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God: Reconnect to Him

The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael's story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas Michael Jackson

2011, December 23
What Will the Angels Think
If One Heart Breaks On My Watch?

No One Like Him

Psalm 7:1
O LORD my God, in thee do I put my trust: save me from all them that persecute me, and deliver me:

Ephesians 1:13
In whom ye also trusted, after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise,

No Greater Love

Dear Michael,

It has been another year, this one somehow much more painful than the last.  But as I sit here wondering if I should have made another video, I feel as hopeful as I did at the end of 2010.

This blog has taken on a different sense of urgency since this time last year.  This has by far been one of the most painfully excruciating periods of discovery I have ever had in my life.  I fail in so many ways to understand how such evil can be perpetrated on the most innocent among us.

I wonder if people who have lost the ability to have a conscience even feel the pain of a soul dying within them.  I have seen the lyrics if your songs crying out to God to stop them destroying you, from destroying life.  I have clung to your songs as you struggled through battles for your soul, but mostly, what has drawn me so close to you, was your songs expressing the love between Christ and the children, Christ and his church, Christ . . . and the children in us.

Michael, this year I learned even more than I did the year before because I know what you sacrificed.  I am so thankful that God has such a hold on you.

I have spent this year getting bashed into walls back and forth, in those corridors of my mind as I struggled with where we are going, who’s playing who’s parts, who’s on what side.  It’s like slipping in mud that never dries.  I’ve gotten mad at you, I’ve gotten mad at various family members and I’ve gotten mad at myself.  I also struggled back and forth between material needs and the focus on this work.

There are times when I believed I caused you pain or caused you to be angry with me, and there are times when I believed I had said or done something to cause your family to be angry with me.  But with each stumble there always came an answer and a renewed strength.

There are still some things I need to learn in the order of humility, and “calmness” and perhaps a bit more trust.

I would like to see an end to tears in the Jackson family.  I would like children to be happy, safe and carry their innocence into adulthood.  I would like to see more men not afraid to be “sweet”.  I would like both Janet and Latoya to find their soul mates and I would like Michael to realize that he has millions of them.

Merry Christmas Michael.  We are keeping the faith here.

Merry Christmas Jackson family and the one that posted somewhere about being sick . . . please get well soon.  

God Bless each of you and you continue to be in our prayers as well as all the children .

Angel’s Tears

Pleads in anguished lullabye
sifted through an angel’s cry
dropping like a silent prayer
on silent lips that waited there

Though multitudes would see their pain
An angel’s tear becomes a stain
Of guilt upon the hardened hearts
Who’s souls without God will depart

An innocence engraved in stone
His children standing all alone
Purpose driven through their fears
How do you stop an angel’s tears?

When love’s stern promise given you
Opens up your field of view
When God lays hold upon your soul
And guides your purpose, makes you whole

Remember love is given you
Not just so YOU make it through
Reach out to catch an angel’s tears
As your own sorrow disappears

For Children’s angels see God’s face
The last bastion of his Grace
Resting in a child’s eyes
As they watch His church arise

God awaits the last of you
The tribulation is now through
Take his hand, promise fulfilled
Love’s architecture He’ll rebuild

Angels gather at His gates
To help the ones who hesitate
No longer will the children weep
Where Angels lay their heads to sleep

Bonnie Cox ©Poem 2011

God Bless you, Merry Christmas


My Christmas Prayer

The Power of Love

This made me cry . . . watch the demeanor of this boy when he first gets to Neverland, then watch him transform after being treated to a day that he’s never had before in his life.  He comes to life.

If God thought this life was too precious to take back, then I would surmise that no one else has the right to snuff it out either, before or after the womb.

Christmas House
Love This . . .

Annual Christmas Party in Manila, Philippines

Christmas Angels
Sent by Diane – another angel
Angels Among Us
Click below

God Bless you and Merry Christmas

Oh . . . Michael, I forgot to tell you.  I showed my mother that video of one of your concerts.  The one where you are singing “Will You Be There”, and the angel with the gold wings comes down and hugs you?  Guess what she said?

She said that she thought it was absolutely beautiful. She also noticed that you were crying at the end (she asked me of you were, during the spoken part of the lyrics at the end).  I told her yes.  She said “I bet you he would have been really good in movies.” :o)

Anyway, she thought it was beautiful and she is not your fan.   You know what?  I agree with her:

I love you
I will Never Let You Part
For you are always in my heart…..


  1. THANK YOU, BONNIE, this is a again a very beautiful Xmas Blog for Michael, sincere, heartfelt & sober, as only your big heart can express. Today 2.5 years that Michael is gone. The smile of this adorable little orphan boy from Manila illuminated by Michael's presence & gift, saying "I'm not sad anymore" makes us feel even more how much we all miss Michael's gentle soul - without counting what we learnt on your Blog for 2 years now. God Bless you Michael, MJ3 & Jackson family : Happy Xmas !

