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Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Michael Jackson Birthday Marks Absence of Love

The Warrior is a Child



Matthew 19:13
Then were there brought unto him little children, that he should put his hands on them, and pray: and the disciples rebuked them.


Dedicated to Michael
Submitted by Anonymous
Deep Inside this Armour
The Warrior is a Child


No Way Another Birthday
Warrior Child Angel




Dear Michael,

It is about 45 minutes here before the clock turns to the day of your birth.  Although I was working on another blog tonight, I wanted to stop and say something just about you.

I know you didn’t really celebrate birthdays and I realize that in the scheme of things, you never really considered it important, even though you wanted every child to experience that celebration without pain, without having to cower in fear, suffer hunger or live in a world bereft of love.

There are times when I feel empowered and full of energy and purpose, and there are times I feel I am saying the “wrong” three words to make you “come running”.

As you and your brothers tried to “bring salvation back”, the attacks began.  And there are times that I can feel the coldness and hatred emanating from the people who surrounded you as you sit alone, “abandoned in your fame.”

I saw a story tonight that I missed when it came out last year, about a boy named Christian.  He wasn’t a celebrity, he wasn’t a celebrity’s child or the child of anyone rich or famous.  He probably wasn’t even one of the “subjects” the elite feel compelled to “condition” with their experiments.  He was just a boy that knew nothing but torture, loneliness, neglect and that vacuum which is the result of the absence of love.

He died alone in a cage after being beaten by his stepfather.  An occurrence that was his life.   Do you believe he saw God on his way to a better life?

I thought about that little boy, Michael and I thought how closely his life resembled yours, minus the stage and the adoring fans.  You had at least that.  This little boy had nothing.  Nobody screamed for him, nobody called out that they loved him.  His own sister could not for fear of her stepfather.  Nobody wrote him notes or sent him gifts.  Nobody called him a genius or fawned over his cuteness.  Nobody even got to know the beauty of him.  Nobody.  And for two years, nobody outside that household even knew he died.

He was buried in a shallow grave across the road from their old house with a Bible against his chest.  How ironic is that?  Do you think they ever read it to him?  Do you think he knew God?

I can’t even imagine the number of times you had screamed out in both word and action for children like him.  We only know about the small percentage of times you did, that slipped  through the media’s fingers.

Just when I think I’ve gotten over the “wall of pain” I realize that wall was holding back an ocean of it, coming in wave after wave after wave.  What three words, Michael, do we need?  Is there a child out there that needs to be the one to utter those words and if so, where is he or she?

Where is your family’s backbone?  How are we supposed to fight for you and for the children if your family cannot even fight for themselves?  Since when does apologizing to the devil bring about justice?

They know what you went through.  They know what you suffered.  What about Latoya?  And Janet?  To escape that only to go running back into it?  Is there REALLY no where else to turn?

I see signs of someone knowing just before my knees hit the ground.  I feel the prayers.  I see prayers of protection before I even know why I will need it.  But it doesn’t stop the pain when it comes and it doesn’t stop the things that happen to children like Christian.

Would have anything changed for you, Michael if any of us knew in the beginning what you were going through?  Or was that “The Will”?





Michael every child is a warrior in this world, the way it is now.  They fight from the very beginning just to remain innocent.  It goes downhill from there.  There are lots of warriors with child’s hearts, you being the most famous one.

If one person knew the real you back when all this started for you Michael, would it have changed anything?  Would it have saved you from the pain?  If one person offered to take it from you before Motown, would it bring you back?

Where you are, you better be safe!  If I could give you anything for your birthday it would be to put God’s love back in the world, because that is the ONLY THING that is going to save those children.

So Michael, that is what I would give you for your birthday.  What more can I give?






It Is Done

Rolling whispers in the mist
Touch of feathers in a kiss
Promises of endless bliss
Creation waits for righteousness

Love in absence when he left
Awakens some but not the rest
Plots and plans to stir unrest
The innocent under duress

Poisoned life travails in pain
Creation burdened by the stain
Of sin’s corrupted seeds of gain
Taken root since time began

Ancient promises were sealed
The book of bitter tasting meal
Eaten by a prophet kneeled
Said in his time he’ll be revealed

Know the one who stands before
The pillars and the temple door
Claiming first his usurped score
Don’t let him enter on the floor

The man of sin first leaves his mark
Into everything that walks
Tribulations will embark
And Desolations in the dark

And at that time the Kingdom’s won
The second coming of the Son
Gathering the children when
The seventh trump is sounded then

So sorrow now but not too long
For soon will be the wedding song
The Christ and Bride will become one
When He announces “it is done”.

Bonnie L. Cox © Poem 2012





God bless you Michael and your message, and your work for God.  I love you very much from deep in my soul and I thank God for you and your birthday.  I wish it could have been a better one to endure.   Thank you so much for all the work you have done . . . it was NOT in vain and I will continue to fight for truth.


“For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways."


The Son of man shall send forth his angels, and they shall gather out of his kingdom all things that offend, and them which do iniquity;"

So shall it be at the end of the world: the angels shall come forth, and sever the wicked from among the just,"



Heartstopper Every Time


Michael, you wanted love back in the world.  You couldn’t do it by yourself . . . we can’t do it without you.  Just look what's been done in your absence…..

Late Submission thanks to Micheline:

"If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with." - Michael Jackson



The Love of God . . . THAT is what People have to know.  They were loved coming into this world and they are loved when they leave it by the one who created them.  Thank you for the reminder of that quote!





84 comments:

  1. The story about the little boy called Christian has broken my heart. Words fail me......

    Its the 29th where I live and so Happy B'Day Michael, wherever you may be. Lets pray you are continuing the fight for children.

    TL

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  2. Beautiful post, Bonnie. Such a genuine, heartfelt tribute to the person Michael truly was on the day he entered this world.

    I was not aware of the Christian Choate story and it's extremely hard to fathom. I can't find the words to describe how sickening and incomprehensible I find it. I become distraught hearing about things like this happening to animals, never mind a human being who is a helpless child. I wish I had some magic radar device that showed me where each abused and/or neglected child and animal existed, so I could go there and stop it. Since I don't have that, I will pray, the most powerful thing we all have the ability to do, and let God take care of the rest.

    The video was so touching, not to mention that the Sarah McLachlan song always tugs at my heart strings. I love the clip at 3:58 when he's surrounded by children in the yellow hats and they're tossing him about. I feel like many people might be a bit uncomfortable with that situation, but not Michael! He was in his glory and you can really see it on his face. That is what he was meant to be doing in that moment of his life and he couldn't have been happier. It's such a beautiful example of his purpose in this life, and I can only pray that we all trust God enough to find our own purposes that put that look on our own faces. GOD'S purpose, not what we think our purpose is based on the desires of this world.

    The last thing I will comment on is the quote by Michael. I'd have to agree 100%, and it is an important thing to remember throughout our lives. No matter what goes on with our relationships on this earth we will always be loved by God. I'm so glad he stated it for the world to hear. I also always loved the quote, though I'm not sure who said it if there is a specific person, "God never gives you anthing you can't handle." If God has that kind of confidence in us then we should certainly have it in ourselves! I think both quotes are examples of how Michael was able to endure all he endured and was able to keep going and "keep the faith" (one of my absolute favorite songs of his!).

    There are so many things I still don't get about this whole situation. There are still so many things I don't understand about this world, but I see so much evidence of God's hand on this earth. God will have his way! I think Michael took comfort in that and we all should too! =)

    http://youtu.be/R9_caMq_iYc

    God bless you! 143 <3,

    E

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    1. Hi E,

      Went to bed in tears, woke up in tears. Listened to the song in tears . . . Perfect! Thank you (that's sincere, not facetious).

      My husband about killed me this morning. He saw the tissues on my desk on his way out to breakfast this morning (I should have cleaned up). He asked me about it. I told him today was Michael's birthday. So he looked at me funny, like "why would that make you cry". but he didn't say it.

      So I told him that in the blog I wrote last night I was telling Michael the story of Christian, a little boy that was killed. We were sitting down to breakfast and that is as much as I wanted to say about the subject at that time. But then he asked me . . .

      "How did he die?"

      I took in a breath and couldn't answer. It came out in a sigh instead and my fork went down on my plate. He then said to me "never mind, I'm sorry babe" but it was too late. After I pulled it back in I managed to tell him "he died alone in a cage where his stepfather threw him after beating him". And he replied "Oh my God . . . I remember that story." Then he looked at me as I wiped my eyes and asked "you were abused as a child weren't you?" Thinking that's why I was crying. And I looked at him and said "not like that."

      There's a big difference between having a parent that might have trouble expressing love who hits a bit too hard and THAT KIND of indifference to your own life. I saw absence of love around me but I always felt like God at least loved me even when I questioned if my parents did. I don't know if that little boy ever did.

      There are stories of children that Michael knew that we will never know because the press did not cover it and WOULDN'T cover it. Christian died in a cage. There are children that live in them not because they are hated, but because they are not even seen as human beings. And they are cultured that way, in clinical surroundings because these people don't WANT them to know love because that is where God is.

      Michael said in 1993 that the MEMORY of being loved was taken from him. That his childhood was STOLEN from him, what little one he had. You can't have something stolen from you that you never had.

      He also said - "But if you don't have that memory of being loved, you are condemned to search the world for something to fill you up. But no matter how much money you make or how famous you become, you will still feel empty. What you are really searching for is unconditional love, unqualified acceptance. And that was the one thing that was denied to you at birth.
      [Michael Jackson, 2001]

      So who took the memory from him? And who FINANCED the removal of it???

      "You Are My Life" was about him getting that memory back - "You helped me understand that love is the answer to all that I am . . ."

      E - This is what people need to be reminded of . . . what is inside of them sleeping.

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    2. I hope the tears have subsided since this morning and you found reasons to “smile though your heart is aching.” The silver lining to this mess we’re in is that today was a day to remember that God blessed the earth by putting Michael on it for 50 years. If we didn’t have him at all this world would be a different place and many of us would be very different people right now. What you shared about your interaction with your husband this morning at breakfast actually warmed my heart because it was such an honest depiction of a husband trying to understand what is bothering his compassionate wife. I know that feeling of needing to let your emotions our and just cry, but not wanting anyone to know or ask you what’s wrong because you’re so emotionally drained. Many a time have one of my parents caught me wiping away tears and trying to act like I had red puffy eyes for no reason. Someone asking you what’s wrong, especially a loved one, just seems to open up the flood gates once again. What I saw happening as I read your comment was your husband’s genuine concern for you that caused him to take interest in Christian’s story, which sparked conversation and communication between the two of you, but also made one more person aware of what happened to this innocent little boy.

