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Michael Jackson Justice: How Do You Mend a Broken Heart After the Performance Starts?

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Monday, May 21, 2012

How Do You Mend a Broken Heart After the Performance Starts?

Mending a Broken Heart
Goodbye Robin

Take heed that ye despise not one of these little ones; for I say unto you, That in heaven their angels do always behold the face of my Father which is in heaven."

For in the resurrection they neither marry, nor are given in marriage, but are as the angels of God in heaven."

But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only.

4 What is man, that thou art mindful of him? and the son of man, that thou visitest him?

5 For thou hast made him a little lower than the angels, and hast crowned him with glory and honour."

The first time I heard the Bee Gees I was in the passenger seat of my mother’s Ford Pinto.  My aunt Marcy was driving me to Smyrna High School.  I was fourteen.  Everything was new; our place of residence, my first year of high school in a new school and wearing jeans to school for the first time.  (I had to beg my grandfather for the jeans.  Mom wouldn’t buy them).

It was still warm and having a car with air conditioning was a luxury, so my long hair was blowing around.  My mother listened to country and western and it was the style of music my sister and I sang hence, we only listened to country and western music.  But this day, aunt Marcy was driving me to school and she listened to the pop stations.  The song that came on was “Tragedy”.  I immediately fell in love with their sound, the vocal harmony through the chorus where after singing together on the same notes, they gently separated into their different parts.  The hairs went up on my arm.

A week later, I heard “How Can You Mend a Broken Heart”, and it sounded almost in the style of “Chicago’s” earlier music, but I knew it was the same group.  Saturday Night Fever had come out the year before and I had no idea that music was the Bee Gees until I heard “How Can You Mend…”

Help me mend this broken heart
So I can Live again . . .

Most of the songs that came out in 1977-1978 in the “Disco” sound went by me in a flash.  I didn’t go to dances, I didn’t like disco for the most part.  But certain artists stuck in my mind, like Donna Summer, Bonnie Tyler, the Bee Gees, Gloria Gaynor, Alicia Bridges, The Village People, ABBA, A Taste of Honey and of course, Andy Gibb.  There are a bunch of others I can also think of like Pat Benatar and “Blondie”, Billie Ocean, Peaches and Herb and the Jacksons who put forth a disco song or two :o)

I’m watching my youth die away.  Both Donna Summer and Robin Gibb within a week.  Whitney Houston just a few short months ago.

Donna Summer with Michael

I was probably more familiar with Andy Gibb then the members of the Bee Gees because my sister had a crush on both Andy Gibb and Shawn Cassidy.   She was into the “doe-eyed” blonde guys and I was still just not interested.  At that age I thought it was a crime to put my dolls away due to peer pressure to grow up.  But their music . . . that’s what I had a crush on.  I could get what love was supposed to be by listening to that song.  I could listen to “Tragedy” and “Mend” and just want to be their friend or hold their hand.  Music made me want to reach out when nothing else could.

Robin Gibb to me was the quiet one.  That’s how I remember him even though I didn’t really know the brothers on a personal level. 

I feel like we are losing all of our angels.  The goodness that kept the evil pushed back and restrained has been taken away.  Like the devil didn’t cause enough problems before he had free rein.

When we get through this time that we have to get through for evil to reveal itself, will we see the angels again?  This is really depressing.  Why does this have to hurt so much? 

Robin Gibb’s battle reminds me so much of my step father.  The same thing happened with him although it was a different type of cancer.  But he was at home in a hospital bed set up in the living room.  He had a nurse coming in every day and at one point we had prayer ministers from Kenneth Copeland’s church do a “laying on of hands” with him.  My step father’s brothers and sisters were coming to visit him later that week.

Miraculously, even though he had been in and out of coma, he sat up by himself the next day and fed himself.  He was talking coherently and he was focused on whoever was conversing with him.

The day after that, his brothers and two sisters showed up and visited with him all day.  They told stories about their youth and laughed.

The day after that one. People were still coming to visit, but the bulk of friends and relatives were going home and my step father (his name was Bob) was animated.

The day after that, everyone was gone.  I was helping my mother get the house back in order before I left, and we heard Bob say “Three days”.

We walked to the doorway that led into the living room from the kitchen and he was staring straight ahead at the wall in front of his bed.  My mother said to him “what did you say?”

“Three days”, he repeated, still staring straight ahead, “Then the fight really begins”.

I will never, ever forget that.  It’s almost as if someone or something was telling him this.

I went home the next day.  Two days after that he was back in the hospital.  It was taking him and it was not being nice.

Bob had lung cancer but he has a small spot on his lung.  It had metastasized up into his brain and that is where it fed.

After my mother could talk about it, she told me that she could see the fight in Bob’s eyes, even though he had lost the ability to talk.  As it took over his brain, certain things just stopped working.   He lost his ability to speak, then his sight.  His brain lost the ability to tell his lungs to breathe a full ten minutes before his heart stopped and he was aware the whole time. 

Mom could see the panic in his eyes, but right before he died, she saw his eyes change.  Instead of the sightless panic that occupied his eyes for timeless minutes, she said his eyes suddenly took on a kind of relief.  He was slightly smiling and he was looking at something. She thought he got his eyesight back when she saw him try to raise his hand.

She stood up to take his hand but he was looking PAST her.  She turned her head and of course saw nothing.  When she turned back, she saw his eyes become relaxed just before the light left them.

She sat beside him and cried for a full two hours before they took him away.

From what I read, it sounds like it was a bit like this for Robin.  He came back out of his coma to see his loved ones one last time, and so they could see some of the old Robin for one last goodbye.  Maybe God thought he fought long enough and it was just time to go home.

