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Michael Jackson Justice: Breaking the Silence and Letting Him In

God: Reconnect to Him

The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael's story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Breaking the Silence and Letting Him In

You’ll Know It When He’s Gone

For thy Maker is thine husband; the LORD of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called.  For the LORD hath called thee as a woman forsaken and grieved in spirit, and a wife of youth, when thou wast refused, saith thy God."

She noticed as soon as her bike crested the hill.    She stopped with both her feet planted into the dirt on either side of the bike.

He wasn’t there.

The base of the tree where he usually sat was vacant.  She felt something but she couldn’t identify it right away.  She looked across the field, up onto the knoll in the distance, looked up the road then turned her head left to the golden field framed by the split log fence.  No sign of him.

“No.”  She whispered to herself.

She looked down and tried to determine what it was she felt.  It was as if something inside her just  . . . got up and left.

She swung her leg over the seat of the bike to join the other and she slowly began walking her bike up the soft rise.  As long as she could remember, she had done this twice a week, sometimes more depending on her schedule.  But he was always there, regardless of when she took her ride.  Always there.

The tree and its tenant occupied the center of the field on the right hand side between the split-rail fence and the base of the gentle hill.  There was never anything but grass on the field.  Sharon imagined it was probably used for horses.  There were sometimes rolls of hay dotting the horizon on the field.

But he was always there.

Every time she would ride this road, he was sitting there, book in hand.  Some book, it didn’t matter.  He was always reading.  He would wear long pants, trousers, jeans and some days he would be barefoot with his shoes sitting somewhere beside him.  Sometimes he had long sleeves, sometimes short with a sweater tied by the arms around his shoulders.

In the early days it took her forever to wave back.  She didn’t know him.  His brown skin complimented the dark, wirey curls and that smile - It just lit up his face and made you feel like you were cared about.  It took her forever to get used to the impact of that greeting every time, but she did and eventually got brave enough to return it.

But he was always there.

She didn’t remember him ever NOT being there.  From the time she was old enough for her mother to let her ride out on her own, he was there.  And he always, always looked up at her, direct eye to eye contact and he had the warmest, friendliest, shyest smile. 

And his hand would always come up and he would wave and smile that smile, warming those big, dark eyes.

One day she told her mother about him.  She thought maybe she might know his family, but she didn’t.

“Why don’t you go over and say hi to him?” Her mother had suggested.  But Sharon never did.  She was content with the smile and the shared waves.  She was curious as to who he was. She had twinges of wanting to get to know the boy behind the smile and the loving eyes.  She wanted to know what books he was interested in, where he lived, and why he was there every time she passed by, but she never asked.

She thought “maybe the next day” because every day, he was there.  He was always there.

The weeks grew into years and she grew into a woman.  She rode her bike there less and less often.  But every once In a while, between dating, and dances, and applying to schools, she just felt she needed that encouraging wave.   When she would miss that warm smile and just need to jump on her bike and ride, ride, ride . . . .

And he was always there.  Always there with the glance up from the book, looking at her from under the curls and his sweeping, white smile would beam.  The book would relax against his outstretched legs long enough for his hand to come up and wave.  She would feel her face automatically draw into a smile. She would stop, walk her bike instead of ride so she could bring her hand up and wave back with her own smile.

She grew into a woman and he watched her, greeting her every day.

She dated and soon her own life took her from her daily jaunts on the dirt road with the split rail fence on either side.  The golden field on one side and the green on the other harboring the big tree and the boy who grew into a man with the same big warm eyes and the same healing smile.  Every day he was always there.

What she didn’t know was that he was there even when she wasn’t.  He was there waiting for her familiar bobbing as she crested the hill on her bike when she instead chose to try her first drug.

He was there when one night after a fight with her mother, she sped off with her boyfriend and gave herself away in a rebellious decision that cost her the life she grew inside her.

He was there waiting when she ran away from home, then called home crying, not even knowing it was his presence she was missing.

When she took too many pills the night she realized that college was not in her future.  Then “dad” died, then mother.  Then she closed up the house, moved to the city and worked for an insurance company, and . . .

And  . . .

She missed him.  Every once in a while she would think about him. Wonder if he ever married, wonder if he ever finished that book.

And he waited. 

He watched her grow into a woman.  He watched childhood leave her and trouble replace it.  And every day she didn’t show up, bobbing up and down on her bike peddles, his smile drew down, and his eyes were less happy, and the love he had to give was just  . . . left . . . to hang there, in the air.

He would look down at his book, then look up into the sky and wonder why she never climbed that fence to get to know him.  He wanted her to.  He wanted his smile to reflect just how much he loved her and he felt that maybe, just maybe she loved him too.  But there was no effort to mature the relationship beyond the point of casual encounters.  If only she would attempt to get to know him . . .

His smile lost its exuberance when he learned the path she took.  He knew about the drugs.  He knew about the day she gave up her innocence out of anger and the death of the child that resulted.

And his heart was heavy.  She had no idea how much he loved her.  She never knew how much her pain affected him.

Faithfully he loved her and he waited for her, every day, reading his book.  But he knew he would not be able to keep doing that forever.  He waited for her.

Bike against a tree

One day Sharon was late for a lunch date with a colleague.   She had just been promoted to department supervisor and the colleague, Steve, was paired with her to develop an investment strategy for widows annuities packages.

It wasn’t her fault. She got called to go over numbers and had left her cell phone back in the office in her purse.  By the time she got to the restaurant, she was fifteen minutes late and Steve had already ordered.

“I am reeeeally sorry”, Sharon pleaded, “Mark wanted the report for . . .”  Steve cut her off.

“That’s no problem, I ordered but I didn’t know what you wanted to drink.”

Sharon looked up, feeling invaded, “You ordered?  For ME?  How do you know what I want?”

Steve put his hand up to stop her cresting bent, “Don’t get mad at me. I didn’t order your meal, just an appetizer.  I know you like those stuffed mushrooms.”

Sharon relaxed, “Oh.  Oh, I’m sorry then.  I’m sorry.”

Steve smiled just then, and looked up and just for a fleeting second, that smile.

“Steve . . .” Sharon said trailing off.

“I waited for you.”  Steve caught the look on her face, “Sharon?  You okay?  You look like you just lost your best friend.  What’s wrong?”

Sharon felt her soul fall to the bottom of her gut.  “I didn’t even know his name,” She said, almost whispering to herself.

Steve then turned back into Steve.  He squinted one eye, dipped his head toward her and said, “What?  Who?”

Sharon just stared at him.

“Steve.  I have to go.”

“What?  What do you mean have to go?”  He replied.

Sharon threw some cash on the table to cover her appetizer and wrestled herself into her coat.  “Something I should have done a long time ago for someone, and if I don’t do it now . . . I just need to do it now.  Please tell Mark it was an emergency, and I will call him okay?  Please?”

Steve stood up and shook his head yes, but that was all he could reply in his shock.  He wasn’t even back in his seat by the time she exited through the doors.

The drive took three hours, but she needed to think.  Was she crazy?  He probably wouldn’t even remember her. She could open up the house, stay there for a couple of days, “oh please God, be there”.

She pulled up to the house.  Did it ever look lonely.  She flew into the house, finding the key in the customary place.  It had been over a year since she had been back here.

She threw open some windows and looked around.  “Bike”, she said.

She went out to the garage and there it hung on the wall.  She could drive her car to the place but she thought he might not recognize her unless she was on the bike.  The tires were flat.  Panicking, she found the pump, but the tires wouldn’t hold air.

“Come-ONNNNNNNNN!”  She whined out loud.  She rushed over and felt the tires on her mother’s bike.  They seemed solid, so she pulled that off the wall.  Spider webs.  Yuck.

She left her blazer on the hood of the old Chrysler.  Her pale lavender pants and white blouse really would stand out on a bicycle out in the country on a dirt road but she did not care.

As she peddled, she realized how out of shape she was, but her legs remembered.  And she came to the familiar turn on the road which was still dirt and with apprehension of possible dashed hope, she began peddling up the road.  The tires made that familiar whishing sound on the packed dirt.

As she came to the little hill, she could see the familiar tree in the distance.  Nothing changed.  The split rail still cradled the road.  The golden field of hay was still on her left and green grass was to her right.  She would not be able to see the base of the tree and its companion until she crested the rise.

But as she crested the rise, she saw the base of the tree, for the first time since she began riding this road, was empty.

For the mystery of iniquity doth already work:
only he who now letteth will let,
until he be taken out of the way."

“No”, she whispered to herself.

She looked down and tried to determine what it was she felt.  It was as if something inside her just  . . . got up and left.

She swung her leg over the seat of the bike to join the other and she slowly began walking her bike up the soft rise.  As long as she could remember, she had done this twice a week, sometimes more depending on her schedule.  But he was always there, regardless of when she took her ride.  Always there.

But he was gone.

Numbness first crept into her as she slowly walked her bike to the point she always walked it.  She stopped directly across from the tree.  Automatically her hand came up to wave, but it just froze in mid air.  She didn’t even notice the first tear until it tickled her chin and hung off the edge. 

One of the rails had been broken in two, rotted through and hung down into the ground.  Slowly she just walked her bike right through the opening.  She had never been on the other side of that fence.

Eyes transfixed she continued to the base of the tree.  She rested her bike to one side of it and looked down, half expecting him to materialize.  She could see the exact spot where he would sit, as the grass was worn right down to the dirt.  There was even a darker spot on the bark of the tree where his back might have rested.  A short laugh escaped her.

She knelt down and put her hand against the ground where he would have been sitting.  Perhaps she could feel his warmth.

She stood up and tried to imagine him sitting there, looking up under his brows and playful curls with those eyes with the light behind them and that smile that lit up the heavens.  Then that shy little wave.

She turned and looked around the field.  The road beyond the fence looked almost foreign from his seat.

She sat down in his exact spot under the tree.  She stretched out her legs and folded one ankle on top of the other, just as she saw him many times.  From the worn portions in the grass where his heals must have rested, she could see he was slightly taller than her, not by much, but a little.

Then she pulled her knees up, which put pressure on her lower back against the tree.  It actually felt kind of good.  But she realized she was sobbing.

She put her head back against the tree, asking no one there “Why?  Why today of all days do you have to be gone?  On the day that I came because I realized I needed you and neglected you?  I wanted to say I was sorry and try to get to know you”, and before she realized it, she began praying for the first time since she lived at “home”.

