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Michael Jackson Justice: Michael's Testimony on the Power of God's Love

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The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael's story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Friday, April 15, 2011

Michael's Testimony on the Power of God's Love

The Power of God’s  Love
Michael’s Testimony





Proverbs 3:12 – “For whom the LORD loves He corrects, Just as a father the son in whom he delights.

We are better people, because he taught us by sharing his life….

Must Play before you start to read..
Michael’s Love Song to God
“You Are My Life”



Yesterday I touched a little on the subject of tonight’s blog, where I said –

“My love for Michael began not as a fan, but as a prayer, back in August of 2009 and I have spoken of this often, you’re probably tired of hearing about it, but – At the end of a 6 week period, watching Michael’s interviews and speeches and depositions, something moved me to pray and ask God to give me Michael’s pain.  I don’t know what made me do that because it couldn’t have come from just me.  I still believed he had died at that time.

It says the in Bible that if you don’t know what to pray, the Holy Spirit will intervene for you.  I believe that is what happened and when that happens, you are at that point “of one mind” with Jesus and that is why I “got it” that day.”  Source

August 2009, I wrote about in January of 2010 when I first started this blog: 

What I found on Karen’s page wasn’t exactly answers . . . but a WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE who were in the same boat I was. Sad, angry, lost and looking for answers. We all wanted to be closer to Michael in some way, but we all needed comforting. I am still in awe of the camaraderie over there as I mature in my search for Justice for Michael.”  Source

That was a long time ago it seems.  Believe or not, if you read that entry you will learn that back then I had no idea of the significance of “Liberian Girl” theme at the funeral.  Even with the dream I had of Michael and the wrestling ring.  I do now.

The next blog entry I wrote this, describing my moment of connection to Michael after watching the Ed Bradley interview for the first time:

At this moment, learning more about Michael was not just about defending him to some casual friend on my Facebook page. I was on the cusp of understanding. I was so in awe of what I had just learned, there was no way I could put Michael down. Yes, defending him was important . . . but this was so much bigger than that. I understood at that moment why Michael was here. Why I was here . . . what our purpose was.

It wasn't about the music at all. Music was what God gave this man to get him out in front of so many people. It was the message that was to be delivered once they were gathered, that was the purpose. And so began my journey of discovery.

I was also just starting to begin to understand the pattern of what they did to Michael, the strong resemblance to what was done to Christ, and why the viciousness of the rabid attacks on Michael Joseph Jackson.

Michael had just shown me what the true and untarnished meaning of the word "Love" was. He was leading us to it the whole time. His whole life was a testimony. And I was about to follow the road
.”  Source

As I got further along, even asking God to give me his pain after viewing the “60 Minutes” interview and listening to the “Stranger in Moscow” for the first time, I cried the whole day.  I was even hiding it from my husband because I did not know how to explain it:

“The night all that happened watching the 60 minutes interview didn’t get any better.

Preparing dinner while my husband was downstairs on his computer, I was crying.
Doing dishes while my husband went through the mail at the kitchen table after dinner, I had to turn away because I was crying.

In bed that night, I turned from my husband and with my back to him, I cried. I cried so hard I couldn’t breathe through my nose. I carefully wiped my eyes over and over again. I couldn’t stop.”

And further down – “In bed that night, I turned from my husband and with my back to him, I cried. I cried so hard I couldn’t breathe through my nose. I carefully wiped my eyes over and over again. I couldn’t stop.

“God” I said mentally, “Why didn’t you protect him? He loved you! Why did you let this happen? What did he do that was so wrong?”

I lay there and cried. I did not understand, it was like hope had died with him. Is this what we have to look forward to?

Just then, I felt this concentrated yet very soft puff of air on my right cheek, right below my eye. It was the size and shape of lips kissing softly, but it felt like air.

My eyes opened wide. I was afraid to touch my face, not because it scared me, but because I didn’t want to disrupt the feeling. It was very comforting and loving. I thought to myself, “He’s okay now.” And I was able to calm down and go to sleep.”  Source

That was over a year ago.  Over 300 blog entries ago.  I vowed not to leave him alone and find out what happened to him.

Michael opened many doors for me without me ever leaving the house (seriously!).  But the most important one was the one I kept closed and locked in my heart since childhood.  Behind that door, some wounds that got ripped open as I have sifted through his lyrics, interviews, speeches and poems to put together the pieces of his life.  Little did I know I was also reconnecting with the pieces of mine.”

Do you know how many times the word “Love” appears in the Bible?

508 times.  697 if you count words like loved and loving.  That’s enough for a novel all by itself.  So is the Bible the book of love?

Below are links of pages which encompass all the passages in the Bible that include the word “love”.


1 John 4:18  “There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.”

Matthew 22:37
Jesus said to him, “ ‘You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.’

And the ultimate Sacrifice, giving your life for another as Jesus did for us.

John 3:16
For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.

John 14:16
And I will pray the Father, and He will give you another Helper, that He may abide with you forever

Romans 5:5
Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.





A Movie about God’s Love for Us
And the Beautiful Planet He gave
Us to live and love on.


A Love Letter, From God, to You

And of course, One from Jesus

Michael spent at least 30 years of his career
Trying to tell you about this.
To stop this and bring love back into the world
So yes, he loves you too…


Michael loves his father, and his family.  After getting rid of his handlers, this is what Michael had to say about his father…

Testimony from Michael on his Father
Post 2005 Firing of handlers @ 1:03?


What Michael’s father had to say about Michael . . . Yes, he says he loves him.

Testimony from Michael’s father
@10:38 Joe talks about trial and says
“I love him.  I will always love him.”


Michael was shut down everything he tried to accomplish, because his message did not fit their agenda.  Michael working on TII.  I notice at 1:13, Michael is perfectly healthy, filled out, energetic and he can still throw some hair…

Michael’s practice for TII
Quotes at 2:25  Now I get it? 
The Real Army . . . The Real news. 
The real problem.
Those that don’t want love
To exist in the world…

So what is the real army?  The one on the screen that has been computer-multiplied to six thousand?  Or is there another army?  Michael’s Army of Love?

Michael’s Quotes; “…But the real army, if you’re playing this to play the audience for the wow and the applause, you should show your real army there…

All this led up to that.  Look at where they have taken it.  Now I get it…”  Michael Jackson at 2:05

What is it we have not seen yet?

A couple of emails from people that have contributed to this blog in either inspiration or research:

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My dear Bonnie, I read these comments of yours and they resounded deep.  The need to encourage and comfort you is overflowing in me and I hope my expressions can convey the depth of my hope and prayers for you.

There are still doors that need to be opened and I'm not sure I want to open them. I'm afraid to leave what I know,
All the "security" of what we've been told is truth is what is keeping us from our potential.

I know it can be overwhelming and frightening, but please keep in your mind and heart the assurance Jesus gave us:
            (John 8:32) . . .and YOU will know the truth, and the truth will set YOU free.”
Freedom from Satan’s oppressive system, freedom from fear of the future, freedom from the fear that we’re not valuable in God’s eyes…..

That freedom is a priceless treasure Bonnie,   (Matthew 13:45-46) . . .“Again the kingdom of the heavens is like a traveling merchant seeking fine pearls. 46 Upon finding one pearl of high value, away he went and promptly sold all the things he had and bought it.

Please don’t give in to the fear, don’t give up!!  (Proverbs 2:3-5) . . .if, moreover, you call out for understanding itself and you give forth your voice for discernment itself, 4 if you keep seeking for it as for silver, and as for hid treasures you keep searching for it, 5 in that case you will understand the fear of Jehovah, and you will find the very knowledge of God.