That pain reminds us that
This is not our home

Like the rest of us the Bee Gees had “early years”.  I sometimes wonder if they ever got the chance to reminisce about their childhoods.  Do they remember the time they were scolded for throwing cereal at each other at the breakfast table?  The first pair of roller skates where the youngest lost the key.  (Back when roller skates had keys to adjust them to your foot size). 

What was the first song that really hit their heart when they can first remember hearing it on the radio?  A time that Barry dropped Andy while carrying him piggy-back.  The first water hole debacle when one of them lost their shorts diving in.  Running around the yard spitting water at each other because they didn’t have water guns  (Oh wait, that was me . . .)  Bringing frogs in to mom to wash, forgetting to tell her what was in their pockets or having to hit the dirt because Maurice hit a line drive with the wiffle ball . . . Or rolling on the floor laughing because while practicing songs as children, someone decided to “experiment” and it was so off key it sounded terrible.”

The Early Years – Bee Gees

The first “I’m sorry” to one brother or the other over a battle of wills that did nothing but hurt feelings.  The first plan to surprise mom with a Mother’s Day gift.  The first tear. The first wonderings about God.   The first lost tooth.  The first airplane flight on that exciting first tour.  The first time meeting Michael Jackson, or Donna Summer or the success of their little brother Andy when he went off on his own.

Robin Gibb followed Michael to the gates of Paradise.  There he met Maurice and Andy.  As they await , aware now of God’s timing, we pray for the comfort of Barry whom I hope knows he is not alone.

I will run the race
Even while I wait

Collecting DNA of Children?

Apparently, the justice department is now moving to collect DNA sample from anyone that comes in contact with the court systems (whether they are convicted of a crime or not) even with children as young as 14 and there is talk they will lower the age.

The US government is collecting DNA from kids, whether or not they are involved in criminal activity . . .

Documents recently released by the U.S. Immigration and Customs Enforcement (ICE), in response to a Freedom of Information Act request filed by the Electronic Freedom Foundation (EFF), show that the Department of Homeland Security (DHS) is considering collecting DNA samples from children 14 and up, and is even considering collecting samples from kids younger than that.

According to DHS estimates, as many as 1 million people subject to arrest or administrative detention annually may now be subject to DNA collection. The thing is, many of these people have not committed any crime. And the trend, thanks to the courts, is towards more DNA collection on anyone who comes into contact with the justice system, regardless of whether they are eventually found innocent or not.” – Source, Naturalnews

Some may believe that this is a procedure already in practice only for criminals and that the writer of this article is blowing it out of proportion.

The thing of it is, anyone who has ever been in a hospital or has had blood drawn in the last fifteen years could very well already have their DNA on file.  Babies being born could very well already be “on file”.   You’re not in the lab when they do the things they do with your blood and in truth, you really don’t know.

Since the trend has been toward “rebuilding the temple” as we have shown in recent published papers put up on the blog, “The Third Temple” and, “Corrupting a Book”, this particular article just seems to verify their “bloodlust” as Michael calls it in “2Bad” for the control of our “silver cord” which figuratively is life’s blood that holds our spirits to our bodies.

If this information is just now being discussed publicly?  Chances are, they’ve already been doing it.  This Publicity only brings it out into the open.

What Most Missed About Michael’s Children

The reason I went ballistic upon the discovery that Michael’s children may in fact not be his biologically is a collection of similar articles that most people missed about the custody issues back in 2009 when Michael first passed.

Even with his horrified facial expression on that “wedding photo” with Debbie Rowe, and the lyrics to “Bille Jean”, and Klein’s right to enter challenges in court aside, my fear was that the establishment would make a move.  Indeed this was already discussed, and it was discussed in Jewish circles back in 2009, shortly after Michael’s passing.

Michael’s Jewish Children

“Even after Jackson’s death, the Jewish angle has been resurrected with speculation on whether custody of his two older children (and of the estate they will inherit) will go to the pop star’s parents or the kids’ Jewish mother.

She is Debbie Rowe, Jackson’s former nurse, his wife for three years and biological mother of 12-year old Prince Michael I and Paris Michael Katherine, 11, who under Jewish law are also considered Jewish. A third child, Prince Michael II, was born of a surrogate mother, whose identity has not been revealed." - Source, The Jewish Chronicle

Below, an article that seems to hint at making a play on advocacy toward Debbie should she try to fight for custody, hinting again that Michael was “Anti-Semitic” and therefore not being good for raising “Jewish children”.

Remember when Latoya was with Gordon, in the book she supposedly wrote, she condemned her mother as being Anti-Semitic.  Seems both sets of handlers, Latoya’s and Michael’s, were interested in painting the family in this light.  One has to wonder why?  What is their game plan?

Jewish kids – Anti-Semitism

"The 50-year-old singer, who had two Jewish children - Paris and Prince with his ex-wife Debbie Rowe - fell foul of the community twice in his career, firstly in 1995 with the release of They Don't Care About Us, which included the line 'Jew me, sue me, everybody do me'… An answerphone message Jackson had allegedly left in 2003 was played during proceedings in which the singer, referring to Jews, said: "They suck... they're like leeches... It's a conspiracy. The Jews do it on purpose."

However, Geller, said Michael regretted those words, noting that the singer even acted as best man, wearing a kippah, when the celebrity psycic renewed his wedding vows." - Source,

When you consider that Latoya’s book “Growing up in the Jackson Family” was first published in 1990 and the song “They Don’t Care About Us” in which Abe Foxman and Steven Spielberg had such a hissy-fit about the lyrics wasn’t released until five years later, you realize what a concentrated effort it was to destroy this family using their own family members.  Long before Michael’s song was released, they were trying to label them as “Anti-Semitic”.  This is ridiculous considering they very well could be of Semitic descent to begin with . . . REAL Semetic.

