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Michael Jackson Justice: Special Remembrance Blog - Christ-Like Mike-Like

God: Reconnect to Him

The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael's story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Friday, April 6, 2012

Special Remembrance Blog - Christ-Like Mike-Like

Jesus – Is He God?
John Tells Us Who He REALLY Is

This blog is for and of Jesus Christ and for those of you who don’t know him, I thought perhaps posting one of the most powerful chapters in the Bible would help you understand.

Below is one of the most brilliantly written and integrated pieces of scripture in the Bible.  It is the key to understanding everything else written in the Bible.

Pic of Michael

This is who Jesus is:

1. In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

2. The same was in the beginning with God.

3. All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made.

4. In him was life; and the life was the light of men.

5. And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.

6. There was a man sent from God, whose name was John.

7. The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe.

8. He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light.

9. That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world.

10. He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not.

11. He came unto his own, and his own received him not.

12. But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name:

13. Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.

14. And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.

15. John bare witness of him, and cried, saying, This was he of whom I spake, He that cometh after me is preferred before me: for he was before me.

16. And of his fullness have all we received, and grace for grace.

17. For the law was given by Moses, but grace and truth came by Jesus Christ.

18. No man hath seen God at any time, the only begotten Son, which is in the bosom of the Father, he hath declared him.

19. And this is the record of John, when the Jews sent priests and Levites from Jerusalem to ask him, Who art thou?

20. And he confessed, and denied not; but confessed, I am not the Christ.

21. And they asked him, What then? Art thou Elias? And he saith, I am not. Art thou that prophet? And he answered, No.

22. Then said they unto him, Who art thou? that we may give an answer to them that sent us. What sayest thou of thyself?

23. He said, I am the voice of one crying in the wilderness, Make straight the way of the Lord, as said the prophet Esaias.

24. And they which were sent were of the Pharisees.

25. And they asked him, and said unto him, Why baptizest thou then, if thou be not that Christ, nor Elias, neither that prophet?

26. John answered them, saying, I baptize with water: but there standeth one among you, whom ye know not;

27. He it is, who coming after me is preferred before me, whose shoe's latchet I am not worthy to unloose.

28. These things were done in Bethabara beyond Jordan, where John was baptizing.

29. The next day John seeth Jesus coming unto him, and saith, Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world.

30. This is he of whom I said, After me cometh a man which is preferred before me: for he was before me.

31. And I knew him not: but that he should be made manifest to Israel, therefore am I come baptizing with water.

32. And John bare record, saying, I saw the Spirit descending from heaven like a dove, and it abode upon him.

33. And I knew him not: but he that sent me to baptize with water, the same said unto me, Upon whom thou shalt see the Spirit descending, and remaining on him, the same is he which baptizeth with the Holy Ghost.

34. And I saw, and bare record that this is the Son of God.

35. Again the next day after John stood, and two of his disciples;

36. And looking upon Jesus as he walked, he saith, Behold the Lamb of God!

37. And the two disciples heard him speak, and they followed Jesus.

38. Then Jesus turned, and saw them following, and saith unto them, What seek ye? They said unto him, Rabbi, (which is to say, being interpreted, Master,) where dwellest thou?

39. He saith unto them, Come and see. They came and saw where he dwelt, and abode with him that day: for it was about the tenth hour.

40. One of the two which heard John speak, and followed him, was Andrew, Simon Peter's brother.

41. He first findeth his own brother Simon, and saith unto him, We have found the Messias, which is, being interpreted, the Christ.

42. And he brought him to Jesus. And when Jesus beheld him, he said, Thou art Simon the son of Jona: thou shalt be called Cephas, which is by interpretation, A stone.

43. The day following Jesus would go forth into Galilee, and findeth Philip, and saith unto him, Follow me.

44. Now Philip was of Bethsaida, the city of Andrew and Peter.

45. Philip findeth Nathanael, and saith unto him, We have found him, of whom Moses in the law, and the prophets, did write, Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph.

46. And Nathanael said unto him, Can there any good thing come out of Nazareth? Philip saith unto him, Come and see.

47. Jesus saw Nathanael coming to him, and saith of him, Behold an Israelite indeed, in whom is no guile!

48. Nathanael saith unto him, Whence knowest thou me? Jesus answered and said unto him, Before that Philip called thee, when thou wast under the fig tree, I saw thee.

49. Nathanael answered and saith unto him, Rabbi, thou art the Son of God; thou art the King of Israel.

50. Jesus answered and said unto him, Because I said unto thee, I saw thee under the fig tree, believest thou? thou shalt see greater things than these.

51. And he saith unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Hereafter ye shall see heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending upon the Son of man.”


IN the Hands of God

For those of you who missed it, a reminder of what Michael was fighting for:

His example to follow, expressed in this song below:

If We are the body
Why is his love not showing them
There is a way . . .

Several things happened to me today and I don’t know whether to laugh with joy or cry with joy.  And answer to a prayer?  Yes.

I always watch the search terms on my blog in my stats because it gives me an idea of the trend of what searchers are looking for.  Some come strait to my blog and do searches on the blog itself.  Sometimes they give me clues as to where to take my research to either answer questions for others, or . . . to find answers to my own questions.

Of the search terms that have been trending on this blog are phrases that hold the words, “God”, “love”, “Michael” and “Jesus”.

In the blog topic I covered yesterday, I was meting out some stray information that I felt needed to be added to what we already have toward Michael’s enemies.  Connecting dots.  I never want to abandon those little clues that people like Diane and Karen, and Cathy send me.

But take diligent heed to do the commandment and the law, which Moses the servant of the LORD charged you, to love the LORD your God, and to walk in all his ways, and to keep his commandments, and to cleave unto him, and to serve him with all your heart and with all your soul."

Dedicated to Micheline

This video below really got to me.  My singing times either happen at home when my husband is at work, or when I’m in the car driving (so I don’t disturb him, LOL) and I can’t tell you how many times I have done . . . .  this . . .

God Gets to Me

If you all knew how many times I did this, singing in my car, you will also know that I cried watching this girl because I felt her.   There are times I am singing to God a song from the radio and I feel it and I choke up and can’t finish the song.  I wonder if he gets more out of my heart at those moments then if I could continue the song?

Below, I thought this was appropriate, given the posting of John 1 above.

One of my favorites
Word of God Speak . . .

A powerful rendition of a classical favorite
Amazing Grace

The love of God is what kept them from successfully getting Michael “to lose the man” he really was.  He will help you to see the person you really are.

He held up the light

And HE IS the Light

This one is by an eight year old gospel singer, who dedicated this to her mom who passed away from cancer.  I don’t know how she finished the song without crying but the images also include Christ and the message also applies to us and our relationship with Him.  They don’t have the option to embed so please click the link below:

I Hurt Myself by Hurting You

Last but not least . . . one of our favorites.

With that, I will part with this prayer below . . . hope I can get through it.  Micheline will probably be mad at me A. because I’m posting this late . . . AGAIN and B.  Because I made her cry.  Too bad about it girl.  I’m not crying by myself :o)

God Bless you all and please remember what Christ did for us.

Dear Father in Heaven, who looks down upon all we’ve made a mess.  I know because of your word that a time of your absence is coming, where we must endure to the end through actions that are incomprehensible, committed against human beings by human beings.  Committed against animals by human beings.  And I sometimes wonder why you still love us.

I don’t have enough years in my lifetime needed to spend on my knees for all the selfish acts I’ve committed, never knowing how much and how many lives one act could possibly effect.   Does “I’m sorry” untie the knots?

Is there a heart in existence that can bear the weight of the knowledge of all the suffering in the world other than yours?  Are you affected by the incredible loneliness of a soul that does not yet know it is seeking you?  Or the child that has long stopped crying because she knows no help is out there?

I pray, Father for the flesh that will be laid to waste, that they find you and feel you before they are taken.  I pray for a strength of love that can reach beyond my outstretched arms to keep someone from feeling lonely.  I pray for the suffering of your beautifully made animals to cease and I pray for sustenance to materialize to a child who’s hunger burns.

I pray for the child who doesn’t understand what it is about her that makes people want to hurt her.  I pray you show her that is not her destiny.

I pray for the little boy who finds more comfort in digging his nails into his arms then he gets from the one who tortures him, and that you will send him an angel.  And I pray that you give Michael his childhood back.