The Relationship

She prayed for the boy who most assuredly was no longer a boy.  He was no longer a boy when she last saw him.  But he never seemed to change.  She prayed to God that he was okay and that he was happy.  Then she said in a broken whisper, “Just please, if it is possible, please find a way to let him know how much I love him and that I’m sorry.”

She let the last line of the prayer billow in the breeze to be carried away up to Him.  Sharon then leaned her head back against the tree and closed her eyes.

The light changed behind her eyelids.  She wasn’t sure how long they were closed.  She may have even been asleep, she wasn’t sure.  Figuring a cloud had passed over the sun, she opened her eyes to find an older gentleman standing not four feet away from her, just looking at her.

“Oh”, she said scooting up against the tree to a more erect sitting position, “Am I trespassing?”

He put his hand up and looked down with smile “No, no . . . not at all.  You must be Sharon.  John’s little girl.”

Sharon stood up.  She wiped her cheeks gently from the hint of moisture left over from tears, and then rubbed her eyes.  She looked again and realized she was probably talking to Mr. Harris although he had really aged.  She remembered she had not seen him since she was probably eight or nine years old.  But why would he be in this field?

He asked if she was okay, and she shook her head yes.  She asked, “How is Mrs. Harris doing?”

“Nancy is fine, but I should probably clarify that I’m not the same Mr. Harris that was married to Nancy.  I’m Herb, his brother.”

“Oh”, was all Sharon replied.  He looked just like his brother.

Herb continued, “I bought Aaron’s farm after he died, to help Nancy out.  Gabe used to love to spend time here and since Nancy was a teacher, He stayed here most of the time.”

“Who’s Gabe, your son?”

Herb Harris smiled.  “He told me about you, you know.  Gabe did.”

Sharon shook her head, looking at him blankly.

“He sat under this tree almost every single day, and the first couple of times he saw you ride up on your bike, he just kept wanting to come back”.

Sharon’s eyes grew “He sat under this tree, reading a book most of the time?”  Herb smiled and shook his head.  Sharon didn’t understand since the Harris’s were not the same color as Gabe, the boy who sat under the tree, but she was so happy Herb knew him!

“Oh, I came back here to find him!” she blurted out, “For some reason he haunted my thoughts and I always felt bad that I never climbed that fence and came over to talk to him!  How is he?  Probably grown with his own children now!”

Mr. Harris lowered his head and looked her in the eye.  “Sharon, God took Gabe several years ago.”

Sharon’s heart fell and fresh tears poured over her lashes, making new paths on her cheeks.

“Oh, no”, she cried.  “No.  You don’t understand.  He brightened my whole day every time I saw him.  He never knew it but there were days where he was my sustenance when I couldn’t . . .” her throat closed as tears cut her off.

Mr. Harris smiled, “Yes.  It’s okay, Sharon, he had that effect on everybody.  If you knew where he came from, what he lived through and with, but had so much love for people.  I used to tell my wife Hailey that he was an angel, just sent to fill the lives of people he touched.”

“How will he ever know that I loved him?  He didn’t know it, and I never told him because, well I don’t know why.  I just always thought he would be there, I guess.”

Mr. Harris turned around and leaned down to pick up something from the grass behind him.  It was a brown paper bag, wrinkled and aged.

“Sharon, he told me about you.  He told me about your smile, your hair in the sun, your bike.  He loved watching you come over that little hill, so full of life.”

Sharon’s heart skipped, knowing that he thought about her.  Mr. Harris continued, “He tried to get out here every day but toward the end, he would make me drive him out here and help him to the tree.”

Sharon couldn’t even look at Mr. Harris as he told this story.  Her head was down, tears falling straight to the ground.

“Hailey and I brought him home from Gabon when we were missionaries over there.  He was an orphan in the children’s hospital we visited.  I remember the day we walked in there and our hearts were immediately drawn to this little four year old boy with the lump on his neck and a light in his eyes that could only come from a natural ability to love.  He looked right at us, captured our attention and smiled.”

Sharon knew that smile well.

“He had several battles with regard to health but even with that, God always seemed to shine in that boy.  If the only reason he was created was to propel that gift he had to love people toward someone that needed it, he fulfilled it every day.”

Mr. Harris handed her the brown paper bag.  “He wanted you to have this, if you ever came back.”

Sharon shook her head back and forth and new tears formed, “I can’t.  I don’t deserve it!”  She knew it was probably the book that he read, judging from the size and shape of the item under the brown paper.  “I just always thought he’d be there.  He was always there!”

Mr Harris said quietly, “Sharon?  Sharon?  Listen to me.  He knew, okay?  He came here every day waiting for you, because he knew you would be back.  He wasn’t sure when but he knew you would be back because he knew that you loved him.  And even though he was sad, he still knew you’d be back.”

Sharon couldn’t stand anymore without throwing her arms around Herb.

Herb chuckled lightly, “Oh, oh it’s okay, it’s okay.”  He pulled her back and placed the brown bag folded around the object into her hands.  Sharon hugged it to her as if she would never let it go.

“Knowing Gabe, he probably wrote you a note in there somewhere.  I would read that as soon as you get home.  He couldn’t talk after they removed the tumor from his throat and he expressed his feeling so beautifully in writing.  He loved to write.”

“Mr. Harris, thank you so much, and I am so sorry you lost him.  How did you know I would be here today?” 

Mr. Harris smiled meekly, “Sharon, I came ever day, several times a day.  I knew you would come because Gabe told me you would come.”  He turned to leave and then gave Sharon one more piece of advice.  “You know, sometimes we all think we have forever to say or do the things we want for our loved ones.  There were days after the surgery that Gabe couldn’t make it out here.  But God made sure that it was never on the days that you were coming.”  Mr. Harris watched Sharon’s face slowly dissolve back into the countenance of a little girl.

“I don’t know what the letter says in that book, but I do know he wrote one.  There will come a day when our last day will come upon us.  And we want to make sure we culture as many of the relationships God sends our way as we can.  You just never know who’s life you will change and what part you will play in the plan.”

With that Mr. Harris told her good bye.

He waited for us – Can’t we wait for him?

It was awkward trying to ride the bike home with the bag held under her arm, but she did it.  She didn’t open the package until she put the bike up in the garage, went in and sat down at the dusty kitchen table.  She took a second to consider the dust and realized she really, really wanted to be home.

She reached in and pulled out the book – a brown, leather bound Holy Bible.  New tears, she picked up the book and hugged it as if she were hugging him.  Then she remembered what Herb Harris told her about a note.

She carefully opened the very worn and frequently used Bible and folded in fours was a piece of white drawing paper.

She took a breath before opening it.  It said . . .

Dear Sharon,

You probably are wondering how in the world I know so much about you when we’ve never spoken.  Every day you rode your bike, I was waiting for you.  I loved the way you enjoyed life and your smile helped me through some painful days.

I know you were probably too shy to talk to me, or maybe you didn’t know what to say, but I felt we shared a private friendship that no words or conversation could enhance.  During those few minutes every day I saw you, was ours and our lives were complete.

When you stopped coming around, I knew you had moved on.  I knew about your anguish, your struggles and your pain.  On the days I did not see you, I would ask aunt Nancy or uncle Aaron about you.  Please don’t be mad at them.  I just wanted to get to know you and share your life. It enabled me to pray for you.  I wanted God to be by your side to help you until you could feel him there.

I did not come from a good background and I was never sure if you would find my life interesting, but I could feel you.  I’m sorry I hesitated and I should have done more than just wave.  When I knew I was dying, I wrote this letter.

Sharon, even though I know that you know I love you, It is never really enough unless the person can hear it said to them by the person, so I am saying it now.

I waited for you to tell you that until I couldn’t wait any more.  Sometimes we don’t know what we will miss until it is gone.   When you stopped riding, I really missed you.

Please don’t cry.  Because I am going to ask you to do me a favor.  This book I am leaving for you, I want you to read it.  REALLY read it.  Because all the love I have for you came from the originator of this book.  The rest of our relationship is in here.

Even though I know you will come back and receive this book and this letter, I want you to realize that there will be a day that you too will be taken out of the way.  Don’t resist his call for you.  Don’t answer it with silence.  Let him in.  Don’t cheat yourself of life.

Don’t wait for God to get off the bike and come walking over to you.  Get to know him with the life he has given you.  There is nothing that will substitute or replace that love.  That is why I gave you this book.  Because once you are gone, you won’t have that opportunity.  And I sure do want to see you again.


Sharon sat there with the evening shadows pulling shapes in the kitchen through the windows.   Tears and memories mingled together and fell to the table, dampening pages of a years-worn Bible that held the love that binds every relationship.

“God?” she said to the empty spaces in the house, “Thank you for making such a beautiful human being.  I’m sorry I never answered you when you spoke to me.  I’m sorry I tried to hide from you what you already knew.  Do you think maybe you can forgive my stubbornness and my temper, and my pride and live in me as you did him?  I so want to be able to give this to someone who needs it as I do.”

It was quiet in the old house as she sat there, letting the tears roll.  She did not think she ever loved anyone this much in her whole life.

And as that filled her, she closed her eyes and succumbed to it.   She let it take her over, letting God carry the love for a man she until then saw almost every day throughout her childhood, but never knew. 

Her last thought before she finally stood to lock up and head back to the city made her smile.  That even during the times she was too busy to think about him, he was STILL always there.

God was always there.

Letting Him Win and Letting Him In
We do this to Him Every Day
God, this is a beautiful song

There are people that read this blog that I’ve hurt.    That’s not what I want to do.  So for those people I hurt, please forgive me.  There comes a point in time when you are so insistent on trying to help people that your zeal ends up pushing them away and in your anger you don’t see things clearly.

Our job is to plant the seed, not try to grow the tree.  We don’t have control over the things that are God’s.  Please forgive me.  There will be a time that it will be too late and it’s not that far away.  Make that time count.  God wants you with him.  Don’t close him out.

One Last Thing:

Michael’s children and Oprah.  This is all I’m going to say on the subject.  This was submitted to me by Miss P. who posts here occasionally.  Part of this is taken directly from her email, including her comments in between the articles.

****  Start  ****

And what do you know this happens. Just to remind you I don't know how true this is but she did lose $330 million dollars. I never thought I would see the day.

Am I missing something here? How can someone be stripped of power from their own cable network?

