Please enable JavaScript in your browser preferences and then Reload this page!!!

Michael Jackson Justice: Michael’s True Ambition Was Perfection, Not Wealth

God: Reconnect to Him

The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael's story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Friday, March 2, 2012

Michael’s True Ambition Was Perfection, Not Wealth

Prayer is a
A Conversation with Christ

The other day while reading my morning scripture, a thought came to me of just how similar Jesus’s life was to what we call celebrity today.  For his time, Jesus was a celebrity.  They didn’t sign autographs back then nor did they take pictures.  Instead they sculpted, drew and wrote of what they saw and experienced.

Reading through Luke chapter six, I came across a passage that reminded me of the descriptions I would come across from people who had met Michael, up to and including the “healing” part. 

Jesus was a gentle man, full of love while he was teaching his disciples and preaching to the multitudes.  His power became evident in his healing of the sick, and in his preaching in the synagogues and hillsides.  This power is what the Pharisees became envious of.

They would try to bait and accuse him in front of his audience, they tried to steer and manipulate his message, they tried to associate him to sin just because he was sent to heal the sinners OF that sin.  Instead of being contrite and taking part in their own opportunity for healing, they conspired against him, they propagandized to get others to condemn him, then turned around and blamed the Romans (who were no saints either).

They are still hiding from this deed today.  They are still trying to rewrite history.  Jesus was a threat to them not only because he had the power of God behind him, but because he spoke the truth and he SPOKE it out of love for those he was reaching out to.

Of course Michael’s story is a bit different.  He didn’t start out quite the same way.  He was wanted by the other side.  They were grooming him to lead a demonic industry and entrap the youth and their generations within its jaws.

The music industry, once it BECAME industry, spearheaded the changes they wanted in society by digging into the children, molding their thinking and hypnotizing them with their successful experiment of tones, sounds, beats and timbres mixed with message-laden lyrics.

But before that came around, and experiments on sound, electro-magnetic disruptions, colors, scents and the various effects they had on the brains God designed and created, there was Christ.  He was the beginning and the end.  The Alpha and Omega.  And as Christ Jesus was given to us by God to reconnect us to God, it was the effect he had on people that really tells us as much about him personally as we are ever going to know without meeting him.

Michael Jackson’s depth of faith, before that prayer I tearfully uttered in August of 2009, was unknown to me.  Michael sought to be like Christ and it was hearing that out of his mouth with my own ears that started this journey.  I just wanted you to know how close he came, and I will show you with just a few Bible passages below.

In Luke chapter six, Jesus and the “fame” of him are described:

12. And it came to pass in those days, that he went out into a mountain to pray, and continued all night in prayer to God.  13. And when it was day, he called unto him his disciples: and of them he chose twelve, whom also he named apostles;

(There were 12 Tribes of Israel.  There were 12 disciples.  There are 12 stars around the head of the woman travailing in birth, who’s son the dragon was waiting to devour, but was caught up to God and to his throne, Revelation 12.)

14. Simon, (whom he also named Peter,) and Andrew his brother, James and John, Philip and Bartholomew,  15. Matthew and Thomas, James the son of Alphaeus, and Simon called Zelotes,  16. And Judas the brother of James, and Judas Iscariot, which also was the traitor.

17. And he came down with them, and stood in the plain, and the company of his disciples, and a great multitude of people out of all Judaea and Jerusalem, and from the sea coast of Tyre and Sidon, which came to hear him, and to be healed of their diseases;  18. And they that were vexed with unclean spirits: and they were healed.  19. And the whole multitude sought to touch him: for there went virtue out of him, and healed them all.

The Multitudes that no man could count

This describes closely the effect Michael had on those who were lucky enough to meet him.  Michael Bearden talked about it, Jimmy Jam talked about it, David Nordahl talked about it, Orianthi talked about it, the story of Biggie expressed it.  There are tons of others from the chance one time meeting of a fan, to those that worked with him in the recording studios.

Examples of Michael, described by others, in prayer:

During the meals I've had with him, he did pray silently. When he prayed out loud, it was always to God, but that doesn't mean he didn't use any other names. We would talk about God and grace and humility a lot. One day MJ and I were working on some new music, and during a break we started talking about the name Michael. He said "Hey, Bearden! Do you know what our name means?" I didn't know. He said it means "most like God." And then he said to me, "We can't be big-headed about it. We have to be humble or God could take our gifts away. Promise me you'll be humble!" – Michael Bearden in Ebony Magazine

I know Michael loved Jesus with all his heart. Quincy had told me about his work sharing his faith with others, often door-to-door, because he’d been raised a devout Jehovah’s Witness. Later in life he told people he was a non-denominational Christian. Still more recently, reports circulated that he’d converted to Islam. But the Michael I knew had seriously contemplated giving up music to spend full-time in Christian ministry." - David Pack,

You know, there was one moment. I was playing a piano, and he was standing next to me. All of a sudden, he stretched his hands, looking upwards. It seemed to me that it was very important to him. That’s why I left the room and switched the light off. After half an hour I came back to the room. He was whispering: “Thank you for my talent. Thank you for everything I’ve got. Thank you for all the people who love me. Tell me what I should do, and I’ll do it.” It seemed to me that it was the moment of his communication with God.

Michael is a very special man.  He would come in for his lesson and sit down and we would have a prayer and then read the Bible and then have another prayer and start to work.  That's the way he liked to begin his day.  Can you imagine a performer as big as Michael Jackson turning around in a lesson and discussing how wonderful God has been to him and how much he loves God?" " - Seth Riggs, vocal coach

Based on the aforementioned and other details, I can tell you all with absolute certainty that Michael had accepted Jesus Christ, understood who He is and had given His life to Him. . . Just after his passing, it mattered to me that the world knew, that the church was made aware. Somehow, after much prayer, it doesn’t seem to matter anymore. It mattered at first to show the world, to convince the skeptics in the church who “didn’t see fruit” or doubted that someone like Michael could be saved. (absurdly like “someone” like any of us deserves it more) I ask that not as Pharisees or Sadducees but as people who have been saved by grace and not of ourselves. I ask that as redeemed people, each of us, respectively able to give unique testimony of how God reached to us in the mud and mire of our lives and never gave up on us, I ask that you accept this truth” – Anonymous named Jess posted on a previous blog update.