What makes us think that their hatred for Michael’s message would have stopped in 1995?  Or that their tactics wouldn’t include trying to corrupt Michael using children?  They did it twice before through contacts of Kleins.  Debbie worked with Klein for twenty years.  Perfect story of friendship, right?  She continued to travel with Klein and Metzger as a nurse while they tethered Michael on the end of an I.V. drip, but we’re to believe that Michael just took her up on her offer to have children?

Below they speculate about his “Kabbalah” bracelet even though he had non-Kabbalah beads on it and it has been reported that this bracelet was something Michael wore years before the 2005 trial, made by a child and he never took it off.  In this article they again repeat a couple of paragraphs from an article above, reiterating that Michael’s children are “Jewish”.

"Even after Jackson’s death, the Jewish angle has been resurrected with speculation on whether custody of his two older children (and of the estate they will inherit) will go to the pop star’s parents or the kids’ Jewish mother.

She is Debbie Rowe, Jackson’s former nurse, his wife for three years and biological mother of 12-year old Prince Michael I and Paris Michael Katherine, 11, who under Jewish law are also considered Jewish . . . On the other hand, sharp-eyed observers spotted something new after Jackson emerged from a trial in Santa Maria . . . As Jackson waved to his fans, clearly showing on his left wrist was a bendel, or red string, worn by Kabbalah adherents, particularly supporters of the celebrity-attracting Kabbalah Centre in Los Angeles.

After the photo was published, some noted that there were two unusual white spots on the red string, and inquiries about this oddity to the Kabbalah Centre elicited no response." - Source,

First of all, Rowe was married to Michael for about 20 months, not three years.  As Deb pointed out on the Bashir interview in comments a couple of blogs back, Michael did use the words “my children”.  This is the same interview in which Michael told Bashir that he had a relationship with Blanket’s mother, and on another day said they never met and he didn’t know her and she didn’t know him, that all he wanted to know was that the mother was intelligent and healthy.  So we either accept that Michael lied.  Michael was told to lie, or that there were different “Michael’s” during that alleged four to eight months that Bashir followed him around on camera.

The truth is not in the press or in the media.  Michael himself told us that and unfortunately as we can see by the Bashir interview, that also includes Michael’s testimony.  He’s warned us before that just because it’s in print or on the T.V. doesn’t make it gospel.   This is why I try to go to his songs for answers.  It was the ONLY WAY he had to get the truth out and they even tried to mess with that.

The reason I was even concerned about it was the increasing outside influence Michael’s enemies seem to be exerting over the children, but we KNEW they were going to make a play for these children.  How do you think they infiltrated the Jackson 5 so many years ago, slowly extracting Michael from the support of his family?

It would be nice to find out later that I am wrong, and that the “danced til three” and “baby cried his eyes were like mine” were REALLY about dancing until three in the morning and not “dancing” until “three children” . . . and that the “baby cried his eyes were like mine” are REALLY NOT about who was to become “Blanket”.  That would be wonderful.  But thus far, not even Michael and his unconvincing answers to Bashir are enough to sway me.  Not when you look that “her schemes and her plans” leading up to these children in Michael’s life.

This is the last blog I am going to do on this particular subject.  Yes, I still could be wrong.  I WANT to be.  But mine are not the only pair of eyes that see more Klein and Debbie in those two oldest then we see Michael.  However, if I were to close my eyes and walk by faith?  Michael made those children his.  What would he do about Paris throwing the devil’s horns sign?  I dunno.  Children and deception are not attractive holding hands and I don’t like it.

Foreshadowing is Prophecy’s History

Michael spoke in the Jesse Jackson interview about the “same patterns with these people in the past”, which prompted me last year to look at “foreshadowing” in the Bible.

It was described in this video about “The Harvest”, which ironically (and not surprisingly) was such a good video that all of them have been removed off of Youtube (all, I cannot find a single one).  But this is one of the blogs I did on this last year:

And please review “Michael’s Bible Foreshadowing” written last year.  (Click the blue title).  Again, “foreshadowing” is an event in history that mirrors something that will happen in the future.  The Bible is filled with it and the blog above gives examples.

"The Lord hath made all things for himself: yea, even the wicked for the day of evil.  5. Every one that is proud in heart is an abomination to the Lord: though hand join in hand, he shall not be unpunished.  6. By mercy and truth iniquity is purged: and by the fear of the Lord men depart from evil."

"For I desired mercy, and not sacrifice; and the knowledge of God more than burnt offerings.  7. But they like men have transgressed the covenant: there have they dealt treacherously against me."

"That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.  6. Howbeit we speak wisdom among them that are perfect: yet not the wisdom of this world, nor of the princes of this world, that come to nought:  7. But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom, which God ordained before the world unto our glory:  8. Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory.

9 But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him."

I am reading through the words “sacrifice” and “love” in the Bible and this is just some of the verses I pulled up today.  Another one that blew me away was this one:

"And to love him with all the heart, and with all the understanding, and with all the soul, and with all the strength, and to love his neighbour as himself, is more than all whole burnt offerings and sacrifices."

What is this telling us?  That Jesus’ original plan was not to be sacrificed, but to dwell in love with mankind?  Isn’t this what is prophesied in Revelation?

And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived."

"Let us be glad and rejoice, and give honour to him: for the marriage of the Lamb is come, and his wife hath made herself ready.  8. And to her was granted that she should be arrayed in fine linen, clean and white: for the fine linen is the righteousness of saints.  9. And he saith unto me, Write, Blessed are they which are called unto the marriage supper of the Lamb. And he saith unto me, These are the true sayings of God.

Further up in that same chapter  a scribe asks Jesus which is the first commandment of all.  And Jesus replies:

"And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment."