    Bonnie, I love you, I love your Blog & all your readers. I also DO wish a better 2012 for you & hubby. Fine people like you both deserve it. I am very glad your Mother joined you in for Xmas. God Bless you all - Merry Xmas time in Jesus Christ Spirit !

  2. Beautiful, beautiful words. I appreciate so much reading all of what you write. I also wonder how such evil can abide in hearts, but I believe goodness will overcome in the end. Slipping in mud - such an apt description. I pray this new year will be good for all of us.

  3. merry christmas , michael jackson and the Jackson family, Mom and dad, Rebbie, Jackie, Tito, Jermaine, Latoya, Marlon, Randy and Janet = one each: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ and Mom and dad ♥♥

  4. Bonnie,

    That is so beautiful! For the past 2 1/2 years, I can only imagine that writing this blog has been overwhelming for you. You have opened my eyes to so much that I am speechless because I can't imagine that there is so much evil amongst us not to mention the same evil that is is harming the most innocent and that's our children. Thank you, Bonnie. You made me see Michael Jackson as a human being instead of a celebrity. You have shown me that he is so much more. And thanks to you I see him differently now. And it has answered a lot of questions of Michael being put through so much hell and WHY!

    I can't believe that the people who are appointed to protect us are the exact same ones who are doing this. It's just mindboggling! I feel that we are being lied to, cheated and betrayed all this time. All because they want to rule the world for their own agenda. I can't believe this! And I am so sicken by it.

    Like you said we really need to pray for Michael, his family and children and for all the children who don't have a voice. God Bless you and your family. Have a very Merry Christmas and a safe Happy New Year!

  5. @Line - Merry Christmas to you on this overcast day down here in the S.E. United States (I'm sweating right now, it's so warm here. I just put colored lights and red and gold bows on the tree this year, and a few ornaments that Micheline sent me. One of them is a Michael ornament. I should take a picture of it, it's cute. Doesn't look like him but it's cute. I wonder how Michael feels about all the little pieces of plastic and ceramics fashioned in his likeness? I can hear him giggle. :o)

    Line, I love you as my sister and I wish one day to give you a big hug in person. Mom says hi and Merry Christmas and Ed too. He's changing the oil in my car as we speak, in the rain (just started raining). God bless you Line, and Merry Christmas to you♥♥♥

    Anonymous said - "but I believe goodness will overcome in the end." - God bless you anonymous and yes, I too TRUST and believe that good will overcome in the end. Just like light pushes out the dark so good pushes out and disintegrates evil. Thank you for your encouragement♥

  6. Bonnie, as usual I am thoroughly impressed by another beautiful Christmas blog! Your choice of videos was so moving in illustrating the beauty of God's love, and Michael's heart and soul. If ever there was one human being who brought love to this planet in our lifetime, it was this blessing called Michael...and you of course, my dear friend!

    I was so happy to hear your mother appreciated Michael's work in "Will You be There" and she's right - he IS a natural for films - both behind and in front of the camera. He showed incredible range in "Bad" and the intensity he brought to his character wearing just a hooded sweatshirt set my heart pounding. Michael truly had the Midas touch.

    It was so nice to talk with you and Ed on Christmas Eve, and believe me, being on my own was a rare treat that I savored, so I don't want you to think I was "lonely." It did Mom good as well to spend time with my brother. Hope you and Ed had a lovely day. Did you christen those reindeer mugs yet?

    Bonnie, I'm sure the Jackson family have no doubt as to where you stand on supporting Michael. And they know the road to uncovering the evil that plagued him and his family is paved with some very painful realities. And sometimes you find yourself groping for answers in the dark with no one to point you in the right direction, and that can be very frustrating. But the more we learn about the abuses Michael and his siblings endured, and the power behind it, the more we have a duty not to remain silent.

    That is our mission in the new year - continue digging for the truth and share it with as many venues as possible. A corrupt and perverse system tried to silence Michael, but they failed because we were listening. Michael has an army now, and it's all because we - and the children of the world have a HERO!

    Bonnie, thank you for everything you've done this past year to keep us informed and united. Michael surely must know how much we love him, and that nothing could ever happen that would justify turning back now. Hear that, Michael?

    LOVE YOU ALL...HAPPY NEW YEAR! - Micheline

  7. Merry Christmas!
    Who of the Jacksons is sick? I did not know that...

  8. This Christmas blog is so beautiful. Thank you for putting Michael in the context of the Jesus that he loved and emulated. I am speechless because of the heartwrenching tears. It is hard to believe, that with each passing day, Michael's beauty and inspiration becomes more evident. He accomplished so much. But at the same time he encouraged us to also make our own history. May we continue his legacy in the same humility that he displayed. To God be the glory.