      To reiterate the sentiment you shared, I feel very blessed to always have in my heart the comfort, joy, and hope of God’s love. To think that Christian was not aware of this at any point throughout his suffering is extremely hard to imagine. The only comfort I take from that situation is that since Christian was taken from this world he now knows God’s love and peace. I think it is the realization of God’s unconditional love that people are lacking today, and it’s clearly being taken away from children for a reason. I believe God is the answer to so many problems! To put it simply, when we realize we’ll always have his love and truly understand it then we’ll want to give it out as well, and then we will no longer hear of cases like Christian’s. You said,"This is what people need to be reminded of... what is inside of them sleeping.” I couldn’t agree with you more! I actually had a great conversation with an aunt I am very close to about people that are walking around and living their lives asleep - asleep to God’s unconditional love for each and every one of us. If we were made in His image then we all have God within us and we need to stop distancing ourselves from Him and tap into it because He’s there! I know He is! If we approach everything we do with this understanding of truth I think people will find more meaning to their lives. We’re not gods, but we belong to God and we are his Temple. He made us more than flesh. Would you agree that that’s what we need to wake up to?

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    3. Continued from above! (Sorry for my length again!)

      I have to be honest, I never looked at what Michael said about his childhood being stolen from him in that way before. I always thought he was just referring to people not letting him play like a normal child and instead forcing him to work all the time. You’re right though, Bonnie. How can something be stolen from you if you never had it? You can see Michael was loved by his sister Janet who was present at the time he gave that speech, so his comment about his memory of being loved being taken from him is certainly curious and is cause to rethink exactly what he meant. The brainwashing topics you’ve discussed in past blogs certainly prove it possible that that is what he was alluding to. The quote you included from his 2001 speech is heart wrenching. I can’t be sure because I was never one myself, but unfortunately, I think that is how a lot of celebrities that started off young fuel the fire of fame and success. All they know is the love they feel from the crowd while up on stage, so they burn themselves out doing everything they can to stay relevant and not lose that love from the public. Since I’m a child of the 90’s after all, Britney Spears is a really good example that comes to mind and my heart goes out to her. As you’ve stated, it certainly wouldn’t be a shocker if the main goal of the people behind the industry is to specifically mold their “stars” to have these issues of feeling loved and accepted so they can serve their agenda. It’s so, so sad.

      I often wonder what REALLY makes stories newsworthy and other stories not. There are so many things that happen in the world each and every day. So many good things as well, but you never hear about them! There is clearly an agenda. It’s one of the reasons why I decided not to go into broadcasting. I guess now would be an appropriate time to slip in a topic I find very newsworthy, and that is the severe drought and food crisis going on in West Africa. I hosted my first fundraising event back in July to benefit the children of Niger. It’s the children who are suffering the most from malnutrition. Last year the same thing happened in East Africa (Kenya and Somalia) and because aid arrived too late hundreds of children died on a daily basis. When I heard back in May that the exact same thing was happening again in West Africa it was mind boggling to think we wouldn’t try to do something to prevent hundreds of more children from dying this summer. The driest months have passed for these people, but they are still in dire need of nutrition and water ,and many organizations are taking donations until January. One organization I trust is CARE, and they are focusing particularly on the people of Niger. I just wanted to bring that up in case people are moved to do some quick research of their own to donate and help these people.

      Thanks for reading Bonnie! I feel like I’m in a season where I need to get this out and I appreciate you allowing me to use your blog as an outlet!

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      E

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    4. E,

      I'm going to address CARE first because it's important.

      If you look in this page http://www.care.org/about/et.asp You will see the Executive Team. Click on each picture and you will see people who come from a variation of backgrounds including the U.N., Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation, Presidentially appointed attorneys, Globalist company executives (Proctor and Gamble, The Peace Corp, Oil companies, U.N. World Food Program, Dept. of Agriculture and others).

      CARE is also one of the organizations who will be responsible for helping the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation implement their vaccine and cataloging campaigns in Africa (and other third world countries) and you know what is in those vaccines.

      These vaccine programs have been instrumental in the spreading of AIDS - a manufactured virus, Cancer and Ebola viruses. I do not recommend CARE or donating to them at all for those reasons.

      Their history is listed here - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/CARE_(relief_agency) For an NGO (non-governmental organization) they sure have a lot of U.N. companies and "foundations" taking part in their operations.

      Their partnership with other Elitists and Globalist organizations (Bill and Melinda Gates, CARE Indonesia and UNICEF) are here http://www.care.org/newsroom/articles/2012/06/care-threadless-causes-womens-t-shirt-mother-is-daughter-gates-foundation.asp

      They are also responsible for organizing the delivery and implimentation of contraceptives, which they call "empowering women".

      I'm sorry, E but I do not support or reccommend them for those reasons. Anyone helping Gates poison children or deliver DNA corrupting viruses is not a Godly organization.

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    5. E,

      Aside from the CARE International" issue, I think you hit the nail on the head concerning Michael and his sister Janet. As a matter of fact it was after those VMA's in 1993 that prompted an "emergency intervention" by Klein and Liz Taylor to squire Michael off to London for treatment of a drug dependency he did not have UNTIL after that time!

      Also in 1993, two years after this allegedly SECRET marriage to Elizondo, Janet Jackson's music and magazine covers began getting more risque. And no one knew Janet was married to this demon until AFTER she filed for divorce in 2001 (amazingly a year after Latoya escaped HER handler/husband).

      Lots of coincidences come together in 1993 and that cryptic speech Michael gave at those VMA's spawned a lot of under-the-radar panic and damage control initiatives that reverberated through his family. Latoya's books and interviews under Gordon's control did a lot of damage and Michael forgave her immediately because he KNEW - the same was being done to him. Latoya didn't even have to ask I'm sure. And she's a heck of a lot smarter that people give her credit for. Janet too.

      Thank you and God bless you for your comments on Christian and yes, the need to get the love of God out there and make people realize that God has already installed it in us. We just have to ask him to open it up by accepting that gift of love from Christ who died for us.

      God did make us more than flesh. That is evident in the Genesis 6:3 verse -
      "And the LORD said, My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty years."

      We are ALSO flesh, but that is not all we are. Even though the elitists would like us to believe that.

      Please don't get mad at me about CARE. The organization is not good, but that doesn't mean there aren't good people working in it. If you are working for them and have any power at all to influence what they are doing, perhaps that is your ministry.

      God bless you♥

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    6. Hi Bonnie!

      Through the research you’ve done thus far, is there a charitable organization you would recommend? Thanks for sharing that information. It’s good for me and everyone else to know. I would never get mad, but I’m not going to lie, it’s so frustrating and disheartening to hear when all you want to do is help these children, but you feel like you have no one to turn to to really make it happen. How are we supposed to heal the world when even when you try the deception stops you? Though Michael suffered so much for being in the position of fame and fortune that he was in, it did give him more access to reaching others and helping firsthand. He acknowledged that very truth in his Oprah interview back in 1993. That kind of influence and access is a blessing and I pray to have at least half of that ability to truly make a difference in this world before I leave it. I’m not working for CARE, but I did speak to some representatives and I do agree that there are good people working for it. I did research on different charitable organizations when I was originally moved to help the people of West Africa and CARE came across as one of the better ones to trust because it was accredited by the Better Business Bureau and was given an A+ by the American Institute of Philanthropy. I felt like people would feel more secure to donate if they saw that. I clearly didn’t dig deep enough and I guess I was a bit too trusting and naïve at the time. I now question why exactly the charity was accredited and given an A+ and who exactly is a part of the American Institute of Philanthropy and the Better Business Bureau. It is extremely curious that even though they are an NGO they have a lot of U.N. support. I’m definitely still learning and putting the pieces of the puzzle together. I know my heart was in the right place, but to think they may use my efforts, money, and other people’s money to advance their own agenda makes me really upset. It just really, really stinks (for lack of better words and to say the least) because one of my purposes for having the fundraiser was to show people they’re not helpless. We can’t let anyone keep us from stepping up and doing what we think is right. So many times we see and hear about the terrible things going on in the world, but feel overwhelmed and don’t actually do anything about it. I just wanted to show people of my generation that there’s more to focus on than what’s going on in their own bubble, to make them aware of these starving children who have nothing, to bring about a positive attitude of changing the world for the better, and that if you truly care about something and want to help then you can and you’re not totally helpless. I think I was able to make most of that happen with the event I held, but I think I’ll need to start my own non-profit if I want to truly make my last point a reality. Looks like I have a lot of work to do! Better get going! =]

      Thanks again Bonnie for all of your hard work and info, and if there’s anything I can do to help you in your research let me know. I’ll be in research mode for the next 3 and ½ months as I start my second to last semester of college anyway! I've woken up the last couple mornings and certainly feel and smell autumn on its way!

      143,
      E

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    7. Hi E,

      I know, it IS disheartening. Even some of the Christian charities, like Christian Children's fund has been taken over and renamed.

      That same source you did your research on also lists the NAACP and ACLU and those organizations are horrible! Yet they have top listing on this link http://www.charitywatch.org/toprated.html

      Generally I look at where they get their funding and who they are networked with. I used to support Samaritan's purse until I learned that Billy Graham was a 33 Degree Mason and that about killed me. Sometimes you just have to pray and and have faith that God will use your charity and your efforts in a good way. Sometimes your calling will be to put Good in a bad organization and save some people. Jesus didn't just associate with the saved, did he?

      Anyhow if you feel moved to work for them, perhaps that is where God wants you? And if you do, now you have some information as to what your challenges are going to be. :o)

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    8. Very true, Bonnie! Yeshua did not just associate with the saved. So important to remember! Thanks!