You know, I have spent some time and thought on that whole phenomenon and I have to tell you, the recognition of what happened to me not being the only one that has experienced this whole - I don't even know what to call it! It's like my heart, my brain, my EYES have opened up

Bonnie, I had put some of my thoughts down in writing a couple months ago.  Your sentiment  “I don't even know what to call it” was my sentiment exactly!!  I decided upon the word “journey” to describe my experience.  Because it feels like a journey.  And I know the destination is a deeper, closer relationship with Jehovah God.   (James 4:8) . . .Draw close to God, and he will draw close to YOU.. . .

I also feel like my eyes have been fully opened, I have a deeper appreciation for God’s Word and the issues in this “court case” that is being played out. I describe it as having scales removed from my eyes, like Saul’s experience (Acts 9:18). I strongly feel that Jehovah is answering my prayers and helping me to discern some things about myself and to fully appreciate where we are in the stream of time.  My heart is now more open, I am more accepting of myself (not that I don’t have some work to do to cultivate the “new personality” more fully (Ephesians 4:24)   
There is less fear, because there is greater love now. (1 John 4:18) . . .There is no fear in love, but perfect love throws fear outside, because fear exercises a restraint. . . .  Greater love for Jehovah God, His Son Christ Jesus, and for the people who are being . . .skinned and thrown about like sheep without a shepherd. 37 . . . (Matthew 9:36-37)

And my “journey” has given me an even greater urgency to do Jehovah’s will more fully, time is running out, peoples’ lives are at stake!!
(Romans 10:13-14) . . .For “everyone who calls on the name of Jehovah will be saved.” 14 However, how will they call on him in whom they have not put faith? How, in turn, will they put faith in him of whom they have not heard? How, in turn, will they hear without someone to preach?

Bonnie, the very best comfort and encouragement I can give you is:
(Proverbs 18:10) . . .The name of Jehovah is a strong tower. Into it the righteous runs and is given protection.
(Psalm 27:14) . . .Hope in Jehovah; be courageous and let your heart be strong.. . .
(Isaiah 41:10) . . .Do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not gaze about, for I am your God. I will fortify you. I will really help you. I will really keep fast hold of you with my right hand of righteousness.’

And may I earnestly implore you to follow the encouragement found at (Philippians 4:6-7) . . .Do not be anxious over anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication along with thanksgiving let YOUR petitions be made known to God; 7 and the peace of God that excels all thought will guard YOUR hearts and YOUR mental powers by means of Christ Jesus


I am keeping you constantly in my prayers Bonnie
I am here for you, please don’t fear (imagine the warmest hug possible!!)
With greatest Christian love,
Taz

 **********Another Email from her***************
Hi Bonnie, thank you for the kind words!!  I LOVED this article, loved how it was presented.  It helped me to have an even deeper appreciation for the scope of Satan’s influence.  What I share with you, I share from my heart.

I have absolute confidence that truth will prevail.  There’s no way it can’t. 
Jehovah is a God of truth, and what He purposes always, always comes true.
            (Hebrews 6:18) . . .it is impossible for God to lie. . .

(Isaiah 55:11) . . .so my word that goes forth from my mouth will prove to be. It will not return to me without results, but it will certainly do that in which I have delighted, and it will have certain success in that for which I have sent it.

I eagerly anticipate the fulfillment of His purpose towards mankind and the Earth.  What a glorious time that will be!!
(Psalm 37:10-11) . . .And just a little while longer, and the wicked one will be no more;
And you will certainly give attention to his place, and he will not be.
11But the meek ones themselves will possess the earth,
And they will indeed find their exquisite delight in the abundance of peace.

What a loving Father we have!!  Your statement in your last blog expressed the extent of His love nicely
the personal connection with God has been severed.  Even so, God knew the source of that severance and gave man a chance to return to him, through Christ.

When you really think about that Bonnie, Jehovah did not HAVE to restore the severed relationship with mankind, it cost Him dearly, providing the ransom sacrifice of his Son.  But He did.  And we know why: 
(John 3:16) . . .“For God loved the world so much that he gave his only-begotten Son, in order that everyone exercising faith in him might not be destroyed but have everlasting life. . .
            (1 John 4:8) . . .God is love. . .


How did I find you?  Hmmmm, holy spirit?  J
Bonnie, I think meeting you may very well be an answer to a prayer of mine, actually a couple different prayers!!
It is amazing!!
Oh, and I’m so sorry to hear that you didn’t “bounce” when you tumbled!!  Don’t you just hate when that happens?  LOL J

Taz

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Hi Bonnie,

You are really going into great depth into the end game. Thank you for you sensitive and beautiful work regarding Michael and his written word/poetry. I have been able to sing his songs again because of you before I was to upset emotionally to deal with what happened to him our beloved Musician/Artist. I frankly didn't know where to start. Princess Diana had the same effect on me as well. 

I will not be using any of Sony's products in the future I can tell you that and I want to support Michael's charity's so I still need to use discernment to the various groups that are profiting off his supposed death. I am on the fence on that one too since he seems so alive to me.

Your dream that you had regarding Michael made me think of the painting that he purchased a week before his death. You remember the cupcake queen. It seems to me that he was fighting for his life and his anger arose from the two Diana's. The good Diana and the bad Diana. Women as you know were always chasing Michael ever since he was a little boy. All this had an effect on him as well. Dirty Diana aggressively pursued him to the end be it music, drugs, women. The music industry marketed him that way, but what they didn't expect was for Michael to grow from selfish love to the love of Jesus.  and he courageously  expressed this through his art/song. How could you not love him for this. He has led us out of the darkness and as an artist I will follow his footsteps. 

I remember many times when a new Michael Jackson song came out I was always intrigued by his timing with his songs. I would be lost or tired and I would hear his music. He really was there for us wasn't he after all is said and done. 

Any way I admire you for your work and support you onward. I know how very emotional taxing your work is regarding the nature of his death. I am still however angry inside and want justice for him and his family. 

I will be sending you some other information later that I have uncovered that may interest you.


Sincerely,

KH 

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Michael may have known that God has always been a part of us, even though we have to accept him, he has left something of himself within us.  This is amazing if you have never seen this before. Scientific proof of God.  Thank you Michael for trying to tell us.  And I’m sorry we’re so thick. 

What God Uses to Hold Us Together
The Same thing He Used to Save Us


So what holds people together?

The Same Love
Hand in hand We are
The Shape of the Cross.
 Cry Video.

Some trivia:

Michael’s vocal range?
This is just FYI – for those
Wanting to know a little more
About vocal ranges.


Just so you know ladies and gentlemen, I had a very hard time finding a “Cry” video that wasn’t blocked by SME (as if we didn’t know that was Sony Music –anti-entertainment).  Seems Sony doesn’t want people getting smart and analyzing Michael’s music, so they are blocking what they can, but the can’t get it ALL can they?

Michael’s music is EVERYWHERE and even though some of the videos may not be of the original quality, it doesn’t matter.  What are they going to do?  Arrest everyone that has a CD? 




Have a Great Weekend!  I love you, and God Bless you.



Michael Rocks – Sony Sucks


52 comments:

  1. When Michael was rehearsing for TII he used to talk to the fans on his way home,he said he didn't want to do 50 concerts,just the 10,he said,i'm only a person.wasn't Jesus only a person?When i was a child i din't realise that Jesus was a name,i thought it was what he was.The impact Michael has had on all of our lives must be the same as the impact that Jesus had on the people who came before us.I really liked your blog today Bonnie.

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  2. Dizzy said - "When Michael was rehearsing for TII he used to talk to the fans on his way home,he said he didn't want to do 50 concerts,just the 10,he said,i'm only a person.wasn't Jesus only a person?"

    ........ Jesus was one person, but with God's spirit in him before birth. It's hard for me to compare Michael to Christ in the way that you just mentioned because Michael strived to be "Christ-like". The only comparison Jesus had was God himself. But you are right in that Michael has had quite an impact on people. I have never seen or heard anyone like him in my lifetime, as far as being Christ like.