Earlier still in that same chapter, Jesus is asked by the scribes what happens if a woman has seven husbands, remarrying as each of the six previous die out, who is rightly her husband in Heaven?  And Jesus answers . . .

"For when they shall rise from the dead, they neither marry, nor are given in marriage; but are as the angels which are in heaven."

There is a lot of talk of marriage and marrying and holy matrimony, and the marriage supper of the Lamb and his bride. 

I listen to all of Michael’s love songs in the very same way.  Michael songs about “Heaven Can Wait” and “Don’t Walk away” and “I Just Can’t Stop Loving You” are not about a woman.  At least not in the flesh.  To add to the realization of the way Michael’s heart and soul worked is one of the many (that man just loves spiral notebooks!) notes I have kept copies of.  This one in particular, expresses his need for the partnership with whoever he is writing the note to (someone in the music industry) to “like a real marriage . . . or its not going to work”.  I circled the text.

Michael’s Note

What Michael had to say about his marriage to his art:

I am committed to my art. I believe that all art has as its ultimate goal the union between the material and the spiritual, the human and the divine. I believe that to be the reason for the very existence of art.
[Michael Jackson, 1993]

In 2001, about searching for that kind of love:

But if you don't have that memory of being loved, you are condemned to search the world for something to fill you up. But no matter how much money you make or how famous you become, you will still feel empty. What you are really searching for is unconditional love, unqualified acceptance. And that was the one thing that was denied to you at birth.
[Michael Jackson, 2001]

The “one thing denied you at birth” is open to interpretation.  I don’t think he is talking about his physical, parental love from mom and dad, although he COULD be.

Michael read the Bible.  He not only “got this” key in the Bible, but he also preached it.  To the point where he became “of” about God.  That was his strive to perfection.  Not just in his music.  In his conduct and in his love toward others.  In tolerance, patience, charity and self-sacrifice.  The only place a perfect “becoming of one” union will ever exist is of God.

If I am guilty of anything it is of believing what God said about children: 'Suffer little children to come unto me and forbid them not, for such is the Kingdom of Heaven.' In no way do I think that I am God, but I try to be God-like in my heart.”  [Michael Jackson, 1993]

This one got to me because it describes me as a child.  It also in a way describes Jesus.  Jesus zeroed in on everything and took note of unspoken questions by Pharisees and scribes.  He had the instinct and intuition of a child with the authority of God.

I do disguises for different reasons. I like to study people - be like the fly on the wall. Even if it's two old ladies sitting on a bench or some kids on a swing. Because I don't know what it's like to fit in an everyday life situation.”
[Michael Jackson, 1999]

And Rodney Jerkins said this about him:

He knows what the people are saying. That will make all this greater. He wants to shock people. When his music comes out, it will shut everyone down. You think Michael has forgotten how to sing? How to dance? It hasn't been THAT long!
[Rodney Jerkins, 2001]

Janet Jackson said of her brother in 2009 “He knew who he was”.

Last, I want to end with this quote from him that should spike a few hairs on your arms . . .

I have been the artist with the longest career, and I am so proud and honored to be chosen from heaven to be invincible.
[Michael Jackson, 2001]

I wonder what he meant by THAT? 

One of his bodyguards was interviewed which I posted on a recent blog “God put his finger on him, he was the chosen one . . .”

Michael told us the same thing in the song “Cry”, and in “Will You Be There”.

What is next?  Perhaps this little blip from “The Mirror” back in 2001 should have given us a clue, considering some of the lyrics in Michael’s songs:

They are the two most powerful men in music going head to head in an all out war.
[The Mirror on MJ vs Mottola]

You remember what Michael called Tommy Mottola don’t you?

“The Devil”.

We’re going to cover this next.

He doesn't trust anyone in this world. Not a single soul. I keep telling him, 'Michael, one day you're gonna have to trust someone'. But maybe he has good reason not to trust. A lot of people have done him wrong.”
[Frank Dileo]

In the glorious game between good and evil there is a winner and a loser every day, inside every human being, with every decision we make.  Will we chose to believe truth or the deception?  That is the beauty and consequences of free will.” ~ Unknown

Not too far in the future, the devil is going to find out how exhausting it is to lose his own game.  He’s going to need that 1,000 years of rest in the pit.” ~ A. Pastor

So?  Let the Performance Start


  1. I love the Rock and Roll Hall of fame video where the Jackson 5 are inducted. Barry Gibb pops up on stage and Michael gives him a big hug. Standing next to Michael is Barry's son, Michael Gibb, Michael Jacksons Godson.

    On the Jewish/Debbie Rowe comments: If what Marc Schaffel said about the kids being Christened in a Catholic Church in England are true, these "Jews" would be absolutely livid/mortified/enraged. Of course it goes without saying that its hard to know what's fact or fiction. I just had a little chuckle thinking about it - that's all.


    1. Hey TL,

      I have not seen that one yet. At least I don't think so.

      Marc Shaffel. I have suspicions about him that don't match what most people believe. But I don't think Michael would have taken his children to a Catholic church either. Children do not need to be Christened and Michael's Biblical knowledge would have told him that. I have a whole history on the beginnings of THAT tradition. It was one of the first major splits in the early church. But you're right. (Most don't know that the "Jews" meaning the false ones - Bankers also control the monies of the Vatican).

    2. I beleive there are happenings regarding the Vatican Banking/Jews fairly recently.

      I really don't know what most believe on Marc Schaffel so I can't comment.

      I take it you are not into Christenings Bonnie so not trying to offend. It was more the mere thought of Michael going and having the kids dipped and the JEws convulsing over it that made me know, much like when we see him doing his backwards signs to the illuminati or singing songs to peeve the powers that be. That type of thing.


