywhere).  Michael’s incredible creative hand in everything in the making of this short.

Kingdom Entertainment alive and well?

Remember Kingdom Entertainment?  Michael wanted to dig his creative heals (what was left of them after 15 years of the moonwalk) into film, online interactive games, composing for movies, theme parks, child artist development centers, family activity centers and more.  You would think Kingdom Entertainment would be the last company that would shill for Sony’s album, but once you happen upon this site, you wonder why Prince Al Waleed, if he is a Michael pal, would even think about marketing a sub-standard album with Michael’s name on it.  Source

Upon closer look, you also have to ask why Prince Al Waleed, a billionaire partnered with Colony Capital which just purchased controlling interest in Miramax Pictures, would put up a web site using a free web host?  Source This is more for amateurs, like people who need to put up a quickie web site to try and fool fans into believing they are affiliated with another company.  Prince Al Waleed can afford to buy Sony.  What would he be doing hosting his company web site on a free host server?  This is another gang-stalker shilling again for this album, this time disguised as Prince Al Waleed.  I bet he wouldn’t be happy about that if he saw it.

So Sony wants to sell an album.  Michael’s family and friends are of the strong opinion that the majority of this album is not Michael’s music.  Teddy Riley believes Michael is alive somewhere.  So do I.  And if their actions are anything to go by, so does Sony.

We have people in connection to Michael and people helping Michael being killed, six total now. 

We have diversions galore on Facebook and a network of hired gang-stalkers ensnaring the newer navigators of the Michael Jackson fan pages, creating stories to prompt attacks against Michael’s brothers and parents (his sisters have escaped the attacks for the most part).

If Sony knows Michael is alive, are they trying to fish Michael out? 

Jermaine said on a Larry King interview last year that Michael “was in a safe place”.  And regardless of what that means, we still have three lawyers running around who are fraudulently controlling an estate that Michael wanted them having no part in, we have a corporation Michael wanted nothing more to do with in business raping him blind of his intellectual property that was to be left to his children and an ex-wife who aside from trashing him in every interview she ever took part in, looks more like she’s the one with the drug problem then Michael.

Lisa Marie with her husband . . . Michael?

 LMP Does not look healthy

Dead or Alive, Michael deserves justice and since Michael is the one who told us who his tormentors were, and since Michael’s family said to follow the money we will.  And the ones in control of Michael’s right now are Branca, McClain and Weitzman . . . and friends.

This song is dedicated to Michael’s family and real fans.  Pay attention to the lyrics (and the title)

Lyrics = Prophecy + Artistry

You think you’re by yourself, but it’s my touch you felt
I’m not a ghost from Hell, but I’ve got a spell on you
Your worst nightmare, it's me, I'm everywhere
In one blink I’ll disappear, and then I’ll come back to haunt you
I’m telling you, when you lie under a tomb
I’m the one watching you
That’s why you got to be threatened by me”

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Second Chances and Saving Graces

 Second Chances - It IS About Faith

Before the Thanksgiving break, the blog  stirred up some emotions in people that I am still trying to understand.  I stated my belief in an issue to do with Michael and some individuals begin shutting their ears and eyes to everything else that has been discussed on this blog.

Needless to say, the more I think about this, the angrier I get.  This blog has never been predominently about Michael being alive or deceased.  The subject has reared it's head in discussion and when I come upon evidence that could be viewed either way, some want to see it only their way.  The reasons they adhere to only one possible outcome vary from "he wouldn't do this to fans or his children", to "what I perceive to be his values" to "Michael will not get justice" and "I can't entertain a hoax theory".

Here is why I am angry about this:

Not one person visiting this blog knows what Michael lived with.  Nor do they know what Michael's children lived with.  Michael was not safe.  In the same respect his children were not safe.  Therefore wouldn't it be much closer to Michael's "values" to put a stop to the danger?  If Michael's children were in danger, wouldn't he have moved Heaven and earth to make sure they were safe?

Would Michael, KNOWING his life was in danger,  choose to let them kill him than to take action and plan to secure their future?

Michael knew they were trying to kill him since at LEAST 2005.  I have a harder time believing Michael did nothing about it, risking the future of his children, then I do the possibility of him being alive.

