Please enable JavaScript in your browser preferences and then Reload this page!!!

Michael Jackson Justice: Michael Jackson - Can You Feel It?

God: Reconnect to Him

The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael's story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Michael Jackson - Can You Feel It?

Michael  - God’s Name In Him
Is It In You?

"20 Behold, I send an Angel before thee, to keep thee in the way, and to bring thee into the place which I have prepared.  21 Beware of him, and obey his voice, provoke him not; for he will not pardon your transgressions: for my name is in him.

22 But if thou shalt indeed obey his voice, and do all that I speak; then I will be an enemy unto thine enemies, and an adversary unto thine adversaries.  23 For mine Angel shall go before thee, and bring thee in unto the Amorites, and the Hittites, and the Perizzites, and the Canaanites, the Hivites, and the Jebusites: and I will cut them off."

Obey his voice – This is the Holy Spirit.  It is also the “Word” of God – This is Jesus Christ.  This is the Angel – This is also the Archangel, the Angel of the Lord, Michael, Who is also the Spirit of Christ.

He was Michael, One with God, God-like, not God but MOST like God yet one with Him, must have toiled in exponential frustration in trying to get the message out to people like you, and people like me.

And in all this time of going through Michael Jackson’s songs, and some of the Jackson’s songs, some “Jackson5” songs, some of Janet’s songs and some of Latoya’s songs, etc . . . I am not only frustrated with myself, I feel . . . well, STUPID, that this is the FIRST TIME I have ever seen THIS particular “film” before.  So let us take a close, close look at this, the symbols and the message.  The Lyrics to this song are “Here”, just in case you would like to print out and follow along with the performance.

Can You Feel It?

God, how I love you.  Oh why didn’t I see this before now?  Do you see the elements in this film?  Do you see WHY they wanted to break up the Jackson family?

Do you see why the breakup of ALL of us happened?

First, look at the lyrics.  What familiar sentiments do you see?

“Can you feel it” – The coming of restoration, “Behold, I make all things new” (Rev. 21:5). 

The opening monolog at the beginning of this film says “In the beginning, the land was pure” . . . Yes it was, as God created it.  We were pure, as God created us.  And as it continues “You could see the beauty in the forms of nature, and soon, men and women of all colors would be here too . . .”

Then we are told that we would come to a point where we wouldn’t see the colors, and ignore the beauty in each other.  The advent of the corruption of our connection to God.

And through this fall, the dream of better condition, the return to that connection to God would pull us through history, of course with the help of the “Angel sent before you” to try and keep us in His ways.    Then this in the lyrics:

"Yes it's alright,take my message to your brother and tell him twice.  Spread THE WORD who tried to teach the man who is hatin' his brother,"

Spread the Word . . . the WORD WHO tried to TEACH (God, I love you!)

We’re all the same, yes the blood inside of me is inside of you”.

"And hath made of one blood all nations of men for to dwell on all the face of the earth, and hath determined the times before appointed, and the bounds of their habitation;"

Another stanza:

"Every breath you take,
Is someone's death in another place.
Every healthy smile,
Is hunger and strife to another child.
But the stars do shine
And promising salvation is near this time.
Can you feel it now,
So brothers and sisters
Shall we know how."

Salvation is near this time (before that generation passes away), as it is written:

"Now learn a parable of the fig tree; When his branch is yet tender, and putteth forth leaves, ye know that summer is nigh:  33 So likewise ye, when ye shall see all these things, know that it is near, even at the doors.  34 Verily I say unto you, This generation shall not pass, till all these things be fulfilled."

David sings about the generation that will seek the face of God – as Jacob saw the face of God . . . in the place he later named “Peniel”:

"This is the generation of them that seek him, that seek thy face, O Jacob. Selah."

Let’s now go back to the film that credits Michael with it’s conception.

- During the monologue we see the morning sun rising against the horizon, and we see a Star fall AFTER we are told they would find it too easy not to see the colors or the beauty in each other. (1:10)  When the narrator says “build together in Triumph”,  we see clouds billowing and the music starts (“Music’s Takin’ Over – if you listen, there’s a lesson in the song”).

"And then shall appear the sign of the Son of man in heaven: and then shall all the tribes of the earth mourn, and they shall see the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory."

