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Michael Jackson Justice: God and Michael Jackson Asked for Our Endurance

God: Reconnect to Him

The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael's story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Thursday, March 15, 2012

God and Michael Jackson Asked for Our Endurance

For We Wrestle Not Against Flesh and Blood
God’s Love Protected Michael

"12. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."

She sat in the chair across the room from the bed.  She stared at the person on the bed with a sense of calm but with a certain detached resolve.  The fight was over.

She has spent so much time enshrouded in useless fear of what was to come. She wondered if anyone would learn from this.  She wondered if she did. She felt that she did.

As relatives came and went in tears, her empathy was for them but she herself felt none of the sorrow they were feeling.  She knew they were really crying for themselves even if they didn’t know it themselves.  She wanted to go over to them, to comfort them or hug them, but all she could do was sit there.  It was the strangest feeling.  Numb but tingling.  She was waiting for someone to arrive that had not come yet.

She turned toward and watched birds fly past the fifth floor window.  The sun seemed dull, far away.  As a matter of fact, the room seemed just . . . unreal.  Even the chair she was sitting in, she couldn’t really feel it beneath her.

As her family came into the room in packs of two to three, she studied the faces of each one of them.  There was Stevie and Joe, her brothers, someone from church came in and kissed the forehead of the woman on the bed.  Then dad came in with Aunt Becky and Charles.  Two nephews who were both in college; she could feel the different levels of the sense of loss from each individual family member, co-worker and friend that came in.  She thought she should go over and greet them, but she almost felt as if she would be intruding if she did.

Finally her sister and young niece came in.  She had been waiting for them.  They weren’t particularly close but she adored her niece who was still only seven years old.  She thought Katie might be a bit too young for this but she caught the look on Katie’s face.  It was one of puzzlement.  Katie walked over to the deceased woman on the bed but her mother held her hand firm.

“No, Katie.  You mustn’t disturb her.”

Katie drew back a little.  Her aunt watched her face and felt her confusion, but just as she did, Katie turned toward her.  She looked her strait in the eyes to the point where the woman’s breath caught.  Katie slowly moved toward the chair, then whispered “Aunt Dee Dee?”

Katie’s mother turned sharply and jerked at Katie’s arm, making Katie jump.  “We have to go!”

Katie looked down at the stuffed cat she held in her hand.  She looked back over toward her aunt in the chair, then smiled.  She knew what she wanted to do.

“Mommy?  I want her to have this.”  Katie held up the stuffed kitten.  “I think it will keep her warm until they come to take her.”

Her mother gave her a pained look.  She replied, “Katie, if you must, but we should be going. Say goodbye to her”.

Katie looked down at her little stuffed cat.  It was grey and black striped and had the prettiest green eyes.  Even at seven years old, she knew that “cat” would not be able to go with the woman on the bed.  Maybe God would let a stuffed animal in Heaven too.

Katie leaned over the arm of the woman on the bed.  It was then that her aunt sitting the chair felt Katie’s pain spike.  She couldn’t believe how much she felt that.  She wished her sister were just as sensitive, but all she felt was nervousness from her.

She watched Katie put the cat on the bed next to the woman’s arm.  Katie patted the woman’s hand.  As her mother leaned over to give the woman a goodbye kiss on the cheek, Katie turned toward her Aunt Dee Dee.  She smiled  Dee Dee felt her with all her heart.  She wished her sister would thaw her heart and give her some time, but they just couldn’t feel each other anymore.

Dee Dee watched as her sister pulled Katie from the room, with Katie looking back at her as if to say, “I wish mommy would open up too.”

Dee Dee sat alone in the chair.  She thought about the cancer, the wasting away, the horrible fight day in and day out.  She stood up when all the family members had left and walked over to the woman on the bed.  She leaned over her.

“Well girl, I think God would be proud of the fight you put up.  But he might just as well have said ‘I’ve been waiting for you. Why did you hesitate?’”

Dee Dee tried to touch the woman’s face but she just couldn’t do it.  She knew every curve and line of that face, and the eyes that everyone always remarked about.

Dee Dee turned around, looking at the room.  She wish he would come.  She was getting rather lonely standing there in a room where only a shell now lay in the bed.

Just as she was to turn to sit back down in the chair, in came a man.  She thought at first he was a doctor because he had a white shirt on.  But the man began speaking directly to her.

“Has everyone been here that you expected to come?”

“Yes”, she answered.  She looked over at the bed and smiled at the cat on the bed.  “What do we do about that?”

The man answered, “They’ll know what to do with it.”   He looked at her with an intense love.   “You know, you really did put up quite a fight.  Are you ready now, to go?”

Dee Dee suddenly was overcome with emotion. Everything she couldn’t feel as her relatives filed in to see her one last time, all of it came out.

One like the son of man came rushing over to her and caught her into his arms.  “You will always feel them but it is different where you are going, but it won’t be like here.”

“But Katie saw me. She called my name!”

The man smiled has he carried her out of the hospital room, unseen by anyone.  “And she will always remember that, but she won’t always be able to see.  Children seem to lose that ability as they get older.  She will have dreams and see that way and she will become a teacher.  She will marry twice and she will have a son that will look much like Stevie.”

Dee Dee smiled and wrapped her arms around the neck of the man who was carrying her.  She noticed that he seemed to carry her without effort and she realized that was because she herself was a child again.  Everything like new.


Is this before, or after praying?