Before he makes his way to court every day, Michael Jackson wakes up at 4:30 a.m. to pray with the Reverend Jesse Jackson. The singer receives advice from the political activist/minister on his personal and spiritual issues, according to an Associated Press report.

After waking before dawn, Jackson spends 15 to 20 minutes speaking with Reverend Jackson by phone, during which they pray and discuss his life. "They've known each other for a long time," explained Jackson spokesperson Raymone K. Bain.” – Source,

Karen Faye had also mentioned praying with him in the mornings before court, as she had stated, on their knees, hugging.  Maybe this happened on the days that Jesse Jackson couldn’t make it?

We Haven’t Yet Seen Glory

Someone asked me to post a blog about how to pray.  I think that would be a good idea, so I guess this is what this is turning out to be.

First, we turn to the Bible for how to pray.  It is on all four gospels that the same incident is told, when one of Jesus disciples asked him, “Jesus, teach us how to pray as John [the Baptist] taught his disciples.”

Jesus said:

“2. And he said unto them, When ye pray, say, Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth3. Give us day by day our daily bread.

4. And forgive us our sins; for we also forgive every one that is indebted to us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil.” – Luke 11:2-4

This was an example Jesus gave his disciples, an outline of praising God and acknowledging his glory, giving thanks, asking for provision, asking forgiveness then power over temptation.  The Book of Matthew covers more detail on this as Jesus instructs:

“1. Take heed that ye do not your alms before men, to be seen of them: otherwise ye have no reward of your Father which is in heaven.  2. Therefore when thou doest thine alms, do not sound a trumpet before thee, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may have glory of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.  3. But when thou doest alms, let not thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth:

(Michael gave to children,  those in need, to charities which never got publicized until after he passed on in June of 2009.  Michael that much wanted to please God.)

4. That thine alms may be in secret: and thy Father which seeth in secret himself shall reward thee openly.  5. And when thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they may be seen of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.  6. But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.

(Michael also never made a big scene about praying.  We heard about most of this after his passing by OTHERS.  Michael did pray in song, on stage and since parables are not something most churches emphasize or instruct about, next to no one picked it out.)

7. But when ye pray, use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do: for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking8. Be not ye therefore like unto them: for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye ask him.  9. After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.

10. Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.  11. Give us this day our daily bread12. And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.

13. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen.” – Matthew 6:1-13

Better IS Coming Have Faith

After giving the instruction, Jesus then explains to his disciples the wisdom in acting toward others the way you would like God to act toward you.  Michael I believe took this very, very seriously:

14. For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you15. But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses16. Moreover when ye fast, be not, as the hypocrites, of a sad countenance: for they disfigure their faces, that they may appear unto men to fast. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.

17. But thou, when thou fastest, anoint thine head, and wash thy face;  18. That thou appear not unto men to fast, but unto thy Father which is in secret: and thy Father, which seeth in secret, shall reward thee openly." - Matthew 6:14-18

Jesus prayed in anguish, pleading to God that it be his will to stop what he would have to suffer, but knowing it was God’s will –

“35. And he went forward a little, and fell on the ground, and prayed that, if it were possible, the hour might pass from him.  36. And he said, Abba, Father, all things are possible unto thee; take away this cup from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what thou wilt." - Mark 14:35-36

Jesus’s last prayer for his disciples before he was taken away by the soldiers in the Garden of Gethsemane the same night he prayed the above in Mark 14:

“1. These words spake Jesus, and lifted up his eyes to heaven, and said, Father, the hour is come; glorify thy Son, that thy Son also may glorify thee2. As thou hast given him power over all flesh, that he should give eternal life to as many as thou hast given him3 .And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.

4. I have glorified thee on the earth: I have finished the work which thou gavest me to do.  5. And now, O Father, glorify thou me with thine own self with the glory which I had with thee before the world was6. I have manifested thy name unto the men which thou gavest me out of the world: thine they were, and thou gavest them me; and they have kept thy word.

7. Now they have known that all things whatsoever thou hast given me are of thee.  8. For I have given unto them the words which thou gavest me; and they have received them, and have known surely that I came out from thee, and they have believed that thou didst send me.  9. I pray for them: I pray not for the world, but for them which thou hast given me; for they are thine.

10. And all mine are thine, and thine are mine; and I am glorified in them.  11. And now I am no more in the world, but these are in the world, and I come to thee. Holy Father, keep through thine own name those whom thou hast given me, that they may be one, as we are12. While I was with them in the world, I kept them in thy name: those that thou gavest me I have kept, and none of them is lost, but the son of perdition; that the scripture might be fulfilled.

13. And now come I to thee; and these things I speak in the world, that they might have my joy fulfilled in themselves.  14. I have given them thy word; and the world hath hated them, because they are not of the world, even as I am not of the world.  15. I pray not that thou shouldest take them out of the world, but that thou shouldest keep them from the evil.

16. They are not of the world, even as I am not of the world.  17. Sanctify them through thy truth: thy word is truth18. As thou hast sent me into the world, even so have I also sent them into the world19. And for their sakes I sanctify myself, that they also might be sanctified through the truth." - John 17:1-19

This was a beautiful prayer by someone who knew he was about to die and he prayed to God on behalf of those he spent a little over three years teaching.  Then taking a breath, on his knees in the garden, Jesus prayed for us before we were born:

“20. Neither pray I for these alone, but for them also which shall believe on me through their word21. That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us: that the world may believe that thou hast sent me.  22. And the glory which thou gavest me I have given them; that they may be one, even as we are one:

23. I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one; and that the world may know that thou hast sent me, and hast loved them, as thou hast loved me.  24. Father, I will that they also, whom thou hast given me, be with me where I am; that they may behold my glory, which thou hast given me: for thou lovedst me before the foundation of the world.  25. O righteous Father, the world hath not known thee: but I have known thee, and these have known that thou hast sent me.

