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Michael Jackson Justice: Michael Jackson Watching Over the Children of Our People

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The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael's story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Friday, December 9, 2011

Michael Jackson Watching Over the Children of Our People


Just Who Are the Lost Children?


 How Can We Not?


On Monday we covered Pedophilia In Hollywood and the Fox News article, Here.

On Wednesday (yesterday), we talked about evidence from different times and sources revealing the very strong possibility that Michael and possibly his brothers were sexually abused.  That article is here.

It was brought to my attention that people may have misread what I wrote and before I continue on this subject, I want you to understand one thing.

I never said, nor do I believe that Michael Jackson’s father ever sexually abused him.  I cannot even wrap my head around such a thought.  I DO however take seriously what Michael has said about his father, specifically  the statement he made to Boteach when he was asked “what would you like to say to your father?”  and Michael’s answer was . . . “Do you have any idea what you’ve done to me?

My thoughts based on Michael’s interviews, songs and writings is this:

Michael was abused.  Michael was either subjected to and/or witness to violence against himself and/or other children.  Michael’s writings against violence toward children and his consistent pleas to help and to love them have not gone unheard by this heart.

I do not know for a FACT whether Michael was SEXUALLY abused or not.  I derive the possibility of this from his song “Morphine”, and from his interviews, writings and poems. 

If one should get off track as to who abused Michael, the truth is definitely in his songs.  He never sings about his father abusing him.  He does however tell us this:

Who gave you the right to scare my family.  And who gave you the right to shake my baby she needs me.  And who gave you the right to shake my family tree . . .”  - Michael Jackson, “Ghosts”.

I think that pretty much explains it. This song was written before Latoya escaped from Gordon.  “Nuff” said!

Yes the actions of the family confuse me and confound me sometimes. It’s hard to defend the unexplainable BUT . . . their actions are not meant to confuse us.  There are two sides in this race to rescue the truth from the desolation of the lies and ONE side is not on the side of truth.

Who was involved in Michael’s torture/torment and those of children he saw and was aware of suffering such demented and deranged atrocities WILL BE SORTED OUT BY GOD.  I pass no judgment I am only gathering information.  Not all of it will fit, but pieces are coming together.

There is deception going on , on both sides.  Jermaine’s book is not complete truth and neither is Latoya’s.  You have to read between the lines to get the truth and unfortunately, misinterpretation is the risk.

Bottom line . . . Help the children.


World Wide Pedophilia Ring


This news broke out back in March, ironically as I was covering MK Ultra and mind control abuse:

Some 230 children were rescued from people suspected of abusing them in more than 30 countries as a result of the three-year investigation. The ring was centered on a heavily encrypted Amsterdam-based online forum called boylover.net,”  Source

This online forum had seventy THOUSAND members. 

Other Victims include:

Dunblane Massacre
On March 13, 1996, Thomas Hamilton, 43, left his home at 7 Kent Road in Dunblane, Scotland, with only one thing in mind – murder.

Hamilton burst into the assembly hall, where a class of 5- and 6-year-old children was having gym lessons and opened fire.
The brutal rampage left 17 people murdered, including one teacher and 16 children. Another 17 would survive the horrifying incident but be haunted with nightmares for the rest of their lives.

Jonathan Russell wrote in his March 1996 article for The Mirror that Hamilton enjoyed disciplining his boys and “expected them to obey his every command.” Russell further stated that one of the boy’s mothers complained that they were “forced to rub suntan oil all over [Hamilton’s] naked body as he writhed and groaned in ecstasy.” As the complaints streamed in, it became increasingly clear that Hamilton was a pervert.Source

Dunblane Massacre


Casa Pia Scandal
Casa Pia is state orphanage in Portugal. Witnesses broke silence in 2004. Since then 800 witnesses came forward in the longest trial in Portuguese history.  Several elite members were convicted last year of involvement with a pedophile ring dating back several decades.”  Source

Casa Pia Scandal



The 1996 Detroux Affair
The scandal started with the arrest in Belgium of Marc Dutroux in 1996 for the abduction and murder of girls as young as eight. Dutroux imprisoned the girls in his basement where he sexually abused them and made pornographic videos. He would often murder them after they had served their usefulness. 

This case was explosive because Dutroux was a small cog in a sex-slave ring involving powerful people. His accomplice in the kidnappings, Michel Lelievre, testified, 'Marc always told me that he kidnapped girls for people who had placed an order with him.'

The use of abuse networks is characteristic of Elite families. For example, Count Maurice Lippens has been a regular Bilderberger attendee and co-ran Societe Generale in the 1980's.  X1, X2, X4 [witnesses number for names for protection) and others named Maurice Lippens and his brother Leopold, mayor of Knokke, as vicious child abusers and participants in the snuff network.

The children were sent to VIP parties in clubs and villas where they were subjected to oral and penetrative sex escalating to perversions of unimaginable horror. These include violent anal rape of children as young as three, long torture sessions, and sex with animals.Source

Detroux Affair

I am going to stop here tonight because I am sick to my stomach.  There is a lot more.

I will include the information I found earlier today below.  I had planned to make this a more cohesive blog tying some of these networks together but it is going to have to wait.

I am stopping because I can only take so much of this at one time.  My ex-husband, who is ex-military owned a snuff film.  I did not even know what it was when he sat me down to watch it.  I didn’t know what “snuff” meant.  He bought it in Turkey during his first tour there (I did not know him then, he is ten years older than me).