It is really hard having these conversations sometimes.  On the phone with a friend, we were discussing God . . . and Michael Jackson, and parents, and illnesses and the state of the world today.  And the person I was talking to is someone who would describe herself as spiritual, but when we were talking, it dawned on me that as someone who didn’t really grow up with God, she may not believe.  It’s one thing to know that God exists.  It’s another to know and understand the brevity of the truth of His Word or the bond of his promises.

As she spoke to me, she was trying to understand the point of all the drama around Michael’s passing.  She asked “When you say ‘not gone’” do you mean dead – here in spirit or here – in hiding?”

I could hear her not wanting to sound selfish but the direction of “I need to know” was throughout her questions.  Oddly enough she must have felt that because she said to me, “I know it sounds kind of selfish but I can’t keep going like this.  I need to know.  I need closure.”

The question bothered me not because I believe Michael is dead because I don’t.  But it bothered me because here we stood at the cusp of understanding and one important element was missing.  So I asked her – “You believe Michael had faith in God.  You believe he studied the Bible.  You believe that HE believed that Bible as truth and he conducted himself accordingly.  You believe that there IS a purpose to everything going on and that we are supposed to learn something from it?”

She replied yes, and qualified that with the fact that she believed that was what made Michael so different and such a target.

I took a breath because for some reason I knew what the answer was going to be.

I said her name and asked, “do you believe that there is life after death?”

Now I got the moment of silence.  Finally she said, “No.  I guess I don’t.  I don’t see how someone can come back to life.”

It dawned on me that many people that believe in God, cannot believe that life after death is real.  How do you explain this to someone who only later in life had discovered a connection to God?

I thought for a second then said to her, “You dream, right?  You remember your dreams.”  She said yes.

“Well, think about it like that.  It’s the only thing I can think of that would be remotely similar, but your body is asleep, but your mind is still going.  You dream and sometimes you dream experiences that you have never had in real life.  As a matter of fact, most people dream experiences they’ve never had in real life.  So your body is asleep but your mind is pretty much on its own.”

She came back with, “Yeah but you’re not dead.  Your asleep but your brain is still firing.”

This is true.  The brain is still firing but it is doing things you do not need it to do to survive sleep.  Heart, lungs and things still need to work, yes, but dreaming is completely unnecessary for your body to function while you sleep.

I’m thinking all this but I didn’t know how to put it into words at the time. What I said instead was, “It’s not exactly the same, but it is an example that our bodies do not consist of just the physical.”  (spare this moment with me because right now I am smiling at the sheer miracle our brains really are).

I knew where she was going with this.  If she can’t believe that God would have protected Michael (even if we can’t understand how), she is not going to believe that God can save us and THAT was what she needed to understand.  This is someone that had never had a Bible in her house.

So I said to her, “Okay, let’s get back to Michael.  You know Michael believed in God and in Jesus and the Bible.  You believe that Michael is playing a biblical part in this whatever is going on, right?”  She answered yes.

I continued –

“Thinking about Michael’s mission . . . what was it?  He stated it many times.”

She replied “children”.

“Yes.” I replied.  “If you notice out there in MJ Fan-land, most people twittering and face-booking for Justice for Michael, lamenting over the fact that he is gone, they are looking at all this from THEIR OWN EYES.  That’s normal, but we are asked to get beyond ourselves.

Knowing Michael’s character as we do, let’s say Michael bowed out.  This plan for justice that we believe he is part of in this ‘Illusion’; Do you believe Michael would disappear long enough to reveal just those around him that tried to kill him?  Or do you think he would go whole hog and stick it out until ALL the children are saved from this conspiracy?”

She answered quietly, “I see.  You’re right.”

Then I told her, “Now look at the prophecy in the Bible that we’ve talked about.  Don’t you think God would do the same thing?  Look at this as Michel mirroring what the Bible says will happen.  God wants ALL his children.  And what did Michael ask us to do?

He asked us to ‘give me your all . . . I need your patience, your endurance, your understanding and remember . . . we are all family’, from the ‘This is It Speech.  So we HAVE to.  We have to.”

I found the Bible verse this morning so fitting, in my daily read –

“2. And the Pharisees and scribes murmured, saying, This man receiveth sinners, and eateth with them.  3. And he spake this parable unto them, saying,  4. What man of you, having an hundred sheep, if he lose one of them, doth not leave the ninety and nine in the wilderness, and go after that which is lost, until he find it?

5. And when he hath found it, he layeth it on his shoulders, rejoicing.  6. And when he cometh home, he calleth together his friends and neighbours, saying unto them, Rejoice with me; for I have found my sheep which was lost.  7. I say unto you, that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance.

8. Either what woman having ten pieces of silver, if she lose one piece, doth not light a candle, and sweep the house, and seek diligently till she find it?  9. And when she hath found it, she calleth her friends and her neighbours together, saying, Rejoice with me; for I have found the piece which I had lost.  10. Likewise, I say unto you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner that repenteth.

This is the character of God.  Jesus told this parable and in subsequent verses in that chapter spoke of the parable of the lost son.  God will fight for one as much as he will fight for many.  He knows the number of those that will come to him as sure as he has the number of the hairs on our heads.

So when the child Michael fought so hard to keep his focus with the demons of people that surrounded him to break him, to try to destroy him, convert him, shame him, beat him down, Michael endured and we have to keep our faith and not let go of his hand, not give up on him.

Each one of us has life tearing at us, or rather what those within the conspiracy have MADE life to be.