- At 1:27 we are watching the ocean from underneath, and a large wave washes over the landscape = “The end shall come as a flood” (Daniel 9:26)

- At 2:07, after the “flooding” we see dots of light (you could misinterpret this as falling stars or fallen angels/angels of light also, depending on your frame of mind but all angels are stars, Rev. 1:20), but then comes a ball of fire (“baptize you with the Holy Spirit and with fire”, Luke 3:16), and figures jumping out of that ball of fire (the power and great glory) and running across the flood.  We then see Michael front and center, with his brothers in the background in gold suits (gold?  Angels?  Angels on the Arc of the Covenant are gold).  Michael bends down, touches the water, then raises his hands above his head and claps and a great sound (“seven thunders utter their voices”, Rev. 10:3-4).  Michael’s brothers are pointing to Michael and the “power” coming from his hands.

Can You Feel It?

- At 2:35 we see the flood give way to what appears to be “cells” and “restored” human beings are coming out of it (“changed in an instant, in the twinkling of an eye”, 1 Cor. 15:52) and as this restored person is approaching, the “light” surrounds them (“glorified in Him”, Rom. 8:16-18)

Jesus cleanses the temple
(human body/temple/cleansing/DNA)

- At 2:43, You see Michael’s hand sweeping over the face of earth.  Originally I thought this might be the “healing” power (“Restore all things”, Matt 17:11Luke 5:15), which it could be, but it could also be the “angels” gathering the elect from the four corners of the earth (“send his angels to gather elect”, Matt 24:31) because we also see the Jackson brothers (other angels?) spreading the same light or “stars”.

Michael’s Hands

- Starting at 3:03, we see a body flying through this light until it hits some kind of element in which they are “changed in an instant”.  This image morphs into “globe” or the earth with many bodies being “called up” or “raptured” if you will.  This is why I believe that the earlier ‘sending out’ of the “light particles” by Michael and his brothers is the “angels” being “sent out” to gather the elect.  

Then THIS image is interesting.  At 3:18, we see what I am going to describe as evidence of MANY being “changed” as these bodies being renewed are circling above those still rising (green mist/water).

Multitudes rising, gold bodies being renewed.

 -  This progresses to being shown an individual person being “changed” in an instant, then a fiery globes shows a beautiful woman’s face, as if to show infirmities and imperfections are all healed.  Then at 3:36 we see these light particles (angels) alighting on children and an adult and they SEE this.  Michael and Randy are aglow, and Randy points toward these “elect” as they see finally prophecy being fulfilled and are part of it.  Both Randy and Michael smile as if feeling the hearts of those being fulfilled and being called Home.  (I love this part).

Michael and Randy
Angels Rejoice, (Luke 15:10)

Who maketh his angels spirits; his ministers a flaming fire:"

So shall it be at the end of the world: the angels shall come forth, and sever the wicked from among the just,"

Likewise, I say unto you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner that repenteth."

How fitting and comforting that angels should also teach us and “keep us in His way”, by also being loving creatures.  After all, it was the angels that cried over the death upon the earth in the time of Enoch, for us.

. . . and they have not a clue when it’s all gonna end . . . again” – Michael Jackson, Cry

"Did you ever stop to notice All the blood we've shed before Did you ever stop to notice the crying Earth the weeping shores . . . What about apathy (What about us) I need you (What about us) What about nature's worth (ooo, ooo) It's our planet's womb . . . What about Abraham (What about us) What about death again (ooo, ooo) Do we give a damn?" - Michael Jackson, Earth Song

You’re Beautiful
You are treasured, You are Sacred
You are HIS.

- At 3:49 we see Michael’s hand again, spreading “on the charm” (smile) and the people below, pointing up receive – (“all eyes will see him” – Rev. 1:7 ,  “all will hear his voice” – John 10:16 )

- At 4:01 we see a rainbow rushing along the support of a bridge.  Tito and Jackie are pointing to it.   Then what happens?  Michael, (as a see through, gold-glowing entity along with his brothers in the background, a couple pointing) raises the rainbow above his head.

Rainbow upon his head

And I saw another mighty angel come down from heaven, clothed with a cloud: and a rainbow was upon his head, and his face was as it were the sun, and his feet as pillars of fire:"

Fire shows up above Michael’s head and he draws it into a burning pillar shape.  Children are seen looking up and watching.  The other “angels” are pointing in the background and smiling.

Clouds, fire and a rainbow are all depicted in this film which by the way, was the CONCEPT of Michael’s WITH the support of his brothers.

We see Tito playing guitar and a loud ‘strum’ is heard (to mimic a loud voice or a trumpet?) and he fades into a single star just as Michael is singing “something’s going down”.   Then this single light sheds other lights that turn into globes in which we can see faces of people in different poses of praise. These are the ones that are gathered “at the sound of the last trump” (1 Cor. 15:52 again) by the angels. 