    On the fans . . . Those fans were not real fans, those were the stalkers that made those claims that Michael said that. We can see by the subsequent videos available on Youtube that Michael was not stressed or unhappy and not the "skeleton" these charlatans have tried to claim he was. I really cannot justify what they have done and I am angry at what they have said and the attacks they have made against the Jackson Family.

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  3. Wonderful, Bonnie, this Blog about God's, Father's & Universal Love. Hope you feel better. Am happy you continue to receive new readers & encouraging faith letters.

    BONNIE : "We are better people, because he(our Lord) taught us by sharing his life"
    Am I better ? not sure but surely more opened since 06.25.2009 grace to God, Michael & Bonnie.

    Joe & Jermaine Videos above : the truth from A to Z. Joe may not have been the sweetest father nor the most faithful husband, but he always was there for his wife & kids & in spite of his children' talent, without him, they wouldn't have made it to Hollywood. Joe Jackson is a tough & sly fox but also a man of intuition, faithful to his family & supporting/defending Michael. Incredible, Jermaine could only talk openly the way he did from abroad.

    The conspirators & the media did & continue to vilify the Jackson family but : my respects & love to this family, not perfect like all families, but fundamentally good people who, as you explained earlier, were probably once victims of the rampant mind control of the showbiz industry. As Michael once said, they make you rich & famous & then they "hold" you.

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  4. Hi Bonnie,
    I agree with how you feel about Jesus Christ.
    I remember seeing on You Tube a video of Michael Jackson with the Irish jornalist 'Talitha Linehan' in it and Michael told her not to get too close, so I don't think she was a friend of his.
    As for the other Follower fans like 'Marika Land' (who is also a journalist) I'm not sure I have ever seen any clip of Michael Jackson with them. I know Michael didn't like journalists though. The Follower fans are all young, slim, attractive women, a lot of them seem to come from Europe, they don't look scary at all they look like nice, charming women but it doesn't mean they are nice. The Follower fans all seem quite bright women, quite sharp, clever. I've been a Michael Jackson fan since 1993 and I had never heard of these Follower fans until he died. The French girl 'Joanna Thomae' did know Michael Jackson and she seems to be connected to the Follower fans.
    I read Bonnie how you went from believing Michael Jackson is dead and murdered to believing he is still alive. I know Joe Jackson also said Michael only wanted to do 10 shows a number of people said he only wanted him to do 10 shows. Michael did look very thin in the 'This Is It' movie but he didn't look like he was about to die or was on drugs, he looked well but very thin. The whole thing is just so upsetting. I don't know the truth. But I take note of what Joe Jackson, La Toya Jackson and Randy Jackson say and I believe they are telling the truth. God bless.

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  5. ilovemjandGod said - "The French girl 'Joanna Thomae' did know Michael Jackson and she seems to be connected to the Follower fans.
    I read Bonnie how you went from believing Michael Jackson is dead and murdered to believing he is still alive. I know Joe Jackson also said Michael only wanted to do 10 shows a number of people said he only wanted him to do 10 shows. Michael did look very thin in the 'This Is It' movie but he didn't look like he was about to die or was on drugs, he looked well but very thin. The whole thing is just so upsetting. I don't know the truth. But I take note of what Joe Jackson, La Toya Jackson and Randy Jackson say and I believe they are telling the truth."

    ........ I don't know about them being clever. I only know what they tried to do to trick fans. I don't know the french girl either. I never heard of her. Lots of people say they "knew" Michael, most of them have been exposed as frauds.

    I don't doubt anything that the Jackson family said. Did Michael only want to do ten shows? Maybe he did. I just very much believe that everyone involved knew they weren't going to happen in July of 2009 and I don't believe he is dead. Not one family member has said the word dead and until they do, there are too many other conflicting testimonies about Michael and the day he died.

    This doesn't mean I think they lied. It only means I think the media lies and that what the family has said has been determined for us. You have to listen carefully to interviews and the way they are edited. Case in point, I didn't know that George Bush talked about explosives in the towers or Rumsfeld flubbing and telling about the plane in pennsylvania being "shot down" either until the last few months.

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  6. LineCH said - "Joe & Jermaine Videos above : the truth from A to Z. Joe may not have been the sweetest father nor the most faithful husband, but he always was there for his wife & kids & in spite of his children' talent, without him, they wouldn't have made it to Hollywood. Joe Jackson is a tough & sly fox but also a man of intuition, faithful to his family & supporting/defending Michael. Incredible, Jermaine could only talk openly the way he did from abroad."

    ......... I like what you said about Joe Jackson and Jermaine. There was an interview somewhere in which Joe was asked if he would do anything differently now, and Joe said, "I would have kept them out of show business". I have been unable to find that video but I believe it was one of the interviews around 2005. This is what made me start digging into child stars in Hollywood and the music industry.

    I respect Joe because when he was questioned about the beatings Michael described to Bashir, he said they didn't happen. Later on Miss Katherine had said or told Joe that he spanked them and to tell the truth about that, which he did. But he never called Michael a liar or badmouthed his son. This is what made me look into the possibility that what was done to Latoya was also done to Michael.

    There is a report that Mottola yelled at Michael "You better stop Mike!" Mottola denies it, but Motolla could have been well aware that Michael was trying to get "help" through his music and some of those in Sony surrounding him reported back to Mottola. The whole thing is really hard for me to think on because it just makes me crazy with anger. Michael didn't publicly call him "the Devil" for no reason!

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  7. BONNIE : " Joe said, "I would have kept them out of show business"

    This sentence I remember too. Found the link below (see at 5.23) but am not sure it is the same one: Joe might have rather said the sentence you quoted after 06.25.2009

    http://www.woopie.jp/video/watch/4dccce310e3ed0d4

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  8. Bonnie said "Michael working on TII. I notice at 1:13, Michael is perfectly healthy, filled out, energetic and he can still throw some hair…"

    I know people have differing views about the TINI testimonies, but the way I read them was that Michael was thin but OK at the start of rehearsals, which was about March/April. He and Travis would have had to work out much of the choreography before the dancers were rehearsed, so the footage above is likely to be around March/April. Michael is wearing a baggy t-shirt and black trousers, so it is not easy to see his body shape, but his movements look fluid and energetic here. He looks OK to me. I think it was later, maybe end of May/start of June that TINI started to get more concerned. I know I could be wrong, but that is how I understood their testimonies. There are some photos from 16 June of Michael leaving Kleins, and his hips are tiny. Apparently his waist was 28" at this time
    http://cdni.condenast.co.uk/320x480/k_n/mjackson_balmainjacket_V_26jun09_big_320x480.jpg

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  9. BONNIE about Mottola : "Michael didn't publicly call him "the Devil" for no reason!"

    Yes. Sabotaging the "Invincible" Album to destroy a man was so UGLY. Mottola still lives lavishly (with his conscience ?!) & wants to write his "memories" book. Who will buy that book ? showbiz people only I would say.

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  10. LineCh said - "This sentence I remember too. Found the link below (see at 5.23) but am not sure it is the same one: Joe might have rather said the sentence you quoted after 06.25.2009"

    ..... Did he say that after 6/25/09? Maybe that's where I heard it then. I thought it was during that interview with he and Miss Katherine during the trial. Thank you for finding the link ♥
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    Princess said - "I know people have differing views about the TINI testimonies, but the way I read them was that Michael was thin but OK at the start of rehearsals, which was about March/April. He and Travis would have had to work out much of the choreography before the dancers were rehearsed, so the footage above is likely to be around March/April. Michael is wearing a baggy t-shirt and black trousers, so it is not easy to see his body shape, but his movements look fluid and energetic here. He looks OK to me."