    3. Hi TL,

      Yeah I know and I've been meaning to get back to reading more on that and I haven't been able to. Found some interesting Bible verses I'm going to put up tomorrow because I need some help with these.

      Most believe he's a bad guy and I'm not so sure.

      Oh no, you didn't offend me. It's probably not even something I want to get into here as it is not really that important in the grand scheme of things. I believe Michael raised his kids on the Bible and Michael adhered to that more than church doctrine or dogma. I got ya. Sorry I ruined your build up there. Didn't mean to do that. I usually massacre my OWN punchlines, LOL! Forgive me?

      Since you mention sign language, do you know what Michael is saying at the end of Blood on the Dance floor? I tried to read it but I'm missing something.

    4. You didn't ruin anything for me there Bonnie, I just don't always put it out the way i should, perhaps.

      I'll look into the Blood on the DAncefloor thing and leave a message.

      And I do believe there are Grand Schemes and 'Grand Schecmes' Bonnie. Some folks have some mighty Grand Schemes going at the moment. Any person who believes in God, nevermind denominations and all the rest, would want to focus on HIM because there are those who would fight all the Christians on the face of the earth and get rid of them if they could. No joke.


    5. Bonnie, I'm battling to make out what Michael is actually saying on that last bit. Will continue to try to work it out. I'll leave you an article about Teddys' take on this song. You may have come across it already. I can't remember if someone gave it to me or I found it along the way but I learnt about this a short while ago. I like the last line of this


    6. Teddy Riley for me = Sony Employee. I know the label did a lot of spinning on the meaning of Michael's songs and I have trouble believing him on the timing/origin of BOTDF. I did do an interpretation of this song back in 2010, but a couple of us were stumped on the sign language. Someone thought they saw "God" in the signing. The lighting and the fast movement with the hands were not easy for a novice at sign language like myself (I was just going through my first classes at the time and I remember very little about it because I don't use it all the time as I should).

      In the last paragraph, is Riley trying to convince us that Michael had nothing to do with the writing of the song or the music to it? I agree with him on Michael's "power". I also agree that "Blood" is an aggressive song. You weren't here reading back in 2009 my recollection of my first reaction to that song (never heard it before July of 2009) and (laughing about it now), there are some things that are just too intense for me. I couldn't take it. I had to stop the video several times. It wasn't until the later summer of that year while listening to it in the car (without the video to distract me!) that I GOT the lyrics about Michael's being led into the slaughter by the one he gave his heart to and now it was using what it knew about him to take him down. The message is really point blank, but the intensity of Michael singing it? (fans self) I had to work up to that.

  2. It really spooks me....the start of the Blood on the Dancefloor vid. That part with the knife stuck into what looks like the Sacred heart of Jesus. And the word Susie over the top.
    Was thinking about the letter i and j being interchangeable in my own surname from way back when till now. Of course we know Michael wouldn't be saying things like this about Jesus !


    1. Well he had "Susie" in other songs too, not just that one, so probably not about Jesus. But man what an interpretation! I wouldn't have seen that! You could also say "Susie" and "Satan" - The deceiver, the manipulator, the seducer.

  3. Damn, I'm going nuts, here's me listening to the end of the song instead of looking at the sign language. Misread what you asked. See, at the end of the song it does'nt quite sound like he's singing the lyrics as we read them. Will have another look at the sign language. Sorry about that mix up.

    Regard, TL

    1. TL, you know what, there are several songs where he doesn't sound like he's singing the lyrics that have been published. That's why when going over his songs, I've sometimes written out what I HEARD instead of what AZLyrics or some other site has published. Morphine is one such song. So is "This time Around" and because of the heavy beats in some of the songs, it is really hard to make out what it actually is.

  4. I found this on another blog while doing a search on a search term that showed up on my stats:

    "I was searching for some information about this „writer” and I couldn’t find anything about his personal life. He displays himself as a „recluse” but, as he himself suggests in this book, there is no „recluse” – or, if it is so, sure he is a gay (or maybe a pedophile – lol). Honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised if someday I’d find out that Taraborrelli is gay. I explored his look, his acaju-colored hair and his grin and all I felt was a deep disgust, just like when you see something real pervert. After all, why wouldn’t it be possible for Taraborrelli to have secret feelings on Michael? In my opinion, in the second part of his book, Taraborrelli acts like a jealous lover – a devoid of cleverness one, it’s true; still terribly jealous." - Source,

    Seems I'm not the only one that has had this thought. And you know what? I've had the same vibes from Ian Halperin, Perez Hilton, Boteach/Geller and Evan Chandler.

    1. LOL oh God bonnie you too wicked you have my mind going now you really think evan chandler gay?? i thought he was just jealous his x wife liked Michael and mad Michael wouldnt call him back....LOL DWL ..and Michael wouldnt give him 20 million for a movie watever lol no sah bonnie you have me on overload.

    2. He was not jealous of his ex-wife and Michael. His Ex-wife was married and he was friendly with that guy. With Chandler it was all about Michael. I believe Chandler's actions were characteristic of an enraged stalker who couldn't get his obsession to pay attention to him.

    3. Chandler x wife was separated from her current husband at that time i did my research when she and her kids met Michael and even in the cross examination of June Chandler by Messerau it came out she was separated from her husband ok. And there is a conversation she and Michael had about her not trusting men because they have let her down and he says she can trust him . I stand by my research on that relationship we can agree to disagree.

    4. what friendly you talking about Bonnie?? they became friendly to get money out of Michael how? i dont know but I have done my research and Evan Chandler threatened to kill June's current husband ( Dave reported him to the police)thats why the June's husband taped the conversation he had with chandler thats all over youtube where chandler admitts with a vengeance he is going to destroy Michael. In the same tape he is obviously tryign to make Dave jealous why would Dave respond "I told her not to let him buy her anything thats all" thats what Dave said that whole convo is in reference to Michael. As I said we can agree to disagree on that relationship.I am not saying that chandler is not gay but there are other influences in his vendetta against Michael back then.