- 4:28 Next we see them all becoming one again with the orb of fire.  We watch the fire erupt and the people stand and are again pointing toward it.  The fire pulls back and we are looking into a ring resembling a “solar eclipse” in which the five brothers fall out of and descend while everyone watches.  A single peacock feather appears.  Although the limitations of video uploaded to Youtube to computer screen leaves a lot to be desired in detail, we can see this feather turn and a breeze blow the different feather fibers. 

When I dreamed about Heaven and being there, this same characteristic was shown to me as God showed me what “experiencing” a leaf on the vine, a leaf on the tree, the feathers of a gold finch and the gently waving blades of grass as I “smelled, tasted, felt and saw” in more than exquisite detail each living thing from the inside of me, outward (think of your physical senses working in reverse, it’s the only way I can describe it).  I believe Michael MAY have been trying to express that kind of detail here, which is why the luminescent  peacock feather was used.

As people watch in awe, an Indian gentleman moves forward in the crowd with the same look of rapture on his face.  He then turns to a little dark skinned boy who looks up at him and smiles.  The reach for each other’s hand.  And then it spread throughout the group of people of all colors.

As this happens we see in the globe the feathers multiply, and multiply, and multiply and then a “new earth” appears.

The message here as we watch one feather become a whole bunch of feathers is that love multiplies, love heals, love renews and restores, as Christ’s love did for us, making it possible to heal all corruption and infirmities.

Conceived and written by Michael Jackson
Developed by Robert Abel (not Cain)
Directed and Designed by Michael Gibson
Produced by Robert Abel and Michael Jackson
Technical director John Grower

Executive Producers:
Jackie Jackson
Marlon Jackson
Michael Jackson
Randall Jackson
Tito Jackson

Creative Consultant Michael Jackson
Director of photography Laszlo Kovacs
Editor Kathryn Campbell

“Copyright” of the film is 1981 and belongs to the Jacksons (Thank you Jackie, Tito, Marlon, Michael and Randy, thank God for you, and you too Jermaine, Rebbie, Latoya and Janet even though you weren’t on this particular work, you suffered separation and isolation as well during this battle.  Latoya, please know that I am “really very sorry”.  I hope I didn’t make you cry when I yelled at you about Obama – on Twitter. Will you please forgive me?)

There is a roll of secondary credits after this which include both Jackie and Michael as the writers and composers of the song, and Michael Jackson as the composer of the prelude (“in the beginning, the land was pure….”)

I want you to know that as I saw this film for the very first time today, on Youtube, I saw all the Biblical elements the first time.  But I had to watch it again because I kept crying and missed the lyrics (I got smart after that and pulled up the lyrics before watching the second time).

They knew.  Do you understand this?  This family may not have always seen clearly the path, but they knew what it was and why they were here and what their jobs were and what Michael’s job was. 

This song appears on the “Triumph” album  was released in October 17, 1980.  The film was produced and copyrighted in 1981.  (anyone remember seeing this on MTV?)  The song “Can You Feel It” was released on September 22, 1980.  Michael was newly 22 years old.

They knew. 

Perhaps the stories about Michael wanting to separate from his brothers was hogwash? (look at Michael’s face on the 1980 interview with Sylvia Chase!  Is he happy?  He’s on the verge of tears!)  Perhaps THOSE stories were stories they were “conditioned” to repeat to the press under threats/torture?  We know for a fact that Latoya testified to this happening to her.  We know Janet had at least one handler (Rene Elizondo) and Michael’s entourage was infested with them.  The Jackson brothers?  Perhaps with infiltrators, girlfriends who were nothing more than stalkers who “got in” to corrupt the family.  It’s really no different than what happened to Jacob when Laban gave him Leah instead of Rachel, and Rachel later made deals with Leah, selling her husband to her sister for mandrakes.

We know at least two Jackson brother’s wives (ex or not) were killed and we SUSPECT that Janet had a baby that was killed (“Together Again” song), and we KNOW by Michael’s own songs after he was extricated and isolated from his family told stories of torture and drugging (“Morphine”), stalking, wiretapping, two way mirrors (Privacy, “Defending a King” book, Barbara Walters Interview, other works and interviews ect…), and the fact that the establishment sought possession of Michael, conversion and use of him for a diabolical agenda (This Place Hotel, Billie Jean, Dirty Diana, Dangerous) and that is just barely fingernail-scratching the surface.

Everyone already knows about the stories to make him “weird”, the allegations, the careers launched and made on Michael’s back and his name in just about every industry infected with these demons of ill intent.

After that film what happened to the brothers?  Victory was the last tour they did together for a real tour.  Once they got Michael separated and surrounded, what began happening to him?