Michael wouldn't do this to his fans?  This is going to sound a bit harsh, but that's a pretty selfish statement to make.  This statement is about what we want and not what Michael needed to do to save his own life.  It is short sighted and incredibly unfair to Michael, if he did happen to make it.

To top this, certain individuals insist on leaving the blog because this subject has made a serious appearance twice out of the 209 Blog updates covering other issues in regard to Sony's attempted enslavement and theft of Michael's music.  Sony is not even the only danger.

Well, again this is going to sound "direct" but this blog is not about you.  It is about Michael and ALL SUBJECTS will be researched, posted and discussed.

It is also disingenuous to suggest that justice will not be had for Michael if we allow the possibility that he made it.  On the contrary, no fan I know would sit on their laurels if they knew the bad guys had to be exposed and caught before Michael could be reunited with his children.  They would search and fight even harder for him.

One would also think that, if justice will elude Michael if he is alive, then just what are our priorities?  Do we thirst so much for someone to hang?

If we entertain the thought of Michael being alive, that means that the people you were told by others were guilty . . . would in fact be innocent.  That means AEG would be innocent. That means Dr. Murray would be innocent of at least murder/manslaughter. That means that there is a possibility that SOME of the perceived bad guys might actually be good guys.   It would upset the ideology of many on who was guilty or innocent.  What scares me is that in the minds of some, Michael HAS TO BE DEAD so that they are right.

Think about it.

Would Michael let an innocent man go to jail? (another argument for "dead")  No, of course not.  But to date, no one has gone to jail.  Dr. Murray has not even been charged with murder.  Dr. Murray has not even stood trial as of yet.  Dr. Murray was not even handcuffed even though he reportedly ran.  Michael did not want another person to feel the way he felt when he was handcuffed?  The possibility exists.

Did we just fail this test?

Handcuffing Justice

Not a one of us here know FOR SURE what happened.  And until we do, we have to entertain ALL POSSIBILITIES, EVIDENCE AND LEADS.  Anything less than that and WE are short cutting possibilities for real justice for the sake of what we are comfortable with.

Michael was not a conventional guy.  He did not play it safe.  If there was a goal he went for it and achieved it.  He broke records and accomplished the impossible in music.  Why would he not seek to do the same to improve the quality of life for himself and his children and to protect them?

It is every bit about faith.  Faith is responsible for every achievement accomplished by Michael or anyone else.  Common sense and reality is subjective those setting the standard for others.  It is a box that most geniuses think outside of to achieve greatness.  Common sense will keep you within your budget but it has never been guilty of realizing and accomplishing dreams.

Common Sense Would Have Kept Michael Out of the Record Books

Now if you want to close your eyes and leave this blog because of what you cannot accept, then you are more than free to do so.  There is no need to announce it and threaten me into "submission".  But no one is going to be bullied into keeping their observations silent.

This blog has ALWAYS been about JUSTICE and Michael DESERVES IT whether he is dead or alive.  If you cannot see Michael obtaining justice while he is alive, then that is YOUR shortcoming, not mine.  Own it and stop deflecting blame onto me and this blog.

Those of you who have been honest and explained personal reasons for having problems with the subject of him being alive, I THANK YOU for sharing that and I respect and understand that.  I have been there.  I have cried after being torn in two back and forth over the evidence for one side or the other.  It hurts!  I know this.  I feared going into this territory for so long.  But I can't if I am going to be honest with myself and open myself to all evidence.  I understand if you are not there. 

One of the reasons I do believe in the possibility of Michael being alive is all the murders that have occured since HIS, of people that were connected to Michael.  I have a ton of information about Ronni Chasen that has yet to be discussed.  If you have any reason to doubt just why Michael would have to "do this"  to his fans or "do this" to his children, you look at all the people that have been killed AFTER JUNE 25TH in connection to this.

Hopefully we can stop discriminating against the evidence available and get serious about justice not only for Michael but the people that have been killed around him.

I am going to need your help.  I can't do this by myself.  It's that simple.

Justice for Michael . . . Dead or alive.

Here is a story of two entities that got a second chance, adorably told by a little girl.  (She is amazing!  Listen to her narrate this story!)

The story of Jonah from Corinth Baptist Church on Vimeo.