To my knowledge it was not a child but a woman who was killed.   I didn’t watch much of it but I remember “zoning out”.  I forgot about it until now.  It is one of the dozens of porn and such films I threw out whenever he was gone on TDY or training for more than a couple of days.  He had shelves of the stuff, mostly hard core porn.  It was common for guys from the barracks to come over to our house to borrow “movies”  and that’s all I’m going to say about this.  Now you know why we are no longer married.


Some Highlights from Our  more recent Administrations


On February 1, 1989, an Ohio television station caught Lukens on camera at a Columbus, Ohio, McDonald's restaurant talking with Anna Coffman, the mother of Rosie Coffman, a teenage girl. During the conversation he openly discussed having sexual relations with Rosie. Soon afterward, a grand jury brought charges against him of contributing to the delinquency of a minor because of allegations that he paid Rosie $40 and gifts in exchange for sex when she was 16 years old. Further allegations had been made that the relationship with Coffman began when she was 13, but a grand jury declined to pursue further charges against Lukens beyond a single charge of "contributing to the delinquency of a minor".”  Source

1977–1980 James E. Carter Administration
Fred Richmond (D-NY) – Convicted of tax fraud and possession of marijuana. Served 9 months in prison. Charges of soliciting sex from a 16-year-old boy were dropped after he submitted to counseling. (1978)

1969–1974 Richard M. Nixon Administration
Richard Helms, Head of the CIA, denied his role in the overthrow of Chilean President Salvador Allende and was convicted of perjury. He also destroyed all record of over 150 CIA mind control experiments of the MKULTRA project for which he was not prosecuted.”  Source

Here is a list of the political scandals in the U.S. listed by administration.  Interesting to note is all the pardons given, by WHOM and TO WHOM.  This includes finance and campaign frauds, payoffs and sexual crimes (known).  Most colorful are the Clinton and Bush administrations.   Political Scandals


United States CIA and MK Ultra in Amityville

Dr. Harold Abramson, in the 1970s became an international sensation when it was discovered he was doing mind control experiments for the CIA using LSD in a program called MKULTRA.

According to the New York Times, "In 1959, Dr. Abramson told a scientific meeting on LSD that at the outset many of his colleagues opposed his work with the drug, regarding him as 'a sort of psychiatric Dracula.'" Source

The director of the Amityville Asylum was looked upon as a "Mad Scientist" by his peers. In 1953 Dr. Abramson's patient Frank Olson threw himself out a window and died at the Statler Hotel in New York City. In 1975 it was revealed it was from LSD that was given to him as part of a CIA funded research project of Dr. Abramson. Dr. Abramson was giving patients LSD without telling them.

The mental institution held a conference on LSD at the asylum on May 8th to 10th, 1965 in Amityville. According to Betty Grover Eisner "The last important conference for those of us who had worked with LSD was 'The Second International Conference on the Use of LSD in Psychotherapy and Alcoholism', held at the South Oaks Hospital in Amityville, New York. Dr. Harold Abramson was South Oaks Research Director." and "There were fifty-five of us gathered at Amityville, New York, almost every single therapist who had used LSD."   Source (Remembrances of LSD therapy past Betty Grover Eisner, Ph.D.August 7, 2002)

A description of some of the experiments done by a Dr. Wilsey, a physician in charge at the Amityville Asylum, on a patient being held there named Gilmore:

From the British Journal of Psychiatry:

"In his letters, Gilmour outlined his belief that he was being persecuted: ‘a system of cruelty exists in this institution not by starvation, nor beatings, but by a system of mental suggestion, and mock... pantomime – cruel jests – telepathy or other art unknown to me.’ Gilmour also used his art to describe how he was being tormented.”  Source


Here is the photo Gilmore drew of what they were doing to him.



Gilmour outlined his belief that he was being persecuted:
In this picture Gilmour portrayed himself trapped in a large press. Various figures representing asylum staff and patients are seen seated about the contraption. They are all making disparaging remarks about Gilmour. On the left of the picture is a figure, carrying a padlock and a whip, and wearing long boots. He is urging Gilmour to confess. This is Dr Wilsey, the physician-in-charge of the Amityville Asylum in New York” - Source

Well now . . . Let’s take a look at this:

Lyrics to Michael Jackson – “Morphine”
He got flat baby
Kick in the back baby
A heart attack baby
I need your body

A hot kiss honey
He's just a bitch baby
You make me sick baby
So unrelying

I'm such a swine baby
All down the line daddy
I hate your kind baby
So unreliable

A hot buzz baby
He's one of us baby
Another drug baby
You so desire

Trust in me
Trust in me
Put all your trust in me
You're doin' morphine

Hoo!

They got place baby
Kicked in the face baby
You hate your race baby
You're just a liar

Your every lick baby
Your dog's a bitch baby
You make me sick baby
You soul survivor

She never cut from me
She never cut baby
I had to work baby
You just a rival

Always to please daddy
Right up and leave daddy
You're thorwing shame daddy
So undesirable - Source

A system of cruel jests? tauntsMental suggestions, mocks et. al?  We’ve talked about bullying, how about being bullied while under the influence of hypnotics or other mind control drugs and “truth” serums?