26. And I have declared unto them thy name, and will declare it: that the love wherewith thou hast loved me may be in them, and I in them." - John 17:20-26

Can you read that and not cry?  I cannot.  God did what he would ultimately not let Abraham do . . . he let his son die to pay the atonement for our sins, so that should we accept the gift that Jesus gave us in love, our relationship with God could be restored, just as if we were children, born all over again in spirit with clean souls.

I remember saying almost a year ago that I wish I could have at one time heard Michael Jackson pray.  I wanted to be in the room when he prayed at a dinner with a fan and her family over her cancer.  I wanted to be in the room when Michael was telling Arvizo how to cure himself of his cancer.  I wanted to be in the room when he was praying for help in finding a liver for Farkus.

But when you look at Michael’s body of work and realize that practically all his songs were either prayers or parables of what is to come, I suspect we already have a perfect example in our generation of how to pray.

How Michael Prayed

Michael’s “Earth Song”
What about Us?

That’s how you make me feel
Nothing’s real but all is possible
If God is on my side

We’ve Had Enough
Did God say that you could decide
Who will live and who will die?

Will you Be there?
Will you still care?
I will never let you part
For you are always in my heart

I was lost in a world of strangers
No one to trust, on my own I was lonely
You suddenly appeared
It was cloudy before now it’s all clear
You took away the fear and you brought me back to the light

This one was for all the lost children

Don’t Walk Away

He Prayed for Us in Song
A Prayer for Him

So, that is how you pray.  You open your heart, pour out your soul and give everything you've got to God in prayer and supplication.

I believe Michael’s prayers could make Jesus cry and if David was a man after God’s own heart, I believe Michael was a man after Jesus’ own heart.

A relationship with God takes love from a heart that is capable of it.  And we can never reach that potential without God, the creator of it.

That is where Michael’s power came from and why it was a threat to the establishment.

That is where Jesus power came from and why he was a threat to the establishment of his time.

Now the last thing the establishment of today would want for you to do is reconnect to God. Because if you are empowered with that love, they will have lost their slaves.

ALL God’s Creatures!
The Jackson Family in my Dream

Wherever you are if you are able, take a moment to go into a quiet room by yourself.  Sit somewhere in a dimly lit room and close your eyes.

Think about the love of God. Think about a love that gave the life of itself so that you could have life with God.  Then think about the power of that love, with the strength to heal, to forgive, to wipe clean and to sacrifice for the love of another.

That is what God did for you.  This is why Michael would never let go despite what they did to him.

Once you feel that love of God, just start talking to him.  Ask him to forgive you and take your burdens and to make you new like a child.  Allow yourself to trust him like a child and just pour your heart out to him.

Don’t just pray when you need something.  Pray when someone else needs something.  Talk to God when everything is going your way, or when you witness someone helping another.  Thank God when you see leaves blowing in an unsuspecting cool breeze on a hot day.  Ask God to help you understand the impossible to understand.  Ask God to show you they way to stay on his path.  Tell him you need his guidance, his love or just some reassurance.  Ask HIM “what do you want me to do Lord and I’ll do it!”

Follow Michael’s example, who followed Jesus’ example, stop existing and start living.

Power of the Human Mind
. . . And Prayer

This is where we are going now.

God Bless Michael, God bless Michael’s family and his children and God bless you.

An Angel Who Walked the Planet


  1. What a beautiful blog. Thank you Bonnie.

    1. God Bless you Susanne. Thank you for reading it :o)

  2. Hi Bonnie. There is a lot of musicians around the world with positive and great messages in their songs/music that kind of disappears and don't get noticed.

    An example of this is the artist JAMIROQUAI. Titles of some of his songs are, "Soul Education", "Don't Give Hate A Chance", "Emergency On Planet Earth", "Time Won't Wait".

    The other day I was listening to Rod Stewart. When I was listening to his "Have I Told You Lately", I thought to myself, "Wait a minute!!!, The song is about God, he loves God. I have heard that song a billion times and I always thought he sang about the woman in his life. But he is not. The song is a celibration/ love song of/to God.

    Look what you have done to me Bonnie, hee hee. I have been brain washed, but in a good way that is.

    1. I never knew that. I didn't like Rod Stewart and it's not even his fault. It is the fault of a boy who sat in front of me in home room in the eighth grade, LOL! (This boy turned around and sang to me "If you want my body and you think I'm sexy) - and though I'm sure the boy thought he was being funny, I was horrified. I had never heard the song before and coming out of a Christian school, can you imagine? I was shy anyway and knew nobody in this school and he did this to me? Now I think it's funny but back then I certainly did not! (even though everyone else did), I wanted to die!

      Anyhow, I will post this below that I found, because I won't have enough space here.

    2. "Have I Told You Lately" is a hit song written by Northern Irish singer-songwriter Van Morrison and recorded for his 1989 album Avalon Sunset. It is a romantic ballad often played at weddings although it was originally written also as a prayer.

      "Have I Told You Lately" has become a classic song and has received acclaim by winning a Grammy Award and a BMI Million-Air certificate. It has been a popular cover song with many vocal and instrumental versions recorded by numerous artists and bands. Rod Stewart's version charted at number five in the US and UK.

      In 1993 Rod Stewart's cover of the song was released that was his last Top Five solo hit to date, becoming a #5 hit in the US and the UK. This version also spent five weeks at #1 on the US Adult Contemporary chart.