I told my friend this but in a more condensed version (I’m not as flowery in speech as I am in writing), and I told her below:

“Let’s say Michael IS the Michael in Daniel 12:1. What happened when Michael left us?  Not only did people wake up, but a snowballing of events began to happen.  Tentatively at first  then more boldly, the agenda is being revealed and people are seeing it for the first time.  Some connect it to Michael leaving and some don’t, but they notice it!”

We went on with our conversation in a more personal direction in regard to the issue of maturing faith and believing what we can’t yet see.  I asked her if I could write about this because of how important it was to explore these questions she had, so she gave me permission to write about it.  Now I ask you -

Why would God allow goodness to be removed from the earth?  Why would he take Michael, which if you read Daniel 12 –

"1. And at that time shall Michael stand up, the great prince which standeth for the children of thy people: and there shall be a time of trouble, such as never was since there was a nation even to that same time: and at that time thy people shall be delivered, every one that shall be found written in the book.

Then soon after, the hope . . .

2. And many of them that sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt."

It is telling us that the good that was here, restraining the evil, stood up and left. Why would God let that happen?

For the same reason Michael Jackson had to leave for Justice to ultimately be served.

You can put cheese in a mousetrap but if the rat knows the cat is hovering nearby, he is not going to reveal himself.

8. And then shall that Wicked be revealed, whom the Lord shall consume with the spirit of his mouth, and shall destroy with the brightness of his coming:  9. Even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders,  10. And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved.

11. And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie:  12. That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness.”

The reason for the illusion is clear.

“Everything will be alright, he assures her
But she doesn’t hear a word that he says
Preoccupied, she’s afraid -
Afraid what they’ve been doing’s not right”

Jesus also said,

14. And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.  15. When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readeth, let him understand:)  20. But pray ye that your flight be not in the winter, neither on the sabbath day:

21. For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be.  22. And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened.”

In verse 15, Jesus alerts that he is quoting from Daniel (whoso readeth, let him understand) and verifies Daniel’s prophecy.  In verse 21, He QUOTES Daniel 12:1.  He is letting his disciples know just as he is reminding those who will read to “understand” that this time of trouble will happen when that Michael “stands up”.

Jesus then describes some of the “trouble” that will rise up:

24. For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect."

Here he is saying that the delusion will be so strong and so convincing that even the elect may be deceived if it were possible.  This is warning of the struggle not to fall for it.

Michael told us the very same thing in several songs.  I suspect the album “Invincible” was Michael’s last shot.  I believe it was this album that finally convinced Sony that Michael was not going to play ball.  They shelved the album, Michael spent his own money promoting it, this message was THAT IMPORTANT to him for us to hear.

They tightened the handlers around him.  Schmuley and Uri Geller were overlapped by Alvin Malnik and then Weisner and Konitzer.  The efforts to bilk him and strip him of his wealth began in earnest and they trumped this with proliferated press reports that Michael was in financial trouble.  Right.

Then when that wasn’t working some other little financial shenanigans were going on, then the Bashir entrapment, then the docu-crime, then the accusations, arrest and the trial.


Michael’s parting message was “One More Chance at Love” and “This is It”.

In one more chance, he was asking people (his love?) to help him make these mysteries unfold – aka – Pay attention!  Research!  Watch the signs! Put the pieces together!

In “This is It”, he’s practically singing Daniel 12 and Matthew 24.

Invincible is the back story.  It is the prophecies unfolding throughout Daniel, Isaiah, the Gospels and Revelation. The pieces are there.

But . . . all this still does not answer definitively “Is there life after death?”

Noooo [laughing], I don’t want to die, I want to live forever.” – Michael Jackson, to Bashir as they are shopping at an antique store.

Your worst nightmare, it's me, I'm everywhere, In one blink I’ll disappear, and then I’ll come back to haunt you . . .” – Michael Jackson, Threatened

Jesus said,

38. For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noah entered into the ark,  39. And knew not until the flood came, and took them all away; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.

40. Then shall two be in the field; the one shall be taken, and the other left.  41. Two women shall be grinding at the mill; the one shall be taken, and the other left.  42. Watch therefore: for ye know not what hour your Lord doth come.

43. But know this, that if the goodman of the house had known in what watch the thief would come, he would have watched, and would not have suffered his house to be broken up.  44. Therefore be ye also ready: for in such an hour as ye think not the Son of man cometh.

God filled up men with his spirit so they could see what he wanted to show them, so they could write this book we call the Bible.  It is a blueprint of our future.  The history in it is specifically to show us the patterns of the evil one and how he works so that we recognize it when it reveals itself in the latter prophecy.

It’s the same pattern like I told you before with these people in the past, the saaaaame pattern”.  – Michael Jackson, 2005 Radio Interview w/ Jesse Jackson

God’s elect will be called. We will feel it in “here” (hearts).  I don’t expect it will be something we will understand overnight any more than we understand or know what exactly it is that happened to Michael.  This is why Jesus warned us to stay alert.  We will see the time and the season but know not the day or the hour.

36. But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only.

The apostles took that message and spread it outward into the Middle East, Asia Minor, which spread further out into the Gentile countries.  Every other religion attacking the Bible or calling it to question has started after these writings began.  Not one religion predates Adam and Eve.  Not one.

Not one religion began attacking the teachings of the prophets with such vehemence until Jesus began preaching and notice how all seem to claim to “improve” upon the Bible, taking its writings from that same book.  It has always been under attack even by the Jews since Jesus’ time.

In the book of Romans, we are told there is everlasting life and we are told what we have to do to accept it and for God to save us.  It is a choice we have to make to accept Him.  In Romans 3:10-18, Paul talks about the deceitful ones that even then began infiltrating the church.