    ........ This is true, the timing for these clips are probably all over the place. He did look thin on TII BUT I also recall some of the frames from TII also being severely doctored to the point where Michael's neck looked like it bent in the middle (really bad art job if you ask me).

    You are also right on the TINI testimonials. After what I researched about them (they are Sony affiliated regardless of how many times they stomp their feet and hold their breath to deny it). Their testimonies as to Michael's condition are about as valuable as dirt.

    Photos from Kleins. Who took these? I'm not even sure they are all Michael. These are the same people that said Michael was drugged out and the same that photoshopped their pictures with Michael claiming Michael trusted only them with his children, LOL!

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  11. LineCH said - "Yes. Sabotaging the "Invincible" Album to destroy a man was so UGLY. Mottola still lives lavishly (with his conscience ?!) & wants to write his "memories" book."

    ...... I suspect there was more that Michael knew about Tommy M. but couldn't say. Much more.

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  12. Hi Bonnie! Hope you're feeling much better. Thanks for the advice concerning my brother. I'm going to continue praying and being patient with him.

    Today's blog is very beautiful and inspiring! It's something I need at the moment I thought youtube videos weren't blocked in America. Most of Michael's music videos and some other videos are blocked by SME in my part of the world, too. Looks like their trying very hard to stop the message from spreading!

    I saw a comment about follower fans and a Joanna Thomae. I think Michael did know her. You can check these videos.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcJoSq0j5Eo
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STiaj8wl2EM
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z-ujg1ZhA-U&playnext=1&list=PLAC55E502EDEC0E6B

    What do you make of these? I'm not too sure. Is she another follower fan in disguise? What did the 'Liberian Girl' theme stand for at the memorial? I didn't notice that there was a theme. Could you please clarify that, if it's not too much of a bother.

    And the video you mentioned about Joe answering to what he and Katherine would do differently is below. I think it's the same thing Line referred to.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqLmiZzMJSc

    Enjoy your weekend!
    God bless you and yours! Love you too! Remember, you're always in my prayers!

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  13. Bonnie...fabulous blog! I watched Joe Jackson's interview above once again and keep scratching my head over something. I could have sworn that Joe said at one point, "I love my son, I will always love my son," but yet I could not find it anywhere on the video! I must apologize because I mentioned I had heard that here. I must have been watching another interview, but one thing we know for sure. Joe loves Michael very much. Ain't no doubt about it! He is not the type who emotes, but he knew Michael loved those glazed donuts! They happen to be my favorite also...especially when they were fresh from the oven and still warm from Krispy Kreme. Too bad they closed up. Michael and I will just have to find another place! Love you, Bonnie! ♥ ♥ ♥

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  14. Bonnie, hope you don't mind, but I have to post this comment, because I think it's appropriate for what we're all recognizing is a serious problem society is facing, and Michael knew it. I just posted this on your FB page in response to this very link.


    Bonnie, you are so right and I am on the soap box here! People need to wake up to the reality of how Michael's persecution relates clearly to what is happening here and around the world today. There is a relentless push to eliminate religion and individual faith in this country and throughout the free world. Once they have succeeded, the family unit as we know it will crumble.

    For those who have not heard, here is another outrageous example of how that is happening, bit by bit. Just the other day it was reported that a school in Seattle, WA has now prohibited the use of the term "Easter Eggs" in anticipation of the upcoming Easter holiday! This is pure insanity! It's true...everyone must now call the eggs "SPRING SPHERES!" (Try saying that three times without spitting on yourself!)

    It may sound like an innocuous thing, but it's enough to make my blood boil over! It's not to avoid offending others of a different faith. Easter is a holiday in its own right that people of the Christian faith observe, while people of other faiths need not observe. This is all about banning our right to openly embrace faith and religion as a moral compass in our daily lives. A similar incident occurred when candy canes - do you believe it? - were barred as a decoration on trees in school, because it symbolized CHRIST-mas!

    This is going so far off the freedom radar scale before society completely breaks down! It's about losing one's freedom of choice and +INDIVIDUALITY, until one day a new generation of zombies will emerge, whose sole purpose will be to live and work - not in the image of God, or for personal happiness and fulfillment, but for the STATE! Parental rights will be non-existent, because they will no longer be necessary. There will be no more free will, no more houses of worship where people can congregate and seek fellowship, no more ambition. And thus, no more opportunities to achieve those "BIG DREAMS" that Michael desperately wanted every child to have!

    You bet this is why they wanted to shut Michael up, shut him down...and destroy him if they could! He spoke out against totalitarianism, because he knew its objective is to oppress people to the government's own benefit. Does any of this sound familiar? The former Soviet Union...today's Communist China, Cuba, Chavez's Venezuela. All horrific examples of a government's human rights abuses.

    By the way, President Obama openly spoke of his admiration for these regimes, holding them up as a model for what he envisions for the United States! Is anyone prepared to raise their hand in favor of letting it happen?

    Michael's eyes were wide open to the world around him, which is why he cried at the thought of all "lost" children being left behind in a world with no future. This is what it's all about. We hear you, Michael...loud and clear!

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  15. "Most of Michael's music videos and some other videos are blocked by SME in my part of the world, too".

    I mean Michael's short films. I just remembered how much he hated the term "music video" being used for his work.lol

    Spotlight said:There will be no more free will, no more houses of worship where people can congregate and seek fellowship, no more ambition. And thus, no more opportunities to achieve those "BIG DREAMS" that Michael desperately wanted every child to have!


    >>>> I agree with you! I remember when I was in Canada three years ago and being in this city which I don't want to mention and realizing that most churches had been either closed down or converted to shops. Same thing in parts of Europe. It's not just in the U.S.

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  16. IloveMJandGod said - "I remember seeing on You Tube a video of Michael Jackson with the Irish jornalist 'Talitha Linehan' in it and Michael told her not to get too close, so I don't think she was a friend of his."

    >>>>>Talitha was a JOURNALIST? Hmm...so that's how these followers were able to infiltrate Michael's space? I've seen several photos of Michael where Talitha, Samantha and others were never too far away. They looked more like buzzing flies that keep coming back every time you swat them! Has Talitha written anything on Michael we know of that was ever published? Michael was...IS...kind, and tolerated the media's abominable scrutiny his entire life. So, for him to say, "don't come too close" proves he was uneasy with her presence. Journalist, my buttocks!

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  17. Hi Bonnie,
    The French girl Joanna Thomae did really meet Michael Jackson. This You Tube video is about "Joanna Thomae & Michael Jackson- The Real Story":
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lt6dU_ZsFv4
    I believe Joanna Thomae did really love Michael Jackson but his 'entourage' got in the way. Joanna Thomae looks a bit like Lisa Marie Presley and she is quite a lot younger than Michael Jackson. The Follower fan 'Marika Land' is also French. Marika is a journalist she is part of TINI she was said to have a special relationship with Michael Jackson but I can't see Michael Jackson liking a journalist and I can't find any photos of Michael Jackson with Marika. I think it is sad in a way that Joanna Thomae didn't marry Michael Jackson because I think they would of made a great couple. Joanna might of protected Michael from the bad people. Lisa Marie Presley said the same thing about Michael's 'entourage' getting in the way it was partly why they split up. xx

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  18. iloveMJandGod, do you believe every video you see where someone writes in pink that Michael asked for her phone number while music plays over them talking? That video proves to me that she is a stalker/star struck fan. She didn't Marry Michael Jackson because there was no relationship outside of a starstruck fan. If Michael writes me and tells me that they were girlfriend and boyfriend, I will print a retraction. But your adherence to TINI members and their testimony is a little unnerving. There are fantasy blogs. You should post this stuff over there.