But most of all, Father I pray that your day is almost here, and that the last person you are waiting for finally calls your name so you can intervene for the innocent, and the ones who stood by your name.

I thank you, God for the ability to feel, the ability to see and I pray Lord for help with stubbornness and patience, to wait and listen for where you want me to go.

Thank you for the miracle of your word, the truth in it and the ability to see that truth.  I am in awe of the path you put me on and for showing me that love does still exist in human beings like Michael who despite the suffering and sabotage he endured, continued to love from a gentle place.  Help me to be better at that.

Thank you God for giving us Christ, and the love in which to repair our relationship with you.  And thank you for showing us Christ in others . . . learning to be the light of the world.

Please watch over every individual this blog reaches and help us all to be good witnesses.

In Jesus Name,  Amen.

We all want to be loved
We all want to be taken care of
We all really are still children


  1. Hi Bonnie. I just come to think about what MJ's bodyguard told the police. "When I entered the room he was llying on his back with his arms extended outwards from his body."
    It reminds you of Jesus on the cross.

    1. Yeah, you wonder when they describe things like that, don't you? Love you, Susanne

    2. Hi Bonnie. I love you more, and I love this blog. Thank you. ♥

  2. Good Friday, Bonnie & Everyone ! Today again in 2012 Jesus-Christ has died on the Cross but He continues to be The Light of The World. Grace be rendered to the Son of God.

    The Vids "Jesus is The Light", "In The Arms of Michael", "I Hurt Myself By Hurting You" & last but not least, your personal prayer to God made me use several tissues. A wonderful gift you made to all of us, Bonnie, many thanks ♥♥♥ To compose such a deep prayer to Him, God loves you for He did reach your heart. If you were here, I would hug you (so would Michael♥) like a younger beloved sister. God Bless you.

    1. Hi Line,

      Good Friday to you too - To recognize the day we lost him physically only to gain his spirit and forgiveness in three days.

      You were not the only one crying (all cry at the same time?) I thought about that song "Hurt myself by hurting you" and that is exactly the truth.

      I will then receive BOTH your hugs as I have received your very sweet card. I want to draw your picture now but I won't post it, I will send it to you in email, scanned.

      Learning to be the light . . . poignant video


    What a wonderful way to start off Easter with this beautiful blog. I saw the video clip of Michael with Sarah Maclachlan 'Angel.' Tears was streaming down my eyes because that's waht best describes Michael.

    Have a safe holiday.


    1. Hi Miss P . . .

      I will get to your emails later today. Right now husband needs some time. He's not feeling too good right now.

      I'm not sure how many people have seen that Maclachlan video but I know I put it on the blog two years ago and it never gets old.

      You have a safe holiday too. Later tonight expect an answer to your emails.

  4. For me it's all easy, Jesus is Love. God is Love.
    And Michael is Love. No, Michael is not God, and Jesus
    is a Word and a first example of what we ALL should try hard to
    be, and Michael was another example of how hard we should try
    to achieve that first revealed "role model". It's easier for me
    to look up to Michael because he was so real, and so
    Christ-like, perfect role model. He was a perfect God's "student"
    himself. Giving us hope it's possible to be a human,
    surrounded by all sorts of temptations, and yet to be that
    Wish I met Jesus, I'm sure he is absolutely magical and would
    make me cry happy tears within first seconds of our meeting :)

    Yes, bet there were other humans who were successful
    in achieving that Christ-like qualities, but I don't know
    them. Or I didn't recognize them, maybe never had enough
    time to watch them and realize they are of God as much.
    My bad, I'm so imperfect and I don't see many things.
    So for me it's Michael. I'm trying to be as strong,
    as humble and, hardest part, as forgiving. I learn to
    control my anger, at least not encourage it, learn not
    to judge others fast, learn to not hate on my enemies but
    instead to pray for God to open their eyes and hearts, so
    they will see their wrong ways and will change, I was
    doing it all wrong in my time after all, still do,
    but I slowly change and hope to change more, to be more
    like these perfect role models.

    Those puffed up with egos and arrogance and self-importance,
    those driven by hatred and discrimination and
    self-righteousness, those who look down on the rest,
    those who are jealous and blood-thirsty - and if they claim
    to be of God or that God is about that - well, I'm afraid
    we have different Gods here and different Jesus as well.
    Jesus Michael tried to imitate is also the one I look up to.

    1. Hi Anonymous,

      That was a beautiful passage your just wrote, or tribute maybe I should call it.

      That is one of the first sentiments I felt about Michael, how he was the most modern example we have of striving to live by Christ and for Christ no matter what.

      You're right. Your last paragraph is one of truth. "you will know them by their fruits" . . . and truthfully none of us is free from those temptations.

      Even me, writing this blog sometimes its like you are going full force to get to the truth and you completely slide past it sometimes as you see it pass by you. Yesterday and the day before I was conversing with Mimi through email because I completely did something wrong in identifying her as another Mimi. That kind of stuff makes it harder for you to witness and you have to stop and understand the line between reporting the truth and judging others.

      Even those that are doing wrong have an opportunity to be forgiven and get folded into the arms of God.

      It's a fault of mine I try to work on.

      God Bless you

    2. Re : Mimi - As far as I remember "your" Mimi was always one of your most supportive readers here so I am very happy you could both clear an identity misunderstanding.
      Good recovery, Mimi.

    3. Yes, and it wasn't Mimi that did anything wrong. And she was forgiving which is something else that is rare in this world. ♥

  5. Hi everyone,

    I was reading this, this morning in John Chapter 3. Here Jesus is trying to explain the necessity of being "born again" to someone the Pharisees sent, Nicodemus (a ruler of the Jews).

    In this passage, Jesus explains why God sent him (because he does love the world) and why some men will not see (the light).

    I will post it below this so you will know this is John, Chapter three.

    1. John 3

      1There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews:

      2The same came to Jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God: for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him.

      3Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.

      4Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother's womb, and be born?

      5Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.

      6That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.

      7Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.

      8The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit.

      9Nicodemus answered and said unto him, How can these things be?

      10Jesus answered and said unto him, Art thou a master of Israel, and knowest not these things?

      11Verily, verily, I say unto thee, We speak that we do know, and testify that we have seen; and ye receive not our witness.

      12If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not, how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things?

      13And no man hath ascended up to heaven, but he that came down from heaven, even the Son of man which is in heaven.

      14And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up:

      15That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life.

      16For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

      17For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.

      18He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.

      19And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil.

    2. cont....

      20For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved.

      21But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God.

      22After these things came Jesus and his disciples into the land of Judaea; and there he tarried with them, and baptized.

      23And John also was baptizing in Aenon near to Salim, because there was much water there: and they came, and were baptized.

      24For John was not yet cast into prison.

      25Then there arose a question between some of John's disciples and the Jews about purifying.

      26And they came unto John, and said unto him, Rabbi, he that was with thee beyond Jordan, to whom thou barest witness, behold, the same baptizeth, and all men come to him.

      27John answered and said, A man can receive nothing, except it be given him from heaven.

      28Ye yourselves bear me witness, that I said, I am not the Christ, but that I am sent before him.

      29He that hath the bride is the bridegroom: but the friend of the bridegroom, which standeth and heareth him, rejoiceth greatly because of the bridegroom's voice: this my joy therefore is fulfilled.

      30He must increase, but I must decrease.

      31He that cometh from above is above all: he that is of the earth is earthly, and speaketh of the earth: he that cometh from heaven is above all.

      32And what he hath seen and heard, that he testifieth; and no man receiveth his testimony.

      33He that hath received his testimony hath set to his seal that God is true.

      34For he whom God hath sent speaketh the words of God: for God giveth not the Spirit by measure unto him.

      35The Father loveth the Son, and hath given all things into his hand.

      36He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abideth on him.


    In light of the conversation here over the last three days, could I please request everyone to say a protection prayer for Janet? We have to remember that family members are still out there and I love Janet.

    Thank you!♥

    1. Yes of course, but..hope nothing is wrong with Janet ?

    2. Thank you ladies. No, to my knowledge nothing is wrong with Janet. But she does get overlooked a lot because she is the youngest sister and just out doing her thing. She still has people surrounding her and if family is removed from her I just think we need to remember her in prayer.