10. As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one:  11. There is none that understandeth, there is none that seeketh after God.  12. They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that doeth good, no, not one.

13. Their throat is an open sepulchre; with their tongues they have used deceit; the poison of asps is under their lips:  14. Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness:  15. Their feet are swift to shed blood:

16. Destruction and misery are in their ways:  17. And the way of peace have they not known:  18. There is no fear of God before their eyes."

Michael – Always
“Destroying Life….”
Lyrics – Sony BLOCKED the Video

Paul then expresses who are they that need God.

23. For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;

In Romans chapter five, Paul explains just what it was the Jesus did for us.  He died for us BEFORE we accepted that gift of love he did for us.  This brings new meaning to the word “love”.

8. But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.  9. Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him."

You Are My Life
I, I’m a better man…
‘Cause you taught me by sharing your life

And Michael helped ME understand what it was Jesus was telling us, about love being what we are.  That very first prayer I said for him after viewing the “60 Minutes” Interview of 2003, and the song “Stranger in Moscow”.

Armeggedon of the Brain
A Battle Between Good and Evil
In the Mind

Like a stranger in Moscow the free wander among the slaves, persecuted, called out, accused because the slaves see them as different,  a threat, but don’t know what the difference is.  Those that have eyes to see and ears that hear, let them hear.  They are slaves that have been freed, no longer bound by the worldly they are belittled by the shadow that once held them in the chains of the rain.

We are held together with his love. Without this love we will fall apart. Foreshadowing of the sign of the gift of love a part of our DNA.

Cell Adhesion Molecule
Held Together with love

15. He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation. 16. For by Him all things were created that are in heaven and that are on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or principalities or powers. All things were created through Him and for Him. 17. And He is before all things, and in Him all things consist.

We are MADE with Him.  Our bodies CONSIST of Him.  The rebar of the human body.  The Cell adhesion molecule that tells each cell in the body what its job is.  Our cells rely on this guidance just as we should rely on Christ.  You cannot get more direct proof than that, of what the structure of our relationship with God is supposed to be.

Scientific Diagram of Laminin molecule

You see, truth doesn’t have a beginning or end because it always connects. Truth matches up with truth – Lies do not and the proof is within our own bodies.  Love of the truth?  We were built with it.  Those that accept the love of the truth and the TRUTH of LOVE will be fulfilled.  Those that will not, well let’s just pray that they do.

So we accept the truth that he gave us in love, on the cross, WITH the cross and he designed our bodies with the foreshadowing of what love would do for us.

22. But now being made free from sin, and become servants to God, ye have your fruit unto holiness, and the end everlasting life.  23. For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord."

But it is not automatic.  Yes Jesus did this for you, but you still have to willingly accept his gift.  Perhaps that little gland in our brain, the Pineal gland is the part of us that kicks in once we tell God “yes, I believe in you, I trust you.  Please show me the way” . . . Just like a light bulb waiting for someone to flick the switch.  The switch being God’s answer to your prayer, the wiring being those “Laminin” molecules and that “light” of course being that little gland in the brain to set every potential God had for you in motion.

Love really is the answer to all that you are.

Slaves are bound by other human beings with money to other human beings.  Servants are bound by choice with love to God.  Genuine love is not born out of slavery but of free will and it has to come from the heart -

9. That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."

This should answer my friend’s question.  Below another example of how to accept the gift, just call out to him, pray with an open heart.

13. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.

Paul even explains further in Romans how to grow one's faith and understanding:

"14. How then shall they call on him in whom they have not believed? and how shall they believe in him of whom they have not heard? and how shall they hear without a preacher?  15. And how shall they preach, except they be sent? as it is written, How beautiful are the feet of them that preach the gospel of peace, and bring glad tidings of good things!

16. But they have not all obeyed the gospel. For Esaias saith, Lord, who hath believed our report?  17. So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God."

This is why reading the Bible was so important to Michael.   This is why Latoya asked, until she received, a Bible when praying for a way out away from Gordon.  This is why Michael mentioned how important “reading the Bible” is in especially the last interview he gave to Geraldo during his trial.

Jesus told them in John Chapter 3, just as Michael repeated to us in "Invincible" - 

"Now many times I’ve told you of all the things I would do, 
But I cant seem to get through no matter how I try to
So tell me how does it seem that you ain’t checking for me
When I know that I could be more than you could ever dream".

- Jesus tells them that he's told them these things through the prophets many times, and if they still do not believe.

10. Jesus answered and said unto him, Art thou a master of Israel, and knowest not these things?  11. Verily, verily, I say unto thee, We speak that we do know, and testify that we have seen; and ye receive not our witness.  12. If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not, how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things?

13. And no man hath ascended up to heaven, but he that came down from heaven, even the Son of man which is in heaven.  14. And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up:  15. That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life.

16. For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.  17. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.  18. He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.

19. And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil.  20. For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved."

Hell all up in Hollywood
Sayin’ that you got it good
Creepin’ from a dusty hole
Tales of what somebody told

Where would he go if he were to “stand up”, leave? So that evil was no longer restrained and would come out of the dark to reveal itself?

Speechless, Speechless
That’s how you make me feel
When I’m with you I am faraway
And nothing is for real
When I’m with you I’m in the light
Where I cannot be found
It’s as though I am standing in
A Place called Hallowed ground

This is the long form of my answer to my friend on the phone, and any friend who should come here that believes they know God and felt a connection but wasn’t sure where to go from there to grow their relationship with him.