      Have I Told You Lately - Rod Stewart - released June 1993

      Have I told you lately that I love you
      Have I told you there's no one else above you
      Fill my heart with gladness
      take away all my sadness
      ease my troubles that's what you do

      For the morning sun in all it's glory
      greets the day with hope and comfort too
      You fill my life with laughter
      and somehow you make it better
      ease my troubles that's what you do
      There's a love that's divine
      and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
      And at the end of the day
      we should give thanks and pray
      to the one, to the one

      Have I told you lately that I love you
      Have I told you there's no one else above you
      Fill my heart with gladness
      take away all my sadness
      ease my troubles that's what you do

      There's a love that's divine
      and it's yours and it's mine like the sun
      And at the end of the day
      we should give thanks and pray
      to the one, to the one

      And have I told you lately that I love you
      Have I told you there's no one else above you
      You fill my heart with gladness
      take away my sadness
      ease my troubles that's what you do
      Take away all my sadness
      fill my life with gladness
      ease my troubles that's what you do
      Take away all my sadness
      fill my life with gladness
      ease my troubles that's what you do

    3. Hi. Thank you. I didn't know it was Van Morrison song. I don't like "Do you think I'm sexy" with Rod Stewart. I don't like songs about sex. But I like songs about love. Rod Stewart have done a cover on the classic "Fly me to the moon". It's soo beautiful. When you listen to his version of the song it feels like you have died and gone to heaven (No Rod is not paying me to say this.) Is it a Frank Sinatra song?

    4. I didn't either Susanne. I hate songs about sex too, or killing, or self indulgence uh . . . mostly Madonna songs, LOL! To me Rod Stewart does not have a pleasant singing voice, but his voice has a character to it that just fits what he sings. I think he picks good songs for his voice.

      Yes, "Fly Me To the Moon" is a Sinatra song. And I wasn't too keen on him either. He was okay. Of his time and genre, I liked Englebert Humperdink (thought he had a better voice) and I like SOME of Dean Martin's songs. I love the Righteous Bros, Jim Reaves and Don Williams and any Quartet music I can get my hands on! The Four tops AND the Four Seasons

  3. I had the most interesting dream. I have never dreamed of Michael or any of the Jacksons before, but did so last night. In the dream, I was at a concert of some sort for the Jacksons. The person I was sitting with, left and I was sitting in a row by myself. I was asked by security to move, but learned that a Jackson, Randy, demanded that I be left alone. I remember being so surprised in my dream, that he had taken up for me. At the end of the concert, I see Michael, and I go to hug him, and I remember giving him the biggest hug;during the hug, he seemed a bit uncomfortable,

    I think because I was hugging him so hard. I don't remember making eye contact, specifically with him. In the dream, I remember him coming out, after the show/concert I think to see me or say something to me, but I was so overcome with emotion during the hug, he couldn't communicate with me. 'The Michael' that I was hugging was the one in the black t-shirt, (the first photo). I just remember in the dream, I was feeling so much love for him/and Randy. I never think about Randy, ever. There were some more interesting things from the dream, but I will have to reflect on them later. I want to re-visit that dream so much.. I wonder if it means anything; I wasn't even thinking of Michael when I went to sleep. That's enough of my rambling....

    1. Hi Anonymous,

      I have had several dreams with Michael actually in them and I never got to hug him. Except for the bad one where he was fighting with Diane Dimond and that wasn't really a hug, it was a retraining hold. I've gotten words of encouragement from him and in one dream he asked me "what are you afraid of? What are you waiting for?" But no hugs. :o( I did get a kiss from Miss Katherine though . . . on the cheek in another dream and THAT dream was amazing! Latoya and Miss Katherine were in it and it was weird the way everything had to work out for us to meet. Amazing!

  4. Bonnie,

    thank you so much for this powerful message!
    Full of inspiration,hope and love.
    We truly need to now how much God loves us,
    HE paid the price for our failings,HE came into this world and died for us so that we could be with him forever. Its all about love, it truly is!
    I want to share this story with everyone reading this blog :

    Thank you Bonnie,

    God bless you!

    1. Wow! You know in Maryland the Christian Radio station had Ravi Zacharias on every evening and then they took him off in favor of more contemporary Christian Music and I so missed his voice! This was a remarkable story. So much so I just posted it on my facebook page and I want to do a blog with that as my inspiration.

      "God said 'stop, put down the ax. I will provide' . . . and 2,000 years ago he did and sent his son to die for our sins only this time the ax did not stop . . ." Tears! I love him!

    2. Ravi is amazing!
      Ravi Zacharias International Ministeries has so many gifted apologists and it is truly inspiring to listen to their lectures! Everyone here should check out or look for lectures by Ravi Zacharias or Michael Ramsden on Youtube! Bonnie,when you have the time then watch these:

      I know the videos are long but they are so worth listening to! :-)

      God bless you

    3. Thank you for these. I will watch them this weekend. My husband loves Ravi and there is another one that used to come on twice a week on the same radio station. he too had an accent, oh what's his name . . . He's from Scotland Grrrr . . . I'll have to go find him. And My husband agrees with you. One of the most gifted apologists out there.

      Thank you♥


      loads of Ravi to listen to :-)

  5. BONNIE, God was certainly pleased with Michael who was too good for this Earth so maybe He decided to take him back with Him..if He did. This Blog would be excellent to teach to school-classes of 14-17 years old...& of course many adults, us & others who seem to be the ones who need it most. Very inspiring.

    Michael kid/teenie top pic : Doo-doo-di-doooo, the eyes of a doe:o)

    1. Well if he did, God deserves Michael more then we do, and Michael most certainly deserves his reward and rest. But I don't feel God is finished with what he had Michael to do and I don't say that selfishly, I say it as God never leaves a job undone. Michael may be in the middle of scenes♥

      I wish I could reach 14 to 17 year olds . . .OR younger. They are the ones who's minds the evil ones seem most keen on gaining. Thank you - The two most inspirational men I know . . . Jesus and Michael.

      I love that picture of Michael. You mean the one at the beginning of this blog? Yeah, eyes of a deer, which ALL the Jackson's have/had in my dream, all looking at me, trying to tell me something with their furry little lips, putting their heads down trying to tell me to go with them. Then pappa deer (the PUSHY one!) tries to use his antlers to nudge me in the direction he wants me to go and I freak and run in the house and shut the door.