      Mark 2:16-17 - "And when the scribes and Pharisees saw him eat with publicans and sinners, they said unto his disciples, How is it that he eateth and drinketh with publicans and sinners? When Jesus heard it, he saith unto them, They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance."

      143,
      E

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    9. Yeshua was so wise and he too had that quite strength about him. I think he's going to be a little different when he returns "This Time Around". (Sorry Mike, I borrowed).

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  5. And this one:

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  7. Hi BonnieL


    Your blog to day was how I hoped to be.I'm very sorry for little boy .It make me wonder how many children in this world suffer unseen and unknown...I hope GOD help quickly the human race to be released by evil.
    Here in Romania,we celebrate Michael's birthday in all big city of country.In Bucharest in Herastrau Park we have Michael Jackson Avenue and he haz a monument in his honor,where we come whith sunflowers and spend some time together singing and dancing.I'll go with my friends in the afternoon.I would you know it,we love Michael very much.

    God bless you!I embrace you all with love from farawey

    Mihaela


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    1. Hi Mihaela,

      I wish the same Mihaela. I'm happy to hear Romania celebrates openly. Here in the U.S. any celebrations for Michael are rather superficial and splintered. And you will NEVER find the city of D.C. ever holding a celebration of him. Maybe after 2012 that will change.

      God bless you too Mihaela and your country♥

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  8. Hi Bonnie,
    The little boy Christian Choate life touched me as well. I'm sure what happened to Christian would be close to Michael's heart. And it happened in Michael's home town Gary, Indiana. I know Michael would be very upset to hear all the abuse and neglect Christian went through. Little Christian wanted to be loved by his family and protected like all children do. Michael wanted to be loved too for who he was. I'm really not sure Christian was a MK ULTRA child or a Monarch child. But after doing a little bit of research I found the MK ULRA project was in the Gary, Indiana area which made me feel a bit sick. I thik the MK ULTRA project started around 1953? And Michael Jackson was born in 1958.
    What you say about there being two Michaels. Michael Joe Jackson the real one) and Michael Joseph Jackson is very interesting. Also there maybe doubles of Michael's 3 children out there. Do you think both Michaels are still alive? Both Michael Joe Jackson and Michael Joseph Jackson?

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    1. Hi Ilove,

      I think Michael would have been crying right next to me if he was reading that story I read last night. I often wonder if this hurts God, when a child suffers and no love is given him.

      It's dawned on me that if we are all connected through the very proteins that God put in our bodies, to HIM . . . it has to hurt him to have pieces of him tear away from his love like that. God can create, but it would be like any of us losing a child we loved. It hurts at our cores.

      If we all feel this pain over the loss of a child or the suffering of the innocent, who are still very much attached to God, I can see how God would have used that to turn the network of "lights" on.

      And we awake, rub our eyes and look around at the way things REALLY are and we feel for the first time, someone we never met, and THAT someone's suffering teaches US how to feel for others and we are woken up even more. And we reach out to others and more lights turn on.

      And the more lights that come on, the less darkness there is until finally the last light connected to God comes on and he moves with his light to heal everything and separate the darkness from the light, just like he did when he created the world the FIRST time.

      I love you, God. Thank you for your son Yeshua and thank you for Michael and all your other spirits of You in each of us.

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    2. Ilove,

      To answer your questions, since I got off on a tangent before:

      MK Ultra - In the UNITED STATES and Canada, AFTER WWII the mind control projects under THAT NAME began but the actual knowledge and experiments are much older. The were perfected as mind control in Nazi Germany, practiced in Judaism/Talmudism, also in other religions and as far back as ancient Egypt, the same principles. The Jews used it against Christ, stirring up the crowd with lies. All they did is perfect it and put it in print and news shows.

      Two Michaels - Jermaine said Michael (which I assume is the real Michael) is not coming back. But we have as much evidence of his death as we do Osama Bin Laden's death.

      The establishment could not control Michael - so they had a plan B. Michael knew about it before his trial, he sang about it.

      I do not think the real Michael is dead. The fake one? Who knows what they can do. They either faked the death or they put him down long enough to create the illusion that he was dead. Think about the movie "Flatliners". If they make a movie about it, they already have the know how.

      The one they bring back will not be the real one. Michael sang "I just want you to recognize me in the Temple" for a reason. He knew about "her schemes and her plans".

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    3. Hey I Love,

      I found this in a newsletter mailing! How timely is that in a possible answer to your question???

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    4. Ooops, howsabout that info???



      "A team of scientists at the Boston Children’s Hospital have invented what is being considered one the greatest medical breakthroughs in recent years. They have designed a microparticle that can be injected into a person’s bloodstream that can quickly oxygenate their blood. This will even work if the ability to breathe has been restricted, or even cut off entirely.

      This finding has the potential to save millions of lives every year. The microparticles can keep an object alive for up to 30 min after respiratory failure. This is accomplished through an injection into the patients’ veins. Once injected, the microparticles can oxygenate the blood to near normal levels. This has countless potential uses as it allows life to continue when oxygen is needed but unavailable. For medical personnel, this is just enough time to avoid risking a heart attack or permanent brain injury when oxygen is restricted or cut off to patients."
      http://www.pakalertpress.com/2012/08/29/scientists-invent-oxygen-particle-that-if-injected-allows-you-to-live-without-breathing/

      I have one possible example for you . . . June 25, 2009

      And below was the result of that search term I posted and I did a search of my own on it. Timing is of the essence.

      Michael Jackson (Blood+Solstice Sacrifice)
      Michael Jackson died 3 days before Summer Solstice.
      Michael Jackson died June 25th, 2009. He was planned to be killed June 25th, 2005 also.
      3 days exactly after the summer solstice is a big date, not only cause 3 is a meaningful number in the occult and the spiritual, but because exactly 3 1/2 years from that day will be December 25th 2012. (Michael warned about the 2012 conspiracy.)
      Michael Jackson’s name has meaning and they decided to kill a Michael at the beginning of their ultimate rebellion against the God. (Source)
      The Jackson family agreed to blood sacrifice him for benefits of the estate, money, and higher up fame.
      For the span of 8 years, Michael Jackson made more money off sales, benefiting the Jackson estate, after he died.
      Michael constantly told close ones, he was going to die soon, and that they were going to kill him.
      La Toya Jackson was the only openly speaking out about her brother’s murder, while everyone else in the Jackson family didn’t say anything, because she was left out from the blood sacrifice.
      They knew that if he died, he would die as a legend, and more money will come in. It was a planned sacrifice, event.
      Michael Jackson was most likely given lethal injection.
      Dr. Conrad Murray was used as the fall guy.


      Read more: http://mediaexposed.tumblr.com/post/6915452232/michael-jackson-blood-solstice-sacrifice#ixzz24xjQbHFY

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    5. The family being involved in that is a bunch of crap, but this is all definitely Illuminati oriented and TIMED. But it is also GOD TIMED.

      But look at the "Illusion" part of this. We can bring people back to life or at least keep them alive while they are looking dead and not breathing but injecting oxygen particles into the blood stream.

      Flatliners . . .

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    6. Hi Bonnie,
      If Michael Jackson was most likely given a lethal injection does that mean he is really dead? Maybe it doesn't matter as he isn't coming back to the public anyway. But in my mind I wonder is Michael still out there in the world or did he suffer a terrible death? I wish I could of protected Michael and shown him love. It hurts that Michael's memory of being loved was taken from him. I wonder if they will bring the fake Michael Joseph Jackson out at the end of this year?

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    7. Hi Ilove,

      We don't know the truth of how that really happened. We know Murray is the fall guy. That's really all we know. Everything else in the trial is a lie or rather lies masking the truth.

      Ilove, I can tell you when I asked God "why didn't you protect him!" at the end of that same day I prayed to take his pain (because I couldn't stop crying), I got an answer. I've told this story before. I got a cool, airy kiss on a hot and wet cheek and that kiss told me that he was protected. Sometimes faith has to take us the rest of the way.

      We can point out all the inconsistencies in the world and interpret them for alive or dead. But ultimately it will be faith that answers our questions until God returns. I feel in my heart he is alive and probably watching all this or at least he may have people HELPING him watch all this.

      Fake Michael? That is what I believe will happen amongst other things, at the end of the year.

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    8. Hi Bonnie,
      Your story is amazing. When you asked God "Why didn't you protect him!". At the end of that same day you prayed to take his pain and you got an answer. You got a cool, airy kiss on a hot and wet cheek (where your tears had been running down your face) and that kiss told you that Michael was protected. I would love to have a connection to Father God the way you do. I became a Christian in 2011. I love God and Jesus so much. But I don't feel I have a strong relationship with God the way you do.
      I think it will be amazing to see the fake Michael. Even if he isn't the real one. I'm not sure how the general public will take to Michael coming alive again. Also could it effect record sales? Since Michael had died his products and music have been selling like hot cakes. The Michael Jackson 'brand' is alive and well these days.

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    9. Hi Ilove,

      Actually it was the other way around. I prayed earlier in the day for God to give me his pain after watching that 60 minutes interview and listening to him sing Stranger in Moscow (never had heard it before). I cried all day and I mean ALL DAY. Couldn't stop. I couldn't understand it I had never felt such anguish before.

      That night laying in bed, I stillc couldn't stop crying and I just started praying. And I got mad at God after telling God everything Michael was doing for Him and his witnessing and finally in frustration and said "He LOVED YOU. Why didn't you PROTECT HIM!" I couldn't say or think anymore, I just cried, silently because my husband was sleeping beside me, having NO IDEA any of this was going on. Seconds after I asked God why he didn't protect him, I got that kiss.

      Ilove, I am very happy you made that decision. The relationship like any other, takes time to nurture and develop. You will learn more and more and you will love Him more and more as you do. God knows you love him and the rest will come. Reading the Bible helps deepen that relationship but don't try to rush it. Some of my most powerful dreams came in my earlier years as a Christian, because I was still a "babe" in my faith. I think you can follow Michael's philosphy in the way he builds a song. Let the song write itself. Let God move you. Sometimes that means just sitting still and keeping your eyes and ears frosty for when those moments come. I was a Christian from the time I was twelve, but believed in God before then. In 2009 I was 45 years old when Michael passed. I didn't start the blog until January of 2010, but that "kiss" happened in August of 2009. Look how long I waited for a call? :o) He was worth it!