Michael on FAITH:

Leap of Faith - It is About Love

Michael Talks about Faith and the Lord

And this . . . when you get down to it, is the reason  Michael was so persecuted.  This is one of the most beautifully put together videos I have come across and I hope some don't take this the wrong way.  Michael truly tried,  they saw this, it was working, and they had to put a stop to it.

It  IS About Love and Always has Been....

"There is no greater love than a man to lay down his life for his friends . . . " Jesus

It was about the message.

Love from a Child's Heart . . . Give Faith a Chance

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Michael as a Father, My Father….

November 20, 2010 – Michael as a Father, My Own Father….

I wanted to write about this for over a week now and I thought Thanksgiving would be the perfect time.

Back a week ago, I had a really strange dream.  It reminded me of Michael in a lot of ways, but it was also heartbreaking because it epitomized the relationship I had with my father. 

In the dream, there was this huge loading dock that seemed to go on forever.  There were people gathered up on this loading dock.   There were a lot MORE people on the ground. 

I was on the ground with the crowd, looking for a way to get up to the loading dock.  You see, I had seen my father up there.  I could see him looking around, as if trying to scout out people he knew.

The only way to get up to level of the loading dock was a series of ramps at different intervals, connecting the top of the loading dock to the ground.  The ramps themselves were very steep, like a sliding board.  They reminded me of the ramps that freestyle stunt skiers would ski down in the Olympics, to launch them high into the air to do their twists and flips.

People were backing up as much as they could against the crowd to get a running start, then running up the ramp, just like a child taking the sliding board the wrong way on the playground.  Some got high enough to reach and grab onto the floor of the loading dock.  Some could get up on their own, others had their relatives or loved ones help them up and onto the dock.

I watched this for a few minutes.  I thought I could do it.  I drew back as far as I could against the crowd, and took off running.  I ran up the ramp and sure enough I succeeded in slapping my hands on the edge of the loading dock surface.  However, I did not have the body strength to do anything but pull myself up high enough to see my father over the edge.  I looked at him. He saw me.  I called to him.  He only stood there, watching me with this lost expression.

I lost my grip and tumbled down the ramp.  I rolled and then slid to a stop toward the bottom.  I got up, dusted myself off and backed up to the line of the crowd.  Others were in points in the process of attempting the same.  

My Sister and I Before the Tragedy

I took a deep breath and took off running.  I again got good speed and traction and I made it to the top of the ramp.  I grabbed onto the edge of the dock. This time I got my forearm up on the dock.  I see my father and wave toward him.  I call to him.  He stands there, not more than 30 feet away.   He sees me but he doesn’t move.  He is still with his arms at his side.  I reach toward him with my one free hand.  The look on his face is one of indecision.  He seems to want to reach out to me but he looks almost….afraid to reach out.  He lets me fall a second time.

I roll and bounce down the ramp.  Elbows, hips, knees getting scraped and bruised.  When I get to the bottom I stand.  I look toward the dock in disbelief.  He couldn’t even take a step?  Grab my hand and help me up?  Why was it that I always had to do all the work?  He didn’t even try!

I felt like crying.   Then I got angry.  I backed up against the crowd of people.  I saw my path.  I had a clear shot.  I took off running at top speed, up the ramp and to the edge of dock.   I was exhausted and sore but my anger this time got me chest-high against the edge.  I slapped both arms up on the surface and as I tried to get one leg up over the edge, my momentum was lost and I began to slide down.  My foot slipped off and I was again up to my chin.

“DAD!” I called out.  “Help me!”

He heard me and turned toward me again.  Standing at attention only his head moved.  It was almost as if he had no life in him until our eyes locked.  I was losing my grip on the floor of the dock.

“DAD!! Please!!!”

I was so tired.  My arms were aching, my bruises from previous falls pounded, my face was flushed and hot.  I felt the tears coming.  He didn’t even have to pull.  If only he would make the effort to come over it would give me the energy and strength I needed.

“DAD!”  I screamed, “Please!! Just meet me half way!”

I saw his brows knit together in subdued pain.  He twitched, but he did not move.    I saw his face relax, his eyes grow distant, then he turned away.

“Dad…” Weaker this time.  I saw a flicker of pain in his eyes, then his face was lifeless again.  I gave up and let go.  “Just meet me halfway” was the last words in my head when I woke up.