      I just had to put that deer picture up there because as you can see, Michael's picture also reminded ME of deer. :o)

  6. Bonnie, yes I meant Michael on top of your Post & your great deers' pic ! Joe Jackson, Pappa Deer ? Not exactly a cool daddy : the belt..Hmm:o( but a strong Pappa who with Katherine, kept the doe family united, well-educated & out of trouble in Gary. Without Joe's toughness & obstinacy & despite the Jacksons'talent, the family could not make it to Hollywood. First a very business-oriented man but however a genuine family man in his own way. Joe & Katherine Jackson speaking to Daphné Barak in 2005 (you know it of course). Both so sweet : it touched me a lot !

    1. No, not a cool daddy, but my dad used the belt to and to be honest, my mother used it a lot more than he did.

      Today the person that did the Q&A with Jermaine and I got into it on Twitter. Piece of work that one. Industry connected whether she wants to continue to lie about it or not. Just because SHE can't remember what Sony has done to Michael doesn't mean everyone else has forgotten.

      I remember hearing an interview from Joe once and I wish I could find it again, he was asked if he would have done anything differently knowing what he knows now and Joe said, "yeah, I would have never gotten them (his kids) into the business".

      Joe's not a teddy bear granted. But whatEVER happened between Michael and Joe was put behind them by Michael himself. And the FACTS ARE - most of Michael's abuse happened when he was separated from his family and they were isolated from him. Angers me! These lying people have bloggers and planted "fans" all over the world and I'm SICK of the family having to field the same tired, tabloid generated LIES as if they were truth.

      Sorry, did you have a question? LOL! I should post that twitter conversation. I think I know why they call it Twitter (Twit being the root word).

      Thank you for posting the link. God bless you. And just out of curiosity what is the temperature where you live? It was near 80 F last two days here and I'm in shorts. :o)

  7. Hi Bonnie. Guess what? I was on There was a picture of MJ and Lisa. Not a tabloid photo a professional photo. MJ is wearing a black jacket with silver leafs on it or whatever it is. On the shoulder of the jacket he has number 7 in silver. Not three only one. Have you seen it? I have only seen the front of that jacket before so I didn't know that he put number 7 on his shoulder.

    1. I've seen that picture of Michael. I forgot all about that but you're right. I love that jacket! Very pretty.

  8. WOW! Bonnie, that's the most beautiful blog I have ever read. I LOVE IT! And I needed it in regards of that email I sent you last week. I felt a sense of hope, peace and renewed faith despite of other obstacles and what's to come. I will continue to read this blog whenever I need some inspiration and spiritual.

    Oh, and the song by Rod Steward, 'Have I Told You Lately' is my favorite song. I, too, thought the song was about a woman. But when you posted the lyrics, I read it while listening to the song and I can see it's about God. How amazing! It makes you wonder how many other songs out there like that. Keep up the good work Bonnie. And keep posting blogs like this. We really need it. Thanks! God Bless!


    1. Hi Patience.

      I owe you an email don't I? I'm glad you like the blog and that it can give you some peace. I want people to know what is in God's book and when someone posted a suggestion on "how to pray" I thought it was a great idea.

      I really believe that God is an emotional being (as well as one of light and energy). There have been times when I was in such acute anguish over something when I was in prayer and it was during those times that I have received the most immediate and loving answers. It is a fight to be that receptive all the time because of everything from health to daily goings on in our lives.

      I want to learn more and get better at fasting (currently I stink at it. No discipline, come-on BONNIE!) and just have quiet alone time with God and connect with Him.

      I posted the lyrics for Rod Stewart but it was Susanne that pointed out the fact that the song was about God. Before today I didn't know it either. :o)


  9. Hi Bonnie,
    I found out Rev. Al Sharpton and Rev. Jesse Jackson are both Freemasons. So I don't trust either of them anymore.
    Why do you think Sony hated Michael Jackson so much? CBS, Epic these labels are connected to Sony. I'm not sure when Michael's problems really started maybe around the time of 'The Wiz'in 1978??
    I love the photo of Michael Jackson as a teenager. Michael didn't like photos of himself as a teenager. But I think he looked really beautiful. I would of loved to of known Michael back then.

    1. Hi anonymous -

      Yes, they are or were. I know Jesse Jackson did have conversations about Michael over some spiritual things judging by the conversation on the 2005 radio interview Michael did with Jesse. Michael didn't go into detail about the conversation, he just said, "it's like I told you before with these people in the past . . ." I don't think Sony started out hating Michael. They awarded him a $100 mil. contract in 1991. But they also wanted him to push an agenda Michael was not on board with, and it wasn't just SONY it was what was BEHIND Sony . . .the whole industry.

      Michael had problems with handlers before Sony, but they were exacerbated after they finally succeeded in separating Michael from his family and they got to him and Latoya at pretty close to the same time . . . The siblings were used against each other as insurance policies and this went on for TEN YEARS! Only after Latoya got free did Michael finally start battling outright with Sony. Michael left Lisa Marie right around the same time Latoya escaped Gordon or within a year of that time. Latoya was still being stalked by Gordon for a long time until he died.

      Michael began battling Sony PUBLICALLY in 2000 and 2001, only two years after Latoya escaped, but he had been battling them privately prior to that.

      In a nutshell - The bad guys have already lost. They just don't know it yet. What happens between now and the conclusion of this thing is just the proof oozing out of the rocks.

  10. Hi Bonnie,
    Michael Jackson once said he was like "Bambi"! So I understand about the deer thing. I love animals so much, and so did Michael. Michael was so sensitive and caring.
    Yes he wanted to be perfect, but that was maybe to pleace his father. Michael loved the children as well. So he wanted to help children. Michael also said he was like 'Malcolm in the Middle'.
    Michael also liked cartoons, he liked 'Marvel' comics and Disney.

    1. Michael said he was like Bambi? In what way? I agree with him but I didn't know this way back when I originally had that dream, LOL! I hope Michael is not like Malcolm in the Middle. I hated that show. Malcolm in the Middle is more like my son Rich, hee-hee! Totally! Actually Malcolm was okay but his brother? The older one - demented.

      I wonder if Michael knows Disney the way I know Disney? I wonder if Michael knew they were also an Illuminati mind control tool? Especially after Disney died and Katzenberg had taken over. They put things in children's cartoons that should not be there.