Think THEY knew who he was and what his job was while he graced this earth?

Michael Destroys Sin

Yesterday I covered some intriguing scripture from the Bible and compared them with passages from Enoch.  Since the crossover’s are similar in the Bible as they are in Enoch I see no further need to dismiss or trivialize them, do you?

10.11 And the Lord said to Michael: "Go, inform Semyaza, and the others with him, who have associated with the women to corrupt themselves with them in all their uncleanness.  

10.15 And destroy all the souls of lust, and the sons of the Watchers, for they have wronged men.   10.16 Destroy all wrong from the face of the Earth and every evil work will cease.

10.20 And you cleanse the Earth from all wrong, and from all iniquity, and from all sin, and from all impiety, and from all the uncleanness which is brought about on the earth.

Michael is the angel.  Michael is the “angel walking the planet”.

Angel of the Lord

As we covered before the Angel of the Lord appears FOR the Lord.  This is the Spirit of Christ, which is the “mighty angel” – Angel of the Lord – the “Word” of God.

1.  Then he showed me Joshua the high priest standing before the Angel of the LORD, and Satan standing at his right hand to oppose him.  2.  And the LORD said to Satan, "The LORD rebuke you, Satan! The LORD who has chosen Jerusalem rebuke you! Is this not a brand plucked from the fire?"

3.  Now Joshua was clothed with filthy garments, and was standing before the Angel.  4.  Then He answered and spoke to those who stood before Him, saying, "Take away the filthy garments from him." And to him He said, "See, I have removed your iniquity from you, and I will clothe you with rich robes."

5.  And I said, "Let them put a clean turban on his head." So they put a clean turban on his head, and they put the clothes on him. And the Angel of the LORD stood by.

Michael the archangel

Yet Michael the archangel, in contending with the devil, when he disputed about the body of Moses, dared not bring against him a reviling accusation, but said, "The Lord rebuke you!"

The NAME of God, Michael Knew It

"13. And Moses said unto God, Behold, when I come unto the children of Israel, and shall say unto them, The God of your fathers hath sent me unto you; and they shall say to me, What is his name? what shall I say unto them?  14. And God said unto Moses, I Am That I Am: and he said, Thus shalt thou say unto the children of Israel, I Am hath sent me unto you."

"And I appeared unto Abraham, unto Isaac, and unto Jacob, by the name of God Almighty, but by my name JEHOVAH was I not known to them."

"Thou shalt not take the name of the LORD thy God in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain."

"But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name:"

Name of God Blasphemed by the Gentiles, through the Jews

"23. Thou that makest thy boast of the law, through breaking the law dishonourest thou God?  24.For the name of God is blasphemed among the Gentiles through you, as it is written."

It’s not over yet.

This is why Michael was singled out.  This is why Michael’s family has been made into the dysfunctional mess by the press and the media.  This is why they have been made the subject of discrediting, rumors, and why Michael was attacked in the press, by politicians, by doctors (that never met him, and those who have), by ministers and priests, by rabbis, by reporters, psychologists, managers, and his own peers in his own industry (if only Gene Simmons really knew what love was).

This is why you either love him or hate him.   For the same reason those attending his sermons either loved or hated Jesus.

You SENSE something in him.  And it either made you fall in love with him, or made your skin crawl.  If it was the latter, I would be seeking my own heart if I were you, because that is not good.

If you cried when Michael Jackson died on June 25, 2009 then something moved you.  If you STILL cry not only over Michael, but over the things that hurt him, know that you are heard and loved by He who created all of us.

If you have contempt for the people that can cry over someone they never met and you don’t have any understanding, you still have time.

Keep reading . . . and God be with you.

Addition - Please pray for Joe Jackson.  If there is truth in the press, Joe Jackson had a stroke.  Please pray for strength and comfort for Joe and for the family and give them your love from the heart, strengthen them with it.  I love you Joe . . . ((((hug)))♥♥♥


  1. Bonnie, I am so glad I stayed up to read your were right! I cried when I watched the "Can You Feel It" short film, and yes...I FELT IT! I remember watching a shorter version of that song once, but never made the biblical connection until now. It's all there, including the symbolism of Michael's role. AMAZING! They did know all along. Since 1980 our angel has been working tirelessly to spread the Word, and he was a true angel.

    I think Michael's virtue was misinterpreted by the myth that he wanted to stay a little boy forever, but I am not convinced that was the reason. Michael was attracted to women, and I'm sure he struggled with a painful lack of confidence that none of us will fully understand in a man so beautiful. But Michael was more profound than that. He knew his purpose and was determined to remain pure in mind and body, untainted by carnal desires. He was a selfless messenger of God. I know it just by looking in his eyes - he overwhelms me with emotion to the point that I can't hold back my tears. And all the while they were chewing on him little by little!