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    10. Oh and Ilove? I do not want to see the fake Michael. I think it will be exciting as in the coming to life of a plan, but amazing? People will be fooled. It's not a comfortable feeling.

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  9. Hi Bonnie,

    It makes my heart smile when I see who Michael really is...the purity, innocence, joy, sweetness, beauty and Love. Thank you for reminding us:) He had a love that was so immense that it spilled over and has touched our lives and opened our hearts so we will never be the same again... because that kind of love cannot be contained...he is a gift to our hearts:)I truly hope that he can feel the love of our hearts to his on this his special day.
    Thank you Bonnie for all you do, and the way you know our hearts. God bless YOUR heart:)

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      You're right, that kind of love cannot be contained. We would burst into fragments from the pressure of it and land on other people anyway, so God will make it impossible to keep it to ourselves. When its inside you, you'll want to give it.

      If we can feel him I know he can feel us. And God bless your heart too, and Michael's ♥

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  10. BONNIE, just for your wonderful Blog, poem for Michael & love for children, I love you. God Bless you♥♥♥ Through this Post I just discovered on a separate link the martyrdom & picture of little Christian...& I cried & feel in a way so guilty for the abjection of little Christian's & all the children's martyrdom we mostly are unaware of. By reading such horrors, I am deeply ashamed at times to belong to the human race. Shame on the medical & police Gary authorities who DID NOTHING for this poor little boy. Please God Protect the Innocents & wrap them with your Divine Love.

    Dearest Michael, since June 2009 my affectionate love for you & the sorrow of your absence did not fade thus also wishing you Happy Birthday today feels kind of melancholic. You are not God but you showed us again the way to Him, to the beauty & purity of His deeds, the importance of kindness, attention & assistance we all must pay to the woes of this world..but when you were running openly on Earth & cried your dispair & call on us, where were we ? Michael, my own guilt & regrets for having missed the essence of your true being & messages when you were there won't change much but like many, I too feel blessed & deeply grateful to you for letting your kind spirit finally reach my heart & accompany me daily since 2009. I love you more. Thank you God & Jesus for having given Michael to this world during 50 years as this man is/was a true honor to the human race.

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    1. Line,

      I love what you wrote about Michael, and the paragraph above that you describe being ashamed at times to belong to the human race. Well, in Christ we belong only to him. But you point out something else here about the strength of Michael.

      Most of us sit here crippled in pain when we let the reality of these horrors become acquainted with our hearts, and it's good to be able to feel even as it saps our strength. But after the crying it also strengthens and builds us back up more determined to battle the evil.

      In that same vein, Michael not only felt them, he SOUGHT THEM OUT. He went to visit the orphanages and the hospitals and the families who were victims of violence, much of it not even learned about in public until after his passing. Can you imagine trying to hold yourself together when you have a child in your lap that hasn't smiled in months because he is rarely held? Or kissing the face of a child who lost an eye or an arm in a bombing?

      How much praying and how intense before he stepped into these places so that the children only saw the love in his face and not the sorrow?

      I trust that time when all will be restored is not that far off. And spiritual hugs will be the new greeting.

      God bless you Line . .. I am hugging you.♥♥♥

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    2. Me too (hugging you♥) ..today's was Reverence day for Michael. Tomorrow again, reality comes back in full force as we'll learn further on the horrors/conspiracies that confuse me so more & more :o(( Good Evening till then.

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    3. Hi Bonnie,

      Yesterday I took my first step toward taking a stand for Michael with my inlaws.They didn't know it was him that I was referring to, but it was a place to start. I was talking to my Mother-in-law and we were having a nice visit over the phone. She is a wonderful woman and we get along well, and for that I know I am blessed for that kind of relationship with my husband's mother... but you can't convince her of anything other than what her mind is made up about. I have learned that in the almost 22 years that my husband and I have been married. Anyway...I didn't come right out and tell her I was talking about Michael, because she wouldn't understand, but I said that there are always going to be people that will not believe the truth no matter how many times we try to tell them...they are going to believe what they believe...but we can still try. She agreed with me but had no idea of what I was referring to. It was okay though, because it helped me to get my foot in the door. When Michael "allegedly" passed away, she was concerned for him, and felt sorry that his family was not giving him a proper burial. She kept track of the news when she would hear about him and talk to me about it. So... I feel that there is hope, and when God wants me to stand up for him, the time will be right, and He will give me the words that I need, just when I need them. I believe that with my whole heart, and I thought that maybe you would be rejoice with me at hearing it:) God bless you
      Bonnie. You inspire me:)

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    4. Hi Anonymous,

      A year. It took my mother a whole year of testimony and me listening to her "I don't care, I don't cares". Finally it was Michael himself that opened her eyes - with a performance of Billie Jean and Dangerous that they replayed on Thanksgiving in 2010. It was my first Thanksgiving in the new house and My Inlaws were here but my mother couldn't make it. So she calls me and tells me to turn on the T.V. I told her no (LOL, We were visiting). She said "Michael Jackson's on there dancing" And she described the dance and what he was wearing, so I knew it was the Billie Jean/Dangerous medley.

      She says to me, "He's quite a little entertainer isn't he?" And I laughed, "Uh . . . yeah mom!" Then she said, "He really works his little butt off on that stage. Reminds me of Fred Astaire".

      So that was the first respects paid by my mother to Michael Jackson. I kind of weaned her into the messenger of God evidence. That was a tougher sell. Especially after she saw that performance, LOL!

      We are supposed to stand for God's servants. I'm really excited that you got your foot in the door. And I hope Michael doesn't get mad at me that I told my mother no, LOL!

      God bless you ♥♥♥ in all your future witnessing :o)

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  11. Bonnie,

    That was a beautiful blog you written for Michael. But I'm also heartbroken over what happened to Christian. When I heard about it the first thought that came to mind is NOBODY DIDN'T SEE OR HEAR ANYTHING?!! How could have this happened?! I didn't get a chance to read more about it but I was truly disgusted.

    I love the clip you have from Sarah MacClaughan. She's one of my favorites singers. I can't believe Michael at 54-years-old. To remember him, I'm playing his songs especially 'Man In The Mirror.' I pray to God that the people who put Michael and those innocent children through so much hell will get theirs. Like my grandma always said, 'Don't honey, their day is coming. You just keep doing the right thing.' And I thought about you Bonnie. You are doing the right thing to bring this to everyone's attention.

    As for Michael, HAPPY 54TH BIRTHDAY, SWEET MICHAEL! We got your back.

    P

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    1. Hi P,

      God bless you, I hope it helped you feel him as strongly as I did.

      This child never saw outdoors much and I don't know how no one paid attention. I take it they lived in a rather rural area. I read the story and the daughter told police she was made to help bury the body of her little brother with the Bible placed on his chest. The father was very controlling but the step mother was helping with the abuse!

      Michael's not 54 years old. He's ageless (except when he tries to get on his knees to pray, LOL! Like me!) I'm hugging him tight, and you too! ♥♥♥

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    2. Whenever I see Sarah McLachlan mentioned I think of the Onesness group...she was very involved with this along with others like Santana, Quincy and so on,,,Michael won the Oneness award right before he was charged. KC Porter who started this group is a big name in music and he was involved with the theme song for the Selena Movie which Peter Lopez was a co-producer for. Its a small world....
      anyhow Sarah sang at the Emmy's when they rolled up the screen showing all those who passed in 09, including Michael.

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    3. TL,

      So do you think Sara McLachlan was a friend or an enemy? How about Santana? (I already know Quincy was not...)

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    4. Bonnie, like with other people involved with Michael I think a certain way one minute and the opposite way the next,,,,Santana is performing with that LOT that irks me on dec 21/22 and Cirque is involved and Google and others and it'll be a worldwide event beamed all over the place at the same time. Not just the show Santana is in but quite a few things going on at that time. So I get all antsy about him on account of this but on the other hand I think well, young Orianthi is tied to him as well as the TII show and to Tom B but that might not mean a thing. I remember reading some info on that Murdock woman a couple of years ago who made sure to tell the world that Jesus, Mary and Joseph are the same as Isis, Horus and Osirus and she is speaking at this event down at the pyramids where Santana and company will do their show Dec 21....see, I am not into what she sells !! Then of course we have the Michael Santana song and everyone going around saying,,,Don't let go of his hand. Then I remember that piece about Santana supposedly going to be doing some work with Q and Michael and that was 2008. I know the Oneness group wanted to promote good things for people via music and art and there's nothing wrong with that but I'm concerned about all things anti Christian and I know that the people behind the events on dec 21 are so anti christian its not funny. Maybe all the people involved think they are doing a good thing promoting love and peace and greeness etc but the plans and people behind it are troulbe, I seriously believe this. Have you ever looked at any of Sara's album covers or words to songs or looked into that event she's part of with other female musicians....that Lilith show...just the name is enough for me. She has a beautiful voice and is probably the lovliest of people but nonethelss I worry. All this LOVE LOVE LOVE stuff that is promoted around and about is almost like its coming from some guru who has people hypnotised. People seem like they have been drugged or something. Love is beautiful and caring and all that but its also tough in many ways and I don't see that being promoted by these people, its all wishy washy, gooey, floaty, dreamy and unrealistic. I just can't buy what SOME are selling the world. I have similar feelings about the likes of what Cornell WEst promotes.....I don't believe you get people up and off and on their way with all the misery talk....and I don't think Michael was inclined this way, I think he wanted people up and busy and working and proving themselves in this world. Its like a cloud still hanging over people like they've been kept down but they won't pick themselves up with all the misery talk, will they??? I saw Cornell praise Michael up to the high heavens after the DEATH but in an earlier piece he'd been very negative about Michael in my opinion. Anyhow, now i'm rambling so I'll sign off but not saying Sarah is bad but I'm just wary of the direction so many people seem to be being lead. Sarah did have positive things to say in one of those interviews about Michael in 2010 saying her little girl knows his songs inside out but I'm just not sure. Must away.

      TL

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    5. TL,

      Well by the standards you are using to categorize these some of these people, the same could be said for Michael. We have people in precarious positions in the industry that quite possibly did not know God BEFORE they entered the industry.