*****  End  *****

How indeed!

I don’t care what the other bloggers like “777” are writing about this.  If this is even remotely true, then we need to Pray for Oprah and send her comments of support.

I have a feeling that there are going to be quite a few people I was wrong about when things start falling out of the woodwork.

Paris, sweetheart, please forgive me.  You have my full support for this interview.  Just please stop doing the “horns” thing, okay?  Please?

I also have heard something on the good side of Prince Abullah (he’s Prince Al Waleed’s uncle and King of Saudi).  I don’t know a lot about Prince Abudullah (not even sure if I spelled it right), but I admire his nephew and his friendship with Michael.  Their countries have put up with a lot from Israel.  As soon as I read more and am comfortable that the information is correct, I will report on what I find.  I guess for now, just pray for their health and safety and God’s hand in what their endeavors are.

The REAL Anti-Semites reside in Israel

This article showed up on my facebook page.  Finally some of this garbage is reaching the masses.  If you can imagine, this also happened in America and to some degree still goes on. 

Some of the quoted accusations include MK’s and ministers accusing blacks with HIV of “raping our women”, they’ve been called a “cancer” and accusing them of “carrying infectious diseases” and one minister said “this country belongs to the white man.”

Ethiopian Jewish MK Shlomo Molla told the Jerusalem Post that his community identifies with the migrants and that they have long suffered from racism in Israel.

Prime Minister Netanyahu and the government refers to the refugees as “infilitrators” and most Israelis believe that the around 60,000, mostly Eritreans and Sudanese, are migrant workers not refugees. A new law means that the refugees can be imprisoned and the government is building large camps, but these will not be able to house all the refugees. Israel is also building a fence along its border with Egypt." – Source,

These quotes were taken from articles also in the and the Jerusalem Post if you would like to read about “intolerance”, those in glass houses shouldn't throw stones.  This really burns me up because these people think nothing of slamming someone like Michael with the “anti-Semitic” label just because he complains on a private phone conversation (illegally taped mind you) where he complains about one of their crimes against him.

Ironically, Netanyahu is more concerned about his ministers keeping quiet to the press then he is about the welfare of the workers brought to their country by President Bush from Ethiopia back in the 1990’s.  Remember Operations Solomon and Moses where traditional, Biblical Jews were found in Ethiopia and they were relocated, retrained and re-educated?  I wrote about that a year ago.  Well, I guess the “slaves” they brought in to hide from the world are now no longer wanted in the country.

Sounds more to me like “Operation Keep the Real Jews Hidden” just blew up in their faces.

They’re beginning to show their true colors globally.  Please pray for those people being treated like this ANYWHERE let alone Israel.  The wolves disguises are melting off in the Middle-Eastern sun.

China Owns America?

No.  Try China owes us a trillion dollars that got forgiven.  Ask why Britain is the only one who got paid their money they lent during the war? – Source,

Looks like all roads lead to “New Jerusalem”, doesn’t it?

Stay tuned – Sounds like the-you-know-what is going to hit the fan soon.

There are good people out there still fighting the good fight.


  1. The story reminds me of FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND.


    1. Yeah, except without sand, foot prints, Jesus, the ocean, a different message and it's much longer.

      I love THAT story too. Makes me cry when I see it :o)

    2. OH yes, I know that its a whole different story etc etc etc but it just reminds me of Footprints. I gave my Dad Footprints when he was in hospital for a few months once. It suited seeings he was at his lowest....course we know who carries you then..


    3. That is one of my favorite stories of love and protection from Jesus. I love that paired with the picture of footprints in the sand. It is very comforting. "Carried you". :o)

  2. I find it terribly difficult to get the positivity happening with regard to Oprah seeings she has promoted the 'shifters' more than anyone i know. Try as I might, I can see nothing remotely christian in what they do, or what their ultimate plans are.(although I will say they 'appear' to be very kind, loving, etc etc) I've said this over and again here already though. I personally have found it hard to understand why people were still tuned in to Oprah once she went off on that tangent and now all those that she promoted are on a ROLL. I find them very dangerous. Just personal thoughts here you understand. I wouldn't like to know that people around her are doing the wrong thing when it comes to OWN as regardless of what i think of her, its still wrong and illegal and immoral for anyone to dupe another.


    1. I know. I hear you. I just thought the stories were interestingly timed.

      I'm of the opinion that IF . . . IF Oprah did some soul-searching, it may not have been until later. I remember her being quoted from an interview once where she said she "didn't want to end up like Michael Jackson".

      I agree with you on some of the people her show has launched. Maybe someone got to her.

    2. I am really concerned about her latest thing, the transcendtal meditation (which so very many are into). Her working with Deepak worries me. And the Lady Gaga thing at the University, that blew my mind (not in a good way). Having said that, there is something I can't quite put my finger on regarding Oprah. Perhaps its that I hope she is playing along with something for a certain reason we don't know about - yet.


    3. What is wrong with yoga and meditation? They make you much calmer, yoga also makes your body flexible and strong. I see nothing wrong with that. And you start thinking much clearer.

      Church( not God.... we don't know how much of what Jesus actually said is in the Bible since it has been tampered with) always wanted common folks to stay stupid and ignorant so that church and government could manipulate them.

      I remember that even here there was a link to a video about a third eye, where one woman suggested that the "scary stories" were made up so that peole would avoid self-development and stuff....they try to destroy/impair our pineal gland for a reason....I see it that way.

    4. I thought the transcendental meditation was not really a NEW thing with her. Jesus meditated, so meditation itself is not evil, it is all about WHAT you meditate on.

      The thing with Oprah is we don't know if those stories are a ploy or not. We know a false religion is being prepared and some of these top celebrities could be leaving the "cults" set up by the very people who are creating the "new" one. And it will be brought forth with the "signs and lying wonders", an fantastic light show and hologramed illusions.


      TL is right. There is nothing wrong with meditation itself but it is WHAT you meditate on. Yoga came out of the Eastern Religions even though the exercise alone is beneficial to the body. And I'll tell you something else. The Bible has been less tampered with then a lot of your Eastern Religions, yet nobody ever fires this claim against any other religion or manuscript than the Bible. Lies don't get attacked by the liars, the TRUTH does.

      With that said, like I mentioned to TL above, even Jesus meditated - but on GOD. When you empty the mind, you have to be watchful of what fills it.

    5. I don't follow any eastern religion so I have no idea if they have been tampered with or not.))))
      And in India, for example,( I have friends there) they don't take religion seriously, I mean they use their gods to help them in everyday life. They kind of don't worship them)))) So obviously they don't care if something was tampered with or not.

      Anyway,I was just defending yoga and meditation and scary stories about them)))))

    6. I don't follow them either, just read up on them. I actually have a friend in India too. She's from Phuket and is a travel agent/tour guide. She doesn't call it a "religion" but a "faith" The way she explained it to us (my husband and I) is that it is pretty much ingrained in them.

      I don't know how the younger generation there views religion but my friend told me that Hinduism, Buddhism and Islam are the three biggest over there. Hinduism is where the "karma/dharma" came from and the impression I got from her was yes, they are serious about their beliefs. It's interesting because many of their symbols are also rife throughout other religions, such as Catholism, Islam and other Christian churches/denominations as well as Judaism. I covered this last year too.

      You don't have to defend Yoga here. I'm not attacking it. :o)

    7. Elena,

      Take a look at the Hinduism portal. It's on the right side of this page

      Looks like the Swastika, doesn't it? Why would Hitler chose such a symbol? He wasn't Hindu, he was half Jewish.

    8. Shiva

      If you look at this picture, you can see Islam and Judaism all over it . . . prayer beads, crescent moon on his head, trident, and the serpent. Both Islam and Kabbalah use prayer beads and the Catholics use "Rosary beads".

      On the Buddha's I posted picture of last year, they had the "Swastika" or the "portal" on their chests and/or on their hands (mark in their right hands or their foreheads) and the Punjab sp???) of course is the mark on their forehead.

    9. I guess I talk to younger generation of Indians who are not very religious)))))

      Yes, I know that Hitler used Hindu swastika.

      Actually, swastika USED to have positive meaning.

      "The word Swastika comes from the Sanskrit words su, meaning well, and asti, meaning to be. "

      But then again, it represents "sun god" which is devil(satan). So that is why he used it , i think.

    10. And also..there are two kinds of swastika. Clockwise and anti-clockwise.
      Clockwise- creation . Anti-clockwise - destruction( represents goddess Kali). Nazis used the second one. I guess that explains it.

      Hitler was very interested in the occult so obviously he believed that swastika was very powerful...

    11. Hi Elena,

      Sorry about Phuket - She's from Thailand, not India (I'm a dunce, don't mind me) But she is from India, lives in Thailand (where she works) and I got the two mixed up. (Phuket I believe was also damaged by the Tsunami in 2005).

      Yes, you're right about the word from Sanskrit and its meaning.

      The Kabbalah portal is of course the Sephiroth or the "Tree of Life". The Tree of Life was in the garden of Eden (but didn't look like the Sephiroth, LOL) and I am betting it had a fruit on it that repaired DNA or rebuilt it - stunted aging.

      This is a good site on the similarities between Kabbalah and Hinduism.

      We can research this stuff but it is really sneaky, leading back to the "sun god" as you said. I will never forget the day I found that verse in the Bible about the "symbol of your god, the star". Answered every one of my questions about modern day Judaism and the shared symbols of some of the other sun-god religions.

      I knew about the different directions of the Swastika but not their meanings. Thank you for sharing that.

    12. Ladies,

      I never ever said ordinary meditation is no good. I am well aware of Jesus meditating on his Father. I said TRANSCENDENTAL meditation. I hope that clears that up. I would never write such things here if I weren't aware of what it is. I have watched the video's with our 'stars' all sharing their story of how they've started TM. I have paid mind to DAvid Lynch's schools tht teach the children meditiation (in fact the schools are focussed on it) which will become TM I gather seeings Mr Lynch is the one who promotes it. And yes, I've seen the Michael poses (meditiating etc). I'm sure O has meditated a long time but she was on air recently telling about TM and how she's got her staff onto it etc. TM is a very REAL worry to me. The other thing is , is that the YOUTH as you mention Elena (who don't take things so seriously) are the ones that yoga and meditation will appeal to and maybe most of them will just enjoy it on a surface level but there are those who push this type of thing who take it well beyond the surface level. I wouldn't have mentioned any of it except that its a typical sign of these New Agers.