    That smile on Michael's face as he holds the flames above his head. The multi colored peacock feather - everything being restored. What an incredible concept to come from a mind so young - Michael was only 22 at the time. What did we do to deserve such beauty in a man?

    How easy it is to understand why babies and children were so precious to Michael. If we ever hope to save humanity, it is the young and innocent who represent the eternal hope for the renewal of God's perfection. Wherever you are Michael, my hand is always on your heart because it beats with mine.

    I want to thank you, Bonnie, for a beautiful presentation, and I will sleep well tonight. And I will say a prayer for papa Joe Jackson. He is one scrappy fighter who did it his way for all the right reasons. Get well soon, Joe - Michael will always need you!

    I love you, Bonnie!

    Micheline ♥ ♥ ♥

    1. Hi Micheline,

      I love you too!

      Michael stayed true to his love for God and did not stray. Doesn't the song "Billie Jean" and "This Place Hotel" and "Torture" make that much more sense now? Michael did not "commit adultery" with any other gods (Billie Jean). The "son" they establishment claims is God's is NOT God's (Billie Jean).

      The Jackson's had been "seduced" by the deceiver in the music industry for "ten years" (This Place Hotel), and I would love to know who they met that had been "in tears for 15 years" (that would take them back to 1964 or 65, which would be CLOSE to the first U.S. visit by the Beatles. Could this have been John Lennon?

      And we know the seductress in "Torture" is the same "Susie" in Michael's Blood on the Dance Floor and "Sefra and Sue" in "Hotel".

      The Peacock feather concept - it was 1980 when I had the dream that I went to Heaven and saw the blades of grass and tree leaves, bird and leaves on the vine. I was 16 years old - Michael was 22 (or close to it. I had the dream in late spring). Michael and his brothers must have been spreading the fairy dust back then! (This was the same year I got hit by lightning on my birthday, so trust me, anything is possible).

      The young and innocent DO represent how Jesus wanted us to BE to enter the kingdom of God - in our hearts. Be LIKE children, humble, loving and giving. We cannot get back to this condition without Christ in our hearts. He is the only one that can renew us.

      God bless you and God bless Mr. Joe too, and the comfort of the family. God bless you too Micheline. ♥♥♥

  2. I'm a quiet watcher, but I wanted to thank you for sharing your thoughts and the sincere effort you put into your work. I "swing by" your site daily. God bless you and keep the faith. :)

    1. Hi Miss M,

      Thank you very much for your encouragement. I "swung by" your site as well. Are you a writer on Deepak Chopra's website or is that just one among your favorites? May God bless your heart as well. Thank you again for stopping by.

  3. "Can You Feel It ?", a regal to hear & see. On the generics I read : "Composed and written by : Michael Jackson & e.g. the George Gerschwin style prelude : also Michael Jackson. Surprised ? :o) But the Jacksons brothers except Jermaine absent at that time anyhow all put their soul, talent & contribution into it. One can feel that in those days the Jacksons, particularly Michael still saw the world full of possibilities & with an idealism inherent to youth. It is right to say yes that already in 1981 the Jacksons produced a gem full of good symbolisms of love & world's unity, in the good meaning of the term, not NWO :o)

    Mr. Joe Jackson, thanks God you recovered already. But please take good care of yourself & maybe don't run constantly all over the planet. Your family & Justice for Michael need you more than ever whatever some media nuisances may write about you. You & your wife Katherine Jackson are & will always remain the strong pillars of the Jackson family. Love & good recovery. God Bless you all.

    Thank you Bonnie for this beautiful Blog. God Bless you t♥♥ !

    1. Hey, Georgie Gershwin again! Nope, not surprise but glad you pointed that out because I did not even catch that. Was it idealism or was it prophecy in art?

      (Did Joe Jackson recover already? Now I have more to look up?) And I agree with Line - Stay put Joe! :o) Find a place to hide from those creeps!

      Beautiful comment Line. God bless you too, with all my heart♥

  4. Wow! An auction appears online (PristineAuctions) for Michael's alleged medical records for the Pepsi Burn incident (and surgery) and all of a sudden MJJTimeline changes their timeline AGAIN for 1984 (check out december) and the year 1985 is completely missing . . . .