      It's good to be cautious, but we also have to guard against throwing the baby out with the bathwater.

      Remember 2 Thessalonians 2? The strong delusion? Who sends that? How does he do this? Quite possibly through people?

      You asked me about Inzerillo once and if it was possible that he was secretly helping Michael.

      What about those people you mentioned above? Some of them had much stronger relationships with Michael than Inzerillo did.

      Michael's family are tied in with these same people . . . for forty years they've been neck deep in the industry and by all appearances seem to want to monetize and institutionalize their brother with the rest of them, but we know that there may be another reason they are playing ball.

      I'm trying to understand what you mean about 'Love Love Love'.

      Michael's album covers were also very "Illuminati". So were some of Whitney Houston's. So are some of your popular Christian/contemporary artists.

      At some point we need to separate the artist from the people who market them and use them. Try to relax and trust God has this. You're doing your part alerting people to the truth. But all connections are not for the purpose in which they appear.

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    6. Hi Bonnie,
      I remember the "Lilith Fair" was a concert tour and a travelling music festival, founded by Canadian musician Sarah McLachlan, Nettwerk Music Group's Dan Fraser and Terry McBride, and New York talent agent Marty Diamond.

      I thought it sounded dodgy because of the name "Lilith". I'm not sure Sarah McLachlan is one of the good guys/girls. Although she looks pretty and she has has a sweet, nice singing voice. I'm not sure she is Christian.

      I remember seeing stuff on You Tube about the "Satanic Music Industry" and also "They sold their soul for rock 'n' roll". It's the same with Dolly Parton I'm not sure she is one of the good guys/girls. It's so sad so many artists have sold out and even Christian artists have that are popular. People are making a lot of money from so called Christian rock and Christian hip hop these days.

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    7. Ilove,

      Oh, I'm not advocating for McLachlan or anyone in that list. I'm just aware that artists are sometimes forced to do things they don't want to do. Michael and Latoya are prime examples. I don't know anything about Sarah so I can't tell you my feelings either way on her. Some of the other people mentioned though, I know a bit more about because I researched them. Tom B. is one of them.

      Dolly Parton is a sellout yes. I believe that. She talks alot about God, but if people know what ran through the C.W. industry and how corrupt it is (BIG on drug dealing for the industry and Elvis was actually actively trying to put a stop to it). I also agree with you on the Christian Rock/hiphop. My younger son wanted me to listen to two songs from a Christian "death metal" group - Excuse me? How does "death metal" and "Christian" even work in the same sentence? After I listened to the two songs I just looked at him and asked, "What is the point of this? First, you can't get a message of you can't understand the lyrics, and rage is not the first emotion I would pick to express God's love". He wasn't happy with my critique. Oh well . . .

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    8. Bonnie, I wish I even acutally knew any of these people in reality....I don't. Its very difficult to work out who's who and what's what and that is probably what irritates me most. Things can be seen one way or the other. And Michael was pretty much that way by all accounts. I am worried about the dec 21/22 people though, they are a whole other kettle of fish.


      Hey, I sure do hope that someone, somewhere is helping Michael, or backing him, it'd be great to know he had some backup. I still think his family is on side. Its the family that I hope are the ones he can trust.

      TL

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    9. TL,

      I'm in anticipation of the Dec. 21/22 people but I'm not worried about them. I'm more worried about the people that don't know or mistakenly believe all this is hogwash. That's the people I worry about and maybe I shouldn't. Trust and Faith are never developed if not exercised and Some of this we will have no choice but to turn over to God.

      We were informed by the Pastor of our church in Maryland that two of our friends were on life support. One was a lady who had been sick for a long, long time with M.S. And her husband was so faithful to her, he is such a dear man and loved her so much, brought her to church. And every time she went down she would just bounce back again.

      The other one was a man I worked with in Awanas and he learned he had diabetes about two years before we left. He worked for the state of Maryland. He walked out in front of a car from between two object and was hit at 50 miles an hour. They were due to unplug him this past weekend. His family "let go and let God". God took over and he is now expected to make a full recovery. The leg however, may not be able to be saved.

      The lady unfortunately passed away this weekend, but she let go and let God too. And where she is now, she is not diseased, crippled or in pain.

      Sometimes we just have to know that God knows best.

      As far as Michael goes, I don't think Michael would have taken on this fight if he didn't know God was behind him. Same with his family.♥

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    10. Hi Bonnie,
      Who is Tom B.? The term 'Lilith' occurs in Isaiah 34:14, either singular or plural according to variations in the earliest manuscripts, though in a list of animals. In the Dead Sea Scrolls Songs of the Sage the term first occurs in a list of 'monsters'. In Jewish magical inscriptions, on bowls and amulets from the 6th century CE onwards, 'Lilith' is identified as a 'female demon' and the first visual depictions appear.
      So that is why I worried about the 'Lilith Fair' that Sarah McLachlan was involved with. I'm not into feminism. I do like some folk type music and country music. I'm not sure about young Taylor Swift? I think Tori Amos is a sell out but I don't think she has any direct connection with Michael Jackson.

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    11. Thomas Barrack, Colony Capital.

      Lilith - This is the verse I have in the King James Version:

      14 The wild beasts of the desert shall also meet with the wild beasts of the island, and the satyr shall cry to his fellow; the screech owl also shall rest there, and find for herself a place of rest. - http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Isaiah%2034&version=KJV

      I read from 10 down through 17 and I don't see Lilith. I did a search for Lilith through the whole Bible on that site and it's not there. What version are you reading it out of?

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    12. Hi Bonnie,
      I got the 'Lilith' stuff from Wikipedia see this link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilith

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    13. Ilove,

      I checked through all the English language versions listed on this site: http://www.biblegateway.com and Lilith does not appear. Not even in the Jewish Orthodox Bible. Lamia appears there as well as in the New International versions. Demons appear in other versions but not Lilith.

      I checked the Wiki site and saw this:

      "Lilith (Hebrew: לילית‎; lilit, or lilith) is a figure in Jewish mythology, developed earliest in the Babylonian Talmud, who is generally thought to be related to a class of female demons Līlīṯu in Mesopotamian texts."

      This tells me that it seems they want to skew the translations to match what is in the Talmud - very bad. I even checked the Geneva Bible - http://www.genevabible.org/files/Geneva_Bible/Old_Testament/Isaiah.pdf and the term does not appear there either.

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  12. Beautiful blog for Michael's birthday Bonnie. And the song/poem you wrote is gorgeous, you're a lovely writer.

    Little Christian's story broke my heart, I can't fathom the horrible things done to him or any abused child. If there was any way like E said a couple comments up to save all these children and put a stop to these evil, I'd do it in a second! Last night I sat in my room in the dark praying and crying, for all the children, for everyone.

    Michael Jackson what you went through is a disgrace and everyday my prayers and heart are with you, I hope you know how much I love you and everyone here. I hope wherever you are today that your birthday is filled with happiness, love and peace no matter what. I think Mariah Carey's song hero sums up who you are, I dedicate that song to you. I love you so very much, God bless you! I hope your family will be peaceful and happy on your birthday, may God bless them and protect them always.

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    1. Jill thank you but the credit goes to He who put it in my head. Because I don't usually talk like that :o)

      You sound like me, except my crying is done at my desk. If I do it in bed I have to really tone it down because my husband is there and I can't sob. I can't believe sometimes how much it hurts.

      When I was carrying my youngest, I had a scare with Placenta Previa and they put me on bedrest between my 3rd and 6th month. They thought I was going to lose him. But inside I could feel the burn of the separation in the area where it was tearing away.

      This is how I kind of feel in my soul, when I read about one of these children. It's like placenta previa of the soul. Instead of the loss of a baby though, it's the loss or feeling the loss of love or the absence of it. That is what I imagine it to be when we see the absence of God which is the absence of love.

      God bless you and God bless Michael's family too. I hurt for them so much and my misunderstanding them I hope does not add to their hurt. ♥♥♥

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    2. Awww *hugs* I know and understand in every way possible how much it hurts. I sometimes let it all out when I pray.

      Oh that's terrible Bonnie, thank God he was alright.

      Babies are so precious, that's why the abortion thing is so hard for me to wrap my head around. I mean I in a way can understand if a women was raped, that's her decision if she wants to carry or not. But when you have women sleeping around and they know they could get pregnant but aren't ready so they get rid of it. That breaks my heart....

      Exactly, cause without love we're lost. And I hear some people talk of no God, and I just wonder do they not see the world around them? Who created the beautiful blue sky, the plants, animals, the children, all of us! There's beauty wherever you look, it's man who wants to destroy what God made. We must stop them.

      Me too, me too. I pray for The Jacksons so much, I want their pain and sorrow to be over. I want to see the estate thieves in prison and everyone who hurt Michael brought to justice.

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    3. I can't even look at the abortion thing anymore. They were getting pretty graphic online showing torn up little babies. My husband, not expecting my reaction, showed me a site that had pictures of what different methods of abortion did to babies and I lost it. You should have seen my husband's face, he felt so bad. He said, "I didn't think it would to THAT to you!" Then I got mad at him and said "Don't show me that stuff anymore!!!

      We were over a friend's house and he was showing my husband some stuff online - all to do with deer. One of the vids he told my husband that someone video taped from a camera in the woods, a deer getting taken down by a pack of wolves and I'm sorry, but nature or not, I cannot watch that stuff. I keep thinking, is this the way God meant it to be? Animals experiencing terror? I can't believe that. And now deer have a special place in my heart because of the dream I had where the Jacksons were a herd of deer and they were terrorized. I'm a wimp from childhood on that stuff!

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    4. Oh God I've seen that to Bonnie. My mom and I were discussing abortion and she showed me some pictures of what is done, I looked away from the computer for a whole 2 minutes, tears running down my face. I can't handle it....

      Aww, I know what you mean. I always used to question my mom on why the animals ate each other, she would say that's just the way God made it. But God wouldn't want animals to suffer, you know.
      I know some animals eat meat of course but hunting down an innocent animal like that just makes me sad. I kinda wish there was another way the meat eating animals could get their meat without killing another so violently.


      Bless you Bonnie.....