      As far as the new religion......they have it up and running. They are already set (in my opinion). The people Oprah has promoted over these last years are it (or think they are) and have so many people linked to their ideals its just not funny. In turn they have friends in very very high places which takes in the govt people, the scientists, doctors and so forth (one Dr I left info on here is well tied and busy promoting one of the main leaders of this sick group). They are tied to ordinary people via every possible 'green' group, all 'animal' groups, all 'youth' groups, all 'environmental' groups and so on. They KNOW how it should all be and it does not hold a place for any Christian.

      Sorry to rant but this is why I'm concerned over Transcendental Meditation.


  3. BONNIE, is that YOU who wrote this marvelous story ? If so I give you the Pulitzer Prize of the best spiritual author ! In its simplicity & humanity, this story really touched my heart. As the young man sitting against the tree, I could well imagine Michael in person.. for the soul I mean. God's love has taken the form of a humble & kind young man. Again, we never know God's gifts until they are removed from us. God Bless you for this very touching story♥ I'll read the rest later.

    1. Line,

      This is one of those writings that happened while I sat at the computer with my fingers typing. I know it came out of my heart, but the author? Hard to say because I cried through the whole thing. Maybe God took over because I was too busy blowing my nose.

      A "Mike-Like soul" :o) Christ-like soul.

      God bless you Line. Thank you. I have an email to get out to you. Short though, LOL.

      Love, Bonnie

    2. Bonnie, even just 1 word or 2 from you : always a pleasure. But how do I dare thinking first it will only be nice ? ;o) Oprah & Christ : I too am skeptikal but why not ? never too late. To Oprah : "Don't you dare now using now Paris to ask your recurring indecent questions about Michael". She will not dare & it will never happen I think but in case, I am already on the war path.

    3. No, it is never too late and I pray that it is true. Praying!

      There is something going on in my family right now . . . a spiritual fight with one of the younger adults in my family. It is major and I just found out about it yesterday even though I suspected. The devil attacks through those you love. Anyway, I thought to myself, I would not want to give up on that loved one, I would want to pray that God gets to her soul before its too late . . .

      This goes the same with ANYONE who is fighting, including Oprah.

      If Michael suspected someone had this fight on their hands, you better believe he would be praying for their souls. I love Paris, but man . . . if Oprah is struggling, trying to get there, shouldn't we help?

    4. Yyy-yes, we should. But Oprah with tumbling scores now runs after the Jacksons when adversely she bashed Michael for years until recently with her filthy questions : it still remains across my throat :o( Anyway, for your young family relative (I guess the same one you mentioned months ago) alike Oprah or any of us, you take the RIGHT path, i.e to pray that God show US ALL the way. Harsh judgement /or hate are evil counselors & sadly enough, falling into that trap is much easier : I need myself to pray A LOT MORE ! I pray anyhow for you Bonnie, your family & this young soul in your family who seems to need urgent moral help. God Bless you all.

    5. How do we know Oprah is running after anyone? Perhaps she is being targeted now because the Jacksons chose her? Just suggesting though, I don't know for sure. It's just a thought.

      I know we all remember Oprah and Lisa shamelessly tearing at Michael. It was callous hatred on Lisa's part and sociopathic on Oprah's part.

      If her announcement was genuine and they are going after her now as a result, yes, I would want to empower her with prayer. There are many things I have done that I would want Jesus to forgive me for. If we can't do the same, I know what it says in the Bible about Jesus being able to forgive us. We're no better than him. I know its hard and THANK YOU very much for your prayers. Yes it is the same person.

      I know falling into the trap is much easier. My husband and I did it the other day to each other over the same person. A negative energy who's pathway started with that family member and is worming its way through my family now. We are on the protection prayer again and Psalms. If I told you what my mother got in the mail today you would not believe it.

    6. ". . .I know it came out of my heart, but the author?. ."

      It almost feels like MJ was typing through you telling us that he love us and that he knows that we love him. Giving the girl the Bible is like saying, God/Love is the answer to all that you are. Keep God in your heart.

      Or Maybe I'm just a hopeless romantic dreamer.

    7. You're a hopeless, romantic dreamer, LOL. Nah, that's okay. I think the whole Christ/churchbride in the Bible is romantic and so much love, thousands of years waiting (sigh!)

  4. Beautiful story. My spontaneous reaction is that the boy sitting under the tree is Michael. And everybody who loves MJ is that girl on the bIke. And if we are aware of it or not, we felt God's love shining through him and embraced us. That's why we love him so much, I think, because we love God. He wasn't God but he tried to be God like. And if you are trying to be God like in your heart, I want to believe that God shines and glows through you. But after the accusations he kind of lost that innocent, shy and warm smile of God.

    1. Anonymous, I think you are absolutely right. Every bit of that. I think there are still some out there that feel that, but don't even know where its coming from and are having a hard time coming to grips with it, because they never believed before.

  5. Dear Bonnie,

    I forgive you:)

  6. Bonnie,

    You were right, enjoyed this blog. The story was very touching, I cried.

    I use to watch Oprah when she was in Baltimore. Liked her then don't like her now. She seems to have this holier than thou attitude. Maybe not the right words.

    1. I'm wary but trying to have faith that SOMEONE got to Oprah. Could be a ploy, but at what point do we give someone a chance that may have been saved?

      Remember the story of Saul? The Apostles were afraid of him. They didn't believe that he could go from imprisoning Christ believers to PREACHING Christ. As Oprah says - - We may never know.

      I cried writing it too. I'm glad it touched you. ((((hugs))))

  7. Hello Bonnie,
    I don't often comment but this one touched my heart so that I had to read the story in spurts thru tears - thank you for that. We are that girl on the bike (:

    I don't trust Oprah and am conflicted with even commenting about the subject yet I am compelled to. It's being stated that this interview took place Jan-Feb timeframe. Paris still had an aura of innocence (for lack of a better term) about her then but something happened *sigh* Paris changed her hair (IMHO the bangs are too square & blunt for her pretty face), she started wearing dark heavy eye makeup (not really age appropriate she's a natural beauty) and then a few questionable social network site exhibitions...all this within a relatively short period of time oh dear! I'm thinking back to when Paris and her siblings first appeared on the internet noticing how different behaviors are now.

    For me Paris doing the horns thingy isn't as concerning as some poses (in the same shirt she's wearing in this interview) and some photos where her eyes seem....empty. And yes she's growing up acting out as other teens often do, but honestly sometimes it's like watching a horror movie because how Paris appears in interviews versus on the internet is strikingly different and I wonder why. My own teenage nieces don't exhibit this behavior on social sites though not sure if that's because they've never been in a position with the loss of parental guidance or because their internet habits are monitored by an adult or if that's reflective of non-celebrity lifestyle.

    Surely Michael wouldn't have wanted his children as exposed as they are and being subjected to the same ridicule and criticism that he was. Bonnie sorry to bring this up here and it;s okay if you don't approve this post.

    Paris not judging just saying what I observe please don't get me wrong sweetie I mean no disrespect. You are a delightful, intelligent, articulate, confident young lady with the same courage and pride as your Dad. I can only imagine the emotions you are sorting through and I pray God continues to guide, comfort and protect you, your brothers and family.

    On a side note Bonnie have you or anyone else thoughts about Janet's transgender documentary titled Truth? With so much in our face injustice, crimes against humanity and the planet her choice just seems out of place. Again not meaning to be condencending just trying to make sense of it all.

    Praying for children all over the world with faith that we are all in God's loving hands. Take care...blessings always.

    1. Hi Anonymous,

      Yes, we are the girl on the bike (wish I still had a bike, but people fly down my road).

      I don't trust Oprah but I trust God. I wonder what possible motive the papers would have in putting in a story that she admitted she was a born again Christian and THEN putting a story in that she was voted out of her Chairman position in her own network. Doesn't sound like a plan much to me. Why would they want to promote that they are persecuting Christians? Makes no sense.

      The hardest thing for me to accept is that the good guys would be running interference - but they do this to change the game and confuse the opponent just in the very same way they have done to us for . . . well centuries. They took their own pattern and used it against them. it IS possible to beat the devil at his own game.

      This is what upsets me the most about the children being involved. But a thought came to me last night . . . what did they use against Michael? Children. They would never suspect Michael would teach his children to play a part . . . just as Arvizos was taught to play innocent (until they moved into Neverland), or that Chandler would turn against Michael at his father's bequest.

      I don't know anything about Janet's "transgender" documentary and I have no idea when it came out so I can't comment. But we shouldn't forget the "training" child stars have had to suffer through as they are used as pawns to put forth an agenda. Janet was just as tangled up in an industry she couldn't escape as Michael and Latoya and the rest of the family.

      With God, he giveth and he can taketh away.

      With the devil, he giveth, then he tries to strangle you with it when you try to leave.

  8. Hi Bonnie,
    The Sikh religion is in India, as well as Hindu and a bit of Buddhism. Pakistan is mainly Muslim. There are Christians in those countries as well.

    1. Ilove,

      Yes, I know about the Sikh and the Buddhism and Islam and I know there are Christians there. She didn't mention Sikh, but that sect is not as large as the Hinduism and Buddhism. Hinduism is the third larges religion in the world according to their web site.

  9. Bonnie,
    Revelation 6:2 And a crown was given to him, and he went forth conqureing and to complete his conquest.
    Then 6:3-5 moving in to 6:6 is now?

    1. Anonymous,

      Yes the "food" or "grain" for a denarius is and has been going on for a long time. Remember some of Revelation is going on in succession with some of the other things in the prophecy. It's not like one stops and the other starts (even with the plagues I suspect)

      And I saw when the Lamb opened one of the seals, and I heard, as it were the noise of thunder, one of the four beasts saying, Come and see.

      2 And I saw, and behold a white horse: and he that sat on him had a bow; and a crown was given unto him: and he went forth conquering, and to conquer.

      3 And when he had opened the second seal, I heard the second beast say, Come and see.

      4 And there went out another horse that was red: and power was given to him that sat thereon to take peace from the earth, and that they should kill one another: and there was given unto him a great sword.

      5 And when he had opened the third seal, I heard the third beast say, Come and see. And I beheld, and lo a black horse; and he that sat on him had a pair of balances in his hand.