The proof is within us. We are made with it.  And as Michael asked,

Believe, and have faith
And give me your all, your endurance
Your patience and your understanding

Because  “This is it . . . here I stand, I’m the light of the world I feel grand.  This is love that I feel, and I know that for sure it is real . . .”

So “Keep the faith . . . don’t let nobody turn your ‘round”.


  1. Hi Bonnie. I found your blog by mistake. I didn't search for it. I was about to download a photo but instead I ended up on your blog.
    When you are doing blogs like the one above I realize that it wasn't a mistake. God wanted to tell me something through you. Thank you God and thank you Bonnie. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

    1. Hi Anonymous. That's okay, most of the photos on this blog are downloaded from somewhere else, so your NOT busted :o)♥

      You're welcome from me. In my own experience I don't think it was a mistake either that I was drawn close to Michael. His life has drawn me closer to God so hopefully I can share that with other people that are looking for the truth. God bless you always and keep the faith♥

  2. BONNIE, is the Aunt Dee Dee/Katie story another dream ? so touching ! Whateverm that God may appear to us, the space of a few seconds/minutes in the form of a child or adult to give us His comfort & hope in our deepest disarray, I least how I understood it. It doesn't happen often but when it does, what a wonderful feeling. Also upon dying, some very ill/injured persons see a "light" which can be captured in their eyes by their beloved ones or medical personnel : this experience occurred in my family long ago & gave us some inner peace in the middle of our sorrow. Remember Dr. E. Kübler-Ross's near-death studies, among others.

    Your observations related to Sony's decision in 2002 to sabotage the "Invicible" Album & Michael's career are so true ! Michael fought hard & exposed Sony but thanks God, between 2001-2003, he also devoted a lot of his time to his MJ3 instead of struggling to tour or sell albums worldwide. Only the infamous 2003-2005 period saccaged further Michael's new career projects so it brings me again to "One More Chance": easy to say now & you talked about it already but watching Michael's eyes in that Video shortly before his arrest in 2003 is heartbreaking & shows us how sad he felt inside with a sort of premonition on the possible turn his destiny. The horrible assault wasn't spared to him on Earth but I am convinced that, dead or alive, Michael is or will be among the justs in God's arms.

    1. Hi Line,

      No, actually I had a horrible dream this morning before I woke up. Had to do with wolves and children. I wrote it down and will share it once I get past tonight's blog about the Chambers Bros. My husband and a wooden Santa Claus was in this dream too and the whole atmosphere was not a positive one . . . so back to THAT story above.

      No, that story just came to me as I was typing. I was thinking about how to explain life after death to a friend I was talking to on the phone and that is what came out of me after I hung up. The names are just pulled out of my experiences on this blog.

      Yes I had read something about Kubler-Ross but a while ago, before I even started this blog and I think it was through one of those evangelistic events my husband and I went to in Baltimore. My stepfather's passing sounds something like that. My mother was in the room with him when he passed and just before he left, the look in his eyes went from panic to smiling, looking PAST my mother and his hand even came up as if he were reaching for someone who was reaching for him. Then she saw the light leave his eyes. Whoooo! The memory of that time (fans eyes, misty!)

      Sony's sabatage of artists continues and I will post about that tonight. It will be a short blog. I'm almost loathe to cover up this topic with it, but I want this man's story out there. I am also very happy that Michael had all that extra time with his children, even if the likes of Geller, Malnik and Wiesner tried to monopolize that time. What gets to me is what those children might have seen their father going through during the trial. That kills me it's SO UNFAIR and it makes me so angry!

      In the one more chance video you can barely see Michael's eyes. I think it was reported that a double did some of the scenes they hadn't finished.

      Now when I see or revisit these films of Michael's and I see the sadness like I did in "One More Chance", I picture also how Jesus feels about his church, looking down on the world today because I feel Jesus singing through Michael sometimes, the message is the same. Please, please don't do this, come back to me, I've already paid the price just take my hand, don't throw love away . . ."

      Maybe Michael will be LEADING God's army? I should have put the HIStory clip up there and I forgot. ;o)♥♥♥

    2. Hi Line
      I thought it was the dead woman's spirit sitting in the chair. The child could sense her and see her but her mother couldn't. Because most people lose that spiritual channel when they become adults. Or they sort of turn it off. Then when everybody had left the room God came and picked her up. What if both of us are wrong and Bonnie are shaking her head and thinking that we are hopeless in interpret her stories, ha ha.

    3. Susanne and Line both got it! Wait until you see the dream I had today (that wasn't a dream by the way, just a story). Maybe you can figure out the new one when I post it because I am flabbergasted. children, wooden santa clauses, my husband, and wolves that want me to end their lives. ???

    4. SUSANNE - yep, your version is the one. I need to remove rust from my pineal gland :o)

    5. BONNIE - Not my business but I hope both you & Susanne make peace♥

    6. Line,

      I don't have a problem with peace. I have a problem with repeating patterns of behavior. I'm surprised she didn't accuse me of being jealous of the devil, I pick in him alot more often then his bride (Jolie). Madonna adopts a lot of kids from different countries too, does that make her an angel? This isn't the first time Susanne has had an emotional outburst, accused me of things then turned around tried to make herself a victim because I pointed it out. I'm tired of it. She can go to another blog and run roughsod over them. I put too much work into my research every day to put up with that crap.

    7. Line,

      She posted an answer to THIS on the previous blog. You do recall that this is the same girl that accused me of kissing Jermaine's ass don't you? This is why I'm tired of it. I'm in the wrong because I defend my position but she should have the right to say what she wants on someone elses blog.