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    5. Jill,

      The animals. We can go back to Genesis 6 to see where human beings switched to eating animals for their protein, because during the flood, all vegetation was destroyed. So God put told Noah he was going to put fear of humans in the animals so they had a fighting chance, and we were to eat them but NOT THE BLOOD. He was specific about that.

      Unfortunately for the animals, they had nothing to eat either, but each other immediately after the flood. I do not believe that it was the natural order of things for flesh to eat flesh.

      When Christ returns, all things . . . ALL THINGS will be reconciled to him and those that chose NOT to be reconciled by recognizing him, well, they will have made their choice.

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  13. SOME NEWS UPDATES (Sorry Michael, but they're timely)

    Major General Jerry Curry, who is a decorated combat veteran, Army Aviator, paratrooper and Ranger, has asked the question: “Who does the government intend to shoot?” In an op-ed piece, Curry brings up the strange purchases of hollow point bullets the Department of Homeland security has made recently. Through other federal agencies like the Social Security Office (SSO) and the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration (NOAA), the DHS have ordered several thousand hollow point bullets as well.

    Curry states: “No one has yet said what the purpose of these purchases is, though we are led to believe that they will be used only in an emergency to counteract and control civil unrest. Those against whom the hollow point bullets are to be used — those causing the civil unrest — must be American citizens; since the SSA has never been used overseas to help foreign countries maintain control of their citizens.”
    http://www.pakalertpress.com/2012/08/29/dhs-amassing-arms-for-secret-forces-to-be-used-against-american-citizens/


    In what many believe is yet another sign that Americans are being prepared for martial law, the U.S. Special Operations Command is conducting a massive urban warfare training drill in downtown Minneapolis Minnesota.

    After worried residents phoned the police departments and media, the authorities decided to let residents know that it was simply a military drill and nothing to be afraid of.

    Right on Que the corporate controlled media went to work to shill for the full scale military takeover of America by telling their readers and viewers that it was “just a training exercise.”
    http://www.pakalertpress.com/2012/08/29/black-hawk-military-helicopters-invade-minneapolis-during-massive-urban-training-drill/


    U.S. courts will soon decide whether Americans can have the expectation of privacy over their DNA, reports Kate Moser at the Recorder.

    Michael Risher of the ACLU of Northern California is challenging a California law that requires all felony arrestees to give a DNA sample.

    Hanni Fakhoury, a lawyer at the Electronic Frontier Foundation who filed a friend of the court brief in the case, says he’s concerned about “some of the problems of large-scale data gathering not based on any individualized suspicion that someone is engaged in criminal activities.”

    That concern is already playing out in terms of the other ways the government collects data on innocent Americans without a warrant."
    http://www.pakalertpress.com/2012/08/29/the-courts-will-soon-decide-if-police-can-sample-your-dna-without-a-warrant/

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  14. More News:


    "The new reality that followed 9/11 led NSA whistleblower William Binney to resign after "the NSA began purposefully violating the Constitution" in the process of gathering information on virtually every U.S. citizen.

    Meanwhile, the NSA hired Israeli contractors to bug the telecommunications network and is in the process of building a $2 billion spy center."

    Read more: http://www.businessinsider.com/heres-how-surveillance-in-america-drastically-changed-after-911-2012-8#ixzz24xbNwf3T


    "The Department of Homeland Security will begin releasing a dead bacteria into the Boston subway tomorrow in an operation it says will test sensors designed to detect biological agents that could be released as part of a terrorist attack.

    Little is known about what exactly the bacteria consists of, and the DHS has not been very forthcoming with information, saying only that it is a “non-infectious” material that has been “approved as a food supplement”.
    http://www.pakalertpress.com/2012/08/29/big-sis-begins-releasing-biological-agents-into-boston-subway/


    "One of the last remaining urban bastions of fluoride-free water, the city of Portland, Oregon, is about to join the ranks of most other U.S. cities in forcibly medicating its residents with a drug that has been scientifically shown to impede proper brain development, lower IQ, damage thyroid function, and even cause cancer."
    http://www.pakalertpress.com/2012/08/29/portland-oregon-to-spend-5-million-to-poison-its-residents-with-toxic-fluoride/

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  15. BIBLE FACTS:


    Bible Facts
    http://www.deafmissions.com/tally/bkchptrvrs.html


    Dear Michael, Sweden says

    Search Referral:
    www.google.se — happy birthday michael we love you more #20
    Browser: IE 9.0
    Operating System: Win7
    Location: Göteborg, Vastra Gotaland, Sweden Resolution: 1366x768
    Returning Visits: 0 Javascript: Enabled
    Visit Length: Not Applicable ISP: Com Hem Ab

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  16. Hi Bonnie,

    Very nice post for Mikey's Birthday! Although it's bitter sweet with the awful news about Christian. So so sad that he fell prey to such evil. Where was his mother???? But then maybe she was getting abused too. It's a sad situation for all involved including the abuser. These types of people must be tormented and know nothing but to take their misery out on someone more helpless than them.
    I wonder do these people ever hear the voice of God speaking to them? Or is it like in one of your previous posts: they're made to believe the lie?
    Michael, I pray you are well and are able to have some sort of peace at least for today- HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
    I also pray that Jermaine is wrong about you not coming back because we need a leader to guide us out of this mess, one with a heart close to Yeshua's. Especially now that we are somewhat in the know. But I guess that's another reason you were targeted because you have the ability to gather the masses- which makes them nervous. Love you.

    Bonnie thanks for the additional news- hollow bullets? They planning for war- what are we planning for?

    J. Shaw

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    1. Hi J,

      LOL, I sometimes call him Mikey too. But he doesn't look like a Mikey. He looks like a Michael.

      Christian put me in a state last night. I saw his picture on the one news source. Imagine my surprise when I went on search on Google images for an angel child for the top of this blog and I find one in the first three rows that looks exactly like him! My heart died!

      Anyone that can do that to a child is completely closed off to God. We don't even truly know if this story is a cover for what was really going on (Monarch child) or if it was strictly abuse. Because where do people come from that can do that?

      God leaves the choice to the individual to let him in and in Christian's case, perhaps God thought Christian would be better off with Him. The people that don't hear the voice of God see and believe the lie. The ones that willing cause suffering ARE the lie.

      Be thankful if Jermaine is right. Because if Michael comes back, he's on the wrong side.

      Hollow Point bullets - Seriously! Marshall law???

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  17. Hi, Bonnie - as usual, a simply beautiful blog in honor of Michael's birthday. Your poem is absolutely amazing! I don't know how you come up with such beautiful verses, and this is another lovely piece worthy of encasing in a crystal frame. I can only hope that Michael and his family have a chance to see this tonight.

    Before Michael's special day is officially over, I wanted to make sure I contributed my personal sentiment tonight because tomorrow will be too late. My message is followed by a link to one of Michael's beautiful short films.

    Dear Michael,

    I thought about you all day, with tears of missing you that just don't go away. There's a maple tree outside my office, and whenever I glance out the window, I remember the day I first "saw" you standing under that tree...looking up at me. You were about 11 years old and wore that famous purple hat we all remember from your first appearance on the Ed Sullivan Show. Your eyes locked into mine and without saying a word, I knew what was in your heart. They spoke to me and said, "I don't want to leave - I just want to be a kid." From that moment, I have not been able to look at that maple tree without seeing your little face, and my soul has embraced yours ever since.

    The maple tree has become you, just as you are a part of that beautiful tree and everything around us. Something happened that day to connect me to a deeper sense of awareness, and it was the wisdom of a little boy with big brown eyes who made me see.

    One of the most beautiful yet underestimated short films you made was "Mark of the Ancients." That brief film is the embodiment of what I felt the day you looked at me from under the tree, and the way I think of you in the circle of existence. To me, you are a magical and loving force of nature. Never standing still...forever moving rhythmically through time and space. Your power and strength does not scream out, but is softened by inner beauty and grace. Your beautiful dance in "Ancients" is that of a living spirit that transcends all barriers and connects the past to the present.

    Michael, our hearts have embraced your self contained universe of pure humanity, and I believe our souls have become one with yours. Wherever you may be at this moment in time, from this life to the next, we will spend the rest of our existence absorbing your love and longing for your presence again.

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Michael "Joe" Jackson, with my unconditional love for you always and forever. I close my eyes and I can feel the touch of your hand. We are warriors to the end...for all the children, and that includes the precious little boy in the purple hat.

    Love, Micheline ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XB1rttkwIMc

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    1. Hi Micheline,

      Thank you for your encouragement - and the words of the poem didn't come from me, they came from God's word, so He wrote it♥ I hope He uses it to move people. The frame can be people's hearts :o) I'm glad you got that online thing straightened out. VERY glad!

      Very beautiful your prose to Michael. All creation will testify to love. How true those lyrics of THAT song turned out to be. God bless you Micheline!!!

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      I just had to comment on your gorgeous birthday note to Michael. It made me cry, thank you it says it all!

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  18. Hi Bonnie,

    Thank you again for a wonderful, touching blog. Every time and every blog that I read of yours it's like God has opened up my eyes and my heart even more, and I begin to cry for the pain of all children who've suffered from abuse and I cry for Michael and his family.

    The story of the little boy Christian made me cry very hard. How can people do that to a innocent child? Are they null and void of any love? Caging an innocent child to death is the work of the devil done by the step-father but will not escape God's judgement at the Great White Throne.

    Do you ever feel as a child of God that you are Bonnie, that you don't belong in this world, that you feel separated from everything that is 'OF' this world. As if you are standing on the outside looking in? I ask this because as a follower of God and of Christ this is how I feel every day. I'm IN it but I'm not OF it. God IS greater than all of the 'things' and 'stuff' that is 'OF' this world, such as money, power and materialism.

    I also have to tell you that I've been getting a nervous, unsettling feeling as if something is about to happen, I haven't been able to sleep. I pray to God every day and night for protection of all innocent man, woman and child that the evil cabal want to do harm to. I pray a prayer of protection for Michael and his family. That's all we can do is pray to God because He's in complete control and is all a part of His plans however, it's very hard to see innocent people die every day because of the deeds of Satan and his demon accomplices that are running the Earth.

    May God protect and bless you, Bonnie. And a happy 54th birthday to the beautiful, wonderful soul, Michael Jackson :)

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    1. Aww, Spring God bless and protect you as well.