      Thank you Line and Miss P! ♥

  7. Lisa Marie was on the warpath I guess when she recorded this:

    Look at the lyrics. You KNOW who she is singing about.

    Then this came to my attention:

    This is the new album coming out this year. Take a look at the lyrics - "Un-break"? and "You ain't seen nothin' yet".

    I'll bet.

    They don't have the lyrics published yet because the album has not been released yet. I thought that was strange because the search term "Lisa Marie Presley lyrics you aint seen nothin yet" was entered as a search term on my blog.

    If the album has not been released yet, who knows what songs are on it to search for the lyrics?

    1. I have listened to the song, 'Idiot' which I know came out a couple of years ago when Mike was still alive. I saw the lyrics and boy did she have an ax to grind. I also heard her new song 'You ain't seen nothing yet.' Like you said the lyrics hasn't been released but by judging the song, it seems like she's trying to compete. I could be wrong but homegirl needs to let it go!


    2. I have not heard the new song (any of them) and I don't usually seek out her music. Her stuff is a little too negative for my taste. That's why I was interested in seeing if she had mellowed out a bit. Maybe if she didn't sound like she was MUSICALLY biting the heads off of chickens, she might be a bit more appealing to me. So far, no.

      I agree, homegirl needs to let it go. Why can't she just let love in?

    3. How angry. Lyrics. Wow.
      Guess she's that kinds of girl. That's the way
      she "protects" herself. By being cold and angry,
      she calls it being very honest. She is,
      but she's quick to judge (like most of us) and
      negativity prevails so much. She believes in her
      truth sincerely. When her truth changes, she refuses
      to admit she was wrong before.
      How many times she was married? I don't think
      it was always "his fault!", she is not the one
      to say "Okay, guess you are right, my mistake"
      or to make any compromise, she needs yes-man as a
      husband, someone she is able to modify, someone who
      is not into arguing or trying to change her beliefs.
      And if she doesn't "get" a "weird" person, she ends up
      being angry about the person. Typical human :)
      "Mediocre mind"? Oh Lisa, stop looking in the mirror.
      I knew so many people acting like you, and only one
      Michael acting like Michael.
      And she gets very angry when things are not going
      her way, the only way she sees as "right".
      I'm sure she knows now when she was wrong, bet
      she has regrets. But she won't let it show, if only
      in her bathroom when she's all alone.
      She's not evil, she is just very human. Protecting
      herself in a way only us humans do. Not going
      "vulnerable" or "weak", as she sees it.
      Yes, we do it all wrong.

    4. Hi Anonymous,

      I remember the picture of Lisa Marie with her father, where she looks like she just took her hands away from her eyes like she was playing "peeka-boo". Her hair was in two pig tails and she had a white and red polka dot dress on with puffy sleaves and chubby little arms. She was giggling.

      What happened to her?

    5. Hi Bonnie. When you think of it all, Lisa's parents were divorced. Elvis was on drogs/medications a lot. Lisa's father died when she was like ten years old or something. She adored him. And the whole worlds attention when he died must have been tough for her. And It can't be easy growing up as ELVIS PRESLEY's only daughter. All the pressure and expectations from the world. Before we judge her, let's put ourselfs in her shoes. We don't know what she has been going through in her life. I feel like if we say bad things about her, we are spitting on Elvis memory. She is his little daughter and Elvis loved her.

    6. You know what I think Susanne? Her mother is a scientologist. She also had custody of Lisa Marie. I remember reading a story in a music magazine where Lisa Marie was using her golf cart (daddy's) to run over small animals. When Lisa Marie tried to explain it off, Riley (her daughter) called her a liar and they both laughed.

      Even if they were JOKING about this incident, it tells me something very very wrong happened to Lisa Marie.

      There is no way that just being Elvis's daughter would turn someone evil. And she was EVIL to Michael, both her and her mother (Oprah Interview).

      I'm sure Elvis loved his daughter, but not her behavior.

      There are times Susanne where doing nothing/saying nothing only enables people's behavior and does not HELP them.

      Michael would not go back to her. Must have been a reason. Even Jesus tells us when someone transgresses on us to turn away from them, but if they ask to be forgiven, we should forgive them. Lisa has never asked Michael to forgive her and you can tell that just by her attitude in interviews "I was indifferent". (which she also lied about if you listen to her song "Idiot").

    7. Lisa (allegedly) is now on Twitter and her new song
      is up for everyone to hear. Thoughts?!/LisaPresley

    8. Hi Anonymous, sorry for the late reply. My thoughts. Hmmmmmm . . . she has a good voice for soul, but I will have to agree with Miss P on this one . . . she needs to let it go. The only parts of the lyrics I could make out were "If you think that I'm evil and ah dahdahdahdahdah, you ain't seen nothin' yet . . . I'm a bitch and I'm dahdahdahdahdah, you ain't seen nothin' yet". Everything else was kind of muffled, like she's singing with her mouth closed. I would like to see the lyrics.

      I can tell you I don't like the instrumentals. They're kind of empty.

    9. Lyrics found so far:

      I couldn't get them from the song, too, LOL.
      Like mumbling.
      The sound is a bit empty, yes.

  8. Hi Bonnie,
    Talking of Lisa Marie Presley I find it very odd that she is now friends with Karen Faye. Karen Faye used to hate her. It's strange that they went to see a medium/psychic together after Michael died.
    If Jermaine and La Toya can't tell the truth. Then could Karen Faye tell the truth? They could kill Karen Faye just as easily as La Toya or Jermaine couldn't they? I'm no supporter of Karen Faye I'm trying to work her out. I hope this makes sense. Also I'm not saying there are any powerful people who are out to kill Karen Faye.

    1. I don't know if they are friends. They APPEARED to be friends about two years ago. Karen Faye didn't anything nice to say about any female that was close to Mike. Now there is no competition. But that's speculation.

      What makes you think Latoya and Jermaine are not telling the truth? They are only repeating what the liars told them. They are guilty of not telling us EVERYTHING and they can't. Karen Faye has definitely not told the truth and if I had to chose between family and Faye? Definitely family. They will not kill Karen Faye, she is doing what they want her to do. She's still working for Sony on various shows doing makeup and you don't get rewarded for being a good guy.

      Just keep watching. I think most people have seen what Karen Faye is about and like I said above, you will know them by their fruits.

    2. Hi Bonnie,
      I find it very upsetting that Karen Faye said nothing nice about any woman around Michael including his own mother.
      Karen could of stopped Michael from finding true love and happiness. I know Michael sacked Karen after the 2005 trial. Why did he bring her back in 2009? I guess it wasn't up to him.
      Michael used to call Karen "Turkle". I used to like Karen a lot until I found out the truth. Karen is now working on a movie for 'Sony Pictures'. Karen has never been against Sony and is not interested in finding out the truth about Michael's murder!
      I probably shouldn't say this but Karen makes me feel sick she is so sly. I don't understand her at all. I believe Karen fancied Michael which may of been the reason why she kept the women away, she was maybe jealous of any woman getting close to Michael.
      I think Lisa and Karen are sort of friends. But Lisa lives in England and Karen lives in LA, so they are not close friends. I feel a bit sorry for Lisa, but I don't trust her either.

    3. Hi Anonymous,

      I don't know if she did that with EVERY woman around Michael, just the ones she's talked about on Facebook and in forums. She couldn't even find anything nice to say about his mom. I don't think Karen had the power to stop Michael from doing anything, but she sure contributed to helping others make his life miserable.

      Yes, Karen is working for Sony. This is why I don't believe for one minute that Michael brought Karen Faye or Michael Bush back . . . I think SONY brought them back once they got involved in the concert. Remember, Karen Faye complained about AEG not really wanting her and they had already hired Zaldy and another hair dresser for Michael. They didn't need EITHER of those two.

      The other reason I don't believe Michael brought Karen back is because Michael had been back in the states since (allegedly) the end of 2006. He was making public appearances then so tell me . . . why didn't Michael have Karen and Michael Bush back then? No, they didn't start until May of 2009 with the This is It tour and that was about the time that DiLeo and later Branca was also brought in . . . Once Sony got contracts signed with AEG to allow Michael to sing his own songs for their concert.

      I don't feel sorry for Lisa. Not any more. She made her choices.