      Michael would usually just hang up on people.

    8. BONNIE - Yours & Susanne latest comments on past Blog I read now & yes, I also remember past Susanne's remark about Jermaine...Hmmmm! Whatever, I do respect all decisions you take on your Blog, whether about Susanne, anyone or me. Unfortunately I ALSO remember how impulsive my own reactions can be at times. I see them like in a mirror when other people argue together & feel bad for us so I just attempted to cool down the situation. No more to say, except:

      God Bless you, Bonnie, Susanne & Everyone♥

  3. Hi Bonnie. I forgot to write my name on the 7 heart comment.

    1. Susanne, oh thank you for telling that. Now I know who you are :o) ♥

  4. Hey Bonnie,

    I know this has nothing to do with this blog but since it's the current one, I thought I'd post it here and maybe others who might be interested might be more apt to see it.

    A few blogs back, you mentioned about Michael's bodyguards' book. I've been waiting for that to come out too. When you mentioned the author of another similar sounding book, Pat Moriarty, it rang a bell and, sure enough, I found it on Amazon. I do remember seeing something about her a few months back. Anyway, I always read the worst reviews as well as the best reviews before buying. The worst rating was a 2 so I read that and the writer said that the book is a rehash of other books, things of that nature. I seriously thought about not reading it but I remembered that I have a Kindle and the beauty of Kindles is that you can sample before you buy. Needless to say I downloaded the sample. It's looking like the sample may be about 2 chapters long. I've read 50% of the sample, am done with the acknowledgements and probably most of the 1st chapter. A great tidbit that I found very interesting? She says that she had read about the bodyguards' book, she contacted them, she proposed that she be their ghostwriter, they met a few times and found they weren't on the "same page" so they are no longer working on the book together. So far she hasn't said anything about if/when the bodyguards will publish a book.

    Her book is called Defending a King: His Life & Legacy. You can download a free Kindle app for Iphones and/or for a PC. You can then download the free sample. I would highly recommend this if anyone is interested and wants to read part of the book before they decide whether or not to buy it.

    1. Hi Deb,

      Wow. Thank you. But it was Karen Moriaty not Pat (did I write Pat? Sorry if I did that but it is Karen).

      The Bodyguards have not responded to other questions about the book on their facebook page since I last checked. They're probably hot over it. But if they are not too troubled I would like to read the book. I hope that Karen compensates them in some way because that would stink.

      I don't have anything fancy like "Kindle". I prefer to read a book I am holding and can turn pages. :o) I see ENOUGH of a computer screen, LOL! Maybe I'll just ask my husband if I can get the book. If she took ANY of the bodyguard's stories I would like to read it, because I believe the bodyguards for the most part are truthful. I just hope they don't get mad at me for wanting to find a couple more pieces of the puzzle.

    2. Bonnie, nope, you're's Karen Moriarty...sorry about that!

      I think they did part on friendly terms. She is using pseudonyms for 2 of them though, she's using Garcia's real name. I don't know if they were compensated or not.

      I agree with you about holding a "real" book but this thing is just too cool. I have at least 100 books on this thing so when I go anywhere, I don't have to take just 1 or 2 books. Also, if you're looking for a passage you read, don't remember the page and just know a word or two, you can do a search. How many times have I wanted to do that with a paper book LOL!!

      I understand about looking at a computer all day; just wanted to let you know that you could read the first few chapters for free (also I'm seeing the book is $27 some odd dollars on Amazon and it's only $7 something for the Kindle version...I'm a real cheapy sometimes :)

      Oh, yeah, I think she's going to use some of the bodyguards' stuff; I'm starting chapter 2 and she's talking about the last 1 1/2 years prior to 2009 and she's quoting them.

      OK, I don't want to spoil anything for I'll stop now ;)

      Take care.

    3. Oh spoil me. I'm still going to want to read the book and not everyone can get ahold of it where they live. If you are okay with what you read it will be a while before I can get the book. I have not found any Michael-friendly books that did not have SOME truth in it amongst opinion and information twice removed.

      I can see "Kindle" has some appealing benefits. But in my present state I have to keep things simple. I'm getting rid of my cell phone and am cutting back on some things. And I'm not always getting cooperation on this from family.

      That reminds me, I have to write someone because I was wrong about something that I didn't know until you told me LOL! I thought at first that Moriaty was being mean to the bodyguards so, I better explain why I thought that.

      God Bless you :o)

  5. Wow, you did a great job on this one Bonnie!! Something told me to check your blog today and loe and behold I find this. I loved this, it was very encouraging for me because I was starting to doubt if Michael was still here even though God told me he was almost three years ago. Thank you from the bottom of my heart and I pray that you continue to grow & mature in Christ and may God continue to build your faith. God bless you, Kera

    1. Hi Kera,

      I'm very happy this was of comfort to you. If faith was easy it wouldn't be faith. I have my crying spells too and wonder and doubt and I go through all those things. I can say most of the painful parts are when I focus on what Michael has been through and it can sink you into a rut. But it is also important not to forget it because it is that pain he went through that reminds me that he was not playing ball with them and that he would never just sit there and wait for them to take him out. Plans were being made.

      I don't know how he left or disappeared or whatever happened. I don't know detail, and I don't know how or IF he is coming back. I SUSPECT some things along those lines and I have posted as much, but it is based on the Biblical foretelling and Michael's own song lyrics. I don't think Michael put those song lyrics out there if he didn't want us to pay attention to them.