      Those destroying innocence will be remembered by God. He said it will be better if a millstone was around their neck.

      Spring, I have felt that kind of "separated" from the world since I was a child. When I was a child I didn't know why I felt that way, I could just never connect to the world. I used to think there was something wrong with me and like you said, God wanted us IN the world but not OF the world. That is the exact description I gave to Michael on one of my first blog entries in 2010! Amazing how we just see this because the truth of it is given to us to see.

      I have often felt even as a child, that I was walking around in a glass bubble. And as it says in the Bible, we will know the truth of our questions and our pain as we get closer to God and he reveals things to us.

      I have the same uneasiness. You know what it is. And prayer is the best thing for it right now.

      God bless you. And Michael? It's 12:43. You're birthday is over. Now leave some cake for me :o)

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  19. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aejrJrARWS0&list=UUS6ys_vtKGc5kgzhiqCEWgQ&index=16&feature=plcp

    Bonnie, have you had a good look at this???

    TL

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    1. I've seen that before. Michael's "History" opening. And it's one of those things that you have to watch over and over again to get all the detail. (Thanks alot Mike!:o) I featured that , oh boy it must have been early to mid last year?? The flashes of history aren't exactly in order, that is one thing I noticed. He included Reagan, Ghandi, Mandela, Martin Luther King Jr., Himself a couple of times. There are U.S. buildings sticking up out of the sand, the "Washington Monunument" obelisk with a bunch of T.V.'s attached to it showing different news/history clips. Love the roller coaster, but he leaves the tracks a number of times.

      at 0:50 the disbatcher (LOL) says "Travel in the Light Michael" after the countdown. Before that when Michael says "Open the lock doors" he says soemthing about "History" or "Create History" but I can't make it out because of the background noise.

      Buddha, Martin Luther King come first. Pirate Ship passes as "Man in the Mirror" plays. Passes a hand in the curled position which reminds me of sculptures of Caesar. The Sphinx, Michael's Billie Jean Hat? and the top of a buried Empire State building, The song Billie Jean plays, Neverland Clock is viewed down in the sand as he comes down another hill, Buried Statue of Liberty, then we enter what looks like Greek Olympic stadium? With a pool in the center of it and marked swim lines, and we enter into between two pillars and a statue in the POSE of (Cross between Michaelangelo's David and Augustus Caesar) but he's wearing a hat and is holding the symbol for the American Medical Association (we've covered the Kundalini significance of that symbol before).

      Then we leave the tracks (I think) and we're in a void where we see paintings of Mona Lisa, Madonna and child, what looks like a closup of the the Rubicks Cube (LOL) a picture of the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel painted by Michaelangelo, a picture of the world/planet (some planet, could be earth?) and in the very background before he goes into the painting of the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel, what LOOKS like it could be a painting of the Archangel Michael stepping on Satan, but I cannot get a clear picture of this.

      Then it gets interesting. He focuses view on the ceiling which of course depicts biblical history, the famous portion of God's hand touching man's hand, then the wall showing Heaven? before he crashed out the window and you see the hellfires of which come really close to the picture of the oil well fires allegedly lit by Saddam Hussein during the first Gulf War (of which my ex served in the Middle East).

      you come through that and see more pictures showing up, then enter daylight again and the FIRST picture that shows up is either an Iraqi boy or Afghanistan boy, Next is a child Michael and "We are the World" is playing. Children from different countries are pictured. - Cont....

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    2. Cont. from above:

      Then "warning Michael, no visual reference ahead! Dangerous events on the horizon" And AT THAT TIME that she says "Dangerous" we enter the moving, mechanical gears of a machine depicting the inside of the doors of the "Dangerous" album cover. The gears look like they are coming apart and we exit out of a sand-filled hour glass.

      Michael is back on the tracks. Interesting! Another clock with Roman numerals with the Obelisk sticking out of the center. More T.V. screens of history. We see Albert Einstein (I think it's him) in a thinking pose and behind him a rather new age looking creature in a praying pose. A screen to our left that looks like a burning stargate, Mohammed Ali, a 1940's women's quartet in military uniform no doubt selling war bonds, I can't make out the next screen, some actor in military/pilot costume. A pyramid showing three clock faces or parts of them (such strong emphasis on clocks...) and he's going too fast even on freeze frame to read the times, but the clocks are not normally number clocks as I see the one closest to us sports a number 25.

      Mother Theresa, Jackie Kennedy with the voice of what could have been either John or Jack Kennedy, but the voice is too deep (I dream of things that never were . . . Who said that?) They show something right after which is the man on the moon so it could be Neil Armstrong's speech. The next screen is Malcom X, Then Michael with his Purple hat on (awwww!) The Indian (who's name now escapes me ugh!!!)


      Nelson Mandela is next, Ronald Reagan "tear down this wall", Some girl kissing a soldier (actress? Audrey Hepburn? not sure), Ghandi, the song "Black or White", Hindenburg, Michael in "Black or White" vid, what LOOKS LIKE Amelia Erheart, can't make out the other screen with two white guys on it - could be Roosevelt, then the "Billie Jean" Motown 25th famous moonwalk debut, a black guy that COULD be MLK Jr., another man/woman can't tell who it is. We leave the obelisk and see more pics - The famous scene in Tienaman Square where a student stands in front of a tank, We hear machine gun fire, one last screen which looks like a kid and his dad with a 50's hair style (I wanted to say James Dean but I don't think it's him.)

      Michael in his bullet helmet "Mission control, what's my ETA?" One more screen of building being bombed. Dispatch says "Approaching target in T minus 40 seconds and counting" Mikey says "Good that's just enough time. There's one more thing I have to take care of" and he goes off course into an industrial wasteland with more screens.

      All of them showing scenes of war. One actually says in big letters 'WAR'. He breakes through a wall and you see more screens, first one is of fans screaming "Michael". All of them are of different concert shots. Then Michael heads back on track toward a rather cristal looking moutain with computer generated dolphins arching out of the non-water, LOL! The Mountain looks like some of those "Unity City" architecture drawings made by Livingstone-Strong. When he crests it you see a void between the mountain top and a concert crowd with a stage light tech above it.

      Then it shows the spaceship pop up on stage and a CLOSEUP of the capsule which says "MJ-2040".

      What are you thinking?

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  20. Bonnie,

    Love your post.

    I've missed so many of your blogs, have to go back to read all.
    I'll admit, I don't understand it all. Trying, but makes my brain hurt :)

    You may want to check out this web site topdocumentaryfilms.com. there was one I watched today... its on netflix called ethos. Very interesting... I knew what was going on... we are and have not been a democracy for many years.

    I had always thought the the Federal Reserve Bank was owned by the govenment, almost went to work for them, I guess because the word Federal in the name, it is owned by the banking cartel. The USA and probably other countries
    are also owned by them, or is that the World Bank?

    Anyway, thank you so much for your postings... I was not raised with any religous back ground. My siblings and I did go to Sunday School until my older sister came home stating something the pastor/minister/reverend said, I was so young I couldn't tell when it happend. Got my parent really agry and took us out.

    I had always known that Michael was a good person, but what a GOOD PERSON he was. I knew his songs were saying something, but could not figure it out. Mostly probably out love of some female. Trying to figure out which female it was with at the time. But, considering some of those songs were done many years before they were released.

    Anyway... I know I'm rambling....

    Have a blessed day....



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    1. Hi Jill,

      Yes, I have a lot of info on the Fed reserve and the World Bank I did used to work for though only as a contract employee (most of them working there are, some more permanent than others). It's right across the street in D.C. to the IMF and they have underground passages between the buildings. Interesting. You need a security clearance to work there of various degrees depending on what you do.

      The Federal Reserve is privately owned by I think by eleven families/banks, most of them from outside the U.S. Rothschild controls them all - The Federal Reserve, The central banks of the UK and Europe, France, Spain, Germany etc... The world Bank is not really a Bank. To simplify what they are it's best to say they are a broker of international deals. They "launder" projects, corporations, 3rd world governments and of course, money. They vet contractors that want government jobs in foreign countries etc and much much more to them.

      Michael and songs for females LOL! Maybe if he could find another Esther - or Mary in the Bible. :o)

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    2. Bonnie,

      I'm from the DC area, Maryland to be exact.
      I have seen some of the tunnels around there.
      Was taken to the underground areas by an employee. He wasn't suppose to... Just showing off I guess.

      There is all kinds of underground tunnels around DC.

      According to this documentary, the cartel, includes the Rothschilds, Carnegie, Rockerfellers, etc.

      Woodrow Wilson implemented the Federal Reserve, it was either a speech or something that he stated that he had regreted it. He had to agree to the Federal Reserve to get elected. It seems that anyone that wants to be President has to sell their soul.

      It is funny, thinking his songs were some female. Duh! Didn't know any better.



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    3. Hi Jh,

      I'm originally from Pennsylvania, but I moved to MD to be with my husband. I lived in Pennsylvania and Delaware with my ex and we lived there for 12 years after he got out of the military. From 2004 to 2010 we lived in Maryland. My husband grew up in Rockville and as a regional sales person for wholesale lumber he traveled both Beltways on a daily basis (yuck!!!)

      I worked at the World Bank as a contract employee between 2004 and 2005. Our department hosted Tribunals for disputes between contractors/companies and governments of the countries they were working in so I got to eat a lot of food :o) I can tell you the people working there are treated very, very well. I spent a lot of time going back and forth between IMF building and our building because our document production department was in the IMF building in the basement and we used the tunnels to get back and forth. I love the people I worked with and became especially close to a lady from Haiti who was my immediate supervisor, a young lady from the Ivory Coast who was so sweet. She was divorced with a little boy and she was DESPERATELY trying to teach me French. I learned how to read it enough to make out whole sentences, but I couldn't tell you a thing about their grammer or sentence structure. If someone asked me how to say something in French I probably couldn't do it unless it was your typical elementary French 101 stuff, LOL! But she tried!

      I am aware that there are underground tunnels that not only lead between buildings in D.C. (including the White House) but from the Pentagon, the CIA building in Virginia and Tunnels exist between certain Bases in and around D.C. I did not know about the breadth of the underground tunnels until one of my husband's friend's committed suicide because he worked as an electrician in some of them and he was the most paranoid person . . . it's a long story. We know he worked on them but not which ones. He was a good boy and didn't divulge.