    4. Hi Bonnie,
      Karen Faye doesn't bash the Follower fans women. But apart from that she has bashed many women who were around MJ including his own mother. Karen used to bash Lisa Marie but she now likes her for some reason.
      I remember Karen Faye saying she didn't like 'Mathu Andersen' the makeup artist that was brought in by AEG for 'This Is It'. I remember Karen saying she didn't like fashion designer 'Zaldy'. I think she also said she didn't like Travis Payne? Karen didn't like Frank DiLeo did she?
      How upsetting that Michael Jackson was never free of 'Sony'.
      Karen Faye said the reason Michael sacked her after the 2005 trial was because Michael believed the lies of this guy I can't remember his name, he kept Karen from seeing Michael. Michael got rid of Evvy as well after the 2005 trial. Karen also said she was never sacked by Michael and he still liked her.

    5. That's right anonymous, Karen does NOT bash the follower women. You know why? Because they were NOT close to Michael. Karen Faye is the one that set them up (the group) and get them infiltrated into the fan base.

      Well, Karen Faye is a liar. What you just said above (and yes I've seen her post BOTH versions) she contradicts herself.

  9. Line,

    Thank you so much Line. I am still Bonnie’s supportive reader and always will be. I never miss reading any of the blogs, just recently never posted cause not feeling well and my mind not clear enough to do that.

    Our health is the most important one to function properly, and when that affected everything seems less important for a while until health restored.

    Thanks again and I am here...never left.

    1. Thank you for forgiving me, Mimi 3♥3♥3♥

    2. Uh, I don't know what happened with the threes, but they are supposed to be hearts, LOL!

    3. Hi Mimi - I'm glad; now get better. God Bless you♥

  10. Hey guys . . . just checking my backoffice here for the blog and someone entered this as a search term:

    "michael jackson cursing"

    LOL! Did he ever do that?

    1. Oh yeah!

      Here it is:


      And just so you know, he even said the 'f' word.

    2. Yeah . . . thanks alot, P. Reminds me of the time Micheline and I were talking about the song "This Time Around" and we were just registering in our little ole minds that Michael cursed in that song (that's not a curse, that's a slang word but anyway), And we were talking about what he sounded like saying that word.

      Micheline was laughing and I said "Why are you laughing?" And her reply was something like,

      "He sounds like a little kid who just relishes the way that word sounds coming out of his mouth" and we were both laughing. I mean she described that so perfectly,

      So Michael . . . wherever you are, you are probably the only guy that can get away with that. That word wasn't cute until I heard you say it in a song, LOL!

    3. Oh, I forgot!

      And you will be shocked at this one:


      Yep! He flip the middle finger to the paparazzi. Can't blame him for that! (LOL)


    4. Believe it or not, I sometimes do that to my husband (in joking, and he to me) but I NEVER do that in public.

      Is that really Michael? LOL. That was quick.

  11. Hi Bonnie.
    Happy Easter to you.
    I can identify with the video where the young woman singing becomes emotional, it was several years ago now, but yes I have had that experience.
    I was listening to this song just before I came to read your recent blog, I hope you dont mind me posting the link to it?
    It is a video of Jesus' time spent in the graden of Gethsemane, shortly before he was arrested. It is set to an original song, which someone wrote as they were so moved by this passion of Christ.
    Jesus asks the disciples to stay awake with him............
    Anyway Easter blessings and wishes to you and Ed, and all your readers.

    1. Hi Jenny,

      Oh, I just knew you would be the kind of person who couldn't let that go by her without a tear. It's dangerous though when that happens in a car when you are the driver (points finger at self).

      Thank you for the link to that song Jenny. I want to know anyone that HASN'T been moved by that movie. My husband and I are watching "King of Kings" tonight and "Passion of the Christ" tomorrow.

      Thank you and God bless you too and your family.

  12. Cara Bonnie, auguro a te e famiglia e a tutte le persone che leggono questo tuo meraviglioso blog una Buona Pasqua.
    Baci, Daniela.

    1. Translated:

      Dear Bonnie, I wish you and your family and all your wonderful people who read this blog a Happy Easter.
      Kisses, Daniela.

    2. Hi Daniela,

      Thank you so much. God Bless you and your family during this remembrance of what Christ did for us. Please give all the fans over there a hug for me!


      Ciao Daniela,

      Vi ringrazio tanto. Dio benedica voi e la vostra famiglia durante questo ricordo di ciò che Cristo ha fatto per noi. Si prega di dare a tutti i fan là un abbraccio per me!

  13. Hi Bonnie. "Three things cannot be long hidden: The sun, The moon, And the truth." by Buddha

    1. LOL, Tell Buddha Happy Easter. :o)

  14. This was a beautiful blog, Bonnie! I hope everyone here, whether Easter is their holiday or not, has a peaceful weekend filled with love and understanding. Thank you so much for dedicating that great video to me - "I Will Rise" by Chris Tomlin. I loved that song because it made me feel something I couldn't quite explain. Could it be God's presence?

    The prayer you posted was very emotional and I read it as tears fell on my keyboard. Then I wiped my eyes and watched "In The Arms of an Angel" and it started all over again! I'm telling you, I must have watched that video at least fifty times and I cry each time. The look on Michael's face when he embraces a child is the most joyous feeling. A glow seems to emanate from him and it goes straight to my heart. He was so loving and did so much. How could anyone turn such a beautiful light into something dark and sinister?

    For every day we have cried, we know that Michael had a day when he cried, and he had many of them during his four decades in the industry. We are experiencing the lifetime of pain he endured because we have chosen to absorb it and make it a part of who we are. We don't enjoy the pain - but we suffer with it, because it keeps us connected to the love we feel for Michael. Walking away is not an option. That would be like abandoning him a second time, and I will NOT let that happen!

    On a lighter note, yes - Michael is the only one I know who can cuss without being offensive. Remember when he said the full words for "BS" with Geraldo? Oh, man...I wanted to kiss him! In "This Time Around," when he uses the "S" word in, "I ain't takin' no____ , he gives it a high pitch where it sounds like "CHIT" and that cracks me up! Like a four year old who just heard the word and tries to sound tough. Am I suffering all alone from a case of "Michael is One Big Bucket of Cuteness" or does anyone care to join me?

    Bonnie, it would be wonderful if I could visit you this summer and we could get tickets to see The Jacksons together. We'll discuss it again and I will start checking on train fares. Love you, friend!


    (Michael, your lovely mother has my ring, but you have my hand. Hold tight and I will never let go.)

    Love, Micheline

    1. Hi Micheline,

      You're welcome on the video. I actually bookmarked and saved that video the very night we had that phone conversation about Jesus and "the dead coming back to life". Remember that?

      Michael "In the Arms of an Angel", nobody can get past that without tears. And you know I cried writing that prayer. My husband was in the back bedroom of the house when I wrote it so I'm glad he didn't see me.

      I would love for you to visit me, but I don't do concerts. But you can certainly stay with me if you want to go. Besides, after seeing the article I just posted in the comments below, It's probably really not a good time to bring up anything related to the brothers. Instead I think I'll just write a book about Michael, make a lot of money off his name like the rest of the leeches and try real hard not to give a "chit" anymore.

    2. MICHELINE - Many thanks for your wishes. Happy Easter to you, Bonnie & Everyone here !

    3. Hi Micheline. It's almost over now but happy Easter to you to. I have noticed that you express yourself so well and beautifully with words. Good for you. I wish I could too. But I guess it is a gift from God. It is not something you can learn to do. Maybe you should become a song writer for artists. We need music with beautiful lyrics. So what are you waiting for? Go girl.
      "Michael is one big bucket of cuteness". I totally agree, he is.

    4. Line - thank you for your holiday wishes, and the same goes to you and everyone here as well. It was a quiet and peaceful day at home, just the way I like it.

      Susanne - that was such a lovely compliment about my writing. I do love to put my heart into words, and where Michael is concerned, it comes easily to me. As Bonnie already knows, I worked for many years as a story consultant and developed over a thousand scripts for television, so it was a skill that served the industry and my career well. Life is not static, and I am no longer working in television, but writing will always be a passion with me. Bonnie's blog is amazing in how it allows all of us to connect through the written word to express our ideas and emotions, no matter how far we are from each other.

      As for song lyrics, I can write, but I am not skilled at poetry. I would nominate Bonnie in a minute, who has written some of the most beautiful poetry ever on this blog!