      6 And I heard a voice in the midst of the four beasts say, A measure of wheat for a penny, and three measures of barley for a penny; and see thou hurt not the oil and the wine."

      So everyone knows what we're talking about. (In the new King James Version it's a denarius. This one uses "penny". This is basically showing that you cannot buy or sell without currency/money. Post barter system.

    2. Yes I have one that says denarius and one that says penny.
      Reading it sounds like the opening of the first seal started shortly after the Lamb appeared in heaven after being slain.
      So its the build up to the opening of each seal that has been going on a long time, or the opening has been a gradual process?
      It seems like everyone has their own interpretation. My brain hurts trying to make up my mind.
      Sorry for bombarding you with all these questions. Lol
      And thank you for the previous answer xx

    3. You're right. Good observation. I missed that one. Then you have movies like "The Seventh Sign" where it gives you the impression that God is going to throw down the plagues and open the seals one after the other, like Black Jack. So many clues are throughout the Bible to figure this out, like the very think you just now mentioned about the "signs" slowly unfolding as soon as Christ arose (beat the Devil).

      Remember, we could also be off, so I'm still learning and posting what I learn as I go practically. Mind you I don't take ALL the "signs" that way, but certainly some of the ones mentioned (like the opening of the seals), some could be ongoing, and some could stop and start. All of it is designed to help us recognize the "season" of his return. And like you pointed out, we are now at the point where we cannot obtain anything of sustenance without printed money. And in THIS country, what does THAT have on it? The number of the Beast, the name of the beast and/or the number of his name.

    4. Sorry . . . "like the very THING you just now mentioned" . . .not THINK. I do that all the time and it's really starting to irritate me, LOL!

    5. Yes certainly it is impossible to buy or sell since the money and the barcodes have the number..
      I took it to mean the setting in place for each of the seals ie the money system and wars etc then during the 7 year tribulation each of these will reach their peak. I took the denarius three ways. One like you say you cannot buy or sell with out money and also the denarius value was ten asses, which sounds an awful lot for three quarts of barley. So this indicates maybe food shortages and the massive increase in the cost of living. This is seems as though its really going to take effect here as the chem has been so thick and low its creepy. We have bearly seen the sky this summer let alone the sun. Its clear they are trying to ruin the crops. My mum said she heard on the radio they are saying the crops are at least a month behind and that was before the week of heavy rain and wind we have just had. Its alarmingly cold for the time of year. I can see from my poor vegetables in the garden its not going to be good. Everything is waterlogged yet they are telling us there is a drought! We will be crippled with food, water and money shortage.
      I was trying to really make up my mind where we are in this tribulation. Im desparately trying to get a good understanding of it as the olympics are fast approaching and who knows what will happen then. Its a worry. And like you pointed out its 5 monthes from then till the date on the clocks.
      The new agers are teaching the 21/12/12 is their assention date. Its going to go dark for a couple of days and the poles will shift leading them to their higher conciousness... I dont know what im dredding more, the olympics or december Lol.
      God bless you xx

    6. Anonymous,

      Yes, yes, yes on the food shortages and water, etc.... I get what you are saying there too.

      Food prices are already beginning to spike. And I don't know where you are but our water bill here just doubled, and there is only two of us in this house. Other utilities spiking as well. That's why I shut off my cell phone. My husband needs his for work, I'm not working so I don't need one. We have a home phone.

      I'm working on the explanation of Revelation now and part of that should be up today.

      I agree with you that a lot of the "seals" are or will be working in tandem with other "seals", so when the Olympics takes place, it may very well escalate what is already going on.

      The skies darkening for a third of the day, a third of the stars not showing their light, etc.... Are you trying to tell me to hurry up? :o)

      God bless you too. Love the biblical conversation.♥

    7. Anonymous, an answer to your question about the days growing dark:

      Matthew 24:29
      "29 Immediately after the tribulation of those days shall the sun be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, and the stars shall fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens shall be shaken:"

    8. Im just outside London Bonnie,
      So yes, if you could hurry that would be great haha!
      Just kidding :)
      But its the same here, people are struggling. Even people I know that were quite secure are feeling it.
      The olympics esculating the situation is exactly what I can see happening.. The shops here early on went through a spate of doing huge savings on food and buy one get one free etc.. It was like you could see them actually trying to empty the store rooms.
      Another thing that I heard was there have been no toilets put in place outside the olympic stadium, or the train stations outside (I think theres two stations). Thousands of people will be flooding through these stations and no toilets! Makes you wonder doesnt it.
      Also if the new age believers are talking of this shift being where the core of the earth will stay put and the earth crust will completely flip round. Or the world will stop turning, stand still then start turning in reverse (Iv heard two versions) It makes you wonder if they are actually planning to do exactly that doesnt it.
      I dont know about the world will stop, stand still then begin turning the other way.. Its more like stop the world I want to get off!
      I look forward to your explanation of Revelation. It may even stop me tying myself in knots trying to work it out lol
      Take care xx

    9. Bonnie,
      Your reply of Matthew 24:29, Think I stopped breathing for a minute or two there! This really could be it... Mathew 24:33
      33 "So likewise ye, when ye shall see all these things, know that it is near, even at the doors".
      Part of me is terrified, but at the same time theres part of me that just thinks WOW! What an amazing time we live in. In the whole history of the world, all those people that have ever lived, have ever read these scriptures, have wondered over these times, have lived, loved and died in christ. WE are the ones here now, living it. Bonnie, what an amazing privilege God has given to us. That we may see this unfold..

      The stars falling from heaven.. Do You think this is the angels sent out to gather up Gods elect? I know it says will 'fall' from heaven, which could indicate fallen angels, but at this time hasnt Michael already thrown satan and his angels out of heaven?
      Unless this is the demons coming to earth the way Michael showed in TII Thriller.

    10. Ms. London,

      One will be up tonight, but it won't be all of it. We're just watching to food prices go up here. Plus the fact that they're passing laws against road-side produce stands, family and organic farming and food hoarding/storing. Still trying to figure out how they think we're going to buy the "it's for health reasons" bullpuckies.

      That's interesting what you are saying about the lack of toilets. I don't know what it would take to move those in, but they're still doing construction from what I've seen. We have six weeks. The state fairs here don't usually take delivery of their porta-johns until about a week before the opening of the event. You'll have to keep us updated.

      Ms/Mr. Matthew 24 - Yes, at our doors (Michael - "They have not a clue when its all gonna end" He sounds so sad singing that too")

      I feel the same way about the priviledge and to be awake for it. But I hope people keep in mind that the "good guy" is not the first one to reveal himself. I have people emailing me thinking Michael's going to come and gather everyone together to "shout down" the bad guys (or something to that effect).

      We're going to have bad guys. Then we're going to have FAKE good guys taking out the bad guys. The REAL good guy doesn't come until after the FAKE bad guy comes and deceives people.

      Stars falling from Heaven = Angels. Yes. Some of those "shooting stars" we see out here where I live could be that very thing. My husband and I saw two follow each other about four or five months ago. You don't usually see two within minutes of each other.

      According to Revelation, Satan is the one that is thrown into the Pit for 1,000 years. He is let loose out of the pit for the 7-year tribulation which seems to be going on now. I'll cover all this in more detail another time. I have part of it for the blog tonight.

      I suspect Michael's "Thriller" in TII is exactly what you said.

    11. Bonnie,
      The shooting stars you mentioned, do you know what came to my mind as I read that? Meteor showers. Around 3 years ago in august we had those meteor showers that went on for a couple of weeks. You couldnt miss them. I took the children and their friends up one night to a big open field near where we live to watch the showers. We all just laid there on the blankets looking at the sky and watched them fall. Iv never seen meteor showers like that. There were so many in any direction you looked... A third part of the stars???
      Last night I was looking through the internet for things regarding a shift in 2012 and I found this. Not sure if you have seen it already so im sending you the link. She speaks about the poles shifting and also these star beings that have been coming to earth and interacting with the governments for many years. According to her, she believes this is going to be disclosed to the planet in the next year. (although that would have been 2011)

      Is this what the serpent sounded like to Eve in the garden of Eden I wonder.

      Also yes it says that Satan has been in the pit a thousand years. Thats why I wasnt sure if the stars falling in Matthew 24:29 where Good or bad angels as it says they 'fall' (indicates bad angels) from 'heaven' (which I thought there were no longer bad angels in heaven once satan is sent to the pit) after the tribulation. So are these angels are the fallen angels that are still loose, which means they are not literally falling from in the heaven.
      And yes I agree that there is going to be good and bad coming out of the woodwork and battling it out all over the place. So much so that we are not going to be able to differentiate between the two. We must all move through the battle scene with our blinkers on and stay focused on God.
      Thank you for taking the time to answer my questions.
      May God continue to bless you.
      Ms London (lol) xx

    12. Sorry, iv just read the next blog on revelations but im commenting here as I dont want to keep taking up your comment space lol
      The Strong Delusion..
      I have been back and forth trying to decide what this could be, and somthing you wrote in the next blog was something I was considering.
      You mentioned could everything happening since Michael being taken out of the way, the disasters,the information all over youtube etc, be them trying to make it look as though the tribulation is occuring. Well it says God sends them a strong delusion. could it be called DELUSION because that is infact what it is. These people think they are doing a version of the tribulation to fool people we are going through the tribulation. But infact that is what the tribulation was all along. Their fake version was always going to be the real version. Their illusion delusion.
      I hope I explained that well enough, its hard trying to word it LOL
      Ms London xx

    13. Anonymous,

      I remember THAT meteor shower and if I recall, the one night was cloudy here and we didn't see much. But the second night when it was lighter, you could still see alot and it was something to watch. Like a movie. Remember that movie "Starman" with Jeff Bridges? Or "The Last Starfighter"?

      I almost didn't want to post this particular comment of yours because of that woman/we are God. It's really pretty speech and all that, but this is what is so dangerous. Everything she says, right up to the point where she says "religion has separated us from God" is true. But we are NOT God. God IS a separate and sovereign being. We are made in his LIKENESS, and we "CONSIST" of him, we are "held together" with him, but we aren't him. We still have the ability to not love him.

      When thinking about this it is easy to see how this will end up happening for the individual. We cannot live without God because of the fact that we are put together with him. But with the lives we are given, we can CHOOSE not to love him. If we cannot connect to that love and recognize it (Christ showed us the power of that love and many still reject it), then we've made our choice not to continue to live with him in the new Heaven and Earth he is making.