    Branca in the middle of a massive history RE-WRITE again?,,20087044,00.html

    1/27/1984 Date of incident

    Pretty busy dude for someone with no hair on top of his head - Victory Tour ran from July - Dec. 84 ( and Including appearance at Grammy's!

    date of surgery 12/18/84
    with pics - Hoefflin?

    The year 1985 is now missing . . . what is Branca doing? A history re-write?

    "Jackson later underwent 80 minutes of laser surgery to repair his scalp. His surgeon Dr. Steven Hoefflin, famously known as “Doc Hollywood” who Jackson formed quite an attachment to over the years, said he was able to stitch the wound without having to implant or transplant hair from other parts of Jackson’s head.

    According to Leonora Doclis, senior trichologist at the Belgravia Centre, while laser surgery can make the scar smaller, it won’t help in generating hair growth from the scar.
    “Apparently the laser treatment reduced the scar to palm-size, but that is huge,” Leonora says. “If the follicles are damaged they will not produce hair. It is very unlikely that his hair grew back after this treatment.”

    Despite Dr. Hoefflin’s claims that Jackson’s scalp would be completely healed within several months, Leonora has her doubts over the authenticity of Jackson’s hair."

    They are still trying to whitewash Dr. Klein by smearing Hoefflin who REPORTED the drug abuse from Klein/Rowe.

    I believe this "auction" is rather suspicious in its intentions. Waiting for the Estate's response to this.

    1. Ooops, forgot a link:

      (Sorry Michael in advance)

  5. Posted on Facebook and Twitter (had to break up the message on Twitter) Back in 1981, this film was released, but MTV wouldn't show it. Shortly after that a musical family was broken up so that it's lead singer could try to promote a Godly message in a demonic industry. If you've watched more news then you've read the Bible, I guess you know what THEY SAY happened to him.

    Now try reading the Bible and watching this video (Daniel 7-12, Matthew 24, 2 Thessalonians 2, Revelation 3-12, specifically the "gathering up" of the elect by the angels).

    Perhaps if you're a real Christian, you might understand why Michael Jackson was persecuted, and why his family CONTINUES to be to this day. - Bonnie Cox

  6. I wonder how many trolls it would take to comb through this blog and try to figure out which videos they got Youtube to take down, that I found copies of and replaced?

    There are over 650 pages on this blog, some of those pages with multiple videos . . .

    Have fun!

    1. Oh, goodness - I could only be so lucky to write on Deepak's website. I'm not quite certain why it relocates there. I was curious as to why you asked, so I did some investigating of my own. Ha ha! I haven't gone anywhere with my blog - I guess I couldn't quite commit to the idea I had once had as I don't date anymore. :) To busy for any of that...

      And in light of your most recent comments...Keep them on their toes-ies. ;)

    2. Hi Miss M,

      Maybe it's something you linked too way-back-when and just didn't remember. I've done that. I even have links on THIS blog back in the beginning that I'm ashamed to say I trusted until I learned better, later. But the blog is too big to comb all of them and besides. I want everyone to see THE STORY and the path I walked.

      I don't blame you for not dating anymore. Having good friends you grow to trust is much better. If you fall in love, then you already know you get along with them. I'm married, I can't date, LOL! But if I was single, I would just stay that way. I was never "looking" even in my youth. Too much trouble! :o)

  7. Hi Bonnie,

    I tried to send this last night, but my Internet went down just as I was sending it, so forgive me if you end up with two posts.
    I have seen Can You Feel It just once, so I am looking forward to when I have some alone time, to watch it again in light of what I have learned about the connection between God and Michael when I found your blog. My life has changed since the day I found you Bonnie. It was by no coincidence, but by God's guidance. You have opened my eyes to who Michael really angel walking the planet:) I love this when you wrote: "This is why you either love him or hate him. For the same reason those attending his sermons either loved or hated Jesus.

    You SENSE something in him. And it either made you fall in love with him, or made your skin crawl. If it was the latter, I would be seeking my own heart if I were you, because that is not good.

    If you cried when Michael Jackson died on June 25, 2009 then something moved you. If you STILL cry not only over Michael, but over the things that hurt him, know that you are heard and loved by He who created all of us." You have such a gift for putting into words what we all are sensing, but don't know how to say. That is a God thing. I fell in love with Michael, and I cried the day he died, and I sat there with tears streaming down my cheeks as I watched his Memorial. My heart broke that day for a man that I had never met, and it is still breaking for his heart, and for the persecution he endured for his faith in God, and his love for humanity. I still cry, and what a blessing to know that God hears us when we cry all alone in the dark, falling apart...and that He feels us when we reach up to Him, broken in two. We are NOT alone, but He is with us, always:)

    Have a blessed day with your family and know that I love you:)

    Your sister in Christ,


    1. Hi MLY,

      I'm sitting here in my living room between cooking up veggies for cabbage rolls, doing laundry and cleaning. It's December 2 and my windows are open and it's 70 degrees outside. I'm in shorts and a sleeveless shirt. My hair is in a ponytail and I just sat down with a glass of iced tea (my back hurts, need a break) and I'm answering posts. I feel good but with a weird dream in the back of my mind that I can't quite remember the detail to.