      The song "Little Susie"? A cry to pay attention to the "song" that was for God . . . or SONGS.

      I can't love him any more than I do. And what he has done for my relationship with Christ and the realizing the power of it . . . I hope angels like tight hugs!

  6. This doesn't relate to prayer. But what do you think of this?
    Dr. Karla Turner - UFO & Military Abductions Part 7 of 12:

    Dr. Karla Turner was widely respected in the UFO community for her research on alien abduction. A scholar and professional educator, she earned a Ph.D. in Old English studies and taught at the university level in Texas for more than ten years. But in 1988, she and her husband and son endured a shocking series of experiences and recollections that forced them to recognize that they were all abductees.

    She died of cancer on January 10, 1996, after being threatened for her work. She was just 48. Since then, several other people involved in UFO investigation have also experienced threats followed by highly unusual cancer.

    I believe UFOs come from the CIA, the military and the American government, not from aliens in outer space.

    Interesting that Shirley MacLaine was one person who's name kept popping up in Karla Turner's abduction investigations in regards to abductees constantly seeing her, or what appeared to be her, at these locales (underground bases/aboard ships) where barbaric, horrifying experimentations took place. Notable others like Bill Clinton, 'Michael Jackson', and Ted Danson were also reportedly seen by abductees at these bizarre events.

    1. Hi Anonymous,

      Hmmmm. I just watched the first video and I am looking over the website which now forwards to

      I will tell you that we have touched on a similar subject here on the blog. Search "Angel of Light" and "Fallen Angels".

      We have also touched on "fake" Michaels and possible "cloned" Michaels.

      "Have you seen my childhood . . . I'm searching for the world that I come from . . ." This does stir my gut just a bit.

      I don't think that most people are ready for this, but that doesn't mean it shouldn't be explored. I want to do it Biblically and between the Bible book of Ezekiel, the book of Genesis, The books of Isaiah, Daniel, Peter, Jude and Revelation with the Book of Enoch, I am no longer afraid of this subject.

      In my research into MK Ultra and underground bases, I have not seen Karla Turner's name and this surprises me. That is the only thing that has me skeptical, not the information itself.

      Please keep in touch with this but give me some time, if you will. I appreciate you posting that. Thank you.

      God Bless,


  7. Hi, Bonnie -

    I really enjoyed the way you presented this blog and talked about people (like me) who struggle with doubts about faith and the existence of God. It was written with understanding and compassion, without being judgemental. We all have to start somewhere, and the older we are, the harder it is to connect when so much has happened in our lives that make you doubt that God is watching over us. If we live through pain and trauma, I guess we could say it means we survived because God knew we were strong and needed us to help others.

    You and I were victims in childhood, and so was Michael. You both found comfort and strength through faith and your relationship with God, and knowing it was not God's fault for what happened to you...Michael...all of us. We can't ask any greater sacrifice from God than giving his son's life for the sins of man. That's a powerful concept on which faith is built, and I understand the need for humanity to be humbled by it.

    Michael was humbled by it every day of his life. He always knew his abuse and persecution were not the work of God, but rather of Satan battling against the will of God, and he was incredibly focused on doing what God had planned for him. That's why Michael refused to appease his attackers by changing his behavior. There was no need to change when Michael committed no sin against children or God. Satan couldn't, and still can't tolerate Michael's innocence and he suffered greatly for it. If Michael had been intimidated publicly into turning away from his love of children and all they represent in his life, it would have been the worst betrayal to God in Michael's eyes...akin to giving in to Satan himself!

    I love Michael so much for the way his faith shaped him as a human being, and his faith is what sustained him through the worst of times. I may never know enough about the God you and Michael can feel and love, but I am grateful for the verses you post on your blog, which helps put things into perspective. Between your friendship and discovering the beauty of Michael, the human being, it's comforting to know that God is there for me to absorb in my own way, in my own time.

    Maybe all it takes is a third feather landing at my feet or another tropical breeze whispering that Michael is safe. Those were strong messages and I would like to think of them as spiritual awakenings...and perhaps the beginning of real faith.

    Love you, Bonnie and Michael! - Micheline

    1. God, please send her another feather :o)

      What you said - "That's why Michael refused to appease his attackers by changing his behavior." This is very important to remember and strive to emulate. But Michael sinned . . . He said the "s-h" word, LOL! (And you are the only one who's heard me say it so don't tell anybody!) Seriously, you are also right about Satan. He devours innocence but he has no power over God. This is why Jesus defeated him. It is also how WE defeat him.

      You remember the feather and the warm breeze. I remember the kiss on a tear-drenched cheek. To keep in perspective who made it all possible and a remembrance that God does love us and cares about our pain.

  8. "Clooney arrestato: protestava contro
    il blocco degli aiuti umanitari in Sudan"
    La polizia di Washington ha arrestato George Clooney durante una manifestazione di protesta. Grazie George! Anche lui come Michael.
    Un grande saluto a te Bonnie.

    1. From Daniela,

      "Clooney arrested: protesting against the blockade of humanitarian aid in Sudan," The Washington police arrested George Clooney during a protest rally. Thanks George! He too, like Michael. A big hello to you Bonnie. Daniela

    2. Hi Daniela,

      OMG - Nothing like Michael. He was arrested in the Sudan at the embassy -

      This is a publicity stunt. George Clooney is also on the Council of Foreign Relations

      George Clooney is trying to convince people that the United States needs to intervene there and take over/install another government. This is not good.