Why did I have this dream now?  I spoke to my father the second day we moved down here.  Then I remembered I called him.  I called him the month before.  Before that I hadn’t spoken to him in a year and at that time, I made the call.  I visited him on the way to the Florida Keys for my honeymoon with my new husband in 2007.  He seemed very unhappy with his fourth wife.

I was eight when my father left our family the night we moved into a new house in a new state.  I had just turned eight, my sister was six and my brother was not even two.    He came to visit us once a week for the first couple of months.  As we got closer to Christmas he came around less often.  My mother was emotional, she was bitter and she was broke.  She would bring boxes of food home from Catholic Social Services.  I became acquainted with Spam, powdered milk and two meals a day.  Lunch disappeared.  

Me, my sister and my baby brother in 1975 - My first Year after Finding God

That first Christmas was horrible.  I had an infection and the antibiotics the doctor gave me caused ulcers all through my mouth.  I couldn’t eat.   My father had not even contacted us.  I hated the Christmas tree my mom’s mother gave us, the ugly aluminum tree (that’s another story) and I spent a lot of time in the dark living room by myself at night in the rocking chair, listening to music on the 8-tracks and letting the tears just flow.  I didn’t even care if I had presents.  I just wanted my dad back.  I wanted the ranch house in the woods back.  I wanted our dogs back and the days of helping my parents train the dogs and teaching my baby sister to catch fireflies without smashing them and playing ‘Humpty-Dumpty” on the old tree stump down the hill from the house.  I missed the dogs barking through the woods.  I missed my childhood. 

Christmas day, my father shows up at the house with presents.  He never gets inside the door.  My sister and I went rushing to the door to see him and my mother yells and shoves us back.  Blocking our view of him with her body, she wedges herself between the door and the frame.  I felt the blood drain from my face as I stand there with my sister, holding her hand as my mother yells at my father something about child support and him not deserving to see us.  She tells us to go to the living room.  I was numb.  I was beyond crying. 

 I could hear my father ask if he could at least give us the presents.  I heard the door shut. 

My mother comes in with an armload of gifts and she gives them to us.  Dad was gone.  I did not see him again until I was eleven years old and he heard about my surgery.  I woke up to my mom’s mother and my father yelling at each other over my bed.  Morphine took that sting away.  I didn’t see him again until I was seventeen.  I didn’t find out until I had my own children that my father watched us open those presents that first Christmas without him, through the living room window.

This dream I had brought all this back.  All of it.  It also made me think of Michael and his relationship with his father.  Why didn’t he meet Michael halfway?  Did he eventually?  I wondered.

Michael’s relationship with his children was a lot different than that with his own father because of his childhood.  My relationship with my children is a lot different than that with both my parents because of my childhood.  

 My Two Boys, Pee-Wee Football

Christmas 2008

I am still fighting that battle with my father.  But I realized as in that dream, I have also given up.  I still talk to him, but there is no relationship.  It’s like checking up on an acquaintance that used to be a friend.  When do you stop fighting?  It gets tiring constantly holding your hand out.  You as some point have to drop it.   It doesn’t even hurt anymore, so why did I have that dream?

I have studied Michael now for a year up to and including the relationship he has with his children.  I could be envious of that, but I’m not.  I have come to terms with why I had the childhood I had.  It was the stretch of the road I needed to travel on to arrive at the understanding I have today.  That is where God wanted me.  Besides, I know that I gave my children a much better and more secure and loving childhood because of my own.

Michael and Prince...I love this Picture

I wanted to share a story that many of you may not have heard about Michael and his children.  I picked this up from a message on facebook and I fell in love with it:

***When Michael was in London in 2005, Paris saw a whole row of balloons in the lobby of a hotel, she wanted one and hotel staff ran around, trying to find scissors to cut her one, Michael stopped them & said to Paris "I'm sorry Paris, you cannot have one, they are not here for us, they're for charity. I love you but just because you are my daughter does not mean you can have what you like." She cried and hotel staff went to get a balloon, Michael said "She is my kid, I've told her no, she needs to understand."***

Michael with Prince and Paris

Here are some more quotes from Michael about fatherhood and children:
"When I became a father, my whole sense of God and the Sabbath was redefined. When I look into the eyes of my son, Prince, and daughter, Paris, I see miracles and I see beauty. Every single day becomes the Sabbath. Having children allows me to enter this magical and holy world every moment of every day. I see God through my children. I speak to God through my children. I am humbled for the blessings He has given me.