  9. @Micheline - Micheline YOU are a blessing and you don't even know how much. Seems when I need talked down you are calm and when you need talked down I find the strength somewhere to enwrap us both in 'CALM'. We still have yet to meet. I know you like your alone time, but more people should have a chance in your presence. ♥ And Yes, I believe Michael has "ears that hear". God bless you. This year I believe will be one of unveiling truth.

    @Monika - I thought I had saw it somewhere on Twitter but not necessarily today. God knows who it is so I just prayed. Not sure if they are still sick or not. Latoya comes to mind with a cold or something like that.

    @Anonymous said - "Michael's beauty and inspiration becomes more evident. "

    ............. That is my word for the new year. It's hard to remain humble when you're angry. He is beautiful. His family is teaching me a lot as well. I am starting to go through some of their songs. I saw the lyrics to Janet's "The Knowledge". It sounds like it's geared more toward tweens/high school, for them to open their eyes. I want post that song and another one of hers I saw but can't recall the title just yet.

    I'm not all that interested in making my own "history" but I love that song. I am very much enjoying rummaging through the clutter of someone elses history to separate the lies from the truth. It is very fulfilling to help someone get free of personality others constructed for them. To God be the glory. I love that :o) God Bless you Anonymous♥

  10. A Merry Christmas and a Very Happy New Year for you Bonnie, Ed and all your relatives and everyone else reading your blog.
    We are Michael's warriors.
    Love you more

  11. Bonnie said,

    "I'm not all that interested in making my own "history" but I love that song."

    But Bonnie, don't you see, you ARE making your own history.

  12. A mini-feminist cutie in a toy paradise :

  13. Bonnie,
    Just wanted to say you are such a blessing.You are always there when I need to talk about Michael. I pray next year will be better for you and ED!

    You have changed me in more ways,than I could ever say.When you left,you took my heart with you! You taught us so much,but you didn't teach us how to live without you!

    God Bless everyone that reads this,and that 2012,will be an awesome year for everyone!
    Much Love,

  14. Bonnie – Marry belated Xmass wish for you and your family and everyone.

    As usual, this Xmass blog is really touchy and makes want to cry. Thanks for all you do on educating and updating us in many thing we have never knew. I hope this coming year will be the most beautiful one, let us pray.

    Happy New Year for you and all who come to visit your blog.

  15. Hello Bonnie.
    Thank you for the beautiful Christmas blog. I hope Michael and the Jackson family are reading all the words of love that are expressed here.
    Dec. 27th. would have been my son's 38th. birthday. I named him Marlon David after Michael's brother. My day was bittersweet but the comments by you and the rest of this blog family really lifted my spirits. God bless you all and Happy New Year in Jesus name.

  16. Hello Bonnie,
    Before you open the 2012 blog, I wanted to wish you and family a Happy New Year.
    God Bless you all♥♥♥

  17. Tomorrow is New Year's eve. I have a lot to tell you. This is the year we need to all be on our knees, for the children. Had something rather remarkable happen the last few days, something I never expected.

    This isn't just an education, what we are learning. It is a calling. I will tell you more tomorrow. It is late and I just got in the door. I hope I can do this story justice.

    I will more appropriately reply to everyone's comments tomorrow - sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep....


  18. Happy New Year to Bonnie and family, and all the readers here! I hope that includes you too Michael xoxo

  19. I just wanted to give you Bonnie, and everyone who reads this blog my love and best wishes as we move forward into 2012. I hope somehow that Michael also sees our love for him. As we leave 2011 behind, may we know Gods wisdom and mercy as this new year unfolds, and have the courage to face whatever we have to face.
    ''God grant us the serenity to accept the things we cannot change, the courage to change the things we can, and the wisdom to know the difference''

  20. Hi Bonnie, I want to wish you a happy new year, to your family and your friends and all the readers of this blog, God bless you all! :D

  21. Hi Bonnie,

    I hope you had a wonderful Merry Christmas. And I want to wish you and your family a very Happy New Year. I'm really looking forward to your blog for 2012.

    God Bless you!

  22. Bonnie, again, I am alone today for New Year's Eve. Another gift from my brother, just as on Christmas Eve. To allow me time on my own to think for myself, and finally listen to Michael's music without headphones!

    I wish everyone on this blog the most wonderful and Happy New Year. I hope it brings all of us happiness, hope and inspiration for better days ahead.

    This is for you, MICHAEL:

    Michael, you have the magic touch when it comes to enriching a child's life. We saw it in your smallest gestures. The gentle stroke of your hand on a child's cheek, a soft kiss on a baby's forehead, even the lightness of your being while in the presence of children showed them you were there to protect them and bring happiness.