      The stars in Matthew 24 are the same ones in Revelation 12:3-4 "And there appeared another wonder in heaven; and behold a great red dragon, having seven heads and ten horns, and seven crowns upon his heads.

      4 And his tail drew the third part of the stars of heaven, and did cast them to the earth: and the dragon stood before the woman which was ready to be delivered, for to devour her child as soon as it was born."

      So I assumed that these were the angels that rebelled against God. I agree with you that from what I am reading, Satan is the one that is bound in the pit for 1,000 years, not all the angels that rebelled.

      I do believe we are IN Tribulation right now, but the worst of it did not start yet. I believe the last 3.5 years starts this year with the revealing of the beast. And mind you I am still putting things together from the Bible on exactly when the second half starts. Michael's clocks for example. The phrase "when all hell breaks loose" I believe has a lot to do with that 12/21/2012.

      I understand you on the Illusion/delusion. I've seen the vids on youtube too, telling people that they can "hasten" the returning of the Lord and that kind of stuff is just . . . I want to knock some sense into them.

    14. Oh dear, I hope it didnt seem as though I was taken in by ideas on that link. I agree 100% that it is dangerous. I didnt even think it was a pretty speech due to her dead looking eyes and hypnotic way of speaking. Its evil in disguise. Thats why I said I wonder if this is what the serpent sounded like deluding Eve. Its Satans original lie.. I just put it on as I could not believe she was blatently sitting there saying the government has been working with them and they love us. Demons love us!? So the world says 'oh its ok its just the star beings, they work with the government dont ya know' after a fake UFO invasion. Then we all except them like its a good thing, become 'enlightend' and live happily ever after. Also I thought it backed up what we were saying about it seeming likely this is the year, as she is talking of these 'star beings' and the poles shifting.

      Id never thought of the term "when all hell breaks loose" like that before.. Does not congure up a good image does it.

      I havnt seen any vids on people thinking they can hasten the returning of the Lord. I didnt know there was any. Can people really be that foolish. I dont know if I want to even take a look.

      I havnt seen the films you mentioned about the starfighter. Im a bit out of touch im afraid.
      Take care and God bless you

    15. Sorry Anonymous, I saw that AFTER I posted my response. It's been a trying weekend. I think my husband has an ulcer and both of us have family problems on our respective sides. Unbelievable stuff. You want to know where sanity is taking its vacation.

      You're right. Her eyes remind me of that protege' artist . . that girl that paints God/Heaven? I saw her interviewed as a fifteen year old and man! Dark circles under the eyes, big pupils, no light. Scary. It IS Satan's original lie. It's never changed!

      It's not any one particular group. One of the ones I posted awhile back (the ones talking about 2Peter and Jude both verifying the book of Enoch). That guy wrote something at the end of his video like "if we can hasten the Lord's return . . ." and I thought "Oh no...." I hate that! Big disappointment. Yes, people can be that foolish or - deceptive.

      LOL, "The Last Starfighter" was a teen movie back in the early 1980's. I can't even remember who starred in it, it wasn't that big. I think it went right to VHS which is how my Ex husband got it. Oh Lance Guest and Catherine Mary Stewart starred. Here :

      Starman 1984 - Jeff Bridges, Karen Allen, Trailer: Take note that the alien clones Karen Allen's dead husband from a clipping of hair. This is back in 1984 mind you. I think they KNEW HOW TO DO THIS BACK THEN.

  10. The old message of right and wrong....good and evil, everlasting rewarding and everlasting damnation, has done nothing to end the suffering on your planet....and that is because it is a message of separation. But you do have a new message.It is, at last, the TRUTH. And this message is the only message that can save the world....that message is the New Gospel: "We Are All One". ----"Again I say: Put an end to better. For this is the New Gospel...there is no one true religion...or one and only way to heaven. Erase these ideas from your memory. Eliminate them from your experience. Eradicate them from your culture. For these are thoughts of division and separation....only the truth I give you here will save you: We Are All One".

    By the seducing spirit called 'god' via Alice Bailey.

    I felt sick typing this up for you guys to read. Any of you notice a smidge of Oprah's conversation there with some women on her show about a decade or so ago????? Well, some of the people she's promoted books for base their work on what Alice had to say (or her guiding spirits)....Alice followed Helena Blavatsky but you guys know all of this I'm sure. You see, it just terrifies me that what we see now has been in the planning for such a long time and these same people (or the latest ones in the group) are frothing and foaming as they think they are nearing the 'big day' or 'moment' or whatever. The trouble is this belief system is so prevalent....its truly frightening. And I'm sure I don't need to retype the words that stand out to us the most re Michael !!!!!!!!!! Praying, yet again, that he was busy hinting....just go back to some This Is It snippets and the memorial.


    1. TL,

      I did the whole Helen Blavatsky/Alice Bailey/Albert and Rothschild network last year. And Yes, I get your similarity of the whole "We are One" message that we were told Michael promoted (You still believe only ONE Michael was in TII after Sony bought and edited it?)

      I also showed you in the Bible verses what JESUS SAID about being "one with the Father as I am one with the Father".

      John 17:20-21
      "20 Neither pray I for these alone, but for them also which shall believe on me through their word;

      21 That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us: that the world may believe that thou hast sent me."

      This is JESUS'S WORDS. Someone else took them and corrupted them AFTER HE SAID THEM. Can we please keep things in perspective?

    2. I did not know you did the 'whole Helen Blavatsky/Alice Biley/Albert and Rothschild network'last year. And yes I know that Jesus words have been courrpted Bonnie. Not certain about you asking me to keep things in perspective though.........


    3. I guess I'm wondering where you're going with mention of Michael's "WE ARE ONE". I know Michael said it, and I know that Jesus also said it. And I know that THOSE people are misappropriating the phrase to mislead. We went over this last year and I was back and forth on it as well. I even posted at one point that Michael could be the bad guy just to see what kind of reaction I'd get from people and who would come out of the wood work. It was interesting. So I am just trying to keep the REAL Michael separate from this misappropriation.

      Where are you going with this?

  11. "I suggest that such an international, universal, transcreedal, transcultural, transracial standard for theology is the statement: WE ARE ALL ONE. Ours is not a better way, it is merely another way. This can be the gospel of a new spirituality. It can be a kind of spirituality that gives people back to themselves" . Neal D Walsche.

    You all know he wrote Conversations With God. My question is - Which God???????????????/ You'll notice the same line in there guys that was in my previous comment. We keep hearing it, seeing it. Its making me quesy....................A few months back I was reading about Neal and Kenny Loggins getting busy on something together with others. Of course if we start with all the links we'll be here forever...............although by the time you go through the long list you get back to good ol June !!


    1. June? Are you talking about June Gatling?

  12. Now, you all know this guy and you'll find many more ties through him. Another Oprah guest............. look hard enough through their massive massive web and you'll find plenty more.....they all connect, like dots....Bill Branca for example. Siedah did her lovely Man in the Mirror at Beckwiths Agape and many others have performed there like Chaka but certain people do more than just sing the odd song. What's that tv presenters name, the harsh one that did some Murray trial reporting and also interviewed Sharon Sidney? She's done her bit with this large network on 'special days' ..Valez Mitchell or something like that...... well , the list is endless. All tied up with the UN etc. This network is so massive , there is no end to where there tentacles reach.


    1. Jane Valez Mitchell. Yes, but the network can be unravelled and IS being unravelled. There really is no need to list every single name. God is doing that. All we need to do is separate the lies from the truth when they come at us. Faith, dear lady. ♥

    2. "There really is no need to list every single name". This is from your reply to me above Bonnie.

      You must forgive me but when I see ANY name at all that was attached to Michael or anything we've been looking into over these 3 years I feel compelled to note them. And I most definately did not list every single name.

      Yes, we all know about all the Alice Bailey nonsense etc etc but when you have her current 'workers' busy standing up encouraging the Occupy Movement and so on well its seems to me they are very busy carrying on the devils work. Those who follow that nonsense are a massively large group who have infiltrated all areas. When you get the President of the US asking for advice from these people when he takes office you have got to wonder if they could possibly be a very real threat of sorts.


    3. We've made these connections - a YEAR AGO. What is the point you are trying to make. Are we moving forward with this topic or are we going to make a list of every Transcendentalist in the world?

  13. Note in the video Waslch says; "You know if the whole world did this for one day, the whole world would change in one day". When he says this he's basically talking about the not so distant future intentions much like the old Harmonic Convergence 25 yrs ago. (with their 144000).


    1. The "144,000" is mentioned in the Bible as the "remnant" of the Children of Israel that have not committed adultery against God with the false one. The ones who remained pure. I remember that show of Oprah's and how much controversy it stirred up. People thought she was the anti-Christ (and for a time it seemed she was).

      Let's see what happens. This "news" about her is out for a reason. Let's see what happens to media's "darling" now.

      (You should still be praying for her ESPECIALLY if she wanted out and needs help.)

    2. I never ever thought Oprah was the anit-christ, she's not that clever. I do however think she was mixed up with some very dangerous people whose efforts we can see are succeeding day by day. If Oprah wants out then why promtoe the TM recently? Personally I do hope she has had a sudden realisation and wishes to get back on track.

      I believe I must be the only person who's been watching all this Michael bizzo who sees any ties of any kind to the people behind the WE ARE ALL ONE scenario. Its so in our faces with Deepak at the helm (along with a certain other Queen of the hive who set up shop in Santa Barbara) and so forth but not one person I've spoken to agrees with me. How odd.


  14. You mentioned Hitler being half Jewish. I always wondered about that. He glorified the aryan race and wanted to exterminate all Jewish people. It's a bit confusing isn't it? Does that mean that he hated himself too and one of his parents? He ways full of hatred that's for sure.

    1. Yes, and the story goes that Hitler's father was the illegitimate child of a Rothschild . . . i.e. Not REAL Jew but modernized convert. He of course was not a practicing Jew, but was used in putting forth a propaganda that MAINLY Jews were arrested, oppressed and killed. There is also the sources that say that the "Jews" that were killed were actually Jews that did NOT agree and petitioned England NOT to establish an Israeli state. Without the true Jews backing they had a hard sell to the public about this "New Nation" of Israel.

      But remember what is REALLY behind this. They have absolutely no shame in sacrificing their own to further their agenda. They do it all the time. (Amy Winehouse for starters).