    2. I remember Elizabeth saying he was a human equivalent of Bambi.
      Yesterday they aired A Musical Celebration in Dame Elizabeth's honour at London's Royal Albert Hall, 2000.
      She was with Michael and they rarely show him here on TV
      (Russia), I only see him online through youtube stuff.
      God, was he beautiful. 2000, before all the hell, before all that. He was shining.
      Sooo shy, so beautiful, so happy at times! I miss seeing
      him like that, in great picture quality and not in music video
      but like that, the real Man he was, with all that emotion
      and sparkly eyes. How could anyone think bad of him,
      how could anyone want to steal from him or to hurt him!
      How can they do this up to this day, it makes me cry, all the injustice.

    3. Oh, I think I know the outfit you are talking about too. In 2,000 though, he was still going through all the hell. The battle with Sony was not quite public yet. Sparkly eyes made me laugh. I saw that same "sparkle" the first time I saw "Don't stop til you get enough" on T.V. with him in that tux, looking up into the lights as he began the song at the end of that little monolog he does. Even after watching him as a little girl on ABS and Soul Train I remember saying to myself "wow". You just see something in the eyes.

      Michael Jackson leaving was the beginning of sorrows, how I look at it. And if there is a beginning of sorrows there will be an end to them.

  11. There are lots dead tonight due to tornadoes. Please pray for those under tornado watches tonight and pray for those who lost their loved ones, homes, whole towns . . . :o(

    1. Maybe that is what your scary dream was about :(
      Hope this will stop soon and no more victims.

    2. TruthBtold2All (:oP)March 3, 2012 at 5:15 AM

      So sad. 2nd+ year in a row.

      Manufactured devastation.

      Can fear and faith occupy the same space?

      Culling in the deep south, where faith in God has been historically strong.

      (Trying this way of posting since Gooogle’s new TOS give me the creeps - on the heels of my favorite search engine, Scroogle, being shut down. However, just as the frog adapts to the changing temperature in a pan of water on the stove, I probably will too.) Uggh...

    3. Hey! That's an idea! What did you do, email the comment in? Our tornado watch ended at 9am this morning but man, we had a horrible storm last night! I always wonder this time of the year if we are going to wake up. Sometimes I just think, "if it happens, I'm ready." Yes, fear and faith can occupy the same space, although they keep juggling for supremacy. Then faith pushes fear out of the way and stands there beaming with his hands on his hips! :o)

      @Anonymous - Yeah, I don't like dreams like that. My husband woke up at 5:30am with the storm we were getting then (I slept through that one) and he said the wind was whipping. He got up to check and we had tornado warnings for our area and it said to take cover (ha ha, where???) I always worry about the horses across the road. Horses get scared too.

  12. Michael sang about sex. It would be naive to say he didnt. "Break of Dawn". ***can you feel the sweat***
    And 2000 Watts is all about getting jiggy with it. What do you think "high-post lady" means??? Its a position he is describing!!
    MJ was a red-blooded male.
    To make him into a saint who didnt even think about human, male things i think is misleading. You can still be christian and be close to God and still have normal bodily urges and thoughts.

    1. Your fantasies can take a hike. I know what Break of Dawn was about and I know what 2,000 Watts was about (not about sex, but have your fantasies if you must, just don't do it here).

      I don't care what you think. Sony and your whole little clan have done enough to mislead people. Michael was about God. That doesn't make him a saint, it makes him faithful and he was well aware of what the music industry was about. Do some research about what actually happen to this man. To come here and say Michael wanted to mislead the children that listened to him, singing about sex is disrespectful and a complete misrepresentation of what he was about.

      Every once in a while I get people like you who post here wanting to argue with me and degrade Michael's message. I've already researched Michael's songs so don't waste your time.

    2. Oh I don't think Anonymous above really tried to
      dismiss Michael's message.
      I, too, think he did many "safe" songs, that were
      just that - awesome, * tasteful * love songs.
      Like my newest favourite, "Beautiful Girl". It gives
      me goosebumps, his voice is magical.
      I even agree to suggest "Break of Dawn" is a song
      about making love. Not sex. There is great difference,
      I insist :)
      But sure thing crazy amount of his angry[ish] songs,
      especially ones that were big hits, are all metaphorical
      and NOT really about nymphomaniac stalker fans, or
      whatever they are called.
      Hmmm..though if these spooky stalkers were told/paid to
      be there... We can "wrap" them all together with "Susie"

    3. Re-read the "other" anonymous's post. With all do respect she was trying to start a battle. Her argument doesn't suggest "tasteful" love songs either which I agree Michael did sing about.

      high-post 7 up, 5 down
      To attempt to get rid of someone through the act of being disinterested, or to pretend to be better than someone else
      Old-girl over there is tryin' to high-post.
      source -

      2,000 Watts has NOTHING to do with sex and the person posting above, I've seen her argument before almost word for word.

      Break of Dawn is about the "becoming one" with your soul mate. When you listen to that song in the context of the entire Invincible Album who was Michael's "first love" as he describes in previous interviews?


      I agree with you on the Susie entity not being about one specific thing "music/music industry/music label" but the EVIL behind it.

      FYI - When someone like that anonymous posts above insisting Michael was as degraded as they are, all I have to do is look at the time and figure out which IP address they are. I keep records. But thank you for your input.

  13. Hi Bonnie, here today at 7AM m +36 F only, now at 13.45 +59 F sunny..but no teeshirts yet !

    The other Video where Joe Jackson said : "yeah, I would have never gotten them (his kids) into the business" I couldn't find yet but on Part 1 of D. Barak's interview asking Joe & Katherine at 5:20 what they would do differently, Joe already said : "He (Michael) probably wouldn't be in show business".

    But Joe there might have referred to his own business drive to bring his sons to stardom.

    The 4 parts of the interview anyhow show Michael's parents as genuine & sincere people with principles & their testimony is invaluable on how much they knew about the dirty games played at behind the 2005 trial. They have all my respect & love.