In the bridge and chorus of this same song, Michael communicates to us the cajoling he receives as they administer the drugs, and obviously he is crying, he is afraid and he’s calling out to someone (a “she”) to stop, to “be over what he had”, people who “yesterday had his trust”:

Relax, this won't hurt you
Before I put it in
Close your eyes and count to ten
Don't cry
I won't convert you
There's no need to dismay
Close your eyes and drift away

Demerol
Demerol
Oh God he's taking demerol
Demerol
Demerol
Oh God he's taking demerol

He's tried
Hard to convince her
To be over what he had
Today he wants it twice as bad
Don't cry
I won't resent you
Yesterday you had his trust
Today he's taking twice as much


Now put yourself in Michael’s shoes, and take a look around, with the background noises of that song, the sound of a respirator (Propofol or some other anesthesia designed to put him down after “bringing him up”), and echoed voices coming from an unseen tunnel, all overlapping each other. Your vision is fuzzy, you don’t know if what is happening is even real. 

Imagine being in a room full of “programmers” and “handlers” – “FRIENDS” walking around you as you lay on a bed or gurney in a hotel room, saying things to you like “you hate your race”, “your ashamed of your color”, “you’re so undesirable”, “You’re a liar”, “your throwing shade”, “You make me sick” etc.  Everything is echoing around you.  These people circle around you talking not just to you but to each other, “He doesn’t dish”, “He’s just a bitch” etc . . .

Michael described a "ritual" of being "oiled down" and beaten with an ironing cord.  Was this really his father or was someone else responsible for this?  Michael covered his face and cried when asked if "more than a belt" was used. Somehow, I don't believe this was his father.  Implanted memories?  Maybe we should ask Dr. Neil Ratner!

This is gang-bullying at it’s extreme.  This is evil.  Who’s faces do you see circling around you?  Dr. Klein’s?  Neil Ratner’s?  Dr Farshchian’s? Adams? Dr. Metzger? Uri Geller’s?  Boteach? . . . TOMMY MOTOLLA?  (“Tommy?”)

Imagine the fear of people who are PAID BY YOU to TAKE CARE OF YOU, keeping you in a cocoon of fear, not knowing if the next infusion will be your last?

Then imagine these people, all stealing from you, taking part in your torment and torture maligning you in the press while calling themselves “Michael Jackson’s friend of x-amount of years”!

And this is exactly what happened to Michael via his song, he is trying to tell us.

This same behavior proceeded to tear him down in the press and the media (Diane Sawyer, Diane Dimond, Barbara Walters, Ed Bradley, Nancy Grace, Ian Halperin, J. Randy Taraborrelli, Martin Bashir just to name a few).  And let’s not forget the advent of the internet, where the onslaught continued and multiplied on message boards, forums and online news sources and Youtube videos.

Imagine Josh Mawry times one thousand
On one person, for two decades.

Michael Jackson



The same pattern plays out on the message boards of the Michael Jackson communities.  I went through it myself last year when I began exposing the lies.  I endured a lot worse for longer periods of time when I was a child.  Josh in the video above?  I can relate.  I feel his little heart and he is a beautiful boy. There is no excuse for human beings treating each other like this.

This same pattern of behavior also surfaces in the work place in certain big name companies . . . I worked for two of them.

This pattern of “conditioning” also is present in the military.  I went through basic training for the Army Reserves in 1982.  We even had “good drill sergeant/bad drill sergeant” games played with us.  You’re told “this is to make you tough”.  We were women, most of us between the ages of 17 and 20.  I can only IMAGINE what the special forces and Seals go through!

In the hands of the insane, this mental conditioning becomes a killer.  Children are put through this across the world, abducted for one reason or another from their right to a sovereign family life.

Pedophilia is only one of the ways they have to destroy a child.

I’m not done yet . . . Keep praying for these babies!

And this one too


23 comments:

  1. Bonnie,
    Do you think it's possible that Liz Taylor was abused or subjected to mind control when she was a child actress? (National Velvet)

    And what about Bob Hope? Maybe he was abused when he was a child, also.

    I'm just wondering if anyone escapes this stuff.
    I'm wondering if the Handlers have others who Handle them. You know what I mean?

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  2. Hi Josie -

    Yes on Liz Taylor. She said herself that she had a horrible childhood and that she and Michael had SIMILAR childhoods, so I would have to say yes based on that.

    Bob Hope - Most of these people were conditioned in some way. You don't just waltz into a life like that and be "okay" with using other people. I don't think anyone is just born demented.

    Michael escaped it . . . Feldman IS escaping it. Todd Bridges escaped it. Paul Petersen escaped it and there are others. I pray for Corey Feldman because I we know what happened to Corey Haim when HE "let the cat out of the bag" on that reality show. That's why they have to come out in numbers. I don't want Corey Feldman sticking his neck out all by himself . . .

    Allison Arngram and Paul Petersen . . . thank you! The group of men that Feldman talked about but wouldn't name . . . I think we all know who they were and who knew them and let it go on. Just please pray your heart out for the victims to come forth in numbers.

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  3. "I DO however take seriously what Michael has said about his father, specifically the statement he made to Boteach when he was asked “what would you like to say to your father?” and Michael’s answer was . . . “Do you have any idea what you’ve done to me?"
    ...............
    This so ties into something Murray said in one of his documentaries! There are several different versions US British Australian. Not sure if you viewed any of them but as with all things there's always some truth mixed in with lies.

    In one version Murray says that if people really knew what Joe did to Michael it would make the world spin on it's axis. This segment was very dark and Murray's expression indescribable...made me shudder and cry for Michael :'(

    Later on Murray said Michael would cry all the time. Murray claims to have told him it's okay to cry Michael it's okay.

    There was also mention to the doll on the bed, it was a Shirley Temple doll. Michael slept with dolls because he feared if he allowed his own children to sleep with him he would be falsely accused once again.

    Broke my heart this particular version.

    Meanwhile the US version mostly spinned on the trial and how Murray was entrapped by Michael. SHAME on them!

    Jermaine at one time spoke about an incident when Michael was a young boy that also ties to this very subject. I don't recall ever hearing him denying he said this.

    OMG what evils against children did Michael witness and endure throughout his life?

    Michael's children are being 'conditioned' IMO. Paris being the most influential for the younger generation. On the surface it appears that she and her brothers are following in their Dad's footsteps. For their sakes I pray that they are able to sucessfully rise above and bring light to all the dark that surrounded their Dad.

    May God bless and protect them and all the children of the world Amen.

    And of course God Bless Michael too.

    Thank you for letting me comment. Keep sharing light...God Bless
    ..............

    Sorry posted this to the wrong article, it was meant specifically for this one.

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  4. @BONNIE : What MAY have happened to Michael & what DID happen to so many lost children is too horrible ! I too see a little hope on the horizon with the worldwide police & justice strong commitments but many such crimes on children still remain difficult to expose not only due to the ongoing evil corruption but partly because the child victims cannot react, self-defend or witness like adults. If an adult is not prepared to the horror, how a child can be ? We humans are not to make death sentence on Earth but what would Jesus do when he sees the innocent children damaged that way ?

    Out of context, Paris Jackson & her 1st film :

    http://uk.omg.yahoo.com/news/paris-jackson-animated-film-role-043709255.html

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  5. Bonnie,
    There is also the damage caused by the fact that Michael had to be 'professional' from the age of 5. To have to behave like an adult, even when you don't want to or can't understand why you're doing it, at that age, must affect you. At that age you assume adults know best, so you do what they say. To be around adults so much, and not have much time to interact with other children, and learn about people and life by experience, must affect you. It must wire your brain a certain way, and create gaps where the usual learning is absent.
    I can clearly remember times when teachers have asked me to do something I thought was crazy, (nothing bad mind) but I did it because they had authority. They later said 'why didn't you say anything' and it was because it didn't even occur to me that I was allowed to question them. This is why it is so easy to abuse children - they don't know any different, and are afraid of being told off if they don't comply, or worse. The same goes for doctors, you assume they know best, so you don't question what they say. Therefore it is easy for them to abuse your trust.

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  6. Hi Bonnie,

    I have to say the subject of your blog this week,made my blood boil! Anyone that could do that to any child,deserves a special spot in hell!It is heartbreaking,and it just makes me sick!!

    My children tell me I over protected them.They were with me or my Mother that's it. I trusted no one else.And,I am that way with my grandchildren.

    Thank you for being there for me last week when I had my melt-down!Sometimes it all seems too much!But,no matter what I won't let go of Michael's hand! Yours either!

    Thank you for all your hard work,trying to find the truth for Michael.

    I love you very much,and sending a big hug!
    Renee

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  7. Hello Bonnie;
    This message is to thank you from my heart.
    What you are doing is so important!Telling the truth about waht has been going on is helping
    many to understand what happened to them as children. Your words and prayers will hopefully
    encourage victims to come forth. You have so clearly revealed what Michael suffered and endured. I know because I escaped from ritualistic domestic violence. It was horrible.
    My dog was hung and killed in front of me and I was constantly threatened that the same would happen to my family.
    The oiling down that Michael recieved before being beaten was probably meant to lessen the chance of having scarring on the skin. For example, Jill Scott talks about putting vaseline on her face before fighting in one of her songs. This is something that exists in black culture.Something we did as children. What was once considered to be discipline, is now known to be child abuse. It is so hard for me to believe that Joe knowingly allowed Michael and his brothers to be subjected to such horrific treatment. I am sure that he was pressured in some way.
    I read today that Paris is going to make her first film. I am praying for her, all the cildren of the world and women and men who are trapped in abusive situations.
    May God bless and keep us and give us his peace.
    Wherever you are Michael, I hope you know now how much you are loved.

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  8. Dear Bonnie,

    You are quite a researcher. I have been excited about your recent blogs. 2 ½ years have passed since Michael’s death, so I know that your re-visiting these subjects brings more of your past research together for more valid conclusions. Since many of us have also done our own research, it is very exciting to see your presentations. You and others are slowing filling in the remaining gaps of questions I have about Michael. And the comments are fantastic, but sobering.

    For me, the bottom line most important aspect about Michael’s life is the advocacy for the abused and neglected children of the world. I can’t believe that it has taken me so long to come to this conclusion. For me, if I want to honor Michael Jackson, this will be my cause as well. The Scripture says, and Michael reminds us, that ALL things are possible with God. So I am going to run with that promise with all my might, for the children.

    Bonnie, I do not think I can adequately relay my gratitude to you for all your hard work and research. It is invaluable, especially since your blogs encourages so many of us to take on the fight for these children. I know this is a spiritual battle, so you have been in my most recent prayers. And I will continue. What you are doing has eternal ramifications. In “This Is It” Michael said: “There is nothing to be nervous about. This is an adventure, a great adventure.”

    Another subject very dear to my heart is Michael’s children. I can never forget, at the end of Geraldo’s interview, that Michael asks for prayer for him and his children. I have never seen any other celebrity make that humble request. I am infuriated about what happened to Michael. The vultures are still out there with the same evil motivations. I pray to God, in Jesus’ name, that Paris, Prince, and Blanket will have “the necks of their enemies” (words the Psalmist prayed). And of course, we must continue to pray for the Jackson family.

    Love to you and all the bloggers on this site. You all are such a blessing to me.

    Emily

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  9. Sorry everyone. My husband had his work Christmas party last night (those of us not going to Maryland for it) and we were at dinner. We got back late, so I moderated comments but didn't get to answer any of them.
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    Anonymous said - "In one version Murray says that if people really knew what Joe did to Michael it would make the world spin on it's axis. This segment was very dark and Murray's expression indescribable...made me shudder and cry for Michael :'( "

    ************* I heard that too and I'm not sure why Murray said it. But when Michael himself was talking to Boteach and he said he would ask his father "Do you know what you've done to me", I took that to mean that Michael believed Joe had no idea what happened to him in the industry. And I get conflicted about this all the time. I don't want to get hung up on it though because Michael DID forgive his father. I guess what we SHOULD be concentrating on right now is those children that have not escaped and try to help them. And we can do this by trying to piece together Michael's story. Because if we look at this truthfully, much of what happened to Michael was AFTER he was Isolated from his family. Did Joe know what was going on? I don't know for sure. But if Miss Katherine was going around to doctors trying to find out how Gordon was brainwashing Latoya, I would say that Michael's parents were learning as time went on.

    You said - "On the surface it appears that she and her brothers are following in their Dad's footsteps. For their sakes I pray that they are able to sucessfully rise above and bring light to all the dark that surrounded their Dad. "

    ............ Anonymous I believe that Michael has a much bigger part in this story then just bowing out. One has to ask . . . why all this done to Michael? What were they trying to stop?
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  10. Line said - "If an adult is not prepared to the horror, how a child can be ? We humans are not to make death sentence on Earth but what would Jesus do when he sees the innocent children damaged that way ? "

    ............ I know (hangs head). Jesus would jump in and shield them, get them out of there. Jesus sees this going on every day. I know Michael knew about this and his tears, crying were not over the "general", white-washed news version of poverty in faraway countries. I am still working on this, I just had to take a break because that one case I put up there reminded me of that snuff film my ex-husband had. That flash memory and putting that into the context of that happening to children. I'm not afraid of exposing this. It just HURTS and the pain just gets intense to where you have to back off for a minute and take a breath so you can keep going.

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  11. @Line - Paris - Yes I saw the intro to the film. A war between land and sea . . .
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    Princess said - "I can clearly remember times when teachers have asked me to do something I thought was crazy, (nothing bad mind) but I did it because they had authority. They later said 'why didn't you say anything' and it was because it didn't even occur to me that I was allowed to question them. This is why it is so easy to abuse children - they don't know any different, and are afraid of being told off if they don't comply, or worse."

    ........... That was the case with me. There were things that happened to me that I never told my mother until after I was married and out of the house. She had no clue because aside from the fact that when it occurred, it was adults who I was taught never to sass or question, but the shame of what they did kept me from saying anything when I got old enough to know that kind of hurting was WRONG, when I realized what it was. One of them was a relative, you know? People that are supposed to love you. I at least had my grandparents and escape I had with them kept me sane (LOL, subject of debate :o) My mother kind of calmed down and came around later. Her childhood was worse than mine in some aspects. It wasn't a good lineage to draw from. I wish my mother had been more God oriented and not messed up with that pagan stuff when I was younger. It might have made a big difference in how she handled things.

    Back to Michael - Most children who are in situations of abuse don't reach out to other children because of the shame involved. They are the ones you see sometimes sitting by themselves on the school playground, or by themselves in their front yard or the lunch room. They don't reach out to others because they are afraid of getting hurt. Michael's situation was different because he and his brothers were wisked away from the necessary connection to their parents, working, on tour, sleeping in hotels, being cared for and watched over by strangers. Michael being the youngest in this situation and later when they tried to separate Michael from the family, he was slowly being walled in. Makes me angry. All of that Princess . . .you are right. All of that equals pain for Michael and other children in the industry . . . that is even BEFORE you get to any abuse that occurs.

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  12. Renee said - "I have to say the subject of your blog this week,made my blood boil! Anyone that could do that to any child,deserves a special spot in hell!It is heartbreaking,and it just makes me sick!!"

    ............ It's really hard not to be angry, but I try not to wish hell on anyone . . . I try to wish healing. I would like that pain would not happen at all to a child (anyone) but it is a beautiful thing to behind in the face of someone who owns a heart that has been turned from hatred and indifference to love. Children forgive because love is stronger than any of the pain or fear. If I saw someone responsible for a crime against a child fall to their knees in tears realizing the weight of what they have done, asking to be forgiven, I can't turn away from that. If it's genuine, you know. That is what I would like to see Jesus doing in the hearts of people. This is what Jesus has done for us.

    Thank you for the big hug, and here's one right back to you, so CATCH!♥ You are welcome. I have to be emotionally rescued too sometimes (lots of times!) God Bless you! I love you too . Stay strong.
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    Trinia said - "I know because I escaped from ritualistic domestic violence. It was horrible."

    ............ OMG. I had a hard time reading that. There was something that happened when I was a child, but not by my parents. I don't even know why these people did this, they were my babysitters. They forced me and my sister to watch animals being killed. Different situation than you, I don't think they were TRYING to be cruel even though they laughed when me and my sister cried. I'm sorry you went through that. I don't know what hurts more: feeling for the animal or child being hurt or just the knowledge that people can be that evil. It's horror regardless of how you handle it.

    What YOU described is what I believe they did to Michael and Latoya . . . possibly other family members as well. I also think Joe was put in the place of those causing the abuse.

    I keep wondering, would Michael want me to talk about this, because look how painful it was when Bashir asked him about it. He obviously remembered things that happened to him. I always ask myself, was it his dad? Was it someone put in charge of the boys when they were touring? Did dad know this was going on? Why does Joe have a separate residence from Katherine, why did Latoya stick up for dad and not Michael, etc.... I'm not looking to hang Joe. I just want the truth about what happened to Michael to reveal WHAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING TO OTHER CHILDREN.

    It is so hard when you are trying to find the truth to protect the ones Michael was crying for and the people who KNOW THE STORY are not telling it. Corey Feldman won't mention names.

    THIS MEANS THEY WILL KEEP DOING IT because they are getting away with it.

    THAT is what I have trouble with. Michael's torture and I THOROUGHLY BELIEVE HE AND POSSIBLY ALSO HIS BROTHERS experienced TORTURE. Most of Michael's I believe happened OUTSIDE OF HIS FATHER'S INFLUENCE. But where did it begin?

    Why was Joe Jackson still getting checks if Michael blamed him for what happened to him? Michael didn't do his own book keeping his sorry excuse for accountants did and THEY WERE THE ONES PAYING PEOPLE and paying people OFF. Lots and lots of questions. Were they trying to keep the Jackson's quiet? Or . . . what?

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  13. Emily said - "For me, the bottom line most important aspect about Michael’s life is the advocacy for the abused and neglected children of the world. I can’t believe that it has taken me so long to come to this conclusion. For me, if I want to honor Michael Jackson, this will be my cause as well. The Scripture says, and Michael reminds us, that ALL things are possible with God. So I am going to run with that promise with all my might, for the children."

    ................ That's something that hit me too Emily is Michael's message for about the first year was completely buried under Michael himself and "what happened to him". Even though telling his story will reveal and redeem other children from this hell that is going on and being perpetrated on them, the "Michael is gone" seemed to completely bury Michael's message.

    I do believe strongly that this was a design that was supposed to happen and probably couldn't have waken people up any other way. It must have been so frustrating for Michael to see people getting so consumed with his celebrity that all the love of life in the world was getting trampled. We can be such selfish creatures. I know Michael adored his fans and never took the love they had for him for granted, but love doesn't stop at one person. It is supposed to grow out and everyone Michael was fighting for was being forgotten. If you love someone, you love also what they are about, their purpose and their message. That is Michael's heart. He tried to emulate and be "Christ-like" and in doing so wanted to re-acquaint people with that love that the world made them forget.

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  14. Bonnie said - "Children forgive because love is stronger than any of the pain or fear."

    >>> From his precious heart as a child to his childlike heart as an adult, this describes Michael to perfection.

    Bonnie, you know how close I am to this topic, and as gut wrenching as it is, it's impossible to ignore. Two and a half years later, I still haven't seen anyone else but you with the courage to expose the harsh reality of Michael's torment and the sinister motives behind his personal destruction. I see people claiming advocacy by rehashing the injustices of Michael's 2005 trial, as if we need further convincing of Michael's innocence! It's safe territory for them, while you have moved forward by leaps and bounds, daring to dig and expose the unthinkable.

    Thanks to your blog, we have not only gained an awareness of just how widespread the atrocities against children are. You have also helped to "reintroduce" Michael as he really is. Not as the stunning entertainer in liquid gold pants, but as the neglected "boy" he was, and always wanted us to know. That, to me, is a wonderful thing, because Michael's beauty was a constant that stems from a purity of the heart. The heart we could see in his eyes at 10, 15 and 20. That is what we're fighting for. Michael's heart and the heart of every child.

    With all Michael has done to ease human suffering, your blog and my own research have allowed me to separate him from the global superstar and think of him as the baby who was once cradled in his mother's arms. When you start to realize that Michael was only out of diapers a few short years before it was all taken from him, you can't help wondering what that trauma did to him and all the horror that followed. Oh God, at the tender age of five, Michael was unable to turn back and run home where he should have been! He had to go forward, and we have to move forward and not fear what we find. But at least we have Michael's guidance.

    For most of my life I struggled with my own self esteem issues and didn't know how to handle my past as a victim of child abuse. But since discovering all I know about Michael's life, I have agonized over his pain far more than I ever did for my own. I know that you feel the same way, Bonnie, because we have talked about this in detail. It has been a life changing experience, in that my capacity to surrender to and accept Michael's pain was a way of liberating the chains that were on my heart. Michael's overwhelming desire to help others is rooted in his own memories of neglect, but his pain was secondary to the pain he felt for the suffering of others.

    We are all links in Michael's beautiful chain, and together we will ride this runaway train. Let's keep it going. Love you Bonnie!

    Michael, I know I will never hold your hand, and we may never see you again. That will be a heartache I carry with me forever. But I will always have the boy who spoke to Sylvia Chase and said with those big brown eyes, "I just want to make people happy." You more than lived up to your promise, and I only wish that others could have made you as happy as you deserved to be. We will never stop trying, for you, sweet one, and for all the children who need a voice. - Love, Micheline

    P.S. That photo at the top of Michael holding the baby is one of my favorites. Both are absolute muffin faces. Which one to kiss first? I guess baby wins...but Michael...look out, cuz you're next! :-)

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  15. TYPO ALERT -

    After I stop LAUGHING and wipe my eyes I want to CORRECT something I typed to RENEE.

    This sentence in my reply to her - "I would like that pain would not happen at all to a child (anyone) but it is a beautiful thing to behind in the face of someone who owns a heart that has been turned from hatred and indifference to love."

    The word BEHIND was SUPPOSED to be BEHOLD!!!!

    When I read this I read "behind in the face" and I fell off my chair laughing.

    Do-doo-doo-doo doo if I only had a brain! LOL!!!

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  16. Hi Spotlight -

    In reading your post, I can't help but think of all the restraint that has been lifted from the ones doing evil since Michael left. There is so much weird stuff going on in the news and Obama and this terrorist detention bill is all over the news but OTHER THINGS are also just under the surface.

    I keep getting stuck on the "This is It" song and as simple a tune as it is, the lyrics are incredibly meaningful, yet not as complex as say, "Dangerous" or "2Bad" which I listened to again today, and History I also listened to again.

    There is a lady who emailed me another song . . . an older one that THIS ONE reminded me of another OLDER SONG during th 1980's that could answer a lot of questions. I will be putting those up shortly and it's going to be another long blog.

    On Twitter - The Jackson's have been rather quiet, and so have the usually harassing leaders of the fan groups (like Qbee who runs the MJJC site with GAZ). Sometin' is up.

    And I missed your phone call today. I'm going through withdrawals.

    Baby-kissing - I got a huggie from a little guy in the grocery store today. He was probably about 18 to 20 months old. I was playing with him as his mom and I were in line. I was bouncing his toy around in front of him on the handle of the cart (he was in the seat of it) and his hand flipped the toy out of my hand and into the back of the car. When I leaned passed him to get it, he threw his chubby little arms around my neck. It's not every day I come cheek to cheek with a little one, mine are grown :o(. It's nice to be loved by someone who doesn't even know you :o)))♥♥♥

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  17. Goodnight everyone. Hopefully will have this next blog up tomorrow night. Got some help :o)

    God bless you Michael, Jermaine, Tito, Jackie, Marlon, Rebbie, Latoya, Randy and Janet, Mr. and Mrs. Jackson♥

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  18. Bonnie,

    A comment from yesterdays blog got me looking into Shirley Temple and the doll issue. It didn't surprise me that she was also abused. I ran across two interesting U-Tubes:

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7XOXiRQS6SE

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&NR=1&v=rtqOJc0o_mY

    And then those lead to:

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=g4zL6MIKSTU&feature=endscreen

    The first two concern possible clues from the Shirley Temple Doll. The last one is from the trial. Since you saw the majority of it - is this for real?

    I've been online all day downloading these things slowly - good old dial-up. I even managed to watch LaToya's speech, finally. The way she started off praising her father, I really think she was doing a plug for Joe's up and coming book and how truthful it will be, with no punches pulled.

    As usual, another great blog. I look forward to the next and all the insightful comments.

    "Stories buried and untold. Somebody's hiding the truth. When will this mystery unfold and will the sun ever shine in the blind man's eyes when he cries." Eyes are opening through the tears. God Bless! (Thank you Michael!)

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  19. Bonnie said - "When I read this I read "behind in the face" and I fell off my chair laughing.

    Do-doo-doo-doo doo if I only had a brain! LOL!!!"

    >>> You're not the only one who cracked up over this, Bonnie! When I read it the first time, I spit out my coffee and then snorted...LOL! Some typos are not worth fixing, but I just knew when you saw that, you couldn't let it go. That was your funniest gaff to date! It reminded me of what Ed said the other night about that lady at work! Oops...if this keeps up, it may be time to wear Depends...LOL!

    By the way, your brain works fine! As good as mine anyway. Do-doo-doo-da-doo-da! ;-)

    I did say we would chat this weekend, so I'll call you tomorrow between 7-8pm.

    That was very sweet about the little tot who hugged you in the store today. It's not the first time you had that experience. Remember those two little girls with their father? I'm telling you, children have a keen instinct about trust and love. They may be small, but they have a clean slate in that their receptors are pure, much the way they always responded to Michael. Strange you should have that encounter today of all days. I was in the mall today browsing a concession that sold holiday ornaments when these two little boys (5-6) kept peeking around the display to look at me. The second I gave them a big smile and waved, they had such a look of playfulness on their faces and did that little peek-a-boo thing where they duck out of sight for a split second and wait to see if you look. I can't describe it, but children have a way of making your heart melt with the slightest provocation. Michael is right when he says they're magical and Godlike. I'd like to think those two boys saw trust and kindness in my face. But you never know. Between the rings around my eyes and my fur coat, maybe they thought they had seen a giant raccoon!

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  20. Hi Bonnie,

    Your typo was priceless! After reading over several times,and wondering 'what is she talking about'? Must be a typo,I laughed,and couldn't stop! I can't remember the last time I laughed so much! So,a big thank you!

    The high spot of my day is checking to see if your blog is up. I mean it's not like you have to eat ,sleep, or have a life! LOL

    Hugs,
    Renee

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  21. blake said - "The first two concern possible clues from the Shirley Temple Doll. The last one is from the trial. Since you saw the majority of it - is this for real?"

    ************ The first two videos, I think someone is really reaching with the doll. Why wouldn't Michael just go ahead and use a shirley temple doll instead of some five and dime store doll. I agree there are some similar features in the Sgt. Pepper's album and Rolling Stones album, but using the doll to connect them all? This is too much of a stretch. This looks more like someone trying to distract people looking for out of the way clues when more important things need to be uncovered.

    The last one, Murray's trial sounds more like a Michael trick. That is at least connected to him directly. But a doll that's not Shirley Temple, leading to another album that has Shirley Temple dolls where Paul McCartney is holding a cigarette in his right hand instead of his left hand on an album that is supposed to leave clues about HIS hoax death with his double because empty packs of cigarettes were found in Michael's room that may not have been his real bedroom as proof that Michael faked his death?

    Hmmmmmmm. There are MUCH MORE in-your-face-clues just in Michael's family's interviews then this. What were your thoughts on this?

    I believe Michael is alive but the important thing is what he was trying to do and expose. Otherwise we get back into the trap of forgetting the suffering for the purpose of gratifying ourselves that we can have him back. I really believe that some of these people putting up these videos (especially the Sony-hoax sites) want to distract people from what is really going on in an effort to cover what they have done.

    Remember, if Michael comes back . . . will it really be HIM? "Take me, Shake me somebody's gonna fake me . . . ."
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  22. Spotlight said - ""I can't describe it, but children have a way of making your heart melt with the slightest provocation. Michael is right when he says they're magical and Godlike."

    ........... Yeah, and I make a big deal about it because I don't get out of the house much. I don't have the means to help kids so maybe I can help them this way, exposing what is hurting them. Thank you for sharing your experience too. That was so cute!!! ♥♥♥ Little munchkins!

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  23. Bonnie said, On Twitter - The Jackson's have been rather quiet, and so have the usually harassing leaders of the fan groups (like Qbee who runs the MJJC site with GAZ). Sometin' is up.

    I said,

    In one week:

    1) Conrad Murray verdict = Guilty. Even though I was happy, I could not help but notice that his defense was so sloppy and seemed so unprepared.

    2) Conrad Murray documentary and the continued trashing of MJ. Anything goes with MJ.

    3) Frank Cascio book, with inflammatory reviews.

    4) Walgren and Brasil’s robotic appearance on a morning show, the day after the verdict.

    5) The date of November 11, 2011 = 11/11/11. And it was a very quiet day. Hardly any comments from MJ family, friends, etc. I waited for any sign in the news. Nothing significant that I could see. Then your question if anyone noticed how quiet it was. All this pushed me into borderline depression. I just thought maybe everyone who loved MJ was feeling the same depression, hence, the quietness. But you bring up the subject again today…

    *****************************************

    I sense a change re all things MJ. Some examples:

    1) MJ Immortal (Baphomet) Tour opens in Las Vegas. New YouTube videos show more blatant occult symbols. The beauty of MJ music does not come thru. MJ is being used toward a more sinister agenda?

    2) New Las Vegas MJ slot machines. On Twitter, Bodyguard(s) says that MJ did not approve this while he was alive, saying it was against his religion. The Estate has NO REGARD for MJ’s wishes. Money/Greed is King. Blatant violation of MJ’s wishes.

    3) News that MJ Estate is interested in film on MJ life. The feeling is that the trial created new MJ fans. How convenient, how lucrative.

    4) X Factor shows Katherine & kids, with Branca behind her smiling from ear to ear.
    The change is that they are more arrogant, more greedy, and pushing toward USING MJ for their own agenda.

    MJ was killed because he was worth more dead than alive. He was killed because he was a global forced to be reckoned with. The Forces That Be could NOT chance him becoming a major force AGAIN, not with the Internet and the lightening-fast global communication technology. He knew too much, and many were revengeful toward MJ thumbing his nose at the global elite. And the killing of Peter Lopez, his attorney, who probably knew about his most recent will…and MJ was to be finally free from Sony just before his death…
    Of course, the last thing they want is for anyone to be cognizant of the world’s suffering children….

    Bonnie says,

    Otherwise we get back into the trap of forgetting the suffering for the purpose of gratifying ourselves that we can have him back. I really believe that some of these people putting up these videos (especially the Sony-hoax sites) want to distract people from what is really going on in an effort to cover what they have done.

    Remember, if Michael comes back . . . will it really be HIM? "Take me, Shake me somebody's gonna fake me . . . ."

    Blake’s comment:

    Stories buried and untold. Somebody's hiding the truth. When will this mystery unfold and will the sun ever shine in the blind man's eyes when he cries." Eyes are opening through the tears.

    I said:

    Let us not be distracted and forget our purpose. Let us keep praying and waging spiritual battle. Even tho the evil seems to be powerful, God is infinitely more powerful and His power is available to us, thru Jesus. And they really hate that.

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