  15. Dear Bonnie,

    Beautiful:) I could "feel" Michael as I read your story. It brought tears. God has blessed you. You stir our souls:)

    1. Hi Anonymous,

      I have read stories about Michael talking about being a "conduit", and I can understand where he is coming from when a story like that comes THROUGH me because that is exactly what it felt like. As I told someone in comment above, I spent most of the time CRYING through typing that story. And it felt like it came THROUGH ME not FROM ME.

      That story moved me as much as I see others here describing that it moved them. And I do not want to sound cliche or false in saying this, but I really believe that any compliments for that story do not belong to me but to God. I hope that doesn't come off sounding phony. But the strength of the inspiration I felt as it was being written did not originate with me. And the blessing is being able to share that same reaction with you. Thank you, Anonymous♥

  16. Bonnie thank you for such a beautifully written story. It seems that many of us were moved to tears at reading it, myself included.To be able to write like that and move so many people to tears is a wonderful gift.
    Much love

    1. Hi Jenny,

      What you can put together with video is also a gift and many times I would cry watching them. If I devote time to learn (which I want to) I might neglect people on the blog.

      You bless me and others with your postings on Twitter and Facebook, you are such a loving soul. God bless you :o)


    Title of the vid on youtube is: Oprah Winfrey on Transcendental Meditation.

    This was around Christmas time. Listen closely about how she speaks of 'moving closer to that which is God' etc etc. I cannot see, hear, note anything here which suggests she's born again. I know the Christian talk from April is being pushed as a hope that she has in fact changed her tune but after reading a snippet I saw she did not think it a requirement to be Christian to get to HIMSELF. Anyhow, for those who want to see her and Doc Spok at it, take a peek.


    1. TL - You know what? I never heard Michael come right out and say that he was a born again Christian either. He said he loved Jesus. Good enough for me.

      Oprah said she was a believer in Jesus . . . RECENTLY. Let's see how this plays out.

  18. Russell Simmons (Def Jam) has openly praised Obama's support of gay marriage recently.....just as he openly supports Transcendental Meditation( helped David Lynch) and also the Occupy Movement. Another mogul tied up in trouble (in my opinion). Alot of people would be impressed by him though and if he says its ok to practise TM then many would follow suit (such a worry).


  19. ACTS 4:10-12

    Oprah needs to read this.


    1. TL,

      I'm just going to answer ALL your posts with this one, because I'm really trying to understand where you are going with all this.

      I stated before that we covered ALL THIS last year . . . the WHOLE YEAR. I have covered everyone from the false Jews, Edom and Gog/Magog all the way up through Albert Pike, Blavatsky, Sanger, Freud and his nephew Ed Bernay through Tavistock and the advent of the Music/entertainment industry. Public Education, the modern day Pharmaceutical industry all the way back through Nazi Germany and Egypt.

      I do not know how much of my blog you have read, but all this is ALL LAST YEAR. So if you don't know, I am letting you know, because I'm not going to back track on the blog and I'm not going to continue splitting hairs on Oprah and transendental meditation.

      The link you left was taken down, so I found this one.

      I listened to it. She is discussing a show she did YEARS AGO FROM THAT ONE where they covered and talked about TM. (She looks terrible here by the way, no sleep. Did she get a tazer jolt or two?) In this particular clip she states she is during this time in her life concentrating on focusing on God and the being of God (something bigger than herself). That's fine. She also states that during this show she did years ago she had a TM instructor come in and teach everyone in her company how to meditate. She states in general terms the over all health/mental benefits of doing this. That's fine too. But I also hear what she says is IMPORTANT TO HER NOW.

      The fruits of her MORE RECENT CONFESSION and WITNESS remains to be seen. So do the FRUITS of those who may persecute her because of it. So we will keep our eyes open.

      Def Jam - He's not even on my radar and that is because as far as I'm concerned he is not directly connected to Michael.

      There are going to be a lot of things happening quickly, the closer we get to "showtime" and I am not going to get bogged down in what HAS BEEN DONE. I want to keep people focused on WHAT WILL NOW HAPPEN.

      You said - "I believe I must be the only one who's been watching all this Michael bizzo who sees any ties of any kind to the people behind the "WE ARE ALL ONE SCENARIO".

      Well, I'm sure I am not the only one who will vehemently disagree with you. As I said, you can read this blog's entries from the previous year and a half, or if you are unsatisfied with the lack of control you have on THIS blog you are always free to write and promote your own.

      I have never been so arrogant that I claimed to be the only one researching this demonic deception. So before we waste any more time covering "ties" I covered OVER A YEAR AGO, perhaps you could make your POINT so we can move on?

      I'm sorry to be so blunt, but we are wasting time with circle talk on subjects long ago covered.

    2. Acts 4:10-12
      "10 Be it known unto you all, and to all the people of Israel, that by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom ye crucified, whom God raised from the dead, even by him doth this man stand here before you whole.

      11 This is the stone which was set at nought of you builders, which is become the head of the corner.

      12 Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved."

      Again, what is your point? The "recent" show you are talking about with Oprah happened when she was still under contract. Before she and DISCOVERY CHANNEL embarked on OWN. And we know she probably has as much control over Network television as Michael had over the Music Industry.

      Let's see what happens and move on . . . please.

    3. I'm not getting my words out properly here Bonnie. You know how it is to feel desperate about a topic I'm sure. This topic makes me desperate because its plain what's going on and there is no stopping these people. I cannot help but feel that way when we see folks connected to Michael tied to all of this. And everything they promote.

      What is this about control over the blog? I merely comment Bonnie. Desperatly perhaps but that's just me when something niggles at me as these baddies do.

      I had not read your blogs last year Bonnie, so don't know about all you posted. Not trying to go in circles over older issues, not at all. Its just such an extraordinarily large web they've woven, I find it mind blowing and dangerous (and ties to this Michael business in my mind).

      I was certainly not trying to say i'm the only one who read or searched out that apostasy stuff....I meant, when discussing certain apsects of it with people I have found no one that agrees with me on it. No one has to agree of course but I find that odd (as it might mean I've lost my mind).

      I'm not a flowery writer Bonnie......can't help it. That does not mean I'm trying to be offensive in any way at all. I'm not into offensivness. I get it that you wish to keep to the current topics and so forth.


    4. Moving on.....I am glad I don't have TV to see all this "stuff". I believe that Michael was "undercover" just as he sang in Heartbreak Hotel. The blessings of God upon him even through all his tribulation had to astound him! He knew what all was coming. He even tackled it with a little bit of humor. Listening to the very start of Remember the Time - giggle, giggle, "You know you want to try me" wasn't about a roll in the sheets! LOL!

      I think we will be surprised about others that were thought to be traitors to Michael. That will remain to be seen. Like you said, there are more important things to set our minds on and our Bibles are the most important reading material. I feel guilty that mine is not worn like Gabriel's in your story. It should be. I just don't like to read much. Maybe it's my glasses. Any way, it's Michael's life through music and your blog that has gotten my nose back into the Good Book. Thank you both!

      On other things, concert dates and Olympic Games aside, can you feel it? There's something in the wind....

    5. Blake,

      I'm trying to find our comment about the "Who is It" that you sent me and yes, I am STILL listening to it (going back over it and over it), I am seeing what you are hearing!

      That giggle in RTT is what makes you GET what he really means when he says that too (the "you know you want to try me") (No Michael, I don't. I really don't. We're good, LOL) (my roll in the sheets? Still making you laugh? hehehehe).

      We're going back there next lady - The Bible and good ole Revelation 6. Also I found a very good saying the other day that we are going to expound on. About God isn't limited to man's limited understanding of him. It's worded differently but the TRUTH.

      I feel electricity in the air, not all of it good, but definitely good overall.

      I found a video of a time piece and as a previous jewelry sales person and trained diamontologist/gemologist we of course explained the quartz mechanism and perpetual movement in Rolex watches to interested customers.

      Watching one of these things move when you take the back off of them reminds me of the universe.

      It also reminds me of the plans moving within plans. Those on the inner movement only know/see and are aware of THEIR environment. They can see how everything works, but they don't see the outer movements and are unaware of them. Yet THEIR workings complete the overall movement of the mechanism.

      I suspect it is the same with the conspiracy. There is only one conclusion. And the maker of all will not be defeated by his own creation. It's really that simple.

    6. TL,

      Desperation and fear is what they feed off of. I'm sure you know this. This is why I would like to move the conversation toward helping people with a way to beat them and they can't do it without God in their lives. That was the point of this whole blog entry/story. Hope, and what we were promised . . . by God.

      We know there are baddies out there. Defeating ourselves before God defeats them is not something I want to help them with. No hopelessness allowed on this blog :o)♥♥♥ Okay? You know God will win.

    7. Bonnie, Your writings above about the clock pieces reminded me that in the Book of Enoch, chapter LXXI, he describes the revolutions of the luminaries of heaven. It lost me with all the risings out of this gate and setting in this one but did remind me of the inner workings of a clock. That also reminded me of the picture of Michael, dressed like in the depression era setting amidst the inner clock mechanisms.....

    8. Blake,

      I read that too. And short of trying to explain in human words what makes up God's heavens, there is still the fact that this is not all machinations and Eveready Batteries. What I saw in one of my dreams and it was the ONLY dream I had where God's presence, aside from Christ, was in it, meaning not in human form, was the one about (don't know what else to call it) the Rapture.

      In that dream God came in bright, bright white light, and he wasn't just light. He was some kind of energy because that is the only way I can describe what that felt like. I had to cover my eyes because I couldn't look at him. It's like I had to transition or he had to pull back because it took some time in my dream before I could see again. But when I COULD see? I didn't just see. I felt, tasted, smelled, KNEW everything I looked at - Leaves, a bird, a blade of grass and just as I was trying to get to know a man (LOL, don't even!) God pulled me out and I woke up with a jolt. I felt like I had been thrown back into my bed. I wrote about this dream I think last year. I never had a dream about a clock though. Hmmmmmm.

  20. Bonnie, your story is indeed lovely and I cried along with everyone else.

    I ran across a song of Michael's that kind of fits here. I hesitated to share as it's on the Michael CD (that I haven't bought). I stumbled across a posting that Taryll had a new CD coming out (turns out it was in April) and it included this song. Did you know Taryll was listed as working on the Michael CD? Anyway, here's the song called Much Too Soon:

    Lyrics are included but, as usual, they are not quite right. "She'd be sitting here beside me and my heart would just let go"? Sounds more to me like "My heart would then be gold or fill with gold." The line after that is anybody's guess.