    The belt : my father & his brother also had a dreadful experience with it from their own father, an otherwise good man though, who as an emigrant worked hard in the cold mines to feed his wife & 6 children. Those were the hard times. Spanking in some cases is OK (I was spanked too when I misbehaved & was not traumatized for it), but the belt on a kid is crual.

    Jermaine Twitter : did not read it yet so can't see who is the SHE you mean. I'll check now.

    1. Hi Line,

      You said - "Joe already said : "He (Michael) probably wouldn't be in show business".

      I think that is it, the part I'm thinking about. (I thought he said 'they', meaning all the kids). He doesn't talk about what happened to Latoya. Nobody ever talks about what happened to Latoya, as if Michael was the only one they got to.

      Together, Joe and Katherine are kind of cute in a quiet little way. I can see where people would be leary of Joe. When you watch some of his mannerisms. Especially when he's being interviewed alone, it's like watching badger that knows he's being cornered. He starts fiddling with his hands, rubbing his fingers over his thumb (Michael does the same thing, watch Bashir when Michael is on the couch under the "seven lights". His hand does the same thing. Michael KNEW this guy wasn't good news).

      Anyway, when I first saw Joe in an interview post June 2009, I didn't read him as a nice person. But when I see the parents together and I LISTEN to Joe, his voice (and Joe, forgive me for saying this) I hear a man with regrets. I hear a man who is too proud to say that he didn't see what he should have seen and I really think that did something to him. I think there is a lot of pain in Joe over what happened to Michael, what happened to Latoya and what could have happened to his boys. I think he tries to mentally block it off so he can move on.

      Michael forgave his father for whatever it was that happened in Michael's childhood. Whether we agree on what happened or why it happened and regardless of what people feel about Joe, Joe did NOT and could not have gotten to Michael after Michael went solo. So why is it that evidence of abuse only presented itself AFTER Michael went SONY?

    2. Bonnie, tell me if I'm wrong but first Motown took over the Jackson5 career & Joe was already put aside. Michael signed in as solo with CBS & Sony later : isolation/control starts. But Joe Jackson, in spite of his diminished influence from the Motown era already, was always a very tough/smart man who could still be feared by many during business deals. Michael was a doe, Joe was not, i.e if Joe had been further involved in Michael's career & see wrong things done to his son, Joe was the only one of the Jacksons clan capable of fighting the bad guys to protect his son's business, even in a limited extent as he was no lawyer : Sony & goons did NOT want that of course. Why were even Joe & Katherine Jackson attending the Beverly Hills Hotel business meeting of mid-May 2009 with Michael & AEG ? If Michael wished so much to keep distance from his family with regard to his business & career (as so often reported), why did his parents attend & not any Michael trusted lawyers instead ? Because Michael trusted no one. Joe' Jackson's enemies may say "Joe was always financially interested" : he maybe was BUT I do believe that, whenever needed by Michael, IF Michael had let him in or if Michael's handlers had not barred the way, Papa Joe was always or would have been always there to help his son against the vultures, despite his 80 years old & his "supposed" lack of sophistication (which I do not believe). Joe smelled bad guys & their dirty tricks from far away.

    3. Line, I think you just wrote my next blog entry, LOL! You are exactly right not only about Joe being put aside because he was a threat to THEM gaining control, but ALSO the fact that Joe/Family attended AEG meetings WITHOUT BRANCA and WITHOUT SONY and other MJJC community handlers and "trusted" lawyers.

      Maybe it's time someone started interviewing the interviewers who see fit to bash the family to hide the crimes of their employers!

  14. @anonymous - Thank you for your prayers. ♥ I hear you and so do the tornado victims. Thank you. Try to have a good weekend.

  15. Hi Bonnie in the middle of your tornados and burritos and all that powerful stuff.

    From the Mexico deposition :
    Certain words come with the melodies at the same time it's created, you know. ♪Heal the world♪ I mean I didn't think about it. It just came. ♪make it a better place♪ So it came with the melodi. Heal the world. And I thought about it. Wow, that's nice. Heal the world. Let's heal our planet.

    How can people dislike MJ?
    How can people believe that he is a bad person?
    That I will never understand.
    I hope my comment doesn't blows away.

    1. Susanne,

      I love that deposition. Michael let us into his head a little bit there and whenever I can, I love finding and listening to these little gems where he talks through parts of his creative process. One of the most intriguing moments I had during the time I was singing was watching someone put a tune together on a guitar. He already had the lyrics written and a rhythm. So I am listening to him hum this out, then he'd find the notes and chords on his guitar, then he'd write this down on paper. Once he had the skeleton of the song, he began adding harmonizing notes and he would have me hum these (because I didn't know the words, but for some reason I could remember all the notes to the song. Couldn't name them but I could remember and hum them). So we put this song together. When he began singing it, I already knew the harmony so I just sang the harmony, LoL with a word or two missing!

      I would love to see Michael construct a song, the way I read it described, where he would sing all the instrumental parts, then the vocal parts, the beats, etc. That would be awesome!

  16. Bonnie, sometimes your blogs leave me numb with emotion and unable to say much of anything, and this is one of them. It was beautiful and all I really wanted to do last night is savor the feeling and appreciate the significance of it all. The prayer video for Michael was unbelievably emotional for me. We have always listened to Michael's prayers in his songs, and he was so deserving of a prayer for him.

    Again, I love "Advice For Dreamers." It's so important to keep hearing Michael's encouraging words and his comforting voice. The "Speechless" video was wonderful, and I loved how it went silent at the end and showed images of how close Michael and his family were in good times and bad.

    The "deer" family! We talked about your dream before, and now I see them as a united group, with their large dark eyes looking out, as if waiting patiently together for something to happen. Or...for someone to return...?

    I can't believe the tornado devastation. The power was so fierce that it blew a school bus right into the front of a house! The danger is not over and prayers are needed for those who lost loved ones and their homes. Bonnie, is it my imagination...or have we seen an abnormal trend involving violence and natural disasters over the last 2-1/2 years? Just seems that way to me, unless our sensitivity has been heightened since June 25, 2009.