    5. JA - I don't care what research you've done. You're not posting any resources like I did above, so what else am I to go by? I'm not arguing over research I did three years ago. Most of what is out there about Chandler is TABLOID anyway because NONE OF US have spoken to ANY OF THEM.

      Don't tell me you've done your research. That means squat to me without anything to back it up, like a source. Even a tabloid source will do, at least its a source and not your opinion with no reference.

      Take a look at the paragraph I posted above about the "friend" and what do you see? A LINK! It is a QUOTE FROM THAT LINK, okay? I didn't say it THEY DID.

      Chandler didn't give to craps about June. Chandler worked for our government. He was a pasty who fronted as a dentist/screen writer. Personally I don't care if he is gay or not. I am just basing my FEELINGS on his portrayal of a jealous gay lover AND his brother RAY CHANDLER'S BOOK.

      Evan Chandler will pop up again in the news . . . you watch. This isn't over either.

    6. JA - Something else your "research" should have pulled up. Dave is the one who owned the "rent a wreck" that Michael's bodyguards "CONVENIENTLY" parked near when Michael's "car broke down". At the TIME Evan was estranged from both his ex-wife and his SON, whom according to the SAME COURT TRANSCRIPTS Evan never paid attention to UNTIL MICHAEL WAS IN HIS LIFE.

      Now, why would Michael's bodyguards target DAVE if DAVE was already separated from June?

      Dave and Evan were working together to trap Michael. They were PUPPETS of people MUCH HIGHER UP in the food chain.

    7. Bonnie in reference to friendly i meant Dave and Evan's relationship yes my research told me Dave owned a rent a wreck all that I said came from the court transcripts that you have read. The info about the rent a wreck was from court transcripts. I am not talking about no body guards and all that did you see me say anything about that? because I don't know about that . I spoke on what I knew about. And I took NO offense to your comment or link about Chandler being gay I could careless!! And feelings are the same thing as opinions and you said your basing yours off his brother's book and Chandler's actions so how was I wrong in my comment?? Well I am basing my opinion or feelings that I stated above on the trial transcripts and Evan's tone of voice and words on the tape of the conversation he had with Dave. And June aint innocent in all this either she was involved from what I have read I originally read the transcript on lipstick valley and wanted to find it myself this is what I found I dont know about if this site goes along with your views or whatever I am just posting as your belittling my opinion which I still standby:

      i cant find the correct video with only teh recording pure news stories.

    8. JA,

      What I find amazing is that people like you come on here, belittle MY research, then claim the victim when I point it out.

      I pointed out my FEELINGS about Ray Chandler's book because I wanted to EXPLAIN TO YOU that I never said Chandler was POSITIVELY GAY. That was what YOU SAID, I said.

      I never said June was innocent. Please read ALL MY RESEARCH I did on this TWO YEARS AGO so I don't have to keep coming here and answering accusations about misinterpretations YOU MADE because you didn't read what I wrote before. Thank you.

  5. Bonnie,

    I had a feeling you were going to say exactly what you said about Teddy !! He's a curious fella in all this.

    I have read bits and pieces of your blog over the period Bonnie. Haven't seen everything youv'e covered though. I was not one to leave comments early on. I remember reading something about Henry Winkler and I wondered later if you'd thought about the tie with Skip but forgot to check back at the time. That was a long long time ago.

    Oh yes, the name thing, Susie....we do have to wonder exactly who or what that it the allure of fame, the music industry, a group head from the business?

    Well, I'm no sign reader but had a search around hoping to find something on the net.(regarding the sign languarge in Blood is on the Dancefloor) No luck thus far.He's signalling out front, to the side and then vertical (like a blessing). How marvellous you took lessons !


    1. Skip who? No, it doesn't sound familiar so I probably didn't make any connection there and believe me I was looking for one. Understand that I do not know everyone in the industry, especially the names of those on the technical end that worked with Michael. Yes, I wrote about Henry Winkler earlier last year, about the same time I was delving into the Beatles and who did their music production - a man tied in to Tavistock.

      The ALLURE of fame in the industry. Yes, Miss Lady Rewards. The false fulfillment. The blending and personification of the business and the art given a name.

      This is the interpretation back in 2010 that I did on BOTDF - - I thought the reference to the sign language was in there but it's not. I know it was discussed in comments but doggone if I can find it now! I've talked about that song numerous times. I did a blog search on "sign language BOTDF" and spelling the whole name of the song out too. Someone else had said something like God, Time and fight.

  6. Gosh Bonnie, this is a shocking piece youv'e found. Whoever wrote that needs to take pause.

    However, I do understand why you think the above mentioned men may be inclined a certain way.


    1. Are you talking about the article about Taraborrelli that I posted parts of above? It was actually a review of his book on Michael. Not sure which part was shocking to you so I can't comment. (The part I posted or the article itself?)

    2. Just the part you posted here, the middle bit where the person describes her thoughts on J.Randy T. When I read it, it just sounded shocking. Hearing someone say things like that out loud about someone. Could just be me. You see, I often wonder if (as I've said before) there isn't some nasty muck up with genetics and such that have caused this problem where people and their sexual orientation is compromised.(thinking of discussions here about the chromosones etc). I know someone that killed themselves because they were inclined the unatural way. There was nothing they could do about it, so killed themselves. I find this to be too sad to contemplate.