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  19. Bonnie said "Photos from Kleins. Who took these? I'm not even sure they are all Michael. These are the same people that said Michael was drugged out and the same that photoshopped their pictures with Michael claiming Michael trusted only them with his children, LOL!"
    Whenever Michael visited Klein's, there was a scrum of 20 or 30 paparazzi waiting for him to leave - there is footage of this, so any of them could have taken the photos. Sometimes the children are with Michael, sometimes he gets in the car and opens the window. My gut tells me it is Michael and not an impersonator. Could be wrong though.
    My understanding from the TINI testimonies is that Michael was groggy at times, NOT all the time. Specifically after visiting Klein's, leaving the house in the morning or after rehearsals. However, I am not 100% sold on this, because as you say, some of these 'fans' were journalists, photographers, and have slightly grandiose ideas on how important they were to Michael!
    As for Joanna Thomae, there is undoctored footage of Michael asking for the phone number of a blonde French girl, when he was signing at the Virgin megastore in NY. There are also some photos of her at Hayvenhurst. So I believe those things happened, but as for the nature of their relationship, who knows? It's their business.

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  20. Bonnie said:
    "I still believed he had died at that time." Bonnie what do you mean?

    "It says the in Bible that if you don’t know what to pray, the Holy Spirit will intervene for you. I believe that is what happened and when that happens".
    Bonnie, I agree. Had happened to me too.

    "Music was what God gave this man to get him out in front of so many people. It was the message that was to be delivered once they were gathered, that was the purpose."
    We all love Michael for this very reason, especially.

    "I was also just starting to begin to understand the pattern of what they did to Michael, the strong resemblance to what was done to Christ, and why the viciousness of the rabid attacks on Michael Joseph Jackson."
    Even now, after two years after his death, I can not understand why so ferociously,'cause?
    Maybe 'cause he was black?

    "“God” I said mentally, “Why didn’t you protect him? He loved you! Why did you let this happen? What did he do that was so wrong?”
    Bonnie, you have a sensitivity that touches my heart.
    You know how many times I thought about the crying of her children? Can you imagine?
    Bonnie,Today, I sent an email with 2 photos of Paris, very touching. Look at them, they say everything about Michael.
    In future, I'm sure we'll see Paris as the flag of his father.

    Thanks!

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  21. PrincessGlam said - "Whenever Michael visited Klein's, there was a scrum of 20 or 30 paparazzi waiting for him to leave - there is footage of this, so any of them could have taken the photos. Sometimes the children are with Michael, sometimes he gets in the car and opens the window. My gut tells me it is Michael and not an impersonator. Could be wrong though."

    ......... Okay, one of these days I'm going to have to put up a whole separate blog just to put these photos up that are in question. Especially some of those Klein pictures because I will guarantee you that some of them are not Mike unless he is wearing some kind of prosthetic makeup. One of the pics you can see it pulling away from the skin around the eye. Some look like him, and others do not and I don't know how you can change facial shape in the same day unless those pics too were taken over a period of time and not the same day.

    Princessglam said - "As for Joanna Thomae, there is undoctored footage of Michael asking for the phone number of a blonde French girl, when he was signing at the Virgin megastore in NY. There are also some photos of her at Hayvenhurst."

    .......... Thomae huh? Something vaguely familiar about that name. Here is where my mind starts to shut down . . . all these people that suddenly had a "relationship" with Michael AFTER he dies. Before, nobody has ever heard of them. I have never seen the video "undoctored" so if you have a link you can post it if you like, but it's really not that important to what this blog is about. But I would like the truth. If it is out there I'd like to see it.

    I agree with you that his relationships with women (if there were any) were "his" business. But I'm not the one that brought the french girl to this blog topic. :o) I prefer to stay on topic. However there are others that seem to want to believe that I too have "alters" and forget what the heck I wrote months back about TINI and their little campaign of homeless stalkers and their photoshopping skills.

    If Michael had a girlfriend, I would LOVE TO KNOW that he had someone he could trust. However, I do not see any evidence that she was anything other than another fan stalker. Lots of people followed and got their pic taken with Michael. That doesn't make them betrothed.

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  22. Hi Bonnie,
    Michael Jackson did a signing at a 'Virgin Megastore' in New York in 2001 as part of his promotion for his "Invincible" album. This is the video. Karen Faye is at the signing as Michael calls her "Turkle" or something like that. You can first see the French girl Joanna Thomae at 05:20 she hugs Michael and she tries to give him her phone number:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t0DOni-Oz0Y
    This is a video of Joanna Thomae on 'Entertainment Tonight' (ET) in 2005:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcJoSq0j5Eo
    This is a video of photos of Michael Jackson & Joanna Thomae together including photos of her in the "Hayvenhurst" home, Encino:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STiaj8wl2EM
    This is the last I will say about Joanna Thomae as this blog is about truth and justice for Michael. I think Joanna Thomae was born in 1982 so she is quite a lot younger than Michael Jackson. The Follower fans Marika and Samantha are also French. What does this have to do with truth and justice for Michael maybe nothing but these people were a part of his life. xx

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  23. Bonnie said "But I would like the truth. If it is out there I'd like to see it."
    It looks like it has been taken down - this has happened a lot since 2009! I've found a bit at the end of the first link 4:55 and then at the start of the second link you can hear Michael asking if they wrote down her number
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryuJOaz-sN0&feature=related
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAe1Ad7CilY&NR=1&feature=fvwp
    What happened before this clip:She was in the queue waiting for an autograph, and the security is holding her back. Michael says 'she's OK' and she steps forward, he signs the paper and security usher her away. Michael then calls "yoo-hoo" and security bring her back and he reaches for her hand and asks where she is staying and if she has a telephone. He reaches behind the desk for something to write her number on, and security say "we'll get it for you".

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  24. Ilovemj and PrincessGlam - Thank you guys very much for going out of your way and looking for those videos. I will look at them when I get more time. (So he likes the blonds huh? :o) Thank you for posting the times too. That really helps and cuts down on my time. Does anyone know if she has seen any of the Jackson's since June 09?

    I am looking this link from iloveMJ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STiaj8wl2EM

    Go to 2:27 and tell me what you see wrong. Look specifically at the bottom right hand side picture.

    I will get to the other ones later. I have housework to do and my husband is extremely happy that I am doing it, LOL!

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  25. ....Back, Okay Ilovemj's link "Virgin Record signing", could barely hear what is going on, but I could hear the security guards tell the blond girl that they can't let everyone in and they're the "bad guys" (lol), and I do hear him ask if she is staying with parents, staying with friends and ask if she had a phone. I DEFINITELy heard "Yoo-hoo".

    The entertainment Tonight link was short. I didn't get much out of that and the pics they showed up on the screen were really bad quality.

    PrincessGlam's links: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryuJOaz-sN0&feature=related

    This one skips a lot (where he's talking on the cell phone for example, they cut it) Same as Ilove's above. They are not terribly good quality but I can hear him ask the key question. I never saw all these! He was there quite a while, wasn't he? Did he even get to drink or eat anything? (He looks bored).

    This one http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAe1Ad7CilY&NR=1&feature=fvwp Ilovemj showed the clip where you can hear all that too about the "she's okay" I thought he was talking about the first girl until I heard the Security guard tell the Joanna girl that they "have to be the bad guys" or something to that effect.

    Why was she on Entertainment Tonight though? During his trial? Plus the pictures (some of them) with his family and with Michael where her face is huge next to theirs . . . Do the Jacksons have abnormally small faces or something? Her face dwarfs Jermaine's too and Joe's! I'm not sold on the girlfriend thing but there's no doubt he did know her.

    I want your opinion, PrincessGlam, on those photos in Ilovemj's link above . . . this one:

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STiaj8wl2EM

    Go to 2:27

    And then check out the picture with Jermaine too. Can you tell me why her face is so big?

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  26. That's it, That's just blinking it! I QUIT!!!!