      Your life changed since you found ME??? Well, Michael changed MY life since I "found" him. What makes you think YOU'RE getting away with escaping this experience, huh? It's only fair! (LOL). How did you feel about Michael before he passed? Not that it matters now but I'm always interested in people's stories.

      On the day if Michael's memorial, I didn't watch it. My brother and his daughter and my boys were still visiting (I was still living in Maryland then and didn't move to this house until late 2010). The feeling I got from the memorial was one of resentment and at the time I still did not know why. It was one of those feelings and you have to remember I hadn't been all the way "awakened" yet. I just knew something was wrong and the fog didn't clear until the day I uttered that prayer.

      The resentment was a feeling I didn't know how to classify or where to categorize it. So I told myself it was because they were making this guy a hero when up until that time they were beating him up in the press. Even the coverage of the fans crying gave me a curious, sickly feeling, like none of it was real. I always believed Michael was a good guy. But I abhorred the publicity around him. I had quite a hard heart to crack. So imagine my surprise when some Maryland delegate on my facebook friend's list who was also a minister attacked Michael and the feeling of anger that overcame me to where I acted before I THOUGHT about what I was doing, to defend Michael. I didn't even KNOW him . . . but then again, maybe I did. Because that defense lead to researching him (because I wanted to know WHY I reacted that way and WHY I believed so much that he was innocent).

      That research led to that prayer and those tears and that disembodied kiss to that dream to this blog. And yes, I fell in love with him.

      Jesus says we are supposed to defend Christ's servants. Jesus also said that - "John 15:13
      Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends."

      Michael is my friend. And that day that I uttered that prayer in tears, is the day I understood what LOVE is, as Jesus taught it, and as God designed it.

      "1 John 3:16
      Hereby perceive we the love of God, because he laid down his life for us: and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren."

      I would lay down my life for him, even though I complain about things in frustration and out of lack of understanding sometimes, this is what I offered to do and very few people that know me understand this.

      MLY, I love you too very much. I pray you can "Feel It" ♥

      Your FRIEND in Christ,


    2. Hi Bonnie,

      How did I feel about him before he passed? I wasn't even aware of him. I remember seeing him in his pepsi commercial in the 80's and thinking how handsome he had grown up to be, and so talented.There was just something about him. And Again, I saw him off and on during one of the trials.I felt that same attraction to him and I didn't understand why...something that drew me to him. Then my son came home from church camp one day in 2009, and asked me if I had heard that Michael Jackson had died. I was shocked because with the mention of his name, that same familiar feeling came back. In my mind, I still saw him as a this sweet little kid with an awesome talent. That is when it all began. I heard one of his songs on Good Morning America the morning of his memorial and I fell in love with it.It was "Will You Be There?". I watched His Memorial, and I don't know why, but as I sat there and heard what a good father he was to his children, I began to realize that this man was a human being like you and me, and he had a heart that loved and broke and gave. That day, I connected with,him,and I can't explain, but he became my friend, and I fell in love with who he was. but where were his friends when he needed them? They turned their backs on him, and believed a lie,dismissing his reputation and his innocence...leaving him alone in his darkest hour. That is not a friend. A friend takes you in, when the rest of the world has cast you out, and a friend believes in you and is the first one to recognize when you are in trouble and need a helping hand to guide you. Then I found your blog, and saw that you backed your research up with scripture, and that you loved the Lord with all your heart...showing me that Michael loved God will all His heart. That connection was a precious moment, and the pieces to the puzzle all began to fit together. God was preparing my heart to meet Him like I have never known Him before. He knew that I would listen to what He had to say through Michael because He had been preparing me all along the way. He knew how to get my attention. My journey with Michael has brought me closer to God. Sometimes we will have to stand alone, and we won't be understood, but that is okay, because God is so worth it.

      And yes...I CAN "Feel it":) Proverbs 17:17 "A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.

      In His love and mine,


  8. I am not bumping this blog entry to post this on it's own page, but if anyone is interested in Tom Mesereau's Youtube "defense" of Sullivan's Book, here is the link:

    I don't have any comment about the book as I have not read it. I don't intent to get the book, I don't need it. This is not an affront to either Tom Mesereau or Sullivan. I simply am too busy with my own research.