    1. Hi Mich,

      That is really powerful words you wrote. Sometimes my blogs pale in comparison to some of the ways you describe things. Somehow when I saw and chose that prayer for Michael video, I thought of you and how you would react to it. I won't tell you where I was in thought when watching this. You know.

      Advice for dreamers - one of my all time favorites. It is the headache cure. I don't care what anyone else says about it. "Whatever you believe you become." That declaration is going to play a significant role in the direct of this blog and where it is going. What Michael knows and not just what he knows, but what he knows we're capable of.

      Oh! The deer! That picture DOES look like that, doesn't it?

      Oh, if you have seen my facebook page, we had tornadoes here, but not directly over my house. Ed was walking the guys from work around the back part of the property where the old dog runs are and he saw some white stuff way up in one of the trees. He said to them "What is that stuff?" It was all through the tree, all the way down. He followed the trail of it, he thought it was sap at first, but it was white. When he got to the base of the tree with his eyes, he found a torn apart couch cushion. For a split second he said, "how did that get way up in the tree?" Then it dawned on him that it must of fell out of the sky during one of the storms last night. We didn't get any damage but one of the towns close to us did. Freaky!

      Yes we have seen more abnormal weather and weather patterns since June of 2009 . . . since Michael said "This is It, Here I stand . . ."

    2. . . ."I'm the light of the world run away . . ."

  17. Bonnie, thank you for putting the record straight with the Anonymous poster who insisted Michael wrote about sweaty sex and high post women! That goes against everything Michael ever stated publicly about his views on the subject. Even the most basic of research offers several examples of Michael's views on privacy, respect and moral decency.

    Oprah in 1993 - about being a gentleman and not wanting to discuss personal relationships. When asked if Michael was a virgin, he was so embarrassed (and I believe, secretly offended) by Oprah's prying questions, that it would be uncharacteristic for him to be uneasy talking about sex, but comfortable singing about it! His songs were his "sacred" connection to his fans in spreading the right messages to the world about faith, morality and love of humanity.

    Michael is a shy, sweet and warm soul who loves women, and loves affection. Having said that, he sings about real love in the romantic sense, and some great examples of that are his early hits, "Liberian Girl, "Lady in My Life" and "I Can't Help It." With virtually no references at all to sex, he sings in the most incredibly sensual way about what we all dream of, ROMANTIC love - not salacious or lustful. Michael sings about a girl "more precious than any pearl," and how he can't wait to "say 'I do' and forever we'll be true." It doesn't get much better than that! Michael always had an underlying message that discouraged promiscuity, and encouraged that "sex with love" is worth waiting for. He also knew that his fans ranged from very young impressionable children to the most mature audiences, and the common thread that bonded him to all of them was his message of "moral goodness."

    Michael also spoke about his absolute dislike of suggestive sexual content in song lyrics and cited the hip-hop stars whose messages degrade sex and women. He believes artists of any genre should take responsibility for what their fans hear, so for anyone who thinks Michael was a hypocrite who contradicted himself in his own music should rethink their position. Michael was very much a real man with normal desires, and I'm sure he didn't take his Bible into his marriage bed. But he was a man with morals and principle and a shy man publicly, who did not engage in casual intimacy. If he regarded sex as the most sacred and private thing not to be shared with anyone outside the relationship, I have nothing but the highest respect for such a man.

    By not promoting overt sex in his lyrics, he helped put the proper perspective on meaningful relationships. And whether Anonymous realizes it or not, it was one way Michael sent a positive message to young people, singing about the joy of love in the proper context of life as God intended.

    In the end, it was Michael's faith, decency and purity of heart that the establishment viciously attacked. It is at the very core of the conspiracy to destroy him. Hear that, Anonymous? But you already knew, didn't you?

    Love you, Bonnie! Talk later on tonight - Micheline ♥ ♥ ♥

  18. Micheline,

    Most fans I think knew what Michael was about, even if they couldn't identify right off what it was that made him different, they knew SOMETHING did. Michael wasn't your typical "rock-n-roller" celebrity.

    You are absolutely right when you describe all the things Michael talked about. He said on Diane Sawyer "I'm not even INTERESTED in that . . ." And the other interview you mentioned, where he didn't like the sexually explicit lyrics some artists use in their songs. There are so many BEAUTIFUL things to sing about.

    People that take this attack position are also very unfamiliar with the Bible. Jesus talked about his bride, the church. The apostles and in Paul's letters talked about becoming one with Christ as "his church". Jesus said the same thing. The prophets used the same analogy when they talk about Israel and Judah playing the harlot and God "divorcing" Israel and "putting her away".

    Love and sex are not the same thing, and people with shallow minds like that don't know the difference which is why they continue to be unfulfilled as they go through spouses and sexual partners like water. It's sad, they don't even know what they are looking for.

    1. And in his own words,
      "..We want a wide demographic, and that's why I try not to say things in my lyrics that offend parents. I don't want to be like that. We weren't raised to be like that. Mother and Joseph wouldn't say stuff like that.”
      I can freely expose all my lil' nephews to Michael's songs
      and even videos, without going paranoid or badly embarrassed,
      can you? I think nearly anyone can.

  19. If people thought about love and sex in the way MJ did. And if men respected women they way MJ did. Then we wouldn't have AIDS and other sexual diseases out there. MJ was a gentleman and an old-fashioned romantic. He is a good example for young people to follow.

  20. Hi. I saw a picture of Ne-Yo throwing money allover a naked w***e. Trying to look cool while he was doing it. What is he trying to tell young people who listen to his music and want to be like him. Are you trying to make the world a better place Mr Ne-Yo? Then you have to think again. Ne-Yo says MJ was his idol. Can you imagine MJ doing something like that? And they wanted to make MJ look bad.

  21. I read somewhere after MJ left us that he had told Tohme Tohme, "When I die I want the world to know who I really was."

    I think Micheline painted a perfect and true picture of MJ above.

    MJ's dignity was stolen from him. And we are giving it back to him. ♥


Note: Only a member of this blog may post a comment.