    What the $@#$@#$ is going on??? I just spent the last 20 minutes trying to unfreeze my computer and nothing . . . but Michael singing "Human Nature" and I could NOT - GET - HIM - OFF - MY - COMPUTER!!!!

    I could not turn him off! I didn't even have Youtube open and he kept singing and I could do nothing!!!!

    Michael . . . CUT IT OUT! It's not funny!

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  27. Hi, Bonnie...I looked at the video clip of Michael and Joanna Thomae, and noticed immediately what you mean about the image at 2:27 bottom right. Joanna's head is so much bigger than Michael's, and yet it appears they are close enough that their heads are touching, so how can that be? I'm always amazed at how much bigger some of these women appear next to Michael, which makes you question if there were two separate depths of perception. We've seen it before with Samantha, Talitha and a few other fans, who were all photographed in the same pose with Michael in the SUV, with heads touching. Or were they? Michael has a normal size head. Do these women all come from the land of the giants? More like the land of Photoshop!

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  28. Well, I found this on Joanna, fresh from the rumor mill (or not so frehs)

    "fans on a diff site said they know y he dont want nothing to do with her cuz she did someone that shouldnt of been done at his house while kids are on the property and that is she was in the hot tube doing something with someone(that wasnt michael )
    on that site they said they knew who it was but wasnt going to say"

    And this:

    "Joanna Thomae claimed that she and MJ used to date, she did stayed for a while at neverland and did have a hidden relationship with a staff member and supposedly with Jermaine too. She repeatedly lied about her background etc. to Michael, which obviously pissed him off. She was then barred from Neverland when MJ found out she slept with his bodyguard after which she went on TV to babble all the stuff about having an 'intimate' relationship with him."

    and this:

    "No, Not true. MJ only had a hand-full of girlfriends through out his life- not because he wasn't liked, (we all know that's not possible) but because MJ had trust issues with women."

    Nana, I forgot to mention you in my thanks for taking the time to search and post those videos. I'm in a really bad mood anyway and probably shouldn't be posting. That doctor bill thing has me all wigged out and I can't file any complaints until Monday and Michael reminding me of "Human Nature" really did not help. Where in the world did that come from? That freaked me out too.

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  29. More:

    Hi guys, i came across to the following photo(will post bellow), MJ with a 20 year old french girl named Joanna Thomae. So some say that she was MJ's girlfriend, his love, but i don't think so, can someone help me? I know that he met her at Virgin Megastore in 2001, liked her jacket and asked her number in order she could make one for him, so some people speculate that she was with Mike for a long time, they were together, but i think she was just a groupie who stalked him everywhere and took photos, i noticed her in the Living with Michael Jackson documentary when MJ took the children to Zoo, she was among the army of fans who were following him, i think if she was his girlfirend she would not be involved there trying desperately to have a word with him, i really dunno what to make out of it, it's just interesting, if someone knows the story as it is, can you share it plz?? thx in advance(sorry if this has already been discussed) Source

    http://www.michaeljacksonhoaxforum.com/phpbb2/viewtopic.php?f=59&t=14372

    I sent those pics to a friend of mine who has t he graphics software. Will let you know...

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  30. Ah-ha!

    "Just a "stalker" as you might call it..that was lucky enough to visit his house and Jackson's fam. houses...she was in the Thalita / Samantha etc. "group".Michael's opinion about her "she has an angel face"..As I remember she used to try to date M's staff so that she would come close to him.(turned out to be a BAD decision)"

    Same source as above

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  31. An oldie but goodie . . . mostly about Karen Faye but it is a reminder of the switchback she did before June 25th and after June 25th. Stalkers included.

    I hate repeating myself, so I let someone else do it for me. http://soundslikerawr.livejournal.com/46308.html

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  32. Hi Bonnie,
    I hope you are ok. What do you think of Majestik Magnificent? he is friends with Joe Jackson.
    The below are fragments of statements on behalf of long-time Jackson family friend, who goes by the name Majestic (Majestik) Magnificent. He recently wrote the following regarding persistent death-hoax theories and videos wandering around the Internet and creating confusion among people, splitting them in two, seemingly irreconcilable camps. .. In light of Dr. Murray’s manslaughter trial, such major disinformation and derision are beyond inopportune, as well as non-beneficial to the truth and to each one of us, as human beings. It is highly detrimental. Most especially, to Michael’s three children whom he adored. ...

    “This is Majestik Magnificent. I am writing to all of you about some things that are very disturbing. First of all, let me say there has been a video floating around stating that Michael Jackson is still alive and this video is being sold online. PLEASE, DO NOT support this video. It is very heartbreaking and very low for Michael’s three kids to have to hear someone say their father is still alive and yet he does not contact them. This is very hard on children and very hurtful for them to have to hear this."

    After reading this I feel Michael Jackson is probably dead. I've thought long and hard about if Michael is dead or alive and I feel he is dead. It's not that I wish him dead I wish he was still alive with all my heart but I feel he is probably dead.

    I think Joanna Thomae is probably just a 'groupie' or a 'fangirl' just like 'Shana Mangatal'. Shana Mangatal claims to be a girlfriend of Michael Jackson but was really just a groupie. I can totally understand why Michael would have 'trust issues' with women. I think Joanna asked to give Michael her number not the other way round. Michael never asked for Joanna's number in the Virgin Megastore. Sorry I'm talking about Joanna again and I said I wouldn't, I find her story interesting and to me she looks a bit like Lisa Marie Presley. xx

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  33. @ilovemjandGod -

    On Majestik he is not telling the truth. He is also friends with Eddie Jones, Geraldine Hughes and that Justice4MJ gang. If he is friends with Joe, I feel sorry for Joe. But we have not seen the two together lately have we?

    Majestik once requested a personal delivery of my blog and I used to send it to him. He may still read it so I don't have any qualms in telling you that I don't trust him as far as I can throw him. Same mantra as the TINI folks. He does not impress me. Another hanger-on and probably not much more than a stalker himself.

    I am getting a little sick of these people lying to fans who have spent so much time and devoted most of the last almost two years of their lives trying to defend him while these people are playing around with people's emotions. He supports the people that support Sony and that atrocious album. Do I need to again post what Jones and Hughes and Jacobs and Malik and DeGosson have been playing at since June 09 (and prior)?

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  34. @iloveMJ, Princess and Nana,

    Let me tell you up front so you don't think I'm giving you a hard time, there are very few people I trust that were around Michael. His family is about it and a handful of other people. That's it. If they have to lie to explain why they did or didn't do something, I can't trust them. Anyone defending liars I don't trust.

    Just so you know I'm not picking on you. ♥ Michael has at times not told the truth, but he was around the bad people when he did so. It's a very difficult puzzle to try to put together.

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  35. Hi Bonnie,
    It's ok I don't think you are giving me a haard time. I think your blog is well researched and packed full of information. I think you are so lucky to get so many dreams with Michael Jackson in them.
    It is very interesting that Majestik once requested a personal delivery of your blog. Has anyone else requested a personal delivery of your blog? I trust the Jackson family like you do. Who are the other people you trust can you name them? I understand if you want to keep it private.
    I always wonder where Michael is these days is he in LA or is he dead. I ask God to give me a sign but so far I still don't know. It is so emotional not knowing what happened to Michael. xx

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  36. @ilovemj&God - Thank you for the compliment on the blog. I don't think I'm lucky to have Michael in my dreams. It's bad enough I occasionally call my husband Michael (he usually laughs and points his finger at me, like 'caught ya!') I have a brother by the same name but my husband is not buying it.

    Early on when my blog was getting passed around by Taaj Malik (when she was still tagging along with he and Eddie Jones) Majestik had asked me to send the blog directly to him and not through Taaj. That was the first hint at trouble. I did that for a while. When I began researching TINI and learned more about the fake battles between the two camps and both of them being TINI affiliated, I dropped them all.