    I have read some of the reviews of the book and I still have no comment on the book itself but I will tell you this:

    I have read four books on Michael Jackson (not counting Taraborelli's), "You Are Not Alone" by Jermaine Jackson, "Starting Over" by Latoya Jackson, "Finding Neverland" by Gloria Rhodes, and "Defending a King" by Karen Moriarty, and I have learned this:

    These books run the same patterns of Michael's songs. This means you are going to see what you want to see and you are going to read into it what you WANT to understand.

    There is TRUTH in those books. The question is . . . is it THE truth you will see, or is it YOUR truth you will see?

  9. Hey Line?

    Do you know anything about this?

    Listen to the lady at the end of the video.

  10. Hi Bonnie,

    The lady said : "he is still alive" the rest in her own Scandinavian language. Maybe her way to say that the huge Michael's statue kept him alive. Michael physically still somewhere on Earth ? I'm very skeptical but if it were : 1. Alleluiah !!! 2. I wish I could see Branca's jaws alike Sony goons', Phillips' & many others' all falling on the floor :o)

    1. Sorry Line, I would have answered this earlier but the "reply" link didn't want to work so I had to come back to it (maybe my computer mouse was tired).

      LOL, 1. Alleluiah 2. ME TOO! I can picture Michael walking by each one of them and gently lifting their chins to close their mouths. :o) (Ghosts Style!)

    2. Never be sorry with me, real worry is that before Xmas, my computer starts failing..I don't like that at all for the costs it may generate, I don't need that now Aaïïe !

    3. Not before Christmas, no! And considering all that is going on in the world, every second counts. I guess I better get to work before all our computers fail! :o\

  11. Michael! Joe! Jackson!

    I found something!!!!

    Will You Be There! Gold Angel Stage Version.

    Had a little help but I found it!

    Now . . . They Don't Care About Us at the end. What?

  12. Sony - Too bad . . . I found it.

  13. Hello Bonnie.
    I hope you are well. Sorry I haven't posted any replies on your blog for a while now but I always read it even if I have to play catch up and read 2 or 3 in one sitting! Thank you for this blog, with your words about the 'Can you feel it' short film.
    Before Michael died I didn't really think much about him to be honest.I liked some of his music, with a special personal story of how his Thriller album kept me going and comforted me when I was away from home on a school journey ( road trip?) at the age of 15yrs. The long drives were so tiresome and lonely for me, yet the driver played the fairly newly released Thriller album in the coach and those songs were a comfort and sweet distraction to me.Then another Michael moment similar to what you have described when you defended him before you really knew him, I had a similar experience to that.Back in 2005 when Michael was enduring his awful trial, my sister in law asked me this question ''Do you think he is innocent?'' I said emphatically ''YES''. She stepped back a little as I had replied with such conviction. ''But you don't know that'', she went on, I said ''oh yes I do!!!'' :-) Thinking back to that little exchange of words we had, it makes me wonder why I knew in my heart he was innocent and felt so defensive of him back then. I didn't listen to his music everyday and I wasn't what you'd call a fan. But I knew somehow in my heart he was a good man, and I liked the fact that he was out there on the planet living his life. I didn't get affected by the media's portrayl of him.
    I knew in my heart he was a loving innocent man and that he wasn't capable of such terrible crimes.I just FELT that.
    I love Michael with all my heart. I sobbed myself into oblivion when he passed.The sorrow and despair was all comsuming. I didn't eat properly, certainly didn't sleep well at all. Night times were the worst. I felt utter dispair, and could see what was happening to myself but couldn't stop the aching in my heart. The memorial service left me in pieces, I was distraught sobbing through the whole thing.
    I still cry for him now, and I cry anout the things that matter to his heart too.Michael has affected my life, both before and after he passed. I never knew so much love for a man I had never even met.
    Please can you tell me what you mean by ''you found it?'' the golden atatue thing? Or is that something you will talk about next? Is it something different to the statue of MJ ( History)?
    Love Jenny

    1. Jenny,

      It's funny how much people's stories are so similar. Can't be a coincidence. It took me longer to cry (didn't watch the memorial but heard occasional news reports promoting it), but I cried as my inquiries as to who he was reached an understanding of what they did to him to cover up who he was.

      What did I mean by "I found it"? I can't say yet and I am working on it. But it has to do with the reason Michael wore tape on his fingers. :o)

  14. I think I'm going to toss my cookies.


Note: Only a member of this blog may post a comment.