  15. You know . . . there are just some things that so royally piss me off I can't just enjoy them by myself.

    Someone want to tell me what the hell is going on here?

    Jermaine . . . If I ever found Michael, drugged him, called in his stalkers to follow him around and help his other handlers make money off of him . . . will you give me a hug too?

    1. Well... It's 2007.
      In a big family info gets lost, and one part
      has no idea what's up with another part..?
      It sure is so in my family :P If I meet a mortal
      enemy of any of my cousins, I won't be able to
      tell it's the one as don't have info on everyone's
      enemies, plus things get "lost in translation" as well,
      with family news going through so many messengers
      till it reaches you.

      Just trying to explain things using all logic I
      have left LOL. Not much.

    2. Anonymous,

      Yes, I know it's 2007 (That's been hidden pretty well, no one else has brought it up and it's the first I saw it).

      That's why I was upset. After that trial? Two of his brothers just HAPPEN to hook up with an ex-body guard when they are in England. What, was he on their roledex? Did Uri give them a call? Weren't the brothers trying to get in contact with his brother and stopped. turned away by Michael's handlers and they didn't know in 2007?

      They knew EVERYTHING during that trial. The family stayed with Michael at Neverland. What did they do, roast marshmellows in the evening and play badmitton?

      Fiddes was practically glued to Michael's side in every picture in his outings with Yucky Geller and Schmuckey Bullteach.

      Granted, Michael had so many enemies and handlers that he could staff a medium sized city with them . . . but this was Geller's protege' He's all over Michael's videos and pictures during his Boteach days. Hard to explain that one but thanks for trying. :o)

    3. Hi Bonnie. "What did they do, roast Marsh mellowed in the evening and play badmitton?"
      Ha ha ha ha, that was a funny thing to say. I never forget what you said about Dr. Rogers, it made me laugh so hard. No offense Dr Rogers we love you and God bless you.

    4. Hi Bonnie. It reminded me of something. A while ago when I was at the store I saw a man looking just like Dr.Rogers. I forgot all about my tomatoes and just stood there staring at this man until he started to stare back at me. But of course it wasn't him. Why would he be in Sweden in a store bying bread?

    5. Are you talking about the Dr. Rogers from the trial? That guy was funny! He was a liar, but funny!

  16. Euh-ooh ! iznogood. But if the Jacksons met & hugged Matt Fides in the UK in 2007, there was a fall-out later & ensuing comments from Katherine Jackson :

    Matt Fides : another handler (even pretending to be Blanket's father but never pursued the DNA test). Maybe in 2007, Michael was neither there or interested so Fides used other Jacksons' brothers to launch his Karaté school ?? Did Jermaine know about the wrong then ? hope not because if he did :o(((((

    1. You know, maybe I'm misreading that whole picture. Maybe the story is just a spin job and Jermaine was really trying to take his head off? (He failed).

      I'm glad Miss Katherine said something in that 2010 article (I remember that mess.

      I know! I know! From body guard flunkie to sudden owner of a chain of stores. Hmmmm. Maybe it was a "Heal the Kids" endowment

  17. Bonnie, I saw that link above about Jermaine at Swindon with Matt Fiddes and couldn't believe it! This was as recent as 2007 - what was Jermaine doing schmoozing with one of Michael's handlers when Michael had parted ways with Fiddes, Schmuley and Geller long before?! Michael was already in early discussions with AEG and Randy Phillips about doing the London concerts, so it's not like he was out of touch with his family.

    Did you notice what it said on the screen under Matt Fiddes - "Matt Fiddes, Martial Arts Legend." A LEGEND??? I never heard of Matt Fiddes until seeing those photos of him in London with Michael. How did he become a legend? If he had already made a name for himself as a legendary martial arts instructor, why did he need to tag along as Michael's bodyguard? Fiddes is a "legend" by association. Just infiltrate the life of the most legendary entertainer in the world, with a little help from fellow handlers like the Kosher Sex rabbi and former CIA spoon bender!

    Jermaine did this guy a big favor by lending his face to promote this event for Fiddes, since it is not Jermaine who needed the publicity. It bothers me to see this friendly interaction with one of Michael's handlers, but perhaps there's more to it than meets with eye. We need to remember that more goes on behind the scenes than anything we have heard or seen publicly. I don't doubt Jermaine's love and loyalty to Michael, not for one second. Knowing the corruption that surrounds this family, it would be counter productive for any of them to openly snub anyone who might have been involved in controlling, manipulating or harming Michael - because the danger is with the people who placed these handlers in Michael's life. Any person who joined Michael's entourage had something personal to gain from it, and when it comes to Matt Fiddes we need to judge him by the others who were there at the time - like Schmuley and Geller.

    Discretion and diplomacy rule the day.

    1. Tito Jackson was around Matt Fiddes as well. Back in 2008 Tito, Katherine some of the Jackson family went house hunting in Devon, England. Matt Fiddes was part of this tv program. Matt Fiddes comes from Devon.
      Jermaine and La Toya have both been on 'Celebrity Big Brother' in the UK.

    2. Hi Micheline,

      See post above to Line and anonymous.

      I just got done watching "The Passion of the Christ" with my husband after a full day of mowing two acres (on a very small, old riding mower, LOL), pruning trees, clipping/shaping hedges and bushes, raking and I forget what else but I'm sore. And sunburnt. As a matter of fact, it took me three hours to finish my response to Line, LOL because I started the comment, forgot about to make dinner, then watched the movie. (Sorry Line).

      Something else happened tonight too and I will tell you all below at the bottom of these comments. Need a prayer for my brother. Please. :o(

      Thank you,

  18. Dearest Bonnie,

    I pray you and those you love have a Blessed Easter. I want to keep that precious vision of the Cross in my heart and mind everyday. As I read your blog before work tonight, I thought of this:

    The earth was black as midnight,and 'neath the darkened sky,
    Forsaken for a debt not His, our Lord was crucified.
    And thru His bitter anguish, He counted not the cost;
    He paid the price for you and me, where the timbers Cross

    JESUS shed His blood for you and me, where the timbers Cross

    Bless You Sister-I pray for You always. Feathers still appear.

    1. God Bless you Anonymous. I love that poem. Does it have a title?

      I just watched "The Passion of the Christ" tonight after a day of fresh air doing yard work with my husband. Thank you for posting that. And yes, my feathers are still taped to my computer. Right above Michael's head when I turn the screen on every day. ♥♥♥

  19. I got a call as we were out in the yard working today my brother Michael (my younger brother Michael) broke his leg today in two places and broke his ankle. He had surgery today and has to have another surgery tomorrow, but that's not the bad part.

    The bad part is, as you know, when you break the bones in your lower leg and ankle, you are on your back with your leg up. My brother has acute sleep apnea and cannot breath. His blood oxygen level went down to 80 and they moved him to ICU so they could put him on a machine.

    I am worried. His sleep apnea is so bad, it has damaged his heart and I'm afraid. He's only 42 and he's my baby brother.

    I talked to him tonight on the phone, but they had him pretty doped up. His girlfriend is with him. If you could, please pray that God keeps him safe and BREATHING and that hopefully they will finally MAKE him do something about this.

    Thank you in advance and have a good Easter with your families tomorrow.

    1. OMG! I am sorry to hear that. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. God will get you through this. And your brother will recover from this in Jesus name.

      Keep us posted with updates.


    2. Any prayers you need, Bonnie. Going yours and Michael's way.
      Keep us updated on baby brother :(

    3. Words of wisdom:

      Margarine was originally manufactured to fatten turkeys. When it killed the turkeys, the people who had put all the money into the research wanted a payback so they put their heads together to figure out what to do with this product to get their money back.
      It was a white substance with no food appeal so they added the yellow colouring and sold it to people to use in place of butter. How do you like it? They have come out with some clever new flavourings....

      DO YOU KNOW.. The difference between margarine and butter?

      Read on to the end...gets very interesting!

      Both have the same amount of calories.

      Butter is slightly higher in saturated fats at 8 grams; compared to5 grams for margarine.

      Eating margarine can increase heart disease in women by 53% over eating the same amount of butter, according to a recent Harvard Medical Study.

      Eating butter increases the absorption of many other nutrients in other foods.

      Butter has many nutritional benefits where margarine has a few and only because they are added!

      Butter tastes much better than margarine and it can enhance the flavours of other foods.