    Yes others have requested I send the blog directly to them, but I don't do it anymore. Too time consuming to email individuals blog updates.

    I do have to keep some people private, but most of the ones I trust I have already mentioned on here. The Jackson family, Debbie Rowe, Raymone Bain, a couple of other people that were protecting him and everyone else I am watching. It's an ugly, ugly mess.

    I just watched the full version of "The Passion of The Christ" last night. The demons that were chasing Judas, and the presence of Satan in the crowd watching Jesus get flogged is what I pretty much envision around Michael. It's like watching a bunch of worms crawling over each other, all trying to get a piece or a bite out of him. It is a horrific mess to see.

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  37. Bonnie said:Just so you know I'm not picking on you.♥


    >>>>> I know you're not. I'm not so intrigued about the whole Joanna thing either. Just thought you needed some sources since you said you had never heard about her and wanted your opinion about her which I have gotten.

    IMO, I think we tend to forget that Michael was/is a human being, a man for that matter.
    He's not Jesus Christ like some people think but he was a follower of Jesus Christ. He tried hard to be Christ-like but like all of us, he had flaws. I remember Michael saying on the Oprah interview that he wasn't saying he was Jesus but just trying to do what Jesus asks him and all of us, for that matter, to do. So the fact that Michael didn't tell the truth all the time does not make him evil or anything. It makes him human. We all tell fibs every now and then, we all make mistakes, we all sin. We are all wrestling with the Devil constantly. To me, it doesn't matter how many flings Michael had (if he even had as much as some people want us to believe)what matters is the message he was sent to deliver which is God's message of love. To love and forgive one another and to try as hard as we can humanly can (with His Grace of course) to live for Him. And also to not forget to care for the children and the vulnerable among other things.

    God knows Michael's heart and I believe Michael's heart was /is good in spite the Devil's constant attacks on him. Christ said to take up our crosses and follow Him. I believe Michael's cross was the bunch of fake people that came in and out of his life in addition to the lies that were made against him and his physical ailments (the lupus and vitiligo).

    Bonnie said:I just watched the full version of "The Passion of The Christ" last night. The demons that were chasing Judas, and the presence of Satan in the crowd watching Jesus get flogged is what I pretty much envision around Michael. It's like watching a bunch of worms crawling over each other, all trying to get a piece or a bite out of him. It is a horrific mess to see.

    >>>>> I watched it last year on Good Friday. Couldn't sleep the whole night after wards. Do you know what scared me the most? The presence of Satan in the crowd and the way he was watching Jesus being flogged, as you mentioned before.He was wearing this dark cloak and had such an evil grin on his face. I guess we should also envision him around us, constantly trying to pull us away from God.

    It's a very powerful film. Couldn't help but cry throughout the scenes leading up to the Crucifixion when I watched it. It's not like most of the Crucifixion films I've watched. This one is so real and filled with raw emotion.

    God bless you, Bonnie!♥

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  38. Hello Bonnie, "The Passion of The Christ", I can not see this movie.
    See Jesus beaten ...... no. It's too bad.

    Bonnie said:"It's like watching a bunch of worms crawling over each other, all trying to get a piece or a bite out of him. It is a horrific mess to see."
    In fact, I can not imagine how Michael could feel.

    A hug!

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  39. Nana said - "IMO, I think we tend to forget that Michael was/is a human being, a man for that matter.
    He's not Jesus Christ like some people think but he was a follower of Jesus Christ. He tried hard to be Christ-like but like all of us, he had flaws. I remember Michael saying on the Oprah interview that he wasn't saying he was Jesus but just trying to do what Jesus asks him and all of us, for that matter, to do. So the fact that Michael didn't tell the truth all the time does not make him evil or anything. It makes him human."

    ......... No, Michael was not perfect and I see a lot of what you are talking about online. I think some people who read my blog for the first time get to a subject such as this and mistake my gratitude for worship. Yet others still seem to do just that. I realize that. But I DO want people to see and realize how hard to genuinely tried to be that example and how far so many of us fall in comparison. Being or saying you "I'm Christian" or "I have faith in God" is not enough. Like unconditional love, that conviction has to go soul deep.

    I really believe that there are period of Michael's life that he does not remember which might account for the "fibs". This is why I mentioned the bad people being around him, such as the contradictions during the Bashir interview. You see different "Michaels" in that documentary, filmed over an 8 month period.

    Nana said - ">>>>> I watched it last year on Good Friday. Couldn't sleep the whole night after wards. Do you know what scared me the most? The presence of Satan in the crowd and the way he was watching Jesus being flogged, as you mentioned before.He was wearing this dark cloak and had such an evil grin on his face. I guess we should also envision him around us, constantly trying to pull us away from God."

    ...... I had never been able to watch the movie all the way through until last night. I had seen bits and pieces of it, I saw clips of scenes online as well. Our church (that I attended when this came out) preached AGAINST watching it, saying they sensationalized Jesus' death, or added dialog that is not in the Bible, or (pick a reason), so I never watched it.

    Last night I sat and watched it with my husband. Cry? I can't even describe. Sobbing. I was sobbing and asking him to forgive me and telling him I was sorry with ever lash I saw him receive. The Bible of course, doesn't go into gory detail. You look up historically what they did to the people they crucified. You look up what "flogging" is and the "tools" they used. When they showed the devil walking through the crowd, watching this happen, directing it, I threw my balled up tissue at the screen. I think my husband picked it up after the movie because I don't remember doing it.

    My biggest question . . . how can people actually enjoy doing what they did to Jesus and call themselves human? How could the Pharisees and the Jesuits live with themselves?

    Through it all, Christ knew that there was something else behind it, and he asked God to forgive them, "they know not what they do".

    I could do a whole blog here in the comments on that movie, so I will stop. Before you sin, think of HIM.

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  40. Skiper said - "Hello Bonnie, "The Passion of The Christ", I can not see this movie.
    See Jesus beaten ...... no. It's too bad."

    ......... It was bad. I wanted to jump through the t.v. and stop it. But to see what he went through for us, I couldn't take it. I just sat there and cried the whole time, telling him I was sorry.

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  41. Bonnie said:My biggest question . . . how can people actually enjoy doing what they did to Jesus and call themselves human? How could the Pharisees and the Jesuits live with themselves?

    >>>>> It's amazing, isn't it. Aliens didn't do this to Him, human beings did. Shows how the Devil can use us for destruction.

    @ Skiper and Bonnie:It is a very hard film to watch. I felt the same way. I just felt so sorry and bad for every awful thing I've done. God really loves us! I just hate the fact that we and for that matter, I forget so many times.

    Bonnie said:I really believe that there are period of Michael's life that he does not remember which might account for the "fibs". This is why I mentioned the bad people being around him, such as the contradictions during the Bashir interview. You see different "Michaels" in that documentary, filmed over an 8 month period.


    >>>>> That's very true. This was the period those 'handlers' were in his life. In some portions of that documentary he doesn't seem to be himself.

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  42. Bonnie,
    I know you are not picking on me, and I am also not interested in any "he said, she said" about Joanna or anyone else in Michael's life. I just wanted you to know they DID meet and he DID ask for her number. A lot of Michael's fans are jealous of Joanna and others close to him, and then the lies about these women start. For the record, I have not entered into these bitchfests and have no intention of starting now!! I love seeing Michael happy, and that is what is important to me, not gossip about someone he met 10 years ago.
    I love the footage of Michael at the Virgin Megastore, I can watch him for hours!!!

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  43. Bonnie said: "....the contradictions during the Bashir interview. You see different "Michaels" in that documentary, filmed over an 8 month period."
    Nana said:"...that documentary he doesn't seem to be himself."
    Immediately after the death of Michael, for the first time I saw Bashir's documentary (for TV). But honestly, I was not convinced. Michael had several personality '. I was shocked.
    Then, I talked with my son and he showed me a DVD, "Living with Michael Jackson, Take Two".
    Now Michael, I saw him completely. Yes, always changing his personality '. But I am convinced that he did since he was a child.
    A defense from the outside world.
    A big hug!