      I did do all that research on Wilson, Rockefeller (the U.S. arm of Rothschild) the Rothschild history (not their real name) and the thirteen families. Wilson's regret is a rumor. He was rewarded well.

      Some of Michael's songs embarrass me. Blood on the Dance Floor is one of them. I can listen to the lyrics no problem but the film he did is a little hard for me to get through. Too suggestive. Some of his dance moves the same. I hope he doesn't get mad but some of them make me laugh because it's like watching an innocent be sexy. Don't get me wrong, I think Michael struggled with perfectly normal drive, he was just super focused and knew how to "compartmentalize" and put temptation behind him (Love you for that Michael!!!)

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  21. Hi Bonnie
    Do you like Lauryn Hill? I feel the struggles she is going through are similar to what Michael Jackson went through. I like Lauryn Hill.

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    1. Yes I do like Lauryn Hill. I LOVE Lauryn Hill! I think she is a gutsy lady and you are absolutely right! They are persecuting her because she has a brain and a backbone! Thank you for reminding me she is still out there battling. We need to keep her in our prayers too!

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  22. Hi Bonnie. I pray things are well for you. I have had to catch up on your blog, the last few days have been a bit hard. ( A lot of praying going on over here), See 8/28/11 I lost the only father I had known my Poppy (grandfather) and then yesterday(8/29/12) I thought was going to be a great birthday for me this year was it WAS going great! I had MJ on dancing around the house when my phone rang around 2:00pm and was told that my grandmother had died around 12:30pm. But any way I read your tribute to Michael for his Birthday and just wanted to say it was beautiful.
    I do have a question I found this a few ago and was wondering if you heard anything about this? Official trailer for the upcoming movie Cirque du Soleil: Worlds Away, a 3D film produced by James Cameron! In theaters December 21, 2012.
    From the big top to the big screen, visionary filmmaker James Cameron and director Andrew Adamson (Shrek, Narnia) invite you and your family on an all new 3D adventure: Cirque du Soleil Worlds Away. A young couple who is separated, must journey through the astonishing and dreamlike worlds of Cirque du Soleil to find each other, as audiences experience the immersive 3D technology that will allow them to leap, soar, swim, and dance with the performers. This Holiday Season, Cirque du Soleil brings their world to your city!

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgTEynEyEdg&feature=player_embedded

    God Bless you Bonnie....
    Ang

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    1. Ang,

      Wow, girl! Were these two grandparents married to each other? I never lost anyone back to back like that. I lost my mom's mother and my stepfather a year apart but never two loved ones in two days. Are you okay? I'm really sorry. Missing them is the hardest but they are very loved where they are going. You'll see them again.

      Thank you for reading the tribute to Michael. James Cameron is another dual citizen - U.S. and New Zealand even though he is Canadian. I have seen most of his movies and I believe I liked most of them. True Lies was fantastic and I loved the Abyss. Most of his movies have clues in them about the "stuff" they keep secret from us as far as what our governments know about what is on this earth, technology, cyber-humans etc... I didn't like Avatar. Too New Age for me. Magic trees of life etc... Think they're trying to condition us much?

      I had heard that Cirque was involved in making a 3D venture but I had heard it was Michael related and THAT was on another article about John Branca. I'll have to see if I can find it (Hologram). Thank you for contributing that. :o) God Bless you too.! I will look into this.

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    2. Ang, notice the commercial that's on before that? The premiere for Michael's "BAD 25th"

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    3. Hi Bonnie,
      I am ok Thank you. No they were not married to each other my Poppy was my mothers dad, and my grandmother was my fathers mother. I agree they bother are in a better place, and knowing I will see them again gives me great comfort.
      Conditioning, I would say constantly. I do not watch T.V but I have been listening to it more when family have it on watching. Some of the small things that get passed people is just unbelievable. I don't go to the movies either so I do not know of the movies above except Avatar. That one only because my brother in law was watching it when I went to visit. I to did not care for the movie.
      The release of the Cirque caught my attention because of the date it will be released then I read today that Spike Lee will be releasing a documentary on Michael almost a month before that. There seems to be a lot of new things surrounding Michael's name going on over the next 3 months!!
      I have been praying for the situation and I know God has heard all of the prayers for Michael and his family. I was reassured in a dream. ( that would blow your mind..I know it did mine when I woke.. I could only look up and said Thank you Jesus for the answer)
      God bless you Bonnie your not alone in the search for truth.
      Ang
      P.S. I did not notice going back now. No surprise that it got passed me right now. lol.

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    4. Ang,

      Most of the movies mentioned above were in the 1980's and early to mid-1990's.

      Cirque and Spike. Neither one really impress me much. There were two movies of Spike's that I liked but I'm not sure who's side he's on.. Cirque's show (signs and lying wonders?) Could be another false alarm - We won't know for sure until it happens. But what keeps running through my mind??? Is Michael's History prelude to the concert and the spaceship with Michael coming out. There was something that happened on this blog last year and I will probably go back to it if I can find the exact wording. It was a search term that someone was searching for and it was right after one of those blog topics that drew a lot of attacks and attention. I will have to look that up and see if I can find the exact wording for it. I saved it, so it should be easy to find.

      I have four dreams and I don't know if I'm going to put them up. Two were symbolic and two had to do with people from my past/family.

      Titles just to give you a clue:

      Two days ago -

      1. Blueprints - This one was WEIRD. Included a machine part shaped like the pineal gland. Two different shapes. Scary. Not ready to repeat this one yet.

      2. All my nieces were piled into the back two seats of an SUV and we were going somewhere. This included the niece that has a daughter that cursed me out on twitter. I HOPE this means that she is brought "back home".

      3. Sky high hotel. people placed us on top of a hotel that was very, very highrise. There was a pool at the top and we were almost in clouds, that is how high up we were. We were all gathered, but these costumed people (dressed in 18th century clothing, hoop dresses and big white wigs and all) and they were splitting people up and putting us in groups to keep us apart.

      last night:

      1. We were on a bridge over water and there was a cow up there PLAYING with us. He was running back and forth. Other people had pets with them and they were putting them down. The pets were jumping off the brige (which was at least 20 feet above the water, maybe 30 feet) and swimming to the bank.

      The cow jumped in and some woman tried to grab it before it jumped. It looked at her and just fell over sideways, looking up at us all the way down. He landed on his back and slightly to the side with his feet strait and rigid. We all ran down and the woman who tried to stop it from falling ran to the water's edge. You could see the cow's face bob up, and she reached out to grab it's feet but it was like it gave up and floated down out of our sight and I woke up.

      2. I was in the house of a friend of mine that I haven't seen since 2007. I snuck back into her house when I thought she was on vacation and her daughter came in while I was in the kitchen. I told her that my friend asked me to feed her dog and fish while she was gone and she looked at me like "yeah but I'm here to do that", then I woke up.

      This friend of mine is in her mid-seventies now so now I need to call her to see if she is okay. The woman who was her daughter in the dream is not her REAL daughter. The woman in the dream was actually the actress that plays oppostie Kirk Cameron in the "Left Behind" series.

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  23. Hi, Bonnie - I watched the History intro video and it really flashes those images in lightning speed. But if Michael put the time and effort into compiling that much visuals, it wast not meant to go unnoticed. With only so much time for a concert intro, it provided the excitement needed leading up to Michael's appearance on stage. However, he knew the imagery would be part of the video and fans would watch it many times to catch as much as possible. I will have to go back to it again for sure. Gosh, Michael had a lot to say!

    That was Robert F. Kennedy's famous quote about "I dream of things that never were and say why not?" As for the number on Michael's space capsule - MJ-2040, not sure if it means anything. This is more tongue in cheek than anything else, but Mehdi from Morocco posted on his Facebook page recently that he believes Michael will return in the year 2040. Can you imagine seeing Michael at 82? He would be as precious and timeless to me as his beloved Fred Astaire. Michael would always be lean and beautiful, and the rest of us would be waiting to greet him, complete with cataracts, canes and walkers!

    It was a tough day yesterday, last night and today, so I wanted to keep things lighthearted tonight. Love you all! - Micheline

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    1. Micheline,

      Robert Kennedy! Ahhhh! See that was before I was born, LOL! I was familiar with John F.'s voice but not Bobby's. I disagree with you on the 2040. Why provide a closeup to something that means nothing? Not like Michael to waste an opportunity or throw people off. I think it tells us SOMETHING but I don't think it has to do with any return of him so I agree with you there. The numbers mean something though. Michael at 82? (:o) that's cute. I'll be 76, LOL and I can't picture ME at that age let alone him. I don't think he'll be doing Smooth Criminal then LOL!

      God bless you Mich! Thanks for the visuals ♥

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  24. I pressed reply up where we were talking about Michael in the History vid. Wouldn't work for some reason. I didn't realise you'd been over it before so apologies for that. I had seen it before but came across it again last night and I guess he's pointing out his place in history here,,,,the wall could be the discussion on Michaels tie in at the Berlin Wall and oddly enough Cocal Cola was mentioned with regards to the East and WEst in Germany at the time on account of wanting to be able to deal with both sides I suppose. That city that reminded you of Livingstone STrongs drawings looked to me like a type of ATlantis scene with the dolphins swimming around. And yes he seems to veer off to do a bit of saving on the side (when the child calls out). It could be taken as just Michael noting himself as a major part of recent history but I think there is more to it that that...I'm going to try to taker a closer look if possible. Thought you might have your own idea of some of Michaels perhaps hidden keys in this vid. Just one of his video's or album covers is enough to keep a person glued endlessly trying to figure out if there's more to it than meets the eye or if he just wants us to think there is, if you know what i mean. Will see what I can see....thanks for the rundown above.

    TL

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    1. TL,

      That does that to me sometimes too. Sorry, I don't know what causes that. And that's okay. I only went over it lightly. This time thanks to you, I froze it at as much of the screens that I could make out.

      I agree with you on Michael's "part" in history but the buried U.S. landmarks and the hellfires, the obelisk and the spaceship all play into the symbolism of something other than history. I don't know what you would call it, Atlantis for example? Uber-history? Pre-history?

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