    Michael, why do you do that - leave parts that can't be deciphered? Taryll did the same thing in his version and the words seemed to be a bit different there! Is it because when the bride sits down next to Christ, there will be so much joy that there are no words to express the ecstasy?

    I really think this IS Michael singing this song. Supposedly it was recorded during the Thriller era and he kept trying to find a place for it in each subsequent album, it just didn't make the cut. The person who put together this video did a nice job. I especially like the picture of Mike at 1:50. That's a pretty special bow at 0:25 too. Such eloquence! I'd sure like to know what the lesson really was that was learned too soon. Life is full of disappointments or that a woman always keeps you waiting? (Hee, hee) I think it's deeper than that.

    God bless you all, with prayers!

    1. Hi Blake,

      God bless you too. I listened to the song. Yes, it sounds like Michael. And I love the simplicity of the song, a little harmonica in there - very sweet. Makes me want to sit down at that table and say "Yes, I will!" And you're right. It would fit in here. (I wonder with Sir Howard Springer is up to now that he's no longer CEO of Sony?)

      Yeah, I didn't get those tail-end lyrics either. I have no clue and I backed over it like four times. (Mike, huh? :o)

      Yes, that's exactly it. Christ will be so dumbfounded with shyness and excitement at his bride sitting next to him that nonsensical words will fall out of his mouth like marbles in the Weird Al version of "Teen Spirit".

      I think the "Michael" in this song sounds a bit older than his "Thriller" voice but I could probably get away with placing the song (actual recording of it) perhaps around "Dangerous". It's the same with what we were told about "This is It". There is no way that song was recorded by Michael in the 1980's. That is definitely an OLDER Michael voice except for the "one, two, three, four" at the beginning.

      Yes it's deeper than that. You have to remember who Christ's bride is . . . everyone in Christ's church, when we stop pushing him away and come to him.

  21. Micheline sent me this -

    She's not sure the last segment with Blanket is really Paris. (hair is different, eyes different but I'm not sure)

    I will tell you this. Paris is REALLY making me miss my younger skin. Wow, Paris. Beautiful girl, but don't let it go to your head, hear? And stay away from guys until you're . . . . . . 35!

    1. 35 ?! a bit long maybe, but I wish Paris a kind, honest & protective man later ! Watching her above, I smiled broadly as a "proud granny" to say;o) Very beautiful & sweet girl : the streets will soon be paved with "corpses" of young men dying for her..if not already :o)) I LOVE the MJ3 & whatever, Michael left his "DNA" print in them ! God protect them. BTW Bonnie, just that you know, I did not get your E-Mail yet but if you changed your mind,that's OK too.

    2. Line,

      Nuh-uh!!! I WILL wish her a protective, loving man IN THE FUTURE. Right now, can't think about that. No, I didn't send the email yet. Family stuff has rather . . . not nice things going on.

    3. Paris : "in the future" of course :o) as young ones should first enjoy their protected youth. E-Mail : NO problem. Hope God will intervene in your family's torment & resolve it in a serene & reasonable way for everyone. Pls enjoy a peaceful Week-End if you can..& thanks again to you & all readers here for this beautiful Blog & comments.

    4. Thank you Line. I should have time to get to that email sometime tonight after my husband gets done working me to death, LOL.

  22. Bonnie,

    Old desperate here again....Do you see how they handed over the talk shows between Oprah and Ellen? (in their roundabout way) well I noticed some upset with a group of Mothers over gay advertising at JC Penny this week and that brought up Ellens stint with JC Penny and I watched Ellen giving it to the Mothers who complained. It makes me so sad to see what's going on. Its like watching this 'new way' pop up right before our eyes. Someone is doing this behind the scenes and O is part of it whether she is in agreeance or not(maybe she is being forced, I just don't know). Its like society collapsing right before our eyes.


    1. TL,

      They're ALL part of it. Michael was part of it too. All of them being used. Some willingly, others not so much but being rather blackmailed into allowing their gifts to be used for evil. Yes, I heard about the J.C. Penny thing. Gay is not the issue, but it is a side skirmish they promote to hide what they are really doing. My husband's uncle met Ellen and she was rude and rather conceited and it was HIS HOUSE at which they were filming! It was because of her that he almost told them to "get the heck out" (The $150K was too much to turn down I guess), so Ellen taking mother's to task for wanting some decency in advertising does not surprise me.

      Society has been collapsing for a long time. We're only just now waking up to it. It's in the Bible. We can help wake people up, plant seeds and monitor our own hearts. The rest is up to God.

  23. Psalm 12

    New International Version (NIV)

    For the director of music. According to sheminith. A psalm of David.

    1 Help, Lord, for no one is faithful anymore;
    those who are loyal have vanished from the human race.
    2 Everyone lies to their neighbor;
    they flatter with their lips
    but harbor deception in their hearts.

    3 May the Lord silence all flattering lips
    and every boastful tongue—
    4 those who say,
    “By our tongues we will prevail;
    our own lips will defend us—who is lord over us?”

    5 “Because the poor are plundered and the needy groan,
    I will now arise, ” says the Lord.
    “I will protect them from those who malign them.”
    6 And the words of the Lord are flawless,
    like silver purified in a crucible,
    like gold refined seven times.

    7 You, Lord, will keep the needy safe
    and will protect us forever from the wicked,
    8 who freely strut about
    when what is vile is honored by the human race.

    1. Psalms 12 KJV :o)

      12 Help, Lord; for the godly man ceaseth; for the faithful fail from among the children of men.

      2 They speak vanity every one with his neighbour: with flattering lips and with a double heart do they speak.

      3 The Lord shall cut off all flattering lips, and the tongue that speaketh proud things:

      4 Who have said, With our tongue will we prevail; our lips are our own: who is lord over us?

      5 For the oppression of the poor, for the sighing of the needy, now will I arise, saith the Lord; I will set him in safety from him that puffeth at him.

      6 The words of the Lord are pure words: as silver tried in a furnace of earth, purified seven times.

      7 Thou shalt keep them, O Lord, thou shalt preserve them from this generation for ever.

      8 The wicked walk on every side, when the vilest men are exalted.

      Sounds like today the last verse.

  24. That one line difficult to decipher in Michael's "Much Too Soon" is "and my heart wouldn't be cold." That's how it's printed at and it makes sense. It sounds like Michael singing to me, but his approach to the song is very innocent, direct and pure, without adding any of his signature sounds of passion and desire. Maybe that's the way he wanted it, which speaks to a special kind of love...God's love.

    1. I wonder how they were able to make that out from what he sang? LOL! I can find the lyrics to Taryll's version.

      If you recall "You Are My Life" and "Speechless" was also "signature sound-less" :o)

  25. OOoh Blake, have you watched the film HUGO yet?


  26. TL

    HUGO? Obviously no, but I'll try to rent it tomorrow if available. I looked up the trailer and it definitely looks interesting! Even has a carousel. Do you suppose Michael worked on this uncredited? I'll watch and let you know what I think!

    I was looking up the Matthew scripture 24:29 that Bonnie mentioned above and thought it was chapter 23 by mistake. Read Chapter 23:37 -

    Oh Jerusalem, Jerusalem thou that killest the prophets and stonest them that are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!

    Michael: And wouldn't you like to go with me? Then she answered "no" to me, but I guess I learned my lesson much to soon.

    I've been pondering the difference between wouldn't you and would you. Would you is an invitation straight out. Wouldn't you is an if it would be possible would you. Jesus made it possible. YES! I'll go! I'll go!!!

    My prayer all day has been, "Take away this never-ending sorrow. Take this lonely feeling from my soul."

    Interesting there is Paris like music playing with this song. He also has that on the Blue Gansta song - very catchy song, if you haven't heard it. (Like maybe blue as in Blue Bird Project?)
    I couldn't help but notice the Eiffel Tower in the HUGO trailer.

    Did you see that the Jackson's Unity Concerts have had cancellations due to "scheduling conflicts"? Now the first concert will take place on June 20th, same day as the Summer Solstice. What does that mean???

    ((((Hugs everybody! )))) Somebody squeeze my hand!

    1. Maybe I just don't get "blue gangsta", but I can't get into the song. I've listened to it and I love the deeper story in Michael's lyrics but sometimes the music makes it really, really hard to follow/get into. It's funny sometimes, I go back and back and back to get ONE WORD out of a song, LOL! And Michael has one of those voices that he doesn't even NEED instruments. I could listen to him talk all day.

      I did see the change in the concerts. Hmmmmm. Not sure what to think. (?)

  27. TL,

    Thank you for recommending HUGO to me. My husband and I watched it this evening and he stayed up later that he should have to finish it. Very well done! So our lives are all a part of the universal clockworks. We all have a purpose and in this movie the bravery of a child who likes (is called) to fix things, seeing his last chance to work, throws his life into the path of danger in order to save/renew someone who was lost.

    So what did I miss? I'd really like to have "time" to watch it again but it has to go back tomorrow.

  28. "In The Grapes of Wrath by John Steinbeck, Rose of Sharon (often called "Rosasharn") is a major character, the eldest daughter of the Joad family and the sister of the protagonist Tom Joad. Throughout much of the novel, she is depicted as fragile because of her pregnancy.

    "Leonard Bernstein's Kaddish Symphony takes the form of a monologue by a narrator self-identified as Chavatzelet HaSharon, "the lily that man has picked and thrown away."

    The song "King's Ransom" from the 1986 Petra album Back to the Street contains a lyric in which the Rose of Sharon symbolizes Jesus Christ." - Source,

    Rose of Sharon:

    Song of Solomon 2:1-8
    "I am the rose of Sharon, and the lily of the valleys.

    2 As the lily among thorns, so is my love among the daughters.

    3 As the apple tree among the trees of the wood, so is my beloved among the sons. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste.

    4 He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love.

    5 Stay me with flagons, comfort me with apples: for I am sick of love.

    6 His left hand is under my head, and his right hand doth embrace me.

    7 I charge you, O ye daughters of Jerusalem, by the roes, and by the hinds of the field, that ye stir not up, nor awake my love, till he please.

    8 The voice of my beloved! behold, he cometh leaping upon the mountains, skipping upon the hills."


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