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  44. Hi Bonnie,
    It's great to know you trust Debbie Rowe. It's great to know that Debbie Rowe really loved Michael Jackson. Other than Michael's mother Katherine Jackson and his daughter Paris Jackson it is very hard for me to work out which other women really loved Michael.
    I was worried about Debbie Rowe because she was/is friends with 'F. Marc Schaffel' and I know Michael didn't trust F. Marc Schaffel. Also Debbie Rowe was/is friends with 'Dr. Arnold Klein' and that also worried me.
    It's good to know Raymone Bain can be trust because I was worried because she sued Michael Jackson when he was alive and I though that was wrong. Also Raymone Bain was/is friends with Grace Rwaramba and I don't trust the nanny Grace Rwaramba do you?
    I trust the Jackson family like you do. I love the Jackson family so much.
    Debbie Rowe might know if Michael is alive or dead? I don't know much about the "Justice 4 MJ" gang apart from what you write on your blog about them. Taaj Malik is connected to "Justice 4 MJ" is that right? I think I remember once seeing a photo of Debbie Rowe wearing a t-shirt which said "Justice 4 MJ" on it at Forest Lawn. Do you know why Debbie Rowe wasn't at Michael's memorial or at his funeral?
    God bless. xx

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  45. Nana said - ">>>>> That's very true. This was the period those 'handlers' were in his life. In some portions of that documentary he doesn't seem to be himself."

    ........ Did you see Jermaine's Twitters tonight? I have to catch up. Fought with insurance company/doctor today (not fight, but you know what I mean), planted some veggies in the back garden (now sore, haven't moved much in the last 4 weeks) and this blog tonight. Spotlight copied them for me. Will post them tomorrow.

    I have a sneaking suspicion that I am not going to like what I see. I have been having weird feelings about this all week and I think it is going to make me angry. I do not, do NOT want to know!!!
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    PrincessGlam said - "A lot of Michael's fans are jealous of Joanna and others close to him, and then the lies about these women start. For the record, I have not entered into these bitchfests and have no intention of starting now!! I love seeing Michael happy, and that is what is important to me, not gossip about someone he met 10 years ago.
    I love the footage of Michael at the Virgin Megastore, I can watch him for hours!!! "

    ........ Well you are not going to like the blog I just put up. I can already tell. You are sold on this girl being "the one". However, she is not. Why is it that some people assume the truth is being told by the liars without checking out their story? You knew I was going to look a little deeper into this didn't you? I hope you don't think it's my fault now that Joanna is a liar.
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    Skiper said - "Immediately after the death of Michael, for the first time I saw Bashir's documentary (for TV). But honestly, I was not convinced. Michael had several personality '. I was shocked.
    Then, I talked with my son and he showed me a DVD, "Living with Michael Jackson, Take Two".
    Now Michael, I saw him completely. Yes, always changing his personality '. But I am convinced that he did since he was a child.
    A defense from the outside world."

    ....... That may very well be Skiper, but I feel that didn't start until he was in his early twenties, or when he left his father's management.
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    iloveMJandGod said - "I was worried about Debbie Rowe because she was/is friends with 'F. Marc Schaffel' and I know Michael didn't trust F. Marc Schaffel. Also Debbie Rowe was/is friends with 'Dr. Arnold Klein' and that also worried me."

    ........ I don't think Schaffel OR Klein are bad people. Schaffel stood up against Sony for Michael in 2002 over "What More Can I Give" and the "Invincible Album". Schaffel sued . . so did Debbie. There was a reason. I suspect it had to do with certain business filings and asset protection with Colony and Michael. In other words, I believe the lawsuits were fake. They were a way for Michael to move money without Sony suspecting it was anything but lawsuit settlements.

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  46. iloveMJandGod said - "It's good to know Raymone Bain can be trust because I was worried because she sued Michael Jackson when he was alive and I though that was wrong. Also Raymone Bain was/is friends with Grace Rwaramba and I don't trust the nanny Grace Rwaramba do you?"

    ......... She sued for the same reason. It was a decoy. Estate turned her down anyway, her request was outlandish. I think they knew it was a ploy by then. It kept the estate busy though, LOL! I do not know that Rwamba and Bain are friends. I do not think they are.

    IloveMJandGod said - "Debbie Rowe might know if Michael is alive or dead? I don't know much about the "Justice 4 MJ" gang apart from what you write on your blog about them. Taaj Malik is connected to "Justice 4 MJ" is that right? I think I remember once seeing a photo of Debbie Rowe wearing a t-shirt which said "Justice 4 MJ" on it at Forest Lawn. Do you know why Debbie Rowe wasn't at Michael's memorial or at his funeral?"

    ........ I don't know what Debbie knows. It's possible she may have been told later, but she was helping him at his trial. I would assume that she has to know.

    Justice4MJ and Taaj Malik are warring opposites, but on the same team. Their job was to distract and divide fans. They succeeded but many fell away afterward. Taaj and Erin Jacobs were constantly fighting, rediculous, childish stuff but on Coy's blogtalk show they were all on the same team. Their fighting was fake. Debbie may have bought one of their T-Shirts, I don't know. But Nobody knew they were bad back then. I didn't either.

    I don't know that Debbie wasn't at the memorial or the funeral. Debbie doesn't strike me as someone who would bother with the publicity (she doesn't seem to like it) so if she didn't go, that may have been why.

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  47. 77 said - "You are wrong about TINI."

    ........ Really? Which part?

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  48. He did ask for Joanna's number at the signing, for Frank Cascio who later started to date her. Michael had met Joanna in 1996 for the first time. She was a follower like the other ones, she got to meet Michael's family through Majestik. So did a lot of other fans hanging with him, they still do. Taaj is one of them. And he's still around Joe.

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  49. Bonnie said "You are sold on this girl being "the one". However, she is not."
    No I do not think she is "the one" because if she was they would be married. I never met her and I am not going to attack someone based on sources I also do not know personally. If you have information you can trust, great. I read it all and make my own conclusions, in PRIVATE. As I said, it's their business. Moving along!

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  50. Moodyblue said - "He did ask for Joanna's number at the signing, for Frank Cascio who later started to date her. Michael had met Joanna in 1996 for the first time. She was a follower like the other ones, she got to meet Michael's family through Majestik. So did a lot of other fans hanging with him, they still do. Taaj is one of them. And he's still around Joe. "

    We haven't seen him around Joe lately, at least not in the tabloids or online gossips. No mention in anywhere about Frank Cascio dating Joanna either. I guess he will have to verify that. Taaj and Majestik had a falling out and Taaj's pics with her and Joe Jackson were photoshopped too. I covered that back in October of last year.

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  51. Hi Bonnie,
    I didn't know "Justice 4 MJ" and Taaj Malik were warring opposites, but on the same team.
    I think Samantha De Gosson is friends with Taaj Malik. Do you know much about 'Lorene Pichay'?
    Do you trust 'Hulya Tipi'?
    I found this:
    http://www.ustream.tv/user/Justice4MJ
    Were you interviewed by Hulya Tipi? It looks like Hulya Tipi has interviewed a few people like Reverent June Gatlin and Dr. Johnny Benjamin.

    About Michael Jackson's memorial and funeral I don't think Debbie Rowe, Diana Ross, Deepak Chopra and Oprah Winfrey were at the memorial or funeral. I don't trust Deepak Chopra and his family and Oprah Winfrey though.
    I would of gone to the funeral if I had been invited not for the publicity but to pay my last respects to Michael Jackson a man who I love and admire greatly and also to support his family and children.
    xx

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