      Butter has been around for centuries where margarine has been around for less than 100 years.

      And now, for Margarine..

      Very High in Trans fatty acids.

      Triples risk of coronary heart disease ...

      Increases total cholesterol and LDL (this is the bad cholesterol) and lowers HDL cholesterol, (the good cholesterol)

      Increases the risk of cancers up to five times..

      Lowers quality of breast milk

      Decreases immune response.

      Decreases insulin response.

      And here's the most disturbing fact... HERE IS THE PART THAT IS VERY INTERESTING!

      Margarine is but ONE MOLECULE away from beingPLASTIC... and shares 27 ingredients with PAINT

      These facts alone were enough to have me avoiding margarine for life and anything else that is hydrogenated (this means hydrogen is added, changing the molecular structure of the substance).

      Open a tub of margarine and leave it open in your garage or shaded area. Within a couple of days you will notice a couple of things:

      * no flies, not even those pesky fruit flies will go near it (that should tell you something)

      * it does not rot or smell differently because it has no value ; nothing will grow on it. Even those teeny weeny micro-organisms will not a find a home to grow. Why? Because it is nearly plastic. Would you melt your Tupperware and spread that on your toast?

      Share This With Your Friends.....(If you want to butter them up')!

      Chinese Proverb:

      When someone shares something of value with you and you benefit from it, you have a moral obligation to share it with others.

      Pass the BUTTER PLEASE
      By: Heather Burke-Huyghue

    4. Many thanks : I'll pass it on. NO I do not breakfast with plastic on my piece of bread but little butter or yoghourt (sometimes marmelade) & Café au lait : yummy !

    5. Lovely stuff, isn't it? There's lots of that kind of stuff in our American manufactured box food. Ecththth!

      I cook with real butter and fresh - FRESH seasonings and herbs so if anyone has a problem with natural tasting food, don't come to my house. (I did cheat on the mac and cheese tonight with dinner).

    6. Hi Bonnie. There was a Danish study recently on vitamins. It claimed that people who eat vitamins dies earlier than people who doesn't eat vitamins. So vitamins makes your life shorter.
      So if you are sick of life, no problemos. Just take some vitamins.

    7. Susanne,

      I guess it depends on who manufactures those vitamins. I know some additives are put in vitamins that actually prevent you from absorbing the vitamins or are plain not good for you. I have to read labels and I usually try to get my vitamins through a Natural food store but I can't always afford it.

  20. Bonnie, I am saying a prayer tonight for your brother. I was so sorry to hear about his accident. His leg is going to take quite a while to heal, and to have broken his ankle also - what terrible bad luck. But I have faith that his young age will help him recover, and the sleep apnea is something doctors are equipped to handle. Please let us know his progress, OK?

    I emailed you earlier about the death of artist Thomas Kinkade, and with your permission I am posting my comments below, along with links to the news of his death and a follow up email reply that I sent you a few moments ago. To die unexpectedly at only 54 years old is another mystery that just made me uneasy:


    "Hi, Bonnie - I'm not trying to be an alarmist, but with all the people we seem to be losing before their time, I thought I'd share this with you about the well known contemporary artist, Thomas Kinkade, who died unexpectedly at his home of "natural causes" at the age of 54. Another great talent dying so young. It doesn't even say Kinkade was ill, and the coroner is still investigating.

    In reading about his background, Kinkade was a devout Christian, and he painted with light to convey the divine in everything (sound familiar?) - and though some scenes were biblical, most of them were not. I've seen his art displayed in office buildings, banks, homes. They are really beautiful, and his talent has earned him millions through brand marketing and merchandising. His designs are seen everywhere, from wall art to calendars to greeting cards to figurines.

    What I thought was interesting was that Kinkade did not use his talent to push his personal agenda on others, but to give people what they want to feel uplifted from the darkness in their own lives (sound familiar?). Maybe Kinkade's "message" of hope and optimism no longer fit in with today's push for a New World Order (and one religion). Kincade was inspired by pioneers like Walt Disney and Norman Rockwell, and said "he only wants to make people happy" (sound familiar?). Sounds like Michael to me.

    Kinckde has been around for thirty years with his positive paintings, and he's gone now at 54. Michael had a beautiful message for forty years before they got to him, and he's gone now - age 50. Whitney Houston exposed certain things she knew about the industry, and she's gone at 48. Norman Rockwell was the quintessential illustrator of the American Dream, and that Dream is long gone.

    This news just hit me today as being the death of more than just Thomas Kinkade, as sad as it is. Because without talented and wonderful people giving us positive messages like Norman Rockwell, Michael Jackson, Whitney Houston, Thomas Kinkade - people who visually and musically remind us of what we can dream and achieve, the New World Order can better take total control of society's will. How old is Bill Gates? He's still alive and kicking, and will be for a long time."


    "I just read an editorial on Kinkade's work by another source today (link below). Apparently, his contemporaries and critics are tarnishing his legacy already and the poor guy is not yet buried. This is important. They accuse Kinkade of selling out by going commercial, saying that he didn't really offer anything new in the art world, that his designs were not very thought provoking, and not likely to end up in any museum for posterity.

    Do you see how they can't wait to knock someone down a few pegs despite their great success? The critics seem to resent the fact that Kinkade was "giving the public what they wanted." Oh, really? When you're in the business of SELLING, what's the alternative to giving the public what they want? Having some political view rammed down our throats whether we ask for it or not, and expect us to pay for it, too?

    Kinkade was not Van Gogh, but he never claimed to be. The romance of Van Gogh is that he touched us with his passionate soul and died a tormented and broken man in poverty. Today, none of us can afford to buy a Van Gogh for our living room walls! Kinkade was inspired by Norman Rockwell's vision and found his niche in a broad market by filling the demand for affordable art. But you see, in this new "LAND OF NO OPPORTUNITY," dreams and ambitions of achievement are frowned upon, so now we have to find something wrong with money and success!

    This sounds all too familiar, doesn't it? And all too dangerous. Rest in peace, Thomas Kinkade. We know what's going on!

    1. Thank you Micheline very much for the well wishes for my brother and thank you EVERYONE for your prayers.

      I just spoke to my brother and they are going to hold off the second surgery to tomorrow (It's Easter, no doctors are in, etc...) He sounds much better (amazing what sleep and oxygen can do for you!).

      Micheline, yes, Kincade I am very familiar with his work, and I agree with his assertion of bringing God's light out in his work. I have one of his landscapes but it's a reproduction. My mother does landscapes too, but hers are kind of dark. They remind you of raw, October days after a dousing rain.

      Funny, Andy Warhol used other people's creations to make art (and it was weird), he was commercially successful but he was praised . . . wonder why?

  22. Tonight I am no longer childless. God help me...God help us all.

    1. I love the pictures Micheline.

      Question . . . the beginning, Michael is very small, way before Motown (he looks about seven) and they are all decked out with new instruments and obviously a video camera.

      This is a struggling family of nine kids with one parent working but still has the time to practice with his children and squire them around the bars and night clubs at night?

      What's wrong with this picture?

  23. Oh, Bonnie, your hospitalized brother Michael is particularly in my prayers alike you & your family. If we all pray together for him plus the medical care he now receives, he will get better. I do understand your worry but hang in, Bonnie, & think positive♥

    Karen Faye : She & Bush may well have been imposed at the TII Shows by Sony : but how come AEG or Michael were forced by Sony on any TII participant's choice unless AEG deliberately teamed with Sony ? I thought from the start. But Branca's appearance on the TII set & his deep involvement in the TII film production already confirms Sony's clutches were all over. Not only I disliked the make-up Faye "performed" on Michael's face for years but she seems to be an even more dangerous pest than suspected.

    1. Thank you Line. I talked to him today and he is going better, but is still on oxygen. He SOUNDED much better though, so thank you for the prayers♥

      Well, on AEG and Sony, ask yourself how do you have a concert when the songs to be performed are owned by Sony? And what if Sony won't make a deal for Michael to sing his own songs if Sony won't let it happen unless they get to partner in it in some way.

      And what if part of the contract to license the songs is that some of Sony's people have to be injected into the process of the production?

      And . . . What if AEG agreed to this because MICHAEL and helpers had another plan?

      The key to understanding the separation between AEG and Sony is that AEG had their OWN people before Sony came on board. AEG already had a costumer, a make up artist, a choreographer.