      Translation -

      Ciao Daniela,

      OMG - Niente come Michael. E 'stato arrestato in Sudan presso l'ambasciata -

      Si tratta di una trovata pubblicitaria. George Clooney è anche il Council of Foreign Relations

      George Clooney sta cercando di convincere la gente che gli Stati Uniti hanno bisogno di intervenire là e prendere in consegna / installazione di un altro governo. Questo non è buono.

    3. What?! Now Sudan? God help Africa.

    4. Bonnie said:
      "George Clooney is trying to convince people that the United States needs to intervene there and take over/install another government. This is not good."

      Along with George Clooney - Dick Gregory & MLK III also arrested...and a bunch of democrats. What does THAT say about Dick Gregory & MLK III??

      This is extremely disturbing. I presume it’s the same pattern of playing both sides - being/causing the problem so they can ride in as "heros" who then proceed to dismantle, rebuild and take over. They sure know how to pull on the heartstrings of a dumbed-down world by twisting and fabricating “news” to accomplish their goals.

      Since I knew nothing about this, I went to educate myself a bit:

      Voices of Sudan:

      In this short video series (in 9 parts - about 20 minutes total) you will hear of children living in terror and families being separated - the plight of indigenous people being driven from their villages to refugee camps where they became “educated”. (Recurring theme in country after country.)

      Notice their survival knowledge - knowing what plants were edible along the way. (In time, this knowledge will be largely lost as these people are incorporated into western society.)

      You will see - Southern Sudanese refugees holding up voting cards from “Southern Sudan Referendum Commission” with their thumbprint on it. In part 6, one refugee says “...we have seen what Khartoum is doing to us in the South.”

      Watch the videos. Then, look at this - SSRCommission members:

      Notice a theme? Look at where most were educated...KHARTOUM, USA, Britain. Expertise - law, social and political sciences, Ministry of Finance, Ministry of Foreign Affairs, military, police, world bank.

      If Khartoum was waging war on the South, why did they also FACILITATE the South’s vote for independence? Divide and conquer. How did they manage to set up polling stations in major cities across America, Canada, Australia and UK? All the same power base. Why and how did so many refugees flee to America? Who paid for that and supported them through the process?

      Sudan is now divided. It was (supposedly?) a landslide vote. Many former villagers are now entered into major databases. This smells like a total setup. I think the people of Sudan have been deceived.

      A year later, push against yourself using your groomed Hollywood stooge to grab headlines:

      “He (Clooney) went on to say that the group wanted "the (Sudanese) government in Khartoum to stop randomly killing its own innocent men, women and children. Stop raping them, and stop starving them.”

      Then, we look at Sudan-UN relations:

      "The Resident Coordinator (Designate) of the United Nations in Sudan, Mr. Ali Al-Za'tari, addressed the opening session in Arabic and stated that "Sudan is now in its post-separation transition period. It is a unique time in Sudan's history. Now is the right time for the United Nations and the Government to come together to agree on a common vision for the future.”

      That video series also mentions a Sudan census.

      From Darfur Relief and Documentation Centre, Geneva Switzerland February 2010:
      "International donors and United Nations (UN) agencies such as the UN Population Fund (UNFPA) provided technical support, logistics and funding for the 5th Population and Housing Census.”

    5. Hi Truthbtold -

      "This is extremely disturbing. I presume it’s the same pattern of playing both sides - being/causing the problem so they can ride in as "heros" who then proceed to dismantle, rebuild and take over. They sure know how to pull on the heartstrings of a dumbed-down world by twisting and fabricating “news” to accomplish their goals."

      >>>>>>>>> What do you mean you know nothing about this? Sounds like you have it EXACTLY to me! Same pattern throughout every country in Africa. The U.N. yes, and the education of them in Britian, U.S. "Israel"?

      This is what my friend in Uganda also said, that ministers were being "offered" free education, taken to Britain and the U.S. then coming back and preaching "prosperity Gospel" . . . "You too can be rich and prosperous as our God is a generous God! He doesn't want you to be poor . . . nooooooooo, He WANTS to make you rich so that you will worship the almighty (pick a currency)".

      He also tells me that the 100 U.S. soldiers they sent to Uganda are training the youth on how to organize, demonstrate, riot to overthrow local governments.

      George Clooney is a liar. Geeze, the DAY AFTER I wrote that he didn't get his hands dirty, he gets arrested. Talk about Timing their Clooney! Act I, Scene II!

  9. Anonymous said - "Sad World" . . .

    Yeah, no kidding. We ain't seen NOTHIN' yet.

  10. Daniel 12:1-2
    "It is telling us that the good that was here, restraining the evil, stood up and left. Why would God let that happen?

    For the same reason Michael Jackson had to leave for Justice to ultimately be served.

    You can put cheese in a mousetrap but if the rat knows the cat is hovering nearby, he is not going to reveal himself.”

    Very thought provoking.

    Laminin - absolutely amazing what God built into us, hard to even fathom the complexities.

    2 Bad is my favorite part of Ghosts, I never tire of it. And of course Speechless, I love.

    Oh geez...that last photo of Michael is ADORABLE!

    1. Hi Anonymous,

      Laminin is amazing. I love that he "rebarred" us with the symbol of love and I just love how he left his thumbprint on every living thing, all leading back to the same truth. God is so . . . (jumps up and down) amazing the way he shows us that truth always . . . ALWAYS comes to the surface no matter how they try to bury it with lies.

      Last photo of Michael . . . I had to scroll up and yes. That is definitely a cheek-pincher. :o)


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