    3. TL, I know this comment is older, but I wanted to answer it. Yes, I also thought the same thing. Not that some people haven't just decided to "experiment" and found they liked it - we do have those people, but I also believe there are a LOT of victims of the "lie", that people are "naturally" born to like the same sex - I agree with you. If they can create viruses that can target ethnic groups or isolate and target various types of cells in the body, they most certainly have already figured out the corruption of genetics.

  7. Well, I've just checked Arnie's twitter and he's left a message with Paris not to use zinc oxide as sunscreen, a message about Donna Summer being his neighbour for many years and a happy birthday message to his friend Cher.


    1. I agree with him on that (zinc oxide), I don't use sunscreen at all (which is why I'm burnt). The metals they use in them get into your pores and cause more possible cancer than the sun does. There are more natural sunscreens you can use from plants and vegetables that won't kill you.

      Lucky Donna Summer.

      I wonder if Cher is really still his friend? Maybe he's trying to cover any suspicions that the person who told her on the Queen Mary that they were going to change Michael's skin was HIM. (Isn't he the dermatologist after all?) Did she answer him back? Tell him where he can park his birthday wishes? (Come'on Cher, you can do it!)

    2. Arnie Klein send messages to Paris? That makes me wonder if she know that he is her biological father. Who knows, maybe MJ talked to the children about it when they were old enough to understand. We will never get the answer to that one I suppose.

    3. No and that's fine. I guess I was more worried about what they would try to do in regard to guardianship later one.

  8. I always thought that Michael Bush, Frank Cascio, Travis Payne and the aeg guy, forgot his name. I think they are gay. I mean if you look like a gay, talk like a gay and walk like a gay, you are probably gay, right? Am I the only one who think they might be homosexual beings. And the guy that made MJ's TII clothes, definitely gay.

    1. I don't know how to respond to this, so I'm not going to. This blog is not about being gay or who's gay and who's not. I posted a portion from a blog about Taraborrelli and Halperin because they were both Journalists.

    2. Evan Chandler was not a journalist. And you have mentioned him being gay And in love with Michael.
      I know the blog isn't about who is gay or not. But it seems like most people in MJ's life was either gay men or Jews.

    3. I know Chandler was not a journalist. He had SEVERAL jobs within the CIA "Asset" job pool.

  9. BONNIE - Despite our deep sorrow whenever a loved one leaves the Earth, e.g. your stepfather, we may (sometimes) be privileged to testimony their last look towards a "better world" welcoming them. Today I didn't dare to listen again "How Can You Amend a Broken Heart" but am a bit comforted that at least Robin Gibb's long suffering with this crual illness has ended & upon his last breath, he was surrounded by his beloved ones & surely welcomed in another spiritual dimension. Now, difficult topic for you to read I know, but in case Michael is really dead with his own circumstances as all went too quickly for him, no human loving hand was holding his, except of course God's Loving Hand : unless one believes in the "Illusion", the rest at the L.A. hospital (except his kids & mother) was pure coldness. So whereever he is, Michael can only be in a "better world", because ours sometimes..:o(((

    Yesterday night, I watched a 2011 TV documentary (90 Min.) on Celine Dion's life/career & sequences of her preparations for her 2011 Las Vegas Shows only months after she gave birth to 2 lovely babies !.. Preview :

    & I came to again think of Michael before his own 2009 Shows' preparation. Michael & Celine's careers' paths are quite different but yes, Michael also lived with his MJ3 in a luxury mansion in L.A. while preparing his comeback largely praised by his fans with oversold tickets in a rush of hours BUT as I feel it, in spite of his enthusiasm & the positive turnaround the London Shows could bring to his finances & career, I never felt in his Vids the same excitement or joy or warmth as for e.g. Celine's more privileged circumstances. Contrarily to her, Michael had really no good private partner, true friend, associate or family member around to support him affectively & practically before any of his past or last Shows, except the regular crew. The full Celine Dion's documentary shows she had over the past & still has a great professional & affective support with her husband & pygmalion, René Angelil, & some close members of her own family who still take care of her & her own family closely whenever she is on Tour. Who ever took care of Michael ? You know the answer (BTW in the 2011 Vegas Shows Celine Dion sung several Songs of Michael as a special Tribute to him). Michael was indeed married to his Art, yes, but many famous artists who survived more or less the showbiz industry pressures were the ones who were privately loved & taken care of by either a trusted life or professional partner &/or family members. Not Michael's past personal circumstances sadly.

  10. But I would never have thought that Klein was gay. But he is openly gay so you can't argue that he is not.

  11. Sorrry I meant this site mjourbrother also called michael and michelles ministries. Is michaels spirit passing himself off as the new. Jesus? I heard he visits a lot of people and says he,s jesus. Scary.

    1. Please do not just post links on here of other blogs like this one. I deleted your other post. I don't advertise my blog on other blogs and I don't want other people taking those liberties here either. I've seen that site. Not in agreement with it.

    2. Sorry Anon, didn't mean to be so short (got interrupted and was trying to post before I had to leave it).

      The blogs that say Michael is Jesus and Jesus is Michael etc, I'm not discounting (interesting Bible verses between Daniel and Revelation) but Michael JACKSON?

      There are a LOT of similar and parallel items in Michael's songs, Michael's timing of certain events, and what the Bible says will happen. It's been discussed here before. I no longer think that discussion is "scary". But those sites you posted are not exactly constructive. Maybe its just the way I'm looking at it, but I thought it could be one of two things:

      Either Michael is MORE than the King of Pop (meaning bigger than even his own marketed personna) or . . . .

      Those constructing his personna in the industry want us to BELIEVE that Michael is bigger than his own personna. And that is also evident in some of his song lyrics.

      Its almost time to get back into that. I have a few blogs ready.