      Papers are signed and all of a sudden, we have Ortega appear (he may have been the only Sony person Michael actually liked), Then Faye, Bush and Tompkins come on board. Then DiLeo and Branca and Dorian Holley.

      If Karen had a brain, she'd be dangerous (something my mother used to always say and I couldn't resist, LOL), but she's so obvious and self-contradicting, she's too transparent to be dangerous.

      I expressed before that I thought AEG was a mousetrap . . . but not for who you think.

    2. Correction . . . AEG wasn't the mousetrap. The TII concert was a mousetrap.

    3. Bonnie, latest news on your brother : very good but I'll pray further until he is OK : It may take some time :o]

      Sony/AEG : At least I have (little) hope we'll see the bad guys falling once in the mousetrap are too smart for me : I too can't be dangerous... :o)

      Thomas Kinkade (Micheline) : I love his art magnifying beauty of the nature, romance & harmony which we crually miss nowadays. His life & passing have indeed many analogies with other good people who left us & all have in common light in their being & their art.

    4. I talked to Michael tonight and he really messed up his leg. His Fibula and Tibia are both broken and his ankle is shattered. The break on the (bigger?) bone in his leg is in half near the ankle but then it splits going up the leg. All he did was fall on the kitchen floor!!!! Geeze!

      He has surgery at 7:45 tomorrow. Plates and pins. Now the unfair part of this? You ready for this? He told me tonight that he just gave NOTICE of resignation to his employer on Friday and he was SUPPOSED to start with the new company on the 16th! Guess that ain't happening! So he gave notice on Friday, broke his leg on Saturday (the day before Easter) and now will not have a job to go to. I don't think his new employer is going to wait two months for him to start.

      Heh . . . I'm not smart . . . just a smart-a**. :o) Don't be "dangerous" . . . Then Michael will tell you that you can call him honey but your just no good for him, and we can't have that. ♥♥♥

    5. By "dangerous" I only meant my brain is also transparent:o)

    6. Your brain is not transparent. I cannot even see your brain (at least not from here) But I will bet opaque with lots of hidden knowledge and thoughts! ♥♥♥

  24. Hi Bonnie. I came across a new band which is called, Casting Crowns. Their song, While you were sleeping made me think about our beloved MJ. America had no room for its king. Neither had the world. We were sleeping.

    1. Hi Susanne . . .

      They're not new. They've been around for a while. I have quite a few of their videos posted on this blog. On this article I have "If We Are The Body" by Casting Crowns. It is one of the first songs at the top. I love their songs. While you were sleeping I have posted I believe last Christmas??? I love that song too and it is soooo familiar, you are right.

  25. Hi Bonnie. I hope your brother will be well soon. God bless him. Sleep apnea is a serious matter. It read somewhere that it makes your life shorter if you don't do anything about it. Your tounge falls back into your throut and you stop breathing or something like that, right?

    1. Susanne,

      Thank you lady. I will tell him about all you girls praying.

      Yes, sleep apnea damages your heart because you are not getting the oxygen you need. This has also affected his circulation and that is why I am worried about that leg. His wounds take so long to heal. He will probably be in a cast for a lot longer than six weeks!

  26. Hi, Bonnie - did you read the email I sent you about the device for your brother? I was so happy to know that he's doing better today, and I am positive that the hospital and doctors treating him know what to do. Sleep apnea is more common than we realize and often accompanies Type-2 diabetes. So if Michael does not have diabetes, his odds are much better for recovery. Blood circulation is key to healing his leg, so if he's in a cast, let me know if they plan to put him on blood thinners to avoid clotting until they remove the cast for physical therapy. I am thinking about him...and you today. :-)

    I know what you mean regarding your comment above about those very young childhood photos of Michael with all those expensive instruments. The family was tight for money, but Joe Jackson told Sylvia Chase in 1980 that there was equipment to buy and Katherine mentioned only one person working in the household made it tough going. Joe must have known people from playing with The Falcons who helped him get used guitars, amplifiers, etc. He circulated among those people, and record stores and pawn shops always had instruments for sale - maybe needing tuning or restringing to get them cheap. Maybe Joe borrowed from relatives or sold off things for quick cash. It certainly was not the most glamorous beginning for the boys back then, and it may have taken a year of scrimping and saving to buy what they needed. Even Michael gave Joe credit for being resourceful and a genius at managing. If the boys started winning local competitions very early, the publicity helped spread the word. I think whatever happened later on when the boys officially entered the "business" is something we have explored. That's where the real dangers were waiting - not in their small town, schools and local clubs, but when record scouts and promoters started attending the shows and noticed the potential for greatness, money...and control.

    Katherine said they made sacrifices, so I'd like to think it was an honest effort by Joe. Piling equipment on top of an old VW bus and stuffing the boys inside for long road trips was not exactly traveling in luxury. Joe didn't need a shady promoter with a fat bankroll to give him that. I hope not, anyway!

    1. Spotlight, I agree with everything you say. When the Jacksons first started out, they didn't have very much but they use what they got and worked with it. I can see Joe going to pawn shops, buying used or broken insruments cheap. They did the best they could and managed with what they have. Even though, it was very tough for them riding in that cramped VW, the thing is that they were all TOGETHER as a family. I'm sure they had their ups and down like any other group who are families but they kept going until they reached their dreams. Like Joe said in the movie, 'The Jacksons: An American Dream' that he had a vision and he wanted to get his kids out of Gary.

      But once Joe signed the Jackson 5 with Motown, I'm sure that he never thought his vision would turn his dreams into a nightmare once he and his family left for CA.

      That's were the nightmare all began.


    2. Hi Micheline,

      I just saw the emails and I will answer them tomorrow. Exhausted tonight and I just got online to answer comments.

      Michael has had a couple of those devices, different ones and he just doesn't use them. Says he can't sleep with them on (well, dude are you sleeping WITHOUT THEM?)

      Micheline on Michael's family, guitars and such (this is to Miss P too)

      I have thought about all that and I read those articles/interviews with Joe Jackson, but the video camera really gets me. (Actually it is an 8mm camera, my grandfather had one and took home movies of me and my sister. It's the only baby pics I have of me). I feel kind of petty for picking at this stuff, but we have contradiction between Michael's family/brothers and Michael himself in his lyrics and his speeches/interviews. I am just trying to get this straitened out.

      This is for Michael, okay? I'm not the type of person to just start throwing darts for no reason. We have three entities here:

      We have Michael

      We have the entity behind the music industry (which encompasses all the little worker demons from the stalker chicks on up to the Monarchy and Israel)

      Then we also have Michael's family. People keep sending me books that only confirm that either people are deliberately lying to cover their butts or they are lying to cover Michael's. It's FRUSTRATING.

      When I read a book that says "Michael's close friend, Al Malnick said . . ." I want to burn the book, okay? They bash Michael's family, write that Michael's family came to EXPECT Michael's money, then call people like Taraborrelli and Malnik "friends".

      Excuse me, who is Karen Moriarty again? She never met Michael right? She writes that Michael's family used him.

      Well? Did they? Michael? I'm asking you.

      Joe Jackson has a separate house in Vegas for a reason. If he did all he could to keep the family together, then what is that?

      How do you explain a father that is so concerned about his kids getting into trouble with gangs that he carts them to seedy bars in the middle of the night to open for strippers? Joe's father was a teacher. Joe himself was a steel worker. That's not exactly a background that drums up fear of not eating or not having a roof over your head.

      so Joe wants credit for keeping his "family" together while he's wolfing around on Miss Katherine with groupies while his sons finance his lifestyle?

      Again, why does Joe have a separate residence in Vegas? And why couldn't his children call him dad? I never heard of that before. That kind of philosophy in raising children just does not make sense. That is more a philosophy of someone that doesn't want a relationship with his children.

  27. Hi Bonnie,
    I'm not sure how dangerous Karen Faye is. It's clear she has an obsession not just with Michael Jackson but also his fans.
    Karen used to flirt with Michael. I'm sure she wished he was her boyfriend.
    What I've always wondered is if Karen was involved in his death. Having an obsession with someone is different from really loving the person for who they are.
    What are your feelings about Kenny Ortega? I have to say I don't trust him.