    Children respond instinctively to that purity in human nature, and more important than any present, they want to get and give love. I never tire of watching you in those moments, because with all you have accomplished, nothing compares to how my heart feels when you arrive at an orphanage or hospital. Your very presence changes the mood of every child, because they "know" you were touched by God's divinity. I never tire of that little toddler with the pierced ears who kisses your "Bad" photo, and you take her face and kiss the top of her head! They say a picture is worth a thousand words, but those images speak volumes about your heart and true purpose in life. And for that, I sometimes think I need TWO hearts to carry the love I have for you!

    Every child I see is an opportunity to do something for them, whether it's a smile when they catch my eye, a sweet compliment that makes them light up, or just a show of patience when they get restless in my office. I do well with the little ones, but there have been days when my small bloodshot hazels don't have the same effect as your big warm browns!

    Kidding aside, we can all do something for a child every day in little ways. It's about boosting their fragile self esteem before others seek to destroy it. The right gesture or words can do wonders in shaping their identities, just as careless and cruel words can chip away at their self worth.

    There will always be famine and disease that claim young lives. But Michael, you told us in no uncertain terms that saving children is about the bigger picture of protecting their innocence, and saving their little souls before the system gets a hold of them! Child abuse has always been the core of your mission, and the reason for why your life was on the line for so many years. Not because anyone thought you were a child molester - they put that ace up their sleeve if all else failed. And it was not for wanting to feed and heal the sick.

    No, it was the danger you represented in potentially exposing the cozy network of criminal decadence from the top echelons on down, of which you were also a victim! We will never let this go for what it has done to your life and peace of mind, and for what they are doing to children right now as we speak.

    Thank you, Michael, for giving us the courage we need to face the horrors that were inflicted upon you in order to see what others are suffering. That is the most beautiful form of love you could possibly have given us!

    I used to think a prince with a heart like yours only existed in a girl's romantic imagination. You are not only the ideal prince, but a true prince of the world! I pray you are not living a life of isolation, and are as happy as you ever wanted to be, away from the pain and scrutiny of the media's vicious eye. I can't think of anyone who deserves it more. HAPPY NEW YEAR! I love you with both my hearts. ;-)

    Love, Princess Micheline (yeah, I my dreams!)

  23. Ana said - "A Merry Christmas and a Very Happy New Year for you Bonnie, Ed and all your relatives and everyone else reading your blog."

    ........ God bless you Ana. Thank you very much and I am sorry I am so late answering all these . . . trouble in paradise but I'm catching up. I hope your holiday was warm and loving with your family.

    Anonymous said - "But Bonnie, don't you see, you ARE making your own history."

    >>>>>>>>>>>> Thank you anonymous. I remember the Bible verse telling us that in the new Heaven and new Earth all things will be like new. That's what I meant by not being interested in making my own history. The focus on the purpose ahead of me overshadows any history I leave behind me. God writes that :o) Just remember, you are glorious and God is creating a good work in all of us. Michael is probably the most loving example God has sent us in modern times.

    Line said - "A mini-feminist cutie in a toy paradise :"

    .............. Oh, oh oh oh oh! She is too adorable! Can I take her home! LOL! I love it when she said "the companies like to trick girls into buying the pink stuff!" I just fell in love with her! ♥♥♥♥ Thank you for posting that, Line!

  24. Renee said - "Michael,
    You have changed me in more ways,than I could ever say.When you left,you took my heart with you! You taught us so much,but you didn't teach us how to live without you!"

    >>>>>>>>>>>> Thank you and God bless you too Renee. You echoed above what everyone else feels about Michael, so I found this video for you:

    So? How do we breathe?

    Mimi said - "As usual, this Xmass blog is really touchy and makes want to cry. Thanks for all you do on educating and updating us in many thing we have never knew. I hope this coming year will be the most beautiful one, let us pray."

    >>>>>>>>>>>>>> God loves you Mimi. Thank you for all your encouragement and support over the last two years (wow, two years I still can't believe it). Let's not let go of each other's hands ♥♥♥

    Trinia said - "Thank you for the beautiful Christmas blog. I hope Michael and the Jackson family are reading all the words of love that are expressed here.
    Dec. 27th. would have been my son's 38th. birthday."

    >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I'm sorry Trinia, I'm afraid to ask about the "would have been". I pray that God fills your heart with comfort that you will see him again. God bless you and thank you for your kind words for my family and the Jackson family and everyone on this blog♥♥♥

  25. Lisa, Princess and Jenny - I just lost all of your replies as I had them on one post and it was a lot of typing. Please forgive me but I am trying to get everyone answered and I will have to do it this way. God bless you all and thank you for your support. I pray that you all had a very happy and loving holiday with your families for Christmas and New year's.♥♥♥♥

    @Liberiangirl, Truejustice and Monika,

    Thank you for your loving support and encouragement. God bless you and let's be strong over this year. Remember the love of the truth♥♥♥ Praying you had warm and loving time with your families over the holiday. Reach out to those that do not.


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