  12. Have you tried one of those Bible apps? Now you can carry around the Bible in your phone.

  13. I forgot Raffles and Dave Dave. I think they are gay too. Gay men seem to love the entertainment business. And they are talented too. Look at many of the big clothes designers. I wonder if they are born with an artistic gene? Many gay men have been sexually molested by an adult man as children. That makes you wonder if they are born gay or if their experiences as children had something to do with it. Now you might wondering why I keep talking about gay people. It crossed my mind when you mentioned that Halperin, Chandler and Taborelli might be gay. I don't think Halperin could be gay. I have no idea about the other two. But you never know. Maybe you are right. Some gay men are very masculine and act as straight men. So sometimes it is hard to tell.

    1. Skip as in John Branca's partner.


    2. THE BACK END DEAL. Henry was the first client that Skip Brittenham got the back end deal up and happening for. When Henry was the Fonz. Skip and his company became famous on account of this (from the actor's perspective). He and John Branca have been partners for decades. Don't know if this is useful in what you were actually searching for.



    3. TL - that wasn't the connection I had made but thank you. That is very interesting. I was always concentrating on Weitzman and Branca working together (seemingly on many celebrity estates, and all of them used the same Estate planner as they did with Cobain and Randy Quaid.) I wonder what Quaid is up to now?

      I'm sure Sony sends a lot of their acts Branca's way. Now I have to go look back at that blog topic. I can't remember who else was connected through "the Fonz". Oh yeah! Weitzman's son!

    4. Oh yes, I've looked at the Quaid and Cobain cases re Weitzman and Branca. I always thought it rather interesting that Michaels lawyer was their lawyer in all this mess till he quit. I felt it was put out almost purposely to make a point but who knows????? I have this problem thinking that certain people were hired to do a bit of 'acting' for the sake of getting certain issues out to the public. (It could just be my wild imaginings of course).

      It was interesting that Courtney said she always liked John even though she was aware of the fact that he was being taught by Weiztman who she considered the main culprit in this scamming .

      And as far as skip goes, I always remember him saying that someone gave him a chq for 500 million one time for a particular charity he's involved with and I thought, please don't tell me that's where Michaels 500 million went that he told us he'd given someone. Mind you, there are a few wealthy people that could probably part with that kind of money but not too many.

      Ziffren Brittenham LLP is Branca's law firm. So its not just John who is/was Michaels lawyer all those years, it is John's company (hence Skip) where Skip is a major partner.


    5. 500 million dollars is not a check that MOST celebrities are even WILLING to write let alone have the capability of writing. What are the odds that it's NOT Michael's check?

      I have a copy of Courtney's Twitter tirade. The Lawyer she named was Branca but the lawyer with her in court was Weitzman.

      Yes, I have the info on Branca's firm, but I never paid attention too much to Skip. I thought he was like a second thought - not intimately connected to Michael like Branca was. Branca was present at that January 2004 "Goldman Sach's" meeting, Skip wasn't, unless he was in the othe room with the rest of the NOI heavies (Leonard Muhammad was seated in the back next to Alvin Malnik in the photo that I have. Charles Koppelman looks like he was photo shopped in there.

  14. Why are you posting Anonymous comments about who is gay and who is not? You delete others with whom you do not agree, why are you giving this one free reign? Yours doesn't seem to be a homophobic site.

    1. I don't post anonymous comments, I have an I.D. on here. And nobody gets free rein. This is a blog not a message board. I delete ABUSIVE posts. There are plenty on here that don't agree with everything I post or comment on and differences of opinion.

      For the record, I don't believe there is any such thing as "homophobic". The word means "fear of man". It's an idiom created specifically to label people. And you're right. I don't believe anyone on here that posts regularly hates or fears people that are gay (male or female).

      Also for the record I don't agree with "anonymous" in her assertions of all the people she posted, which disproves your theory that I delete others who don't agree with me. And your post is still here :o)

    2. Anonymous
      You are JUDGING me by saying that I am homophobic. And your comment got posted. So what are you complaining about? For the record, I am not homophobic. But it seems to be a sensitive subject. So I guess a lot of people are homophobic. As soon as you put the word GAY in a sentence people get upset.

  15. Anonymous
    I think Bonnie knows who I am. And she knows in her heart that I am not homophobic. I have nothing against gay people but at the same time I don't think it's normal and natural. But I respect them as human beings. And think they should have the same rights as the rest of us. I prefer to be anonymous to avoid drama. But I guess I failed, huh? I am one of God's people of love and truth and I love MJ. That's why I read this blog. I like the way Bonnie spreading the message and clues in the Bible, and trying to expose the truth about what happened to our belowed MJ, and the truth about what's going on in the world. Bonnie and I are not getting along for some reasons. But we both believe in God, Love and Truth. We are on the same mission so to speak. That's why I am still here. I am trying not to make comments, but sometimes I can't help myself. But you don't have to worry about this being a homophobic site because it is not. And don't forget, don't judge and you won't be judged. To assume a person to be gay is not homophobic. And I didn't say THEY ARE, I said I THINK THEY ARE. What's homophobic about that? If I say that I think Frank Cascio is Italian, does that make me a racist then?

  16. Bonnie, your comments about the Billie Jean lyrics just gave me goose bumps. Michael did say that the lyrics came from God. His "invincible" comments also struck a chord. The man was an angel and a prophet.


    1. Deb,

      Well they gave me goosebumps too when I went back over the lyrics after everything I researched last year. I think what made me do a double-take was the section of lyrics that said "for 40 days and for 40 nights the law was on her side" - Biblical having to do with Israel and Ezekiel having to lay on his side for Judah for 40 days and 40 nights. I know this is not the only mention of 40 days in the Bible but it IS in reference to someone laying on their side for the iniquities of Judah. (Israel had more days, Judah was 40).


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