    1. My feelings on Kenny Ortega? Not sure. He's been among the missing. I trust him more because of that very fact. He's not out there flaunting his relationship with Michael like most other "friends" are doing. But I don't know enough about his relationship with Michael to comment further. I can tell you this. Nothing Karen Faye has ever said about him has swayed me. And the fact that the Sony groupies are pointing their fingers in Ortega makes me lean more toward Ortega being on Michael's side. Seems they have an ax to grind with AEG/Ortega and you have to wonder why....

    2. Hi Bonnie,
      Does Kennny Ortega work for AEG Live? I wasn't sure who employed him. The guy who owns/runs AEG Live says he is a Christian.
      I always thought Karen Faye was really on Kenny Ortega's side. But she had a public fight with him on 'Twitter' just for show?
      Kenny Ortega was in the Dr. Murray trial. What did you make of what he said? Did you think he was telling the truth?
      The people from Sony, the MJ estate and Karen Faye were not in the Murray trial.
      Kenny Ortega did go on the Oprah show to promote the "This Is It" film. Kenny is successful his own right in Hollywood.
      I heard Karen Faye works 'Freelance', but you told me she is employed by 'Sony'.
      I remember someone making a joke of Karen Faye saying she is a professional makeup artist, she 'makes things up' as she goes along.

    3. Anonymous, Your last sentence had me laughing so hard. I had not heard that. That's pretty funny. I read that to Micheline over the phone.

      Kenny Ortega was hired by AEG, allegedly at Michael's request and BEFORE songs were allegedly chosen. Michael was allegedly attending entertainment venues in Vegas in 2008 with Ortega before he even signed deals for a concert, so I would say that Ortega may not have started off working for Sony, but may have been contracted by them to do the editing. But I am also of the very strong opinion that Sony did some more editing of their own, since their purchase of the rights and licensing of "This is It" included artistic rights and the right to edit according to that contract as reported.

      No, Faye is not on Ortega's side. Ortega and Randy Phillips are the two people she wanted me to spy on. She is the one that gave me their email addresses. This was right before they started that Ganesha Om page (which has since been abandoned for another "secret" group, since being exposed). Anyway, I turned her down and that was the beginning of some very interesting times online for me.

      I copied part of your post to include in the next blog (already posted) since it fit right in with the topic at hand. In that I explained that you are right . . . None of Sony's people were called to testify. Nobody that claimed a close relationship with Michael, not the stalker fans who supposedly wrote letters to Michael's people, not Faye, not Bush, not Branca or Dick Gregory, June Gatling, none of these people implicating AEG were called to the stand. But Phillips and Ortega and Gongaware were called.

      Dr. Klein was not called but Dr. Metzger was. (Klein's records were subpoenaed and entered into evidence, but Klein wasn't called in to testify). Nobody directly connected to Michael during the production of "This is It" from Sony was called in to testify. Now Indirectly connected to Sony? Possibly Metzger, Possibly those body guards and Kai Chase and that nurse Cherilyn Lee. They had connections outside of Sony, but hailing from false or "front" companies.

      Karen Faye is working on a Sony Pictures movie doing make up and she also worked/works for the Young and the Restless, also a Sony-owned show. To the best of my knowledge she IS listed as FREELANCE but she keeps getting calls by Sony even though she pretends to be at odds with them.

    ♪I Walk along these empty streets, There is not a second you're not here with me, The love you gave, The grace you've shown, Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone ………………

    Never gone, Never far, In my heart is where you are, Always close, Everyday, Every step along the way, Even though for now we've got to say goodbye, I know you will be forever in my life, Never gone♪

  29. Hi Bonnie. I just found this on Maybe it answers my question, WHERE DID YOU GO?

    "I AM NOT THERE...."
    Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep.
    I am in a thousands winds that blow, I am the softly falling snow.
    I am the gentle showers of rain, I am the fields of ripening grain.
    I am in the morning hush, I am in the graceful rush of beautiful birds in circling flight.
    I am the starshine of the night.
    I am the flowers that bloom, I am in a quiet room.
    I am in the birds that sing, I am in each lovely thing.
    Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there.
    I do not die.
    ( Mary Elisabeth Frye )
    Now I feel sad.

    1. I've seen that same thing Susanne, a long time ago. At first I thought he wrote it. It's beautiful though. Thank you for posting it here.

      It shouldn't make you said, but hopeful. :o)

  30. Bonnie,
    Sending love and prayers for your brother! Please keep us updated on his condition!
    Love Ya,

    1. Thank you Renee, very much. I did tell my brother he had people around the world praying for him. They still have not done the surgery. Yesterday it was high blood pressure and his leg swelling up. We'll see if they can finally operate today.

      God bless you!

  31. With all due respect to those who are being completely bamboozled on the "news" about Raffles Van Fraud.

    The "blog" in question is a fraud and the pictures Raffles supposedly "posed" for with various celebrities are PHOTOSHOPPED. Some of them VERY BADLY.

    Please, people do not fall for this. It is not even worth covering. It is a distraction and I and this blog will continue to ignore it. They are trying to ZOOM you.

    Raffles has NO CONNECTION TO TOHME, Bill Clinton or anyone other than TINI MEMBERS and the FAKE FAN GROUPS.

    I will not post anything about this stupid charade. Thank you.

    1. I want to add that anyone trying to post a comment with a link to this "blog" in question, or to any news about this "character" will not see their post appear here, I am THAT ADAMANT about this fraud being imposed on the fans. Don't take it personally, just know that I am not entertaining the establishment's games.

  32. Irrelevant, but still
    Sony pictures classics making thing like this
    autonomous and independent, but... is it? It's still Sony.
    You know, the whole thing with "exposing" stuff,
    "educating" us, "it's just the bankers",
    all the "Occupy" movements, OMG it's all NOT what it seems, on
    so many levels! What kind of games are real rulers play
    with us? You know, everything we believe to be true
    about how our world "works" is an illusion, everything.
    Even when we oppose what we think is the "bad part", we can't
    be sure what exactly we fight against and who leads us
    and why. 1917 in Russia, then 1991 and so on. It was always THEIR
    game. French revolution? Was it ever NOT their game?
    I don't know what to believe because it's a bloody plot
    I know nothing about, they worked on it for ages,
    nobody knows the plot apart from "players" themselves.
    Bonnie, I'm not sure Michael knew everything :(
    It's too complicated and so well-hidden and disguised,
    left hand has no clue what right hand is doing,
    no one will be able to see the whole web with all
    subdivisions and hidden chambers.

    God has to intervene, or we're doomed and forever sentenced
    to repetition of the most miserable and bloody acts of history.
    Decade after decade, it's all the same, no exit!

  33. Anonymous,

    Good find! You're right! It's NOT all that it seems. Here you have Hollywood and Sony teaming up with the very criminals who were instrumental in causing the collapse blaming the people that are either no longer in office, long since arrested or switching roles now to whistleblower.

    Case in point, Barney Frank-less, who is one of the MAJOR DEFENDERS of Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac, sitting there telling us ten years later how they did it, blaming the lack of regulation. He's one of the ones who argued against it!

    They absolutely know what the right hand is doing, they just don't want YOU to know what the right hand is doing.

    Matt Damon is helping them bamboozle you. Unbelievable!

    God will intervene. The Kings of the earth will be judged. It's amazing how much of this is already been written about.

    1. Anonymous,

      Here you go -

    2. That movie with Matt seems to expose what... to be
      honest, many outside and inside USA were well aware of,
      but still - to expose "bad greedy guys", ends up with anti-Obama
      note and shows that last 2 administrations were basically
      doing same things, even same people were hired etc.
      But the fact it's from Sony-something and it was actually aired
      somewhere, like in UK... I just don't know.
      It's not just "Obama/democrats and some bankers gone bad", but this is how
      viewers react. Alright, everyone go vote for mr.Mormon.
      He SURE thing will make poor happy and all wars
      will be over! ( sarcasm )
      The key was more like 1 republican government
      smoothly transformed to another democrat, so "It doesn't matter who the people voted for; they always vote for us"?
      Did everyone get it?

      All that "exposing" I'm afraid leads nowhere! It's SAFE
      to expose what they did. That only encourages people to
      vote republican or not to vote at all, as if anything will be changed by this and that.
      It's same plot over and over again. Not just for USA.

      It was funny to see Dominique Strauss-Kahn there.


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