There have been times in my life when I, like everyone, has had to wonder about God's existence. When Prince smiles, when Paris giggles, I have no doubts. Children are God's gift to us. No--they are more than that--they are the very form of God's energy and creativity and love. He is to be found in their innocence, experienced in their playfulness." From: My Childhood, My Sabbath, My Freedom
What I wanted more than anything was to be ordinary. The Sabbath was when I could be.

Everyone who knows me will know the truth which is that my children come first in my life and that I would never harm any child.
Michael Jackson

When I see children, I see the face of God. That's why I love them so much. That's what I see. Michael Jackson

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
H have you seen my childhood?
Michael Jackson

My father was a management genius. But what I really wanted was a dad.
Michael Jackson

Our parents taught us to always be respectful and, no matter what you do, to give it everything you have. Be the best, not the second best.
Michael Jackson

I'd slit my wrists rather than hurt a child. I could never do that. No-one will ever know how much these wicked rumours have hurt me.
Michael Jackson
Daily Mirror interview 1999.

If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt.
with. Michael Jackson

I just wish I could understand my father. - Michael Jackson

There were times when I had great times with my brothers, pillow fights and things, but I was, used to always cry from loneliness. Michael Jackson Of his childhood.

Because parents have power over children. They feel they have to do what their parents say. But the love of money is the root of all evil. And this is a sweet child. And to see him turn like this, this isn't him. This is not him.  Michael Jackson

I'm trying to imitate Jesus in the fact that he said to be like children, to love children, to be as pure as children and to make yourself as innocent and to see the world through eyes of wonderment and the whole magical quality of it all. Michael Jackson

Children show me in their playful smiles the divine in everyone. This simple goodness shines straight from their hearts and only asks to be lived. Michael Jackson

Everything that I love is behind those gates. We have elephants, and giraffes, and crocodiles, and every kind of tigers and lions. And - and we have bus loads of kids, who don't get to see those things. They come up sick children, and enjoy it.  Michael Jackson

The greatest education in the world is watching the masters at work. Michael Jackson

They did it to try and belittle me, to try and to take away my pride. But I went through the whole system with them. And at the end, I - I wanted the public to know that I was okay, even though I was hurting.
Michael Jackson
On being taken into police station in handcuffs to have mug shot taken on child molestation charges, CBS 60 Minutes interview 2003

I trusted Martin Bashir to come into my life and that of my family because I wanted the truth to be told. Martin Bashir persuaded me to trust him that his would be an honest and fair portrayal of my life and told me that he was the man that turned Diana's life around. I am surprised that a professional journalist would compromise his integrity by deceiving me in this way. Today I feel more betrayed than perhaps ever before; that someone, who had got to know my children, my staff and me, whom I let into my heart and told the truth, could then sacrifice the trust I placed in him and produce this terrible and unfair programme. Everyone who knows me will know the truth which is that my children come first in my life and that I would never harm any child. I also want to thank my fans around the world for the overwhelming number of messages of support that I have received, particularly from Great Britain, where people have e-mailed me and said how appalled they were by the Bashir film. Their love and support has touched me greatly.  Michael Jackson
On British TV documentary by Martin Bashir, broadcast February 3, 2003.

Michael and Blanket

This Thanksgiving, I am thankful for my husband, who has been beyond patient with me, this blog and the whole Michael Mission.  I am thankful for my children, who have shown me beyond a shadow of a doubt that love grows, multiplies and reproduces exponentially the blessing from God.  I am thankful that despite some explosive emotions, my mother and father have both become calmer people.  Their hearts are still closed and paranoid, but I will continue to pray for God to work on that as he has worked on me.

I thank Michael for giving not only his children, but children all over the world a view of the unconditional love that few of them will find outside the Bible.

I thank God for giving me the lesson in love that brought someone who was a previous stranger into my heart and opened me up to make me care again.

Happy Thanksgiving.  I wish all of you the feeling I have in my heart right now.  

Michael, Children, God and Love bonding them all