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Michael Jackson Justice: Michael's Problem with Dirty Diana

God: Reconnect to Him

The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael's story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Michael's Problem with Dirty Diana

Michael’ Yellow Brick Road
Posted By Julie on Facebook

1Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.  2. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing.

3. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing.  4. Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,

5. Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; 6. Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;

Today has been a day of reflection.  For a few hours today I was alone, and thinking, and just letting my heart feel, and waiting for THE THOUGHT.

Michael – A man after Christ’s heart, a mixture of mortal men, prophets, apostles and angels he restrained in person and unleashed on stage.  Every song has God in it and most that read the Bible have seemingly forgotten what a parable sounds like. 

He tried to tell us.  He spent 45 years, seven solo albums, worked with his brothers prior to that through the careers of “The Jacksons” and “The Jackson5” weaving a tapestry of quilted pictures out of order with every song on every album.

There is a home video of Michael’s where he is with his son Prince, on the floor, picking up pieces of a puzzle off the floor and putting them in a box.

It is up to us to put the pieces together.  Michael has a time line.  Not the timeline published by the other Sony Blogger . . . but HIS timeline.

There are people that have dug further back into the Jackson’s past than I am familiar.  One lady who used to post on here quite frequently, is the one that showed me “Scared of the Moon”.

Taken in part from an email I received from her:

Michael says that his childhood was STOLEN from him.  I really don't believe he's referring to all the practicing and performing although it was tough. (Listen to 2300 Jackson Street.  It's a song of appreciation and makes reference to a group plan. ) He still was a kid, went to school and had friends.  What I really think was "they" altered his memories." – FOR NOW ANONYMOUS

I posted that song and part of the lyrics below:

2300 Jackson Street

Here are the lyrics to that song in part:

Remember we always said,
If we got a chance
We'll plan our work
And work our master plan

Although the road of life is tough
It has its ups and downs
We are the one and all
We can conquer all
We are united
And standing strong
And still today we're one big family

Today while I had a little break while my husband and a couple of his friends got the heck away from me for a while, I heard this on my radio.  If there is anyone who has taught me how to love it is this man to whom I request this message below:

Remind me Who I Am
I love you so much!


A day of tears spent for purpose in absence of anger
But frothing with anguish from beings apart from me
Who’s pain rolls in waves against my heart

Where to position and jockey for space
The weight of the burden I asked for
Afraid that were it to be taken from me
I would cease to exist, my purpose complete

Is this the time that doors would open and
The Voice would call me home?

And would there be pain in the transition
Of leaving others behind knowing not
When I would see them again?
Or what would await me on the other side?

Perhaps the fear of the conclusion of the mystery
Is the veil that prevents the movement of life
From one realm of existence to another

The task of holding ourselves back is the art form
For which human beings can claim credit
We can’t live without misery because without it
No heroes would exist, Nor Love have exercise

For some to have to tear down and for others
A goal to obtain for self glory.

Yet we complain then forget about the victims of both
And the mystery never is solved.
Like energy it only evolves from one form to another
Seeking other victims on which to feed while we sleep

If I were to meet God, if I could remember my voice
At the moment I looked upon the brilliance of his face
One question I would ask that should he answer
May solve the mystery once and for all . . .


Is it all for Love?
And does it continue so that Love
Will never have reason to cease existing?

If that were to happen, and Love were to conclude
What would become of its creator?
Sin is the absence of pure Love
Evil the absence of Good

Can we give of ourselves to perpetuate love
Or forever bask in the residue of anger
Directed at the creator?
Then by free will we chose to lose

Until we learn to get it right
The cycle may continue
And each time God works to continue
Giving us chances we never earned

God knows why . . . but do we?
And will we ever learn?

Bonnie Cox © 2012

Will the ‘round’ ever end?  We are promised a new beginning so an end to SOMETHING has to take place.

Keeps Great and Small
On the Endless Round

This is one of those songs that sends chills up and down my spine, even knowing that Elton John is a “knight” and a contributor to the ones that want to kill 80% of us.  I think if he is such a talented musician and a gifted song writer, how could he turn?  Is riches really worth the cost of a soul?

When I listen to songs like that, I want to ask Elton John:

Did you decide?  Did you chose life over death?  Did you really look love in the face and turn away from it out of anger over propaganda they planted in your mind?  Or worse, for the worth of a shilling?

The music industry is bursting at the seams with stories to tell.  They have already been told, but nobody (or very few) was listening.

Michael’s childhood WAS stolen.  His memories were stolen.  This is why contradiction between Michael and his family members existed.

You are going to be surprised that even some of Michael’s earlier songs are not what you thought they were. 

Michael’s family is vilified because they know.  Of course they do, they are also inside the music industry.  But they were truth seekers which is why they survived.  They were planted firmly in God.   This doesn’t mean that they didn’t have their heads turned around and their relationships manipulated.  It only means that they knew there was a way out.  Like us, they only had to reach for the truth.

The video below is only one of many others that know what was behind Michael’s decades long torture.  I just happen to like this one because it’s very impacting.

Brilliant Start to An Open Door

We have explored many things but still no real change.  The global pedophilia that extends outward from the richest of banking families to Hollywood and local churches and Masonic and Shriners temples has had it’s secretive shields peppered with bullet holes but not enough to expose the whole ugly network.

Michael was just a baby when his torture started, Drew Barrymore, Corey Feldman and Corey Haim, Dana Plato, Todd Bridges,  Allison Arngrim, Elizabeth Taylor, Angelina Jolie, Shirley Temple, Paul Bonacci, Johnny Gosch, Judy Garland and Liza Minnelli, so many others.  And most of them are Hollywood.

Most of this began for Michael when they signed to Motown.  Their first album, “Diana Ross Presents the Jackson 5” released in 1969. The only single from that album was “I want You Back”

“Baby Give Me One More Chance
Won’t you please let me back into your heart”

Michael was only eleven years old at the time, he had his teenage brothers had already been veterans of another label, Steeltown Records when Michael was barely nine years old.

It was after they were made stars and began touring that the changes in the young Michael started appearing.  From the time the family was split between Gary and Los Angeles and Michael was parked away from his family with Diana Ross , they began working on breaking up the family and had chose Michael for SOMETHING.

Let’s follow that yellow brick road and see where it takes us.

I surmise they already knew SOMETHING about Michael.  After all, just because it was in print doesn’t mean it was the gospel . . . even as far back as 1969

Please keep praying for him, his inner child, The Jackson family and everyone’s inner child.

Moving forward . . . 

The REAL Meaning of Dirty Diana
Is why Princess Di Wanted Him to Sing It

No, not about groupies . . . unless maybe they mean the ones created to sit outside his gate and follow him to doctors appointments.

More later


  1. Hi Bonnie. I was listening to Dire Straits - Private Investigation. That song made me think about you. I don't know about the whiskey though. You say that you don't have any patience. That can't be. Take a look at all the research you have done and all blogs you have written. How can a person accomplish that without patience?

    1. LOL Susanne,

      Now I will have to go and listen to that song. No, I have never been attracted to whiskey. Can't stand the taste of most alcohol, it curls the hairs in my nose.

      I don't have any patience which is why I look for answers and unfortunately turn over rocks that don't need to be turned. I have patience in some things, but not when I want the truth. But I try and keep going. :o)

  2. LOL. Thank you for my 15 seconds!

    1. Uh . . . are you Diana? LOL! Diane? Are you going to make me re-read that whole thing above trying to guess which 15 minutes you are? (smiles)

    2. This was Deb . . . Deb, Deb, Deb . . . I better go fix. Sorry Deb!

  3. Wow, Bonnie.

    This reminds of that email I sent you a few months back. I think it will make a good reference for part 2. Check you email.


    1. Patience,

      Well possibly but most of this credit goes to Diane and Blake, but I will definitely credit you (and have) on the subjects you have contributed to. ♥

  4. Hi Bonnie,
    The reason why I believe Tom Mesereau is Illuminati is the hand signs he makes. Those who understand how the Illuminati and Freemasonry work will understand about the signs they make in the media to show they are part of the 'brotherhood'.
    Also Tom Mesereau is rich and influential and yes the media love him, in the medias eyes he can do no wrong.
    I'm interested to know who Tom Mesereau's 'friends' are. Isn't Randy Jackson one of his friends? Wasn't Frank DiLeo one of his friends? and the Aphrodite woman who wrote the book?
    About 'Dee Dee' (Tito's ex-wife who was killed). Michael may of wrote about child abuse because it is something that has always interested him. Michael himself was an abused child. I do not believe Michael would ever hurt children. Michael wanted to end child abuse. Was this about child sexual abuse?
    I used to think Michael may of been sexually abused when he was a child, although he never said he was, so maybe he wasn't or was too ashamed to speak up? I had an unhappy childhood so I relate to Michael about that.
    Hollywood is all smoke and mirrors, so who can we trust in Hollywood?

    1. Hi Anonymous,

      The hand-signs are really not the only thing I go by, I've put my hands in those positions before without even knowing what it is. Michael's done it "V" for "peace" and the "horns" . I would need something a little more substantial to put Tom in the Illuminati . . . however there are other things with him that are not adding up. And at a couple of those points I have to either take Tom's word for it or Michael's family's word for it because Michael isn't here to say either way.

      Tom Mez's friends . . . Randy Jackson of American Idol or Michael's brother? Frank Dileo I am doubtful. Just that one time outside the restaurant is not enough for me. His friendship with Aphrodite Jones and some ex-Motown people are rather alarming me at this point and his girlfriend's heavy connections to Hollywood and the local government there. The story of how Michael obtained the services of Tom Mesereau is not matching up with other facts already submitted. Several things I am still looking into and it's not making me happy, I can tell you that.

      Dee Dee - I actually covered this before. I am in NO WAY saying that Michael wrote that note to Dee Dee because he thought he may be a suspect, but because he may have suspected another family member. Remember, Michael was in show business from a young age. It is my belief that Michael was abused but not by who he was brainwashed into believing did it at the time, and he may have written the note because his nephews expressed an interest in getting into music. Michael said his childhood was stolen from him . . . What was put in its place?

      I too suffered sexual abuse but not mind control or being any part of some of the horrific stories Michael or some other establishment children did. I have questions about things, and I can tell you my family has some connecting background to the Masons but I feel I would know for sure. If I could be hypnotized (three different sessions and no success) I would like to know what language was spoken in one of the dreams I had.

      Back to Michael and Dee Dee - I think Michael had a reason to be concerned, maybe not about family, but about "family" or . . . surrogate families/fathers like Bill Bray.

    2. I still refuse to think bad or Tom Mesereau.
      Honestly, I don't know what evidence you guys will
      have to find to convince me he's "one of them"!
      Something material, not just "I got a feeling".
      The "I got a bad feeling" thing, no names to be named,
      led other bloggers into accusing everyone, from Mother Katherine
      to Prince and Paris. Don't want to step into paranoia
      too far. Prove us Tom harmed MJ in any way, not that he
      "made a sign with his fingers". Just prove he is
      guilty of anything. Or he gonna stay innocent. Which
      he might be.

      He's not the type to attack (by press), period.
      How many respectable layers were vilified by tabloids?
      No one would want to attack him. Why would they?
      He is like Peter Lopez, may he rest in peace, the man
      who looks and sounds credible, likable and very
      professional (and God no, I seriously don't
      think Tom is in any danger, while poor Peter was the one who
      knew way too much, obviously).
      Man who knows the Law. Man who knows
      what to say and how to say. And he is not an "eccentric"
      black celebrity. Nobody wants to attack a good white layer who btw won loudest case.
      What's your point, maybe $ony said tabloids to keep it quiet,
      because Tom keeps cleaning up MJ name they dragged
      through mud before, which is now
      the plan (make it sparkly clean).
      But it doesn't mean Tom actually WORKS for them! I would
      do the same, you would do the same, MJ's nephews and
      cousins do the same - all $ony plants? Or just those
      rare ones who knew and liked Michael, and want people to know
      how wonderful the man was? How innocent, how caring,
      how smart etc.

      Since MJ was undoubtedly innocent, all he needed was
      a layer like that - likeable, confident (at least
      Tom looked this way, it wasn't a cakewalk of a job
      for him, too), professional,
      with good manners and presentable appearance.
      Someone who is not Oxman :P
      Superb attorney, you know. And this is who Tom was
      for MJ.

      Actually... I regret they didn't have real trial in 1993,
      as it would be "not guilty" as well, I'm sure.
      Especially with some other likeable attorney.
      Any "guilty" verdict in a case like that could
      be attributed to complete lunacy of jurors and their sold
      souls only.
      Everyone here read transcripts? No way it could be "guilty". No way.
      And 1993 would be a big "not guilty", as the boy was already
      hating his dad, reluctant to testify and far less "arvizo"
      you know. As painful as it would be, it was worth having
      a real trial IMHO (imho only) - so the insanity would
      be stopped right there. And Mike was younger back then, maybe
      it would be less physically harmful for him... Though
      they did their best to keep him drugged and scared
      enough to settle out of court. If only, if only :(

    3. Relax anonymous. I'm not convicting Tom Mesereau. There ARE inconsitencies and perhaps I will bring them up at another time, but right now something else trumps that info.

      Even if I ever DO post it, I will post it in question format and perhaps someone else will have answers as to why, what, where and how?

  5. Unrelated to the topic above, but since people are still searching for this subject on my blog I thought I would post a resource here:

    It's about how one woman became a lawyer to fight for her two daughters back from the state system. Now she tells other people how to do it.

  6. Love hearts drawings - I did a search for this because I see it alot and you know where it leads? It leads to the picture Michael drew of himself as a child, sitting in the corner curled up with a microphone in his hand.

    I also saw a lot of messages with this today:

    a cat named Katie, the number 23 and references to foster children and "using music to enslave the soul". Well Michael's opened mine up.

    I ache for Michael tonight and it's bad. Very painful. Has to do with reading over the 2005 trial. And it has to do with babies who through no fault of theirs are abused and terrorized for the profit of others. And I hate those people who do this. Because it makes me feel like this.

    They had no right and I don't understand why. I just do not understand that kind of self-servitude at all.

    So don't listen to me, I'm just sitting her by myself at 2:22 in the morning when I should be in bed, trying to figure out just how I'm going to get through this one. I have no one else to talk to at the present time and God hears me and feels me. Maybe I will get an answer tomorrow.

  7. Bonnie,

    I'm on my knees for you! How to get through when the path is steep - look down at your feet and pray. Looking at your feet you can't tell that the ground goes up or down, it levels things out. Your feet are on the path, that's all you need to know. It's a journey, one step at a time. I'm holding your hand. So's Michael and all the rest of us here. We can do this together.
    You'll get your answer.

    Love you! Big Hugs!

    1. Hugs right back, Blake!!! Thank you. Did you ever read The Pilgrim's progress? I feel like that sometimes. John Bunyan supposedly wrote this book in jail. Through most of the story he makes this journey carrying this huge sack of burdens. He doesn't know where he is going, he just knows that God told him to go. He's told ahead of time at certain check points where the next "stop" should be. One of them is the cross where he drops his burdens and gives them to Christ.

      When you associated your burdens with who you are, it makes it more difficult to trust and turn them over because you don't know if you will still be "you". This is the "self" that gets in the way of our relationship with God. But when you trust, you open your heart and get those burdens out of you, confess everything to God and give those burdens to him you do get a new start and maybe people are afraid of that.

      I want God to take me over. If it will protect or save Michael or one of those children he was trying to save, just PLEASE use me for that. I know what God feels like. He showed me in a dream and I remember it. He put me back in my bed and I cried because I didn't understand. Now I do.

  8. Hi Bonnie. Many think that MJ might have been abused and even molested as a child. If so I guess he never told anybody about it. He kept all that pain inside. It's like a horrific nightmare if it's true and you then think about the accusations he got as an adult. It's like being abused/molested allover again.

    1. Hi Susanne,

      " . . . there are some things you just can't tell your parents . . ." I agree Susanne. I have thought the same things many times. Kids just clam up because they don't want to relive or retell. They just want to bury the incident and forget about it . . . stick it behind one of those locked doors in the mind and move on.

      I keep thinking about what Michael said about them "violating" Neverland, and I don't think he was talking about the raid because there was more than one even as far back as 1993. I think it had to do with something they put there, perhaps in the house. Maybe bugs or listening devices, not knowing where or how many it would have taken forever to sweep that property and find them all. Or it could have been something else they put there.

      Just like the Garden of Eden was violated when the trust of Eve was used against her and she was manipulated into taking the fruit, letting sin into God's paradise.

      Lots to think about . . .

  9. Hi Bonnie. Listen to the "White Lion - When the children cry". A song with beautiful lyrics.

    1. Wow Susanne. I remember hearing that song when it came out. I thought it was pretty, the melody but I went through the lyrics. It's funny how some of these songs can be taken either way where he could be singing about the "new world order" or just the "new world under God".

      Jesus is the one that is supposed to come back and rein for 1,000 years - the 7,000th year of man on earth, so "the end" is not yet, but maybe the "end" as we know it now.

    2. Hi again. If you continuing like this then my music catalog will soon be empty. Not totally empty. I will still have Michael's music I hope. ♥

    3. Susanne,

      That's not a bad thing, reading a song two ways. Sometimes they are written that way . . . Michael did the same thing to get songs past the bomb squad at Sony.

  10. Hi Bonnie,

    Hope all is well. I saw you're reading the Moriarty book...I haven't been reading it, have too much other reading I have to do right now. But I saw that some things concern you and I felt that way too. It's almost like you have to wade through so much ah hem, junk, to get an itty bitty gem with some of these books, videos, etc.

    I haven't been around in a few days but wanted to pop in & catch up. I've been working on papers, getting ready for clinicals and studying :( Also attended a funeral for a good friend's mom who passed last week after which I visited my son. Interestingly he's very into Illuminati, Federal Reserve, etc. etc. He wanted me to watch a documentary he had which happened to be a 2 hour long Aaron Russo doc about income taxes, rfid chips, etc. etc. Anyway, I went home and wanted to google how he died and of course I came upon the conspiracies, etc. and came upon this article saying that Russo was the target of an assasination plot Some recognizable names are in that article, Anthony Pellicano and Bert Fields, both of whom "coincidentally" had ties to Michael (I put that in quotes because at this point I DO NOT believe in coincidences pertaining to anything Michael). It looks like they don't have enought bad guys to go around and they just use the same ones over...and over...and over. Thoughts?

    Also, I haven't heard another word about Whitney Houston in the mainstream media, not that I spend any amount of time looking/listening to them lol, but I do keep up to date with my Comcast home page as far as news & haven't seen anything about Whitney. I decided to go online last night and saw a few links (mtv, cnn) where it's now being reported that she had a little cocaine in her system, she had some heart disease and she basically accidentally drowned and they're not going to pursue any criminal investigation (I read that on the US magazine link yesterday, but now that particular statement has disappeared). This looks so suspicious it's unreal.

    1. Hi Deb,

      I am still reading the book but have slowed down (just posted a longer blog tonight and part three for tomorrow is partially written).

      I go through this every time I read one of these books so please have patience with me. I go through an anger stage when I read stuff that is not true or doesn't add up. I have not finished the book yet (only on page 194) and already I feel like walking up to Tom Mesereau, pushing the book into his chest and saying "What's upwiththis?"

      At the same time I can almost hear BOTH Tom and Michael at the same time saying "will you just READ THE BOOK and stop flying off the handle before the pan is even hot!"

      You said - "Russo was the target of an assasination plot Some recognizable names are in that article, Anthony Pellicano and Bert Fields, both of whom "coincidentally" had ties to Michael (I put that in quotes because at this point I DO NOT believe in coincidences pertaining to anything Michael)."

      >>>>>>>>>> Well, I agree with you about the same "bad guys" being used even thought they don't seem to have a short supply of them. But consider that Russo was also a Hollywood director/producer/writer and its not too difficult to expect the same names to pop up. They are the tried and true for the cause.

      I did see they were sweeping Whitney under the (red) carpet. They did the same thing with Peter Lopez and Ronni Chasen. Most of us here know there is more to that.

  11. Hi Bonnie,
    Why do you think Bill Bray was a bad man? I always thought he was good to Michael, a father figure.
    I had a dream about Jackie Jackson (Michael's oldest brother) and I never dream about him. I always dream about Michael.

    1. Are you Susanne? Just asking because she also posted right below.

      Bill Bray has no record of being a police officer and as Deb figured out, in order for him to be a 30 year veteran of the LAPD when Motown began using him as a bodyguard, Bill Bray would have had to started on the force at the age of 14.

      Bill Bray was a "father figure" . . . right. So who was doing the "abusing" when Michael's real father couldn't get anywhere near him to do it?

      Michael said he was so nervous around his father he regurgitated. Is this a planted memory or a replaced one . . . with Bill Bray?

      Why did Bill Bray lock him in hotel rooms?

      Why did Bill Bray have someone take pictures of him, Michael and Emmanuel Lewis clowing around on a bed through a one way mirrored glass?

      Why did Michael fire him a couple years after the 1993 allegations without so much as paying him a visit since 1996? I posted those Emmanuel Lewis pictures on a previous blog. Bill Bray was not a police officer. Look at him. He looks like Aqua-Lung from the Jethro Tull song

      I never dream about Jackie Jackson either. Hope he's not upset about that. I did dream about all the Jacksons two years ago, but they were deer in the dream.

      I also had a dream about Latoya and Miss Katherine trying to meet me in a secret place (it was at an AME Church) and I got a kiss on the cheek by Miss Katherine. I loved that dream even though I worried about her. She was walking really slow.

    2. Hi Bonnie,
      No I'm not Susanne. Sound like Bill Bray is more dodgy than I thought. Michael always spoke so well of old Bill Bray.
      I don't trust La Toya as much as I used to. My dream about Jackie Jackson was about him dying, so it wasn't a nice dream. It may of been an anxiety dream.

    3. LOL - Thank you Anonymous. I didn't want to call you Susanne if you weren't.

      I don't think Michael spoke of Bill Bray at all that I have been able to find except other people "saying" or "quoting" Michael in print. I do remember hearing one of Michael's Grammy speeches where Bray was one of the people he thanked, but he also thanked Tommy Mottola so there it is.

      I didn't even like Bill Bray when I saw his picture. I thought "what kind of a police officer would he have been?" The Pic with him standing next to Michael with Michael's arms around his shoulders in front of Hayvenhurst? I've seen younger pictures of Bill Bray during the Jackson 5 days and you would just expect a "head of security" to be much "bigger". That is when I started trying to find some background on him and there just is none.

      Also, the people that bash Michael's family and are Sony affiliated sing Bill Bray's praises and condemn Michael's treatment of him. That was also a big tipoff.

  12. Hi Bonnie. Jesus ♥ better hurry up, because I want to still be on this planet when he comes.

    1. Susanne,

      I have a feeling you will be.

  13. Hi Bonnie. I was just reading the blog before this one. You and Line discussed Dr.Murry. Is Murry a ordinary name in the U.S? In MJ's "Smooth Criminal", the looong moonwalker version, it's 7-9 min long, he sings about Dr. Murray. It's kind of eerie, coincidence but still kind of spooky. How many versions are there of that song? One with heartbeats intro and one without. In those two versions of the song he doesn't sing about Dr.Murray. Only in the looong version. Why is that? Maybe all doctors in the U.S is called Dr.Murray. What do I know. And all doctors goes like, are you talking to me, are you talking to me? That sounds familiar, Robert De Niro? Or does it mean that MJ is alive and Dr.Murray is not the doctors real name.… Back to reality.

    1. Susanne,

      Murray is a semi-common name in the U.S. but "Conrad" as a first name is NOT common.

      that "Smooth Criminal" version I had heard before I think was reproduced to sound like that and no telling WHO was behind it.

  14. No idea where to post it.
    But what was that I just watched... strange.
    Sony made this video for MJ